My 26-year-old Female Tenant

Xiaoyun seems to want to figure out the relationship between me and Jian Wei, she has been looking at me with questioning eyes, in her eyes, I have a kind of instant clarity, if the relationship between me and Jian Wei is normal When it comes to getting along, I don't have any ideas at all, but when it comes to the past, I'm awkward and evasive...

Finally, I said to Xiaoyun: "After experiencing some love, I divide women into three types, one is drugs, which make me want to stop, one is cigarettes, which will make me addicted, and the other is chewing gum, the more I chew The more tasteless it is." After a short pause, I continued: "The relationship used to be a kind of drug to me. I have experienced too much pain, and I finally quit drug addiction. I don't have the guts to touch it again, nor will I I should touch it, so now all I want is a woman who can make me addicted, and then it is enough to live a lifetime... I don’t know if you can understand this feeling?”

  Xiaoyun pressed a few words on the phone and handed it to me: "So Miss Jianwei is the woman you used to be?"

I nodded and said, "If betsy (when Xiaojun helped me send flowers to Mi Cai, she left her English name), she will help you like Jian Wei in China, so Jian Wei just gave you a subjective sense of intimacy... In fact, they are all the same."

   "Well, I see...can you show me a picture of betsy?"

  I took out my phone and found a photo taken by Mi Cai at work to show her...

  She looked surprised: "What a beautiful woman..."

   "Pretty is not important, what is important is the feeling when we are together."

   "Okay, brother Zhaoyang, you should be acting like the legendary one right now?"

I smiled and signaled Xiaoyun to move on, but because I had nothing to do, I wondered how much of Mi Cai's beauty accounted for my infatuation with her. In fact, beauty is really important, but If she is a little ugly, she will not lose points, because besides being beautiful, she also has an aura that I like.

  ...

  After bidding farewell to Xiaoyun, I drove to the "Empty City" music restaurant, because Wei Manwen called and told me that Robben would not leave until I had a drink, which surprised me.

When I arrived, there were only waiters and Robben left in the restaurant who were cleaning up the mess. When I asked where Wei Manwen had gone, Robben replied: I don’t know, he’s obviously drunk, and if he wants to come to the celebration banquet, even if he can drink again, I can't stand the group of people taking turns persuading them to drink.

  The waiter and I asked for a bottle of canned beer. After tearing it open, I raised my hand to Robben and said, "Everything is self-evident. In short, brother is happy for you, so let's do it first!"

Robben held my hand and said, "Drink together." After speaking, he poured the beer into his stomach like water, and then smiled upside down: "The new godfather of rock... Zhaoyang, you Before we became famous, we were living in **** every day, and what we wanted in the end was this... the name of the new godfather of **** rock?"

   "Just like sunflowers, all the nutrients come from the mud all over the ground. Good or bad is a process, and you have to go through it, right, brother?"

Robben shook his head and said: "You misunderstood me... There was a stage when I made music with utilitarianism, and I wanted to make a fortune in my own industry... ...."

   "You think so because of Teacher Wei?"

"Yes... You said that we independent musicians who play rock and roll always boast that our mental state can be separated from the world. In fact, when we talk about the spiritual state, I can't stack a hundred Robben to one Wei Manwen ..."

Robben is a little drunk, but I am sober, and I don't understand the spiritual state of Wei Manwen he mentioned. It refers to the former Wei Manwen or the Wei Manwen after returning from a small mountain village, but whether it is the former or the latter, I am very fond of Wei Manwen. Full of reverence, she is like a seed buried in the clouds, freed from the shackles of the world, no ecstasy, no obvious pain and sorrow, so she can treat the famous Robben so indifferently... ...I think she and Robben are a natural pair, so I compare Robben to a sunflower growing in the mud, what he will always follow is the seed buried in the clouds... ..Perhaps, their common growth has been separated from God's will.

  < There is no high spiritual realm, but she is not on the same frequency as Robben, and what Robben wants is only the seed buried in the cloud.

Robben continued: "Actually, what Manwen wants is a life together, but I misinterpreted her needs with a worldly perspective. She only likes me, not what I have achieved in my career. Height... That's why she didn't go to my concert this time to show me her attitude."

I was silent for a while, and I was even more afraid of the power of misunderstanding, because this kind of power will make people misread the scenery, such as Robben and Wei Manwen... Finally I said to Robben: "Don't think too much Now, it’s not bad, at least the future life is guaranteed, and I’ll get married to Mr. Wei sooner or later, so as to save me a lot of nightmares!”

I didn't sing the song I wrote with Robben, but I sang a song "West Lake" that I admired the band according to the situation. There is no intoxicating warm wind, and it dissipates in the clouds and smoke in a blink of an eye... that day and that night, walking away from my story..." At that time, Robben and I lit a cigarette at the same time, and the smoke In the dissipation of the past, I saw an event go away from a story, and Robben will unfold a brand new story... But my story that is inextricably linked with the past is still there. going on...

  < Coming back from Hong Kong so soon, I was even more surprised that she came to the restaurant with Wei Manwen, and because it was so late, I can hardly believe that their appearance together was a coincidence.

  < After sitting down with Wei Manwen, there was no communication with each other, but I just quietly listened to me singing the song "West Lake" by the band.