Love You Till Death

Ruan Mingchi hid this for years. Ji Hao's goal of accompanying him home for the New Year's Day was not achieved. The lonely man was finally picked up by Yu Wu, and it was the New Year.

After finishing in the rain that night, Ji Hao determined that his thoughts were correct. Wuhua Qin was not an ordinary product. He should have some temper, but he was only infected by Ruan Xiaoxian's fresh breath, and he also had some demands for living creatures.

It shouldn't be.

Of course, Wu Huaqin is only an object. If you want anything you want, you shouldn’t let your desires breed. You should accidentally fall from a divine character into an ordinary one. Even Ruan Shangxian with his lifeline protected is gone. I still can't escape the fate of the protagonist as a "grindstone" and cannon fodder.

All for self-help.

Therefore, Ji Hao rushed to Ruan's house without any contempt, and the begging of Bai Lai had to be with Ruan Mingchi. If Ruan Mingchi felt that the distance was appropriate, it would be.

Distance stands for beauty, and he might have remembered his goodness when he turned around.

On New Year's Day, Ji Hao eats dumplings at the coach's house in Yuwu. He took out his mobile phone and sent a New Year's message. He naturally hooked Ruan Mingchi. He wanted to test his attitude there.

[Happy New Year, brothers and sisters, Ji Hao is here to give you a New Year greetings, congratulations on making a fortune, and red envelopes. 】

Yin Xuelin seconds back, [Give you a New Year, give me a red envelope. 】

Cui Rong replied, [Happy New Year. 】

Without saying a word, Zhang Jin honestly gave Ji Hao a ten-dollar red envelope.

For a time, the phone shook endlessly, Ji Hao stared at it in a circle, and there was no reply from Ruan Mingchi.

Still angry.

Although I don’t know what I’m angry about, I don’t want to stick to my cold **** with a hot face, just leave it for a while.

Ji Hao did not contact Ruan Mingchi alone, but Ruan Mingchi put his mobile phone on hand and glanced from time to time.

"Buzz!"

The phone vibrated, and when news came, he immediately picked it up and took a look at it, which was a bunch of small Martian advertisements.

The Spring Festival Gala began, the TV was very lively, singing and dancing bright red.

There are children playing firecrackers in the village, which can’t be put in big cities for a long time, but they can’t manage the village. Village cadres promoted the “prohibition of whiplash policy” everywhere half a month ago, but they couldn’t help children play.

"Huh-bang!"

The second kick is like a blast from the top of the head. Ruan Mingchi watched the small advertisement blink, and put down his phone.

"Are you doing something?" Dad Ruan asked. "Wait for the phone."

Ruan Mingchi shook his head.

"This mobile phone... I haven't asked, and it's nothing. You have a mobile phone outside for easy contact." On this family reunion day, Dad Ruan tried to find a topic to talk about, "You can buy a mobile phone for me , The cheapest kind, just call."

"Buzz!"

The phone rang again.

Ruan Mingchi didn't know what to expect, and immediately picked up the phone and looked at it. The phone showed a message from Ji Hao. Although it was only a group send, Ruan Mingchi was still happy as if he had received a big red envelope of 1,000 yuan.

He put his phone down with his lips closed and looked at his father: "Tomorrow the cell phone store in the city may not necessarily open, I will buy it the day after tomorrow."

"Well, if you want the cheapest, just call." Father repeated again.

"it is good."

The topic came to an end. Dad Ruan turned his gaze to the TV screen. Ruan Mingchi picked up the phone again and clicked on Ji Hao's text message. He knocked a few words less proficiently. Inappropriate, and finally deleted it with the corner of my mouth. I really don't know how to say it.

Guilty.

He likes Ji Hao, especially likes it, so I'm afraid he knows it.

They are all men, how could he like me, and treat me like a perverted alienation, what should I do, he thought.

