My 26-year-old Female Tenant

  I followed Le Yao to look at the distance she was looking at, and I was also curious about what the place that symbolized heaven looked like to her, so I asked, "How long will it take to get there?"

   "I don't know, I only know the general direction. Do you see the mountain in the north? After passing that mountain and another mountain, you should be there."

  I was taken aback, and then sighed: "Wangshan runs a dead horse, you should understand this truth, those two mountains cannot be climbed without half a day's work!"

   "Aren't you willing to go?"

   "Of course I don't care, the key is how do we get back at night?"

   "I brought the tent, it's in that trail pack!"

   "No wonder it's so heavy..."

Le Yao didn't talk to me again, and then walked ahead of me on the gravel path leading to the big mountain in the north, and I stood for a while before catching up with her, but my heart was not ready yet. The psychological preparation for staying in the mountains overnight.

  ...

In the dense jungle, Le Yao and I were walking side by side. When we were tired, we sat down on a relatively flat stone to rest. She handed me the space cup filled with clear water and said: " Drink some water when you're thirsty."

   "I'm so thirsty, I just want to know where I am now, this place doesn't even have a phone signal!"

   "Are you scared?"

I subconsciously looked up at the sky, even though it was a sunny afternoon, the path was still covered by dense trees, it was very gloomy, and I always felt like I would suddenly jump out of a certain corner A strange thing came out, and because Le Yao was full of yearning to climb over the two mountains, he always acted fearlessly, so he looked at me with some disdain for the frightened me.

  I took out a cigarette and lit it, took a puff, calmed down and said to her: "I used to live in bridge holes, what's so scary about this place?"

   "The past is the past, the present is the present, don't you know that you are no longer the past self?"

  I didn't take Le Yao's words to heart, and after I replied "nonsense", I put on my off-road bag again and continued walking on the dark forest path.

  ...

It was getting dark, and we finally climbed over one of the mountains. When we climbed the other mountain, we had to use the light of a flashlight to walk on the path where we couldn't see our fingers. Fortunately, the outdoor equipment prepared by Le Yao was professional enough, which relieved the pain. At this time, Le Yao finally felt scared, and held my arm tightly, for fear that the two of us would get separated, and I complained to her: "Now you know how to be afraid? Come on. When I asked you to call Robben together, you still don't want to, wouldn't one more person be more courageous!"

   "He has his space and I have mine, so why call him?"

   "Then what about me, where did you ignore my space?"

   "Your space is in my space, so today you must listen to me, stop nagging and complaining..."

  Her sudden dominance made me a little helpless, but I still chose the less nagging she asked for, grabbed her arm, and led her through a very steep mountain road.

It's already eight o'clock in the night, my physical strength is completely exhausted, and Le Yao is no better, walking behind me panting, but this mountain seems to have no end at all, and we are still shrouded in dense forest , just when I was about to propose to rest for a while, a ray of light finally shot from afar...

  I suddenly felt a sense of relief, and even my tone became excited, and I said to Le Yao: "The front should be the end of this mountain, and your paradise is coming soon!"

  Le Yao turned off the flashlight, and the faint light suddenly became clear, so he urged excitedly in his words: "Hurry up, let's go faster, the front should be where we are going!"

   "It should be, it's been so long, can't you be sure?"

   "I also heard from the villagers in the mountains. I have never been here. How can I confirm with you?"

  I think about it too, and the reason why I want a definite answer so much is because I am so tired. If the destination is not ahead, I may collapse in this deep mountain.

After walking about another mile, there was no way ahead, and then we stood on a cliff, I was startled, and said to Le Yao in a very unsteady tone: "This is the paradise you said? . ...if we go one step further, we'll both go to **** tonight!"

Le Yao didn't say anything, but held up the flashlight and looked into the distance, didn't seem to see anything tricky, and said to me: "Find a flat place to set up the tent first, anyway, it's too late to go back, today Spend the night here."

I responded, put down the off-road bag, took out the bag containing the tent, and then started to build it. Because I had the experience of surviving outdoors before, it didn’t take much effort, so I put up the tent. Then he hung the flashlight in the tent and used it as a lighting lamp. Before he could sit in the tent with Le Yao, the sky suddenly began to rain...

  I took the lead to enter the tent, and then told Le Yao to come in quickly to shelter from the rain, but she stood in the rain and said with complicated words: "Why is it raining again!"

