My 26-year-old Female Tenant

The car drove from the urban area to the suburbs. At this time, I seemed to be squeezed by two invisible forces. I could even feel my overwhelmed and gradually deformed consciousness. I was extremely eager to be liberated, even if it was very short To liberate yourself at this time.

I came to the familiar moat again. As soon as I stopped the car, I ran down the embankment as if fleeing, and then roared at the river. The remaining unwillingness and anger sat back on the lawn.

I panted, then lay flat, staring blankly at the blue sky, as if I saw two pictures, one was the joy when I married Mi Cai, and the other was Mi Cai's despair after losing her beauty.. ...So, I became even more tormented, asking myself whether I should continue to be selfish, and whether a self who kept asking for money from Mi Cai could really rival Zhuo Mei's position in her heart? <, I want her to bring some beer, it's noon, I'm really hungry.

  I picked up one of the cans of beer, tore it open and took a sip, then complained to her, "Why did I bring two cans?"

   "Didn't you say you were hungry? Of course I brought lunch for you. Just two cans of beer as an appetizer. What are you drinking so much for?"

  I drank one of the cans of beer, and then lay flat on the grass again, but my eyes were already blinded by the midday sun, and I never dared to look at the blue sky again. atted my shoulder, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you? You ran to the moat alone."

   "It's okay."

"It's okay! Every time I come to the moat, I look like this. Think about how many times I came here to pick you up after you broke up with Jian Wei a few years ago... I’m better now, and I still know to call me before I drink.”

   "I called you here because I want to drink some wine, and don't you think the scenery by the river at the end of spring is beautiful, I don't want to enjoy it alone..."

"It's fine if you don't want to say it. Anyway, you always talk a lot of nonsense, but you always hold back in your heart and think about it over and over again, and you often don't understand it in the end!"

  I turned over and took out my mobile phone from my pocket, but was surprised to find that it was Robben calling. I connected the phone and asked, "I haven't contacted you for some days. How are you doing in the mountains?"

   "We're going to Xitang soon, you hurry up to the station to pick it up."

   "What, to Xitang?... Return us?"

   "Well, two people, of course we!"

  I wasn't sure, so I asked tentatively, "And Wei Manwen?"

Robben only answered me with "um", but it caused an unprecedented shock to me. Thinking about it, it took us more than three weeks to solve Zhuomei's public relations crisis, and the day Wei Manwen and Robben agreed on has arrived , at this time he brought back Wei Manwen, what does this mean? In doubt, he couldn't help lowering his voice and asked: "Are you getting back together?"

"Okay, then let's transfer directly from Xitang to Suzhou. You will pick us up at the station in about an hour. You have to drink with me today!" Asked me: "Is Robben calling you?"

   "Did you hear that?"

"Has he and Wei Manwen got back together?"

  ...

  I lay alone by the moat from afternoon to dusk, but Robben, who arrived late, did not disappoint me. He carried a woven bag in his hand, which was filled with bottled beer.

Robben sat down beside me, put the woven bag between the two of them, took out a can of beer and threw it to me, tore open a can himself, touched me and said, "Drink to your heart's content!"

Robben was absent-minded and silent for a long time before saying: "Of course I know how she feels, but she doesn't avoid it just to make herself feel better, because she will be in pain if she puts herself in it, and when the pain is enough, It also became numb, and finally, for her, all the pain was just scattered fragments!" <, you shouldn't start blindly at the beginning! "

Robben got up, picked up a piece of stone from the ground, and threw it into the river. The piece of stone jumped on the river and ran to the opposite bank, but it still failed to land and fell into the moat. After a long time, he said, "Yeah... a decision is often only in seconds, but it may affect the whole life of two people."

   "Do you regret it?"

I also sat up on the lawn, then threw another can of beer at Robben, touched one, and said: "Now I'm being chosen to be fucked, and I'm not sure I can choose the correct answer...  ..”

   "Then you're fucked!"

   "Yeah, seeing that you were **** so badly, I don't know how to choose!"

   Robben looked at me, and finally said seriously: "Tell me, what is the problem that made you choose?"

Robben’s relationship with Mi Cai is not considered close, he would not tell Mi Cai, so I told him about the meeting with Wei Ran this morning, and then waited for him to use his experience to give me some pointers Bright way.

After being silent for a while, Robben finally said to me: "If you just think that Zhuo Mei is the most important thing for her and you choose to give up, it is the same nature as I chose to give up Manwen at the beginning. Hurt the innocent cc... so in order to avoid my stupid choice, you should have an open and honest chat with Mi Cai, if she thinks Zhuomei is irreplaceable, you can choose to give up at that time Get a great and open-minded reputation; on the contrary, if Mi Cai cares about your relationship the most, and you still give up on your own initiative, then you owe it to me like I used to. Fuck you?"

"so?"

   "So you have to find a chance to chat with Mi Cai to understand her true thoughts...don't make the mistake too deep!"

I took a deep breath. Based on Robben’s lessons learned, I really should have a chat with Mi Cai, and this is also the basis for my choice...but she will really look at our relationship. Is it heavier than Zhuomei?

   Except her, who knows!