Ruan Mingchi didn't dare to send text messages to Ji Hao, and Ji Hao naturally didn't wait for Ruan Mingchi's text messages. The two simply didn't contact each other, and it was the seventh day of the Chinese New Year.

Ruan Mingchi returned to the swimming team on the morning of the seventh day.

He missed Ji Hao, in fact he wanted to come back on the first day, but how dare he was, he was not guilty. Finally, he couldn't wait until the last day of the holiday. He couldn't wait any longer. He got back on the first bus before dawn, and he comforted him that it was not so conspicuous at least.

Ruan Mingchi walked into the entrance of the dormitory with his bag on his back, held his breath, and unconsciously tilted his head to look in the direction of the bed. The bed surface was messy. Was he sleeping?

Waiting for him to enter the house completely, he found that there was no one on the bed, no one in charge of housekeeping during the holidays, and Ji Hao got up without folding the quilt. This caused the illusion that he was still in bed.

Looking at the empty bed, standing in the empty dormitory, Ruan Mingchi really did not know whether it was lost or relieved.

Because Ji Hao could not be seen, Ruan Mingchi relaxed a lot, sorted his luggage, and washed his face. When he came out again, he noticed Yin Xuelin’s blue suitcase under the bed.

He raised his eyebrows, and then remembered what Ji Hao had done.

The students in the third year of high school are also uneasy.

Ruan Mingchi raised his hand to cover his mouth, trying to laugh.

Will it be so stupid to like someone? Suffering from gains and losses, intermittent amnesia, can't even think.

High school student Ji Hao.

The class is very serious.

The main reason is to go to bed at night and sleep on the table. It is better to listen to the lesson and pass the paper to pass the time. Before being put into the book, Ji Hao is a decent student. He loves to be polite, optimistic, and positive. He is a good classmate in the eyes of his teachers and classmates. Although Ji Hao doesn't think he has a good temper, but his memory is like this. Whether he is studying or working, he has an excellent relationship with the people around him. It is the core of the team. ...

The young man who lowered his head and wrote the roll of paper narrowed his eyes slightly, the dark mist under his eyes rolled up, and there was a sigh of anger on his body.

It seems that the personality has changed a lot when I wear it in the book. Since I entered the small world, I want to do it more than once. It should be affected by the atmosphere of the devil, so it will become inexplicable and tyrannical.

As of today, Ji Hao has restrained well. He is Ji Hao, not the Devil. He has his own life experience and personality, and he should not be affected by the inexplicable atmosphere, let alone this is just a book.

Ji Hao blinked and pressed down the chaotic thoughts igniting Mars in his heart. Today Ruan Mingchi is coming back. He has to adjust his mind and have a lot of work.

So, what happened to Ruan Mingchi's attitude change? Looking back, I haven't done anything wrong, and I can't be "Qiu Fu" by Ruan Mingchi just because I got a special prize. It's 8,000 yuan, as for.

The third grade school is busy with work. Some students even go to school with a hanging bottle. After the morning class ends, they will take classes in the afternoon after school lunch break. Evening self-study in the evening will go to 9:30.

Students in the cultural class have to go to college hard, and sports students in the sports class have to work hard. It is because of poor grades that the colleges have low scores. There are still many "scum" students worrying about the more than 200 points. Bald.

It is already past ten o'clock by the end of school to return to the provincial swimming team.

Yin Xuelin said when she pushed the door into the house: "If we were to live in a school dormitory, it would take more than an hour to go back and forth every day, and I really want to sleep a little longer during this time."

Of course Ji Hao will not agree. He moved out, wouldn't he be separated from Ruan Mingchi? Although Ruan Mingchi's favorability is now illusory, as long as his ultimate goal remains the same, he will never be separated from Ruan Mingchi. Ji Hao is even considering what reasons he should stay with after Ruan Mingchi got married.

Gee! It seemed as though he was affectionate.

At the same time as this thought emerged, another thought came up from deeper, but unfortunately it just appeared at first glance, and without waiting for the reaction, it sank into the depths and disappeared.

