My 26-year-old Female Tenant

Seeing the convenience bag flying towards me with force, I turned around and avoided it in an instant, then the bag burst behind me, the rice noodles scattered all over the ground, and the two marinated eggs still rolled away into the distance , This scene seems to tear out our embarrassing past, and I can't breathe when I think about it.

  I yelled at Jian Wei: "You must be sick!"

My anger enraged Jian Wei even more, she opened the car door, blushed and walked towards me, her expression seemed to be looking for a brick to shoot me to death in this alley, I was a little afraid of her temper, so I pulled my legs Just ran, trying to find a safe place for myself with speed.

   "Bastard...you stop!"

  I heard the footsteps of Jian Wei chasing, and ran faster...

Jian Wei screamed, and then came her painful sobs... I felt a dull feeling in my heart, so I stopped immediately, turned around and looked back, only to see that Jian Wei had fallen to the ground, in pain. Hugging her ankle, she twisted her ankle because she was eager to catch up with me.

I didn't care about running for my life anymore, I turned around and ran towards her, squatted down on the ground, gently took off her high-heeled shoes, took off her socks, and saw red and swollen ankles, her pain was really not I pretended it, and I blamed it distressedly: "Why are you running in high heels this winter...!"

  Jian Wei closed her eyes, tears were streaming down like broken threads, but she bit her lips tightly to prevent herself from making a sound, she was still as stubborn as ever.

I tried to hug her, but she scratched my face fiercely with her sharp nails, and a piercing pain suddenly came, and I realized that my face was scratched, and it was still a big piece, It's like being torn apart....

Jian Wei finally cried out, crying heartbreakingly: "Zhaoyang...I hate you!...I hate myself even more...I'm so tired, Why do you do so much, but you are farther away from me..." Her voice became lower and lower, so low that I could hardly hear it, and turned into a whisper: "I really... never loved..."

I was concerned about her injury, I didn't care about what she said, and I didn't care about the wound on my face. I squatted down and took her hands. go outside.

I came to her car and asked her to give me the car keys, but she never said a word... I tried to take out her pocket, but she struggled desperately. In desperation, I had to carry She walked along the street to the hospital at least three or four stops away from here...but her heart was suffering like a long march.

With a weight of more than 90 jins on my body, I was already out of breath due to lack of exercise. In addition, I was anxious. Even though I was walking in the cold winter night, my forehead was still densely covered with sweat, but my legs were still mechanically moving. Walking forward, I wish I could reach the end of the street in one step.

   She choked up and said to me: "Zhaoyang, do you still remember the night in the third year of junior year, which was as cold as today, and you carried me far, far away, to the hospital?"

I don't need to recall, that picture naturally appeared in my mind... The us that night were really very similar to now... I also carried her behind my back and used my thoughts Supporting himself, he approached the hospital step by step that was out of reach.

Jian Wei wiped off the sweat on my forehead with her hands, and said softly: "That night, every footprint you left on the road, I felt full of happiness, but now... it is full of unspeakable The pain...I really want to die!...Because no one will understand, let alone care about, what I think about every day, what I do so much, and why. ... Zhaoyang, my life is over, there will be no more perfection!"

I swallowed painfully, gritted my teeth, and continued to walk towards the seemingly endless light. I didn't dare to think deeply about what Jian Wei said to me now... because there is a gap between us. After looking at the scenery by mistake, I really haven't experienced a trace of laughter.

  ...

In the hospital, Jian Wei was doing X-rays in the orthopedics department. I bought a bottle of disinfectant to smear the wound on my face, but my heart became more and more empty. After a while, it seemed to be baptized by the empty. The thoughts gradually floated up, so the past became clearer and clearer, as if I would never forget, how many lonely nights, how I missed her crazily, but there was no news of her...... I can't Let it go, I gave her such deep love, but she gave me so much pain.

I am about to be torn apart, half swallowed up by the past, half eaten away by the present, I only hate that life is frail and short, but I always love deeply, it is the same for Jian Wei, and it is the same for Mi Cai, but at this moment I have become myself Karma that cannot be seen through... I seem to have a premonition that when Jian Wei said that her life would no longer be perfect, my life would not be able to start a prairie fire!

Fortunately, Jian Wei only sprained her foot and did not hurt her bones. After a few days of recuperation, she was able to walk on the ground. I carried all kinds of pills I bought from the pharmacy and walked towards the hospital door with her on my back. There were a few taxis waiting for passengers, and the drivers yelled at me, hoping that I could let them do a deal this night, but I didn't respond, like an emotionless machine, I carried Jian Wei on my back along the original road Back, at this moment, I am empty, I don't know why I insist on carrying her behind my back, it's more like an instinct.

This time, Jian Wei finally gave me her car keys, and I drove her back to her residence. After arriving, I carried her into the elevator, and numbly looked at the numbers showing the floors, jumping constantly As I watched, I seemed to see my completely unstructured life again... I gradually realized that I don't love her just because I hate her... But, is there a difference between love and hate?

  Maybe not, because there is love and there is hate.

  ...

  Twisting her foot means that Jian Wei has temporarily lost the ability to take care of herself. Although I can find a caretaker to take care of her tomorrow, I will be responsible to the end tonight.

  She was sitting on the sofa, I untied the bandage on her foot, and helped her apply the ointment, but we were silent with each other, letting time pass by us wantonly.

I put away the ointment and was about to put on a new bandage for her, but at this moment she finally opened her mouth and asked me: "Zhaoyang, if you hadn't met Mi Cai, who is better than me, you would have given up on me." Is it love?... Is human nature really so realistic? Instinctively chasing novelty, chasing better people.”

  I tortured myself, if Mi Cai hadn’t appeared in my life, what would I be like at this moment? ...But the more I think about it, the more painful I am, and I dare not look for the answer that represents the truth in the pain.

In my silence, Jian Wei's face was full of heart-piercing pain, and she choked up in front of me again: "Zhaoyang... I have never loved any man except you... ...After returning from the United States, the first time we met, there was a woman named Mi Cai by your side. I love you, and I saw you with other women, especially this woman is better than me, I Lost all sanity, I hate the wind and snow around you... So, I accepted Xiang Chen's courtship... Believe it or not, I never loved him, I shouldn't let I fell into this vortex and couldn't extricate myself...But, what's the use of saying this now?...Even if it is a stubborn stone, it has already weathered in the passage of time... .. What's more, it's a love that can't stand the test!

The air seemed to condense into a solid particle at this moment, and I felt suffocated, and asked in the suffocation: "If you have always loved me, and you can't let go of the relationship that has been between us for so many years...why, you Why do you still want to break up with me in the United States.......Do you know how **** painful and hateful I am?......Without your knife-like breakup that cut me apart , I will not fall in love with any woman, I swear, I swear with my life!"

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