My 26-year-old Female Tenant

It only took me less than an hour to reach an agreement with Jian Wei about my leaving RoadCool. After we made an appointment for a week, I first issued a personal withdrawal statement, followed by RoadCool’s official event statement , and I can start the handover of work now, and the current vice president of Road Cool will temporarily take over from me and take charge of the company!

In fact, I was in pain. In the pain, the past hour seemed to be carrying a heavy shackle. In the previous scenes, I walked hard for a century, struggled for a century, and hoped for a century. .

  If one day, Jian Wei falls into the cruel reality, can I really watch it? Then, with a blind outlook on life, I live my own little life, regardless of whether the bad people are still bad, and don’t care about the kind people living under an unbreakable curse, sinking, falling...

I can't give an answer now, maybe, I will have to wait until that day comes before I will make a choice, but I don't hope that day will come, and I don't want to look at Jian Wei's proud bunch of sunflowers, Become a dead leaf that has no direction and falls towards this world.

In the morning, with a pioneering attitude, leading the day to kick off, when the sun shines on the wide road, I like to drive through this road the most, not because it can lead to the moat, but because it is on this road. On the road, I have never encountered a traffic jam in my life. Here, I can enjoy the thrill of freedom and watch the river with the sunshine, drifting to the end of the city with the wind.

Finally, I parked the car on the road beside the river, I want to be quiet here, since I started to live, I have spent 27 winters, but this winter is the most difficult, I miss the summer afternoon Had some beers with my buddies, but I don't have any bros around.

  I also somewhat miss the end of spring of a certain year. When we were young and ignorant, we held each other's hands and flew a kite, and felt that we had escaped the shackles of gravity and flew to a transparent city.

Yes, at the end of spring of a certain year, the woman holding hands with me was still named Jian Wei... Thinking of all the past, I no longer doubted that if it wasn't for Mi Cai by my side, when Jian Wei talked about When I still want to love again, after knowing the pain in her heart these years, I will still desperately hold her hand again.

   But the script has been rewritten! ......Now I seem to be unable to let go of Mi Cai even more, and I seem to yearn for an ordinary life! I'm tired of the thorns in my life. I just want to have spring in the coming year. In the morning, I will go fishing with my dad, and at night, I will sing a song for Mi Cai when I come back from work with my guitar in my arms. On Sunday, I will help my mother carry vegetables. basket, go to the vegetable market with her to buy the vegetables or meat you want to eat next week.

The cigarette in my hand had burned to a butt, I flicked it into the moat, and my whole body became empty. I wanted to smoke another cigarette, but there was no cigarette left... I looked around and saw An old man was leaning against the guardrail and pressing his legs, the cigarette in his pocket was about to fall out!

I walked towards him, yelled twice and didn't respond to me, only to find that his ears were plugged with earphones. It turned out that he was listening to the radio and doing fitness... This is much more advanced than my smoking and nostalgia. Although we are also by the moat, he is for life, I am just for life......

This is a generous and enthusiastic uncle, he gave me cigarettes, we sat together on the steps leading to the river bank, smoking while listening to his old-fashioned radio, when the Kunqu opera was played, the uncle didn’t even smoke, With his eyes closed, he shook his head and hummed along, and asked me to beat the beat for him, saying it was an interaction...

  When Kun opera was no longer sung on the radio, and pop songs were replaced, he asked me to sing along again, telling me to hang my voice twice in the morning, and I will be energetic all day long. No wonder he looks so excited! Before I could speak, he was already stomping his feet to beat the beat.

   "Master, your beat is heavy, this song is quite light!"

Uncle’s ability to adjust is very strong, not only the tempo is lighter, but the rhythm is also slow... But I didn’t sing it out, just listening to Eason Chan sing the song "Waiting for You to Love Me", which made people feel sad the taste of!

I think of myself, I sang this song repeatedly in the bar for a long time, because I have waited for her very seriously, even if we broke up, I also imagined that on a night without any warning, she would hit a trans-ocean Call, tell me: In fact, we are still in love, we can still live together......

  But at this moment, the artistic conception has changed, as if it has become what Jian Wei told me......

  Maybe I feel wrong, maybe I want too much, whether everyone will be like me... How to accept is the relief?

  Whether it is love or not, there will be torture, I don’t admit it, I’m destined to wait for you and I’m enough, so you can be happier if you don’t worry...

"So you can be happier if you don't worry...so you can be happier if you don't worry..." I chanted this sentence repeatedly in my heart, and the blockage in my heart gradually resolved and became smoother. The waiting between us has faded away, and the meaning of this song has also changed. What we should pursue is the happiness after reassurance, because our feelings have all gone wrong... She was born in the United States. Wrong, I also made a mistake holding the guitar by the moat. Only by reassuring can we avoid making mistakes.

   It's time for me to leave...

The uncle left before me... He remembered that his bird hadn't been fed yet, and it seemed that the meaning of letting him appear was just to give me a cigarette, and then use his rhythm , let me want to understand something, or, this so-called want to understand, has nothing to do with him, nor has it anything to do with this song, it's just my inner desire to figure it out.

  ...

The sun was shining on my face and it was a little hot. I squinted my eyes and took out my phone from my pocket. Avoiding the sun, I sent a message to Fangyuan: "I want to meet you, Huifang at noon See you at the hotel."

After one night, my mood was not so angry anymore, but more of a kind of exploration and telling, I want to tell him: people can’t live like this, and they can’t be so shameless, brotherly feelings are not for trampling. ...but I will not persuade him to turn back, because he has reached this step step by step, and he will not turn back.

After a while, he texted back: "Lu, I already chose half a year ago... there is no need to meet, I'm sorry! Zhaoyang... I want too many things! "

  I resolutely replied: "See you at Huifang Hotel at noon."

After sending this message, I left Moat. Fangyuan is something I must see before I leave Suzhou. I don’t know why I am so persistent, but a belief supports me. I must meet him to see clearly what is behind human nature. What it is, it is more important to find out whether he betrayed the brotherhood, and whether he also betrayed Yan Yan's relationship with him.

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  There are three male protagonists in my works, Wang Jing lives for struggle, the most real!

  Zhang Yixi lives for great love, the most tiring!

Zhaoyang, he is not real, it is hard to tell what he lives for...Maybe, he is the most unpopular hero in my writing, the most unreal hero, but in our hearts, we all have There was his shadow. . . It's just that as we get older, we gradually forget it. To be precise, it's not that we forget it, but we don't want to think about it again, because we no longer have the ability to pursue it!

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