Entering the house, the lights were bright. Ruan Mingchi wrapped himself in the bed and looked at himself. His dark eyes were bright and clear, not like he was asleep. His eyes met. Ruan Mingchi blinked. Ji Hao always felt that he was watching his eyes very much Deep, what do you want to dig away from yourself like a spoon.

What did you dig?

Is it... their true identity?

Ji Hao reacted suddenly. He used the power of Heavenly Demon when he was drawing. Is it because of these changes in Ruan Mingchi's attitude? He knows... is he afraid of himself? Doubt, explore, and avoid?

Suddenly everything is clear!

So Ruan Mingchi turned over and got out of bed, avoiding Ji Hao's eyes and going to the bathroom. Ji Hao's fingers hooked, easily opened the door locked from the inside, pushed the door and went in.

Ruan Mingchi was so scared that his face changed drastically, and he suffocated the rest of his face. He hurriedly raised his pants and asked, "How did you get in?"

Ji Hao frowned as he watched his overly neurotic reaction. The thoughts in his heart were already like the wild horses, and he tentatively said, "That's it, come in."

Ruan Mingchi looked at him with his mouth closed, glanced down, he didn't know what he was looking at.

Ji Hao stepped forward: "I came in, and then?" What are you going to do? Find out that I am not a person in this world, what would you do? Will it drive me? You are the Lord of the world. Once the consciousness awakens, I can't stay if I try my best.

"Go out!" Ruan Mingchi was watched by Ji Hao's burning eyes, and his strong sense of breath invaded his senses, dizzy, and his fast heartbeat almost fainted.

Ji Hao went one step further, almost pushing Ruan Mingchi back to the wall. He looked at Ruan Mingchi's evasive gaze, and his heart was tyrannical. He even had the urge to refine the person in front of him into a "string". He narrowed his eyes, pressed him, almost squeezed him into the corner, and asked in a low voice, "What if I don't go out?"

Ruan Mingchi was forced to retreat until his back was attached to a cold wall. There was no retreat. He finally squeezed his fist and growled: "Go out, don't let me see you."

really! So strong, I hate myself and fear myself!

Ji Hao looked at Ruan Mingchi, who was suppressing his voice and implied the word “threat”, silently awaiting the expulsion of the will of the world. At the same time, his palm was full of magic energy, and he had to first refine the “string”.

But when he waited and waited, the will of the world did not move. Not only did he not move, Ji Hao even felt that the world was more inclusive of himself.

"?"

At this moment, Ruan Mingchi, who was short of breath, finally pulled Ji Hao away and rushed out.

Ji Hao, who was hung in the toilet, frowned.

I do not understand.

However, since the world will not drive itself away, it means that he can still work around, and he has dispersed the power of the devil.

Overnight.

On the third day of the second day, and even a long time later, nothing special happened.

The senior three students are too busy, and they go out in the middle of the morning to come back. Sometimes the two don’t see each other once a day, and because of their own thoughts, they didn’t intentionally change this relationship.

In the blink of an eye, in May, the college entrance examination was close, and the senior three students were even more bitter.

Rarely rested for half a day, and having unfinished test papers, Yin Xuelin looked at Ji Hao with his eyes closed, "I envy you so much, I want to guarantee it!

I also want to go to city A! Ah, ah, the college entrance examination is simply anti-human! "

The tip of Ruan Mingchi's pen, which was also writing his homework, suddenly stopped, and his eyes were blank for a moment.

These are words such as escort, sports institute, and city A. They are always forbidden words that he doesn’t want to touch, because once he understands, it means separation... In three months, Ruan Mingchi has sorted out and worked hard, but the people he likes are every day. Appeared in front of him, sometimes he woke up in the middle of the night, he could see Ji Hao's sleeping face as long as he raised his head, and the thoughts of touching and confession increased day and night, but he would rather die than speak, rather than let that person know that he was unconscious Wrong thoughts.

