Little Terrified Bun

The night was silent, and a few bright rays of light shot into the room through the gaps in the curtains.

The boy bent his back and put his hands on the man’s sturdy chest. In the darkness, the curled and pitch-black eyelashes blinked quickly. He swallowed nervously and stammered: "Sorry, brother, You are a good person.

The latter half was forced back into his mouth by him.

Wei Zhe didn't know that he was almost sent a good person card. Wei Jing's answer was reasonable but unexpected. But it is absolutely impossible to say that there is no disappointment.

"Why don't you agree? You don't like me?" The man's skeletal fingers rubbed the juvenile's sensitive and delicate collarbone, like a fluttering feather. Every time he swiped it, he felt tingling and itchy.

Wei Jing wanted to hide behind, but the man's other hand was firmly around his waist, making him irresistible.

"My, my, my eldest brother, that is the love of relatives, not the love of lovers!" He suffocated for a long time, finally suffocating this sentence.

"After the passion between lovers is over, won't they slowly turn into relatives?" Wei Zhe said slowly, "Aren't we better than others?"

Wei Jing: "..." I was so shocked that I couldn't speak!

"Then do you want me to marry another woman? Do you want to start a family with other people in the future?" Wei Zhe first pressed harder, and then suddenly said, "You don't have to rush to answer me now? Between us? There is still time, you can think about it slowly."

Wei Jing's "don't want" sentence was suddenly blocked.

Since the eldest brother is not in a hurry, he will take his time! Wei Xiaojing, who was working as a tortoise, silently spurned himself, and already had an answer vaguely in his heart, but he felt that his brother's identity was a bit more stable compared to the identity of a couple.

Between lovers, once there is a gap in the relationship and the gap is enlarged, it will fall apart, like an enemy.

As long as Wei Jing thinks about the possibility between him and Wei Zhe, his heart is cut and breathing is difficult.

"Okay, go to sleep!"

The man hugged him in his arms, and the familiar breath rushed over his face. Wei Jing bit his lip, clenched and loosened his fingers. He repeated it several times, but he couldn't push the person out of him. .

Forget it... Forget it! Just this time.

He thought this way, and fell asleep in a daze.

——

Li Fei spent a day working in the police station. Early the next morning, he found a car and took Li Qiang's body to the funeral home for cremation.

The nightmare in his life has now become a handful of ashes in his hand. The ordinary brown-red urn was taken home by Li Fei. He bought his house on the top floor, a very common apartment type, three bedrooms and one living room. When he got home, his mother was sitting in the living room sweeping the floor.

A woman in her forties and fifties with age spots on her face, yellow and wrinkled skin, gray hair, and a thick layer of calluses on her fingers, she smiled lovingly when she saw Li Fei, "Xiao Fei You came back so early? Didn’t you say it will take three months?"

"The work is over early." Li Fei paused when he put his shoe on his hand. He set aside the urn, his brows and eyes were covered with a golden halo by the evening sun, "Mom, I want to tell you something. , Are you mentally prepared, don’t be scared?"

"Did your dad owe money outside again?" The woman suddenly raised her voice when she heard the words, her eyes rushed down, "Son! Anyway, he is your dad, you can't just watch Let him die! If you don't have any money, let's borrow it, okay?"

Familiar words, familiar tone, familiar tears.

Li Fei was wearing slippers, standing quietly beside the shoe rack, his eyes had dark circles under his eyes, and his face was nothing **** because of the fatigue of these two days. He smiled meaninglessly, "He died."

"What?" The woman was stunned.

The man said lightly and lightly, "When he was outside the day before yesterday, he was killed by a mentally ill person. I have been handling his affairs for the past two days." He said, pointing his finger to the brown-red urn on the floor. Pointed, "This is the ashes after cremation."

"Dead...dead." The woman stood there blankly for several seconds, until Li Fei stepped up to her side, she stooped up like a nightmare, picked up the urn and wailed loudly, "Let you stop betting. , Don’t listen, it’s all right now, people are gone, nothing is gone..."

Her cry was hoarse, as if she was going to faint in the next second.

