My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  & The powerlessness shown in this incident made me even more flustered, and I lit a cigarette for myself in a panic, but I never wanted to leave the restaurant and go back to that old room.

The phone rang suddenly at this time, I glanced at the caller ID subconsciously, but found that it was Mi Cai, she finally answered my call, but my mood has changed drastically, so I just Looking at the lit phone screen, I was reluctant to pick it up for a long time. I felt that I couldn't face her. If I was really involved in Le Yao's vortex in the entertainment industry, it would also hurt Mi Cai's public image. , although she is not from the entertainment circle, she is also the chairman of a group.

  I nodded.

   "Take it, you always have to face it."

  I took a deep puff of my cigarette, put my heart to rest, and finally got through the phone, but I couldn't say hello to her as usual, or make a joke with her, just kept silent.

  Mi Cai said to me apologetically: "I've been talking on the phone with the person in charge in Nanjing just now. I still remember the matter of going to Xuzhou tomorrow morning. I'll go home and rest now."

  I was silent again: "...Be careful when driving on the road."

   "Well, do you want something for supper? I'll bring it back for you."

"no need."

  ...

I just ended the call with Mi Cai. Although she was busy with work and didn't know the news that broke out today, my mood didn't relax a bit. My chest felt like being pressed by a huge stone. All panic and anxiety.

   "Well... But I can't open my mouth to tell her these things, I feel like I have ruined this hard-earned relationship with my own hands!"

   "Then are you going to procrastinate like this? Then wait for her to find out one day, and come to you out of control and question you?"

  I am silent, but I am fighting fiercely in my heart...

"Go back, go back and tell Mi Cai the truth about what happened between you and Le Yao. After all, it is a past thing. To be honest, maybe there is still a chance to ask her for forgiveness." Thinking of Le Yao, if she was really pregnant with my child, wouldn't I have let her down completely, worse than a beast!

On this night of being overwhelmed, how I wish there would be a city where there would be no panic, no troubles... I could see my life clearly at a glance, and there would be no more lurking dangers... .

  ...

Mi Cai and I returned to the old house almost at the same time. I got out of the taxi, and after she parked the car, she met me at the entrance of the corridor. Come back?" <. "

   "Oh." Mi Cai responded, and then took my hand, and walked up the stairs together, and the action of holding hands is a habit we just formed a few days ago.

In front of the mailbox outside the house, Mi Cai stopped in her tracks. I knew that she was going to get the latest issue of the financial magazine. I stood beside her and waited. She closed the mailbox and took an extra envelope in her hand. Asked me: "Zhaoyang, is this yours?"

  My spirit was very slack, so I replied: "No."

  Mi Cai looked at the envelope suspiciously, and I felt a strong sense of uneasiness at this moment. The appearance of this envelope by such a coincidence, there must be a secret hidden in it that can destroy me.

I wanted to get this envelope back from Mi Cai's hands, but in the end I gave up. If this matter is really man-made behind the scenes, then there must be more than one envelope like this, and maybe Mi Cai's office will do it tomorrow morning. Received an identical copy, and Mi Cai would eventually know all about it.

Back inside, I sat on the sofa. Mi Cai put the stack of financial magazines on the coffee table, then picked up the envelope and looked at it, then tore the seal. Lamb ready for slaughter on a cutting board.

  Mi Cai took out a stack of photos from the envelope, as well as a piece of A4 paper, on which several lines of text typed out by the machine could be vaguely seen.

  Mi Cai's brows gradually frowned, then she put down the things in her hands, and then looked at me with cold eyes...

I picked up the A4 piece of paper and looked at it, it turned out that it was more than a year ago, all the records of me having a house outside, and the photos of me mixing with some women in the night market, among which Le Yao was the most , and even a few months ago, when I went to Beijing, I carried Le Yao out of the apartment in the middle of the night and went to the hospital to see a doctor...

   "Zhaoyang, what should I say at this time? Or will you explain something to me?"

  I pondered for a long while, and said to Mi Cai with ashes in my heart: "I have nothing to explain. These house opening records are all true. Once...my private life was very messy!"

Mi Cai tried her best to restrain herself, but her body was trembling slightly. My answer hit her most fragile nerve, and she finally asked me with tears in her eyes: "Is it true that Le Yao was pregnant for you?" Is it?"

  "We had a relationship, the child may be mine, I'm not sure...but those are things in the past, I have said goodbye to that life for a long time..."

  “Just because it happened doesn’t mean it didn’t happen.”

   "But you should know that I had a shameful past."

  Mi Cai shook her head in pain: "Zhaoyang, when these appeared in front of me in such a convincing way, I couldn't face it, let alone accept it!"

   "Please forgive me for my past, okay?...These are people with ulterior motives who did it to ruin our togetherness, you don't know that."

"If... If you are innocent and clean, others can't do it if they want to, I really can't accept it, really no... If someone is holding a photo now Let me tell you, I once had a messy past in the United States, and I was pregnant by other men, Zhaoyang, can you accept it? Even if this is my past..."

   "You haven't done this before, you are still pure you!"

   "But you did..."

Looking at Mi Cai's appearance, I knew that this time she was really in pain. These injuries were brought to her by my past. I suddenly hated myself extremely, but there was no way to change anything. Love has nowhere to go... My heart is twitching in pain, but I... still don't want to let go!

  ...

  In the middle of the night, Mi Cai had already left, and I was the only one left smoking in the old house. Seeing the emptiness of the house, I suddenly didn’t know how to continue my tomorrow...

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