So, is it necessary to separate like this? Thousands of miles away, let the thoughts gradually quiet, let the likes disappear, and finally stand in front of him, just when nothing happened, still a good brother and a good teammate.

The thoughts are too long, endless and endless.

After waiting to recover, the blue and black ink smudged on the books, just like a dirty heart, which could never be cleaned.

Ruan Mingchi put down his pen and sighed silently.

Ji Hao didn't know what Ruan Mingchi had misunderstood. He had to guarantee that it was not false, but it must be the provincial sports institute. He went to City A for special training after the exam, participated in the World Youth Championships, and plated himself with gold. Ji Hao never dreamed that Ruan Mingchi liked himself, so when he felt he was touched by Ruan Mingchi in the middle of the night, he almost burst into murder.

The dormitory is not dark. The streetlights from outside the window illuminate the mottled ceiling. Yin Xuelin, who has been tired for a day, sleeps like a dead pig in the bed next door, snoring.

Ji Hao had already automatically shielded such noise, so the sound on his head was like thunder, waking him up instantly.

In the middle of the night, Ruan Mingchi didn't sleep, what did he reach out to him?

Ji Hao "watched" Ruan Mingchi lying on the bed motionlessly, staring at himself tangledly, as if to prove something, he reached out carefully, crossed the bedside fence, and then touched it on his hair .

Then he slowly withdrew his hand and lay back on the bed, not moving for a long time.

"..." Ji Hao slowly opened his eyes, and the dark mist rolled over his eyes.

I don't understand. What exactly is Ruan Mingchi determined, and is he or she a ghost?

Sure enough, it will not work. Since the "strings" reorganized the world, because of their own help, and let the small world also catch their own breath, they have relaxed their vigilance, and will always unconsciously make a convenient use of some small things. Magic, I don’t know where it went, I just let Ruan Mingchi have doubts.

the last time.

Ji Hao told himself.

The last chance, once coming back from the city A, Ruan Mingchi is still so alert to himself, so simply go ahead.

Ji Hao closed his eyes and was irritated by such a result. His thoughts flowed for a long time, and he could not calm down.

After all, in front of him is a "live" person, he really wants to give Ruan Xiaoxian the best, let him spend a hundred years in life happy, not indifferent just treat an item, refining, cruel, he I can't get over my heart.

The next day, Ji Hao received a phone call from the school. It was a call from the National Swimming Association, saying that the coach of the special training team would come over these days and chat with him in person.

Ji Hao was undecided.

Unexpectedly, in the afternoon, the coach flew over. Ji Hao took the leave for self-study that night, and he went out for a meal with coach Yu Wu. He chatted for a long time and waited until the end to see the time. After eight o'clock, it was much earlier than usual.

Back to the dormitory building of the provincial team alone, it was already hot in May. Ji Hao stepped out of his body, took off his coat and hung it on his wrist, and opened the door of 303 dormitory. The sound of bathing water came from the bathroom. This is the only Ruan Mingchi in the time house.

After thinking about it, Ji Hao started to pack his bags, and he didn’t have to leave immediately. He just packed it in first. After all, he went to City A this time for three months, and he had to go abroad during the trip. less.

Ji Hao squatted next to his suitcase and folded his clothes. Ruan Mingchi walked out in wet blue shorts. The two of them stared at each other.

I didn’t train together for a while, and I looked at Ruan Mingchi like the hibiscus. Ji Hao was still a little amazing. It disappeared for a while. The child grew more provocative. The skin was white like transparent and black. The eyes are clear, tender and touching.

"You..." Ruan Mingchi didn't think Ji Hao came back this time, but he was really shocked, but he didn't wait for his heart to jump up and down, when Ji Hao was packing up, his heart was heavy again. Go on. He adjusted his voice, trying to calm his voice, and asked softly, "What is this for?"

"Clean up your luggage." Ji Hao smiled, "Go to City A after the exam."