Li Fei turned his head, his eyes were light and thin, and drifted past like a gust of wind. He took out a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator and took a sip or two. After being empty for most of the day, his stomach was aching, "At night, you What do you want to eat? There seems to be corn in the refrigerator. I will make corn ribs and stir-fried cabbage. I have to go to the supermarket to buy something tomorrow! Otherwise the refrigerator will be empty...".

"What do you think?" The woman raised her head and looked at him with her crying red eyes in disbelief, "This is your dad, your dad is dead, don't you feel sad? This is the father who gave you life! "

"Why are you sad?" Li Fei looked back, and there was no gleam in his dark eyes. He was puzzled: "He was violent to you and owed debts outside, which messed up our good days. Now He is dead, you should be happy."

"You, you..." The woman seemed to realize who her son was for the first time. She went crazy and screamed, "How could I have a selfish son like you? What's wrong, now that everyone else is dead, why can't you forgive him?"

Why should I forgive him? Li Fei thought.

"Good, good!" She said three good words in a row, "When I die in the future, will you do this to me too? I don't have a son like you, so get out of me."

"Mom, you..." Li Fei stepped forward two steps, he wanted to say, how can this be the same? He is him, are you you? You are completely different. But the woman's disgusting eyes with a little bit of terror made him stiff in place.

"roll!"

He pursed his lips, before he even had time to change his shoes, he walked out numbly.

Li Fei looked at the ordinary security door in front of him in confusion, his heart seemed to hurt a bit, but he felt it carefully and the pain disappeared without a trace. It’s good to pretend outside, why do you continue to pretend in your own home?

The man who hurt them like a pest has completely disappeared. Shouldn't they be happy?

From a very young age, Li Fei watched the man press his mother under his body, punching and punching, until he was weak, he would stop, day after day, year after year. The family’s income depends entirely on women doing handwork outside. Occasionally a man wins, he will generously give one or two hundred.

But those are very few, and more often, he still wants to find a woman's deposit, so he will call if he doesn't give it.

Li Fei would ask then-Mom, why don't you divorce your father?

Women will smile and say-what do you do if you are divorced? I'm a woman, how can I live with you!

He doesn't understand, wouldn't it be better without that man? Why can't it go on? ?

Later, when he got older and learned to paint from Xu Jiaming, he slowly realized that some people didn't lack money, but the desire to stand up on their own. They are accustomed to attaching their future to other people, even if it is a person who is rotten to the point of stinking.

Many years ago, he spent a lot of energy before his mother agreed to go to the court to prove the divorce. On the way back, she cried a lot, then hugged him and said: "I will only have you in the future. Don't be like your father..."

Because of this passage, he changed himself, he became smoother, and would chat and laugh with people he didn't like.

The network gradually increased, and the reputation gradually rose.

He was admitted to a good university, saved up money, and was about to surprise his mother and tell him-when they could have their own house.

That man...he's back.

With debts, he knelt in front of them and cried, saying that he would change, begging them to save him. Li Fei looked indifferent, this person, in his heart, has long been undoubtedly with the dead.

At that time, the woman was still cold, and she refused to forgive the man.

However... Within half a month, her heart fell on that man again. She cried and said, "The group of people outside is too scary, anyway? He is your father, and he knows that he was wrong, let's give him a chance, and then the family will be together and beautifully."

Li Fei was bored and didn't want to agree, but couldn't hold back his mother's tears.

The debt of more than 800,000 yuan, this time, the money in his hand has been reduced by more than half. And this is just the beginning of the nightmare. The man was honest for a while when he came home, and then he changed his face, first owed a few hundred, then thousands, and finally ten thousand, twenty thousand...

This is a bottomless pit.

And now... this bottomless pit disappeared.

A small happy smile curled up on Li Fei's face, he glanced at the slippers on his feet, then glanced at the security door, and walked towards the elevator. Fortunately, he kept the wallet on him, buy a pair of shoes, and stay in a hotel for a few days.

Li Fei chose a hotel far from home, he didn't know what was wrong with him? Maybe you want to leave the man's vicinity far away?

The decoration of the hotel is elegant, the people coming and going in suits and leather shoes, Li Fei’s eyebrows are very good, when he looks at you, it is like the spring water, soft and beautiful, when he smiles, the right cheek will be There is a small dimple that makes people want to poke twice.

