My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The silence in the coffee shop is terrible. I am struggling to find a way out in the world where there is only one person. I dare not imagine Jian Wei's current mood with my flesh and blood. I can only put myself on the sidelines The position, heartache, numbness... repeat!

The dusk has not yet come, I seem to have been submerged in the night, looking for the dawn of life... I finally closed the door of the coffee shop, drove to the city, I went to a cake shop, bought She ordered some pastries to be sent to Mi Cai's company. Because she helped customers make coffee at noon today, she didn't even bother to have a good lunch.

  A moment later, I arrived at the Orson advertisement. Although I was holding the dessert in my hand, my heart was still heavy with bitterness. This heaviness stemmed from worrying about Jian Wei and hating that I could not share something for her.

I greeted my acquaintances along the way, and I finally came to Li Xiaoyun's office. After knocking on the door and getting a response, I walked in with desserts. At this time, Li Xiaoyun and Mi Cai were both bowing their heads to deal with affairs, and Mi Cai was more focused. It seems that being late at noon made her drop a lot of work.

  Li Xiaoyun looked away from the computer screen, smiled and asked me: "Zhaoyang, are you here to bring us afternoon tea......?"

   "Well, I bought coconut red bean cake and wheat-flavored milk tea. Let's replenish energy in the middle of the game."

Only then did Mi Cai stop and motioned for me to bring the pastry to her. I first put one of the pastries on Li Xiaoyun's table, then opened the pastry box for Mi Cai and handed it to her. After receiving it, he said with emotion: "If you don't come, I'm going to order takeaway, I've never been so hungry!"

   "You should buy some snacks to rest your stomach after you arrive at the company. Mental work is also very exhausting."

Li Xiaoyun took the conversation and said: "Isn't Mi Cai relying on having you as her boyfriend? You have lived up to her expectations and brought the afternoon tea here like timely rain! Inexplicably, it got better..."

"Don't patronize our glory, next time when Wang Zheng delivers afternoon tea, remember to bring rice color..." I finally made a joke, but my heart was still pulled by jagged teeth, and for a while pain.

"Preoccupied..." Li Xiaoyun gave me a blank look, put the pastry in his handbag, then picked up the milk tea and said to me: "I'm going to Xugong Group to deal with some business matters, you Let's chat with Mi Cai for a while, don't let her emotions always be tense at work..."

  Mi Cai smiled and said, "Director Li, are you recognizing my work in disguise?"

Li Xiaoyun also smiled, then waved to us, and left the office with milk tea in his hand... I don't know why, the third person was missing, and when I faced Mi Cai, my mood became complicated again. If she hadn't appeared in my life, what kind of intersection would Jian Wei and I have at this moment? Can I justly stay by her side and help her share some of the pain in life?

I moved a chair and sat down opposite Mi Cai. She took a sip of milk tea and said to me: "Zhaoyang, I'm going to Yangzhou after get off work...maybe It will take two or three days."

   "Going to Yangzhou?... Then what about your work?"

Mi Cai nodded to confirm again, and replied: "President An of Tianyang Group just called me. She is going to travel to Tibet. I'll ask her for advice, and I'll accompany her to buy some emergency supplies on the road... As for work, I've already taken personal leave with Xiao Yun, and I can just use the weekend to make up for it when I come back."

"This......."

"What's the matter? Do you want to go with me?...I think Mr. An will definitely welcome you!" Mi Cai said with a smile, obviously she was in a good mood and was looking forward to going to Yangzhou to see the red Clothed woman, because this is one of the few friends she can make friends with.

   "I...I won't go, the coffee shop still has a lot of work to do before opening."

  Mi Cai was a little disappointed: "I knew you wouldn't go, but you should. Nothing is more important than your career at this stage, so you have to work hard!"

  I nodded and replied: "Well, you should also pay attention to safety on the road, don't drive tired, and go to the service station to rest for a while when you are sleepy."

"Understood, it's just over three hours away, you don't have to worry... But I'm really looking forward to the harvest of Mr. An's trip to Tibet. These years, she and that man have suffered a lot. I hope they can have lovers and get married after this.”

   "Hmm... I heard that the man had a child with his first love and was divorced..."

Mi Cai glanced at me dissatisfied, and asked, "Why, are you trying to use him as an example, thinking that you haven't made waves enough?...If it wasn't for love, Mr. An wouldn't tolerate him These stains in life!"