Ruan Mingchi's eyebrows scattered an obvious crease in a moment, with a light voice that seemed to dissipate as soon as the wind blew and said, "Let's go after the exam?" Isn't it time to start school? There are still three months to start school. He has been counting the days and the days when Ji Hao left, obviously there are still three months.

"Well." Ji Hao nodded, but did not explain the idea in detail. Mainly Yin Xuelin was chatting in the dormitory every day, he always thought Ruan Mingchi knew.

Ruan Mingchi's head was in a mess, and his legs came to the bed heavily, but he seemed to have no strength to climb onto the bed. Finally, he took a chair and sat down, staring at Ji Hao with his head packed.

I have been in college for four years, and I definitely can’t meet each other, but Ji Hao should return to the team during the summer vacation season. After all, he still has to play on behalf of the S provincial team, so that is to say, we can meet in one year. .

I am in my first year of high school, and then in my second year of high school. I still have two years. If my sports performance is excellent, I might be able to send it to the National Sports Institute, and Ji Hao will be classmates again.

But what did you do in the past?

Guarding people but dare not confess, and then want to watch the other party like someone else? Rather than this, it is better to be far away from the beginning, farther away from the pain that the heart was cut like a knife, and the teeth and blood were swallowed.

Ruan Mingchi's hand on the leg was squeezed into a fist, telling himself to be strong, calm, avoid pain, and stay away from Ji Hao. Without love and friendship, everything will be fine.

Yes, it will be fine.

Here Ruan Mingchi strives to do psychological construction for himself, just like building a fortress around the wall of his body to protect himself and to isolate himself from the world. The thicker the better, the less likely to be injured.

Over there, Ji Hao's clothes were half folded, and he suddenly raised his head and looked straight at Ruan Mingchi.

The child's face looked so pitiful, like the abandoned puppy shivering in the ruins. No matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like you are wary of repelling yourself.

Not the same as before.

The difference is too great.

Ji Hao thought about it, looked at the luggage he was packing, and tried a sentence: "If you look at me like this, are you reluctant or envious?"

Ruan Mingchi squeezed his lips tightly and did not speak.

Ji Hao also said: "Say a word, I think we have been strange between the Chinese New Year. Let's say it clearly. If I provoke you, can I apologize?"

Ruan Mingchi said stiffly: "No."

Get up and go to bed.

He must go, avoid, escape, to be able to suppress his boiling mind.

Ji Hao did not intend to let him go.

Now that everything has been said, it is necessary to find the symptom of the problem. In case Ruan Mingchi just thinks that he is just a little weird, at least there is still a chance of retention.

Reaching, Ji Hao grabbed Ruan Mingchi's wrist and easily pulled him in front of him, looking down at him.

"Look, it was good before, and suddenly it changes, and you have to give me a reason, Xiaoxian'er, I asked myself if I used my sincerity to you, you can't just alienate me, what do you think of me all day long, what?"

Ruan Mingchi looked at the face that was slowly depressed, his heart was about to explode, his hair was all exploded, he suddenly excitedly grabbed Ji Hao's hand, struggling vigorously, snarled: "You, you let go I!"

Ji Hao's eyes suddenly turned black, and his hands were hard, and he easily trapped people in his arms. He twisted Ruan Mingchi's wrist and frowned: "So even the explanation is gone, right? What do you want? How about it, just think about it, go away if you want, I’m trying to be a shit!"

Ruan Mingchi was painful, but he was all drunk in this hot hug, his face turned red when he saw it, as if he couldn't say a word of anger.

Ji Hao was also angry. Instead, his face grew colder. He lowered his head and stuck to his ears, saying: "So, deserve my efforts, my sincerity, I was trampled on by a guy with no heart, ignoring and trampling, right?"

The words seemed to have long thorns, and immediately penetrated into Ruan Mingchi's heart. When he wanted to pretend to be calm, he found that there were still barbs on the thorns, which could not be pulled out.

So, it hurts.

Nearly wronged, snarled: "I like you, I'm afraid you know, can't do it!"