   "The province of Guizhou already has a lot of rain, so it's not normal for it to rain!... Hurry up and get into the tent, don't get caught in the rain!"

   Le Yao sighed softly, and then sat in the tent, but looked at the large open space at the foot of the mountain in a daze...

I didn't bother to figure out what she was thinking, and flipped through her off-road bag again, found some snacks such as compressed biscuits and beef jerky, tore them and handed them to her, saying: "Don't be dazed, Hurry up and eat something..."

Le Yao looked at it, but didn't pick it up, wrapped her arms around her legs, and still stared at the invisible distance. This abnormal behavior made me even more puzzled, and then put down the snacks in her hand, and followed she looks around...

Suddenly, a clear whistle came from a distance, and then the bright light pierced through the darkness with a sharp gesture, and a train roared towards us from a distance... .. At this time, I finally understood the meaning expressed by Le Yao's phrase "Why is it raining again"... It turned out that this was another night when I accompanied her to watch the train! ...But an unexpected rain followed like a shadow, as if it indicated a kind of helpless fate!

The rain just fell on the tent and made a "tick" sound, but it did not affect the sound left on the rails after the train roared past, so the sound of wind, rain, and rails seemed to form a touching song in our ears. vocal music.

After a while, the train finally broke through the veil of night and disappeared from our sight, but the sound produced by the friction with the rails was still echoing in the valley, so our emotions also drifted back and forth with the sound. Settled under the package of falling rain.

   "Zhaoyang, do you know how many carriages there are in the train that just passed?"

   "It's too fast to see clearly!"

   "A total of 18 carriages."

  I looked at her in disbelief and asked, "How did you judge?"

   "If you also regard this as an indispensable pastime in life, it can also be judged."

   "I don't like to live too seriously, even if it's for entertainment, I don't care how many knots there are in the car."

"Ha ha......"

I didn't pay too much attention to Le Yao's ironic laughter, I just lit a cigarette for myself with the sound of rain, and then waited for the next train to appear. I can regard this as the only pastime, and I have already decided in my heart that when the next train appears, see if I can count how many carriages there are.

   After a very long silence, Le Yao finally said softly to me again: "Zhaoyang, I don't love you anymore...you really have changed too much!"

  I held a cigarette and looked at her, but I heard the sound of rain falling outside the tent...

Le Yao's face looked hazy under the weak light, but she could see her relieved smile: "I don't love you anymore, I really don't love you... now you are full of depression and restraint , full of compromises after being tortured by life... Now you will no longer wear a rivet leather jacket, play the guitar, and scream with anger... I am getting more and more tired of your current Hesitation, helplessness, depression, fatigue... The reason why I still love you is just out of inertia, but just like that train, no matter how fierce the speed is, chasing the end of the railroad track, but in the end There will be a moment to stop... So, now I step on the brakes, look for the station that can stop, and then recognize the emptiness, and bid farewell to this section of railroad track that will never end!"

  The rain was so loud that I seemed to hear what she was saying, but I didn't seem to hear clearly, so I looked at her in a daze and asked, "What did you say? Say it again!"

Le Yao clung to my ear and shouted: "Zhaoyang, I don't love you anymore... After this night, whether you are good or bad, happy or sad, poor or rich, it all matters. It has nothing to do with me, Le Yao, and I won't care about you anymore...Did you hear clearly? Did you understand again?"

  I looked at her, and after a long time, I nodded dumbly.

   "So...you don't have to worry about me anymore. After this night, we will end at this small mountain village and go our separate ways from now on!"

The sound of the rain seemed to disappear in my ears suddenly, but her words turned into echoes, so I really saw her dislike for me and her determination to say goodbye...in fact We said goodbye a few days ago, but I found her again.......It leads me to believe that it is a kind of fate that arranged me to come here, to come to this place with a view of the train and the tracks On the hill on the mountain, I said these words, and then bid farewell to the right and wrong with a decisive gesture... At this point, she floated across the sea to find the isolated island, and I was looking for a pair of wings that can spread my wings and fly. Go after that crystal-clear city, and completely obliterate the other party in your own memory in the midst of different ways and different schemes!

  Finally, another train passed by our sight, and I seemed to see that it took away Le Yao's loneliness and pain... Then, this is really a happy thing for everyone!