"I have bid farewell to the life of making waves a long time ago. I am very simple now. It is not uncommon for you to know... However, Mr. An has messed up that man in the past year. I think: They are already here. In the long-term love war, I realized that the eyes of us onlookers are nothing to their parties. What they want is to live together in the future...I believe they have experienced so much, Love must be full of tolerance and understanding, what they have now is the highest level of love, and it is also an inseparable love!"

Mi Cai was silent for a long time, and didn't refute me anymore, or she agreed with what I said, or she didn't want to argue with me too much, and asked me to find out with my conscience. The tolerance of a man, she has tolerated me enough, because I once made a woman pregnant, my private life was chaotic, and because of passive mistakes, she lost Zhuomei, but she did not leave me because of this, even He cares about me more than before... So, this is the reason why I feel heartbroken for Jian Wei's current experience, but I can't turn around and take a look.

  .......

This evening after sunset, Mi Cai went to Yangzhou alone, and I also returned home with a complicated mood. I was lonely at home, because my father and mother also went back to the countryside to visit relatives today... ...This kind of loneliness that seems to be arranged suddenly bewitched me. I want to race against time. If I take the high-speed rail now, it only takes more than two hours to reach Suzhou, and I can go to see Jian Wei. I'll be back in time tomorrow morning...

But......

It was getting dark, I cooked some noodles by myself, and went downstairs to buy some side dishes to go with the wine. I drank a lot of wine. I wanted to use the wine to forget the troubles that bothered me, so that I would not think about it in the dead of night. Too much sleep, go to sleep early, and then welcome the sunshine tomorrow morning.

I did so. Before 7 o’clock, I lay on the bed with dizziness, and at this time Mi Cai also sent a message that she had arrived in Yangzhou safely. I breathed a sigh of relief and felt dizzy Drowsiness arose in...

I really fell asleep, but in just one hour, I had nightmares again and again. Among them, the scene where Jian Wei chose to end her life because of her despair of life woke me up from the dream, and I was covered in cold sweat. The palm of my hand was full of moisture, and my perseverance was faintly showing signs of collapsing. I lit a cigarette in the darkness around me... I overcame this panic, but the panic continued to invade Come... I put out the half-smoked cigarette in the ashtray, and my mind gradually changed...

I began to believe that the departure of Mi Cai and Ban Dae at the same time today was a reminder and opportunity given to me by fate. It was fate that asked me to go to Suzhou to meet Jian Wei, so there was such a coincidental arrangement. If I missed it, That will definitely get the harshest punishment, and I will regret it for the rest of my life because of this punishment...

Driven by this mood, I couldn't sit still anymore. I left the bed, got dressed, left the residence with my briefcase, and drove to the train station by taxi. Looking at the street lamps that were going backwards behind the car, my heart was full of guilt. I wanted to give up several times, but an indescribable force drove me to continue to the train station again and again, chasing after In the direction of Suzhou... I am not the savior, but I should go see her. At least for more than a year, we have not been involved in love, and we have fought side by side in the mall. Out of love.....

At 8:30 in the evening, with some drunkenness, I got on the train to Suzhou again, watching the night receding outside the window, I fell into an unprecedented emptiness. I know that if I think too much, I will get nowhere this night, and my emptiness will ease the guilt in me.

  .......

  At 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, I arrived in Suzhou again. I called Jian Wei on the way, but she didn't answer, so I called Yan Yan, and she arrived at the train station a quarter of an hour later.

We just haven't seen each other for a week, but she is obviously thinner and her complexion is even worse. These are caused by the pain in her life. It is not easy for her. She has not recovered from the pain, but she wants to Taking care of Jian Wei, who was even more destitute than her, compared to Yan Yan's personal pain, Jian Wei's entire family was ruined!

Yan Yan and I walked towards the parking lot of the train station, and she seemed to say to me in anticipation: "Zhaoyang, I know you will definitely come...you are not men like Fang Yuan and Xiang Chen, So you will definitely come!"

   "Come or not come, I am in pain!...I can only see her, but I have no ability to do anything for her."

   "No one asks you to do anything for her, and the things in the officialdom are not something we ordinary people have the ability to change. For Jian Wei, it is enough for you to come back to see her and give her a word of encouragement!"

  I was silent for a long time before changing the subject and asking: "Is Jian Wei in Suzhou? I called her twice and she didn't answer..."

"In Suzhou, she went to the company this evening, and she probably didn't bring the phone with her. Although the news of her mother's shuanggui has not been reported by the media, it has spread in the circle. Those customers who are cooperating with her company Everyone is in danger and plans to terminate the cooperation contract with Jian Wei and ask for the cooperation funds that have been paid, and Jian Wei is already devastated by this!"

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