"Brother Li?" When Wei Jing saw him, he was still a little unbelievable, "Why are you here?"

Li Fei happened to put the room card in his pocket at this time, and he said: "It has been handled over there, but I have something to do. I will stay in the hotel these days."

After all, it was Li Fei's biological father who died. Wei Jing didn't ask too much. He glanced around and panicked when he saw that the elevator was about to reach the first floor. The juvenile's soft five fingers held Li Fei still in a daze, "Senior Brother Li, let's go to dinner! I'll treat him."

"Hey?"

"What do you want to eat? Western food or Chinese food? Forget it, let's eat Chinese food!" He pulled Li Fei into a guilty conscience and ran to a slightly remote Chinese restaurant.

Li Fei suddenly wanted to laugh, not a hypocritical smile for the sake of communication, but the joy of obedience deep in his heart. His eyebrows were crooked with a smile, and a ray of sunlight suddenly shined into his eyes that were originally like a pool of stagnant water, and they were shining brightly, "You and Mr. Wei have a conflict?"

Wei Jing was so shocked that he was drinking water and almost choked. He couldn't say anything: "How did you know?" He didn't say anything yet?

"Otherwise, what do you have to hide?" Li Fei said with a look that I had already seen everything, he said with some doubts: "No! As far as I know about you two, shouldn't you fight? Or? Say, you two can't fight at all."

Wei Jing put down the water glass with a mysterious face, "...that's because you don't know us at all." Ma Ma! Does this person know how to read minds?

It is true that he and Wei Zhe did not quarrel as Li Fei said, but he is currently hiding unilaterally.

In Wei Jing's thoughts, since Wei Zhe gave himself time to consider, it means that he still has the right to refuse. But early in the morning, he started to move his hands and feet, kiss from time to time, and say two nasty love words...

It seems to have entered the life mode of an old couple! ! ! !

The frightened Wei Jing was all ill. He just sneaked out of the room while the man was calling, trying to calm down. Unexpectedly, I happened to run into Li Fei downstairs, and then a panic... took Li Fei away.

"Okay! What are you arguing about?" Li Fei put his hands on his chin and looked at the boy with a small smile on his mouth.

"That... I'll tell you something, don't be surprised." A trace of embarrassment was drawn across the delicate face of the young man, and his long curly eyelashes blinked uneasy, his voice as small as a pitiful one. Xi's cub, "It's just someone who confessed to me, he...well! It's a man."

Li Fei subconsciously reminded, "...you are underage, don't be deceived."

When he looked at Wei Jing's magnificent and beautiful face, he felt anxious in his heart. Why didn't he notice it before? The child has grown up, and his childish and unconcerned face is no longer the same as when he was young.

It's a face that whether a man or a woman sees it, they will want to possess it.

The innocence of ignorance in the eyes makes people want to teach him with the book, and let him burn different colors because of himself.

The man's gaze rolled around subconsciously, and sure enough, many people were sneaking in here. Maybe it was because he was stolen from a young age, Li Fei didn't feel anything, he set his sights on the opposite youth who was still tangled in organizing language...

This one probably doesn't feel much anymore.

"So? Your eldest brother disagrees?" Li Fei simply said, "If it were me, I would not agree. You are still so young, what do you know? Go to school, and you will meet more when you grow up. Good people."

"No, my elder brother agrees, but I think... I disagree a little bit?" Wei Jing broke the jar, and he vaguely said: "That person grew up with me, although we are not relatives. , But better than a relative, I didn’t expect him to have this kind of thoughts about me."

Li Fei said, "It's fine to refuse, and feelings are hard to come by."

"But in this case he will marry another woman, and we will be separated in the future. I...I don't want to be separated from him." Wei Jing said aggrievedly.

Li Fei, "..." Do you need to ask me? ?

"Brother Li, what kind of love do you want to find in the future? What is your ideal type?" Wei Jing still remembers Nie Ningle's saying that Li Fei likes men. He couldn't find another **** for a while, so he simply asked Li Fei for it. Learn from it.

"Me??" Li Fei was asked for a moment. He lowered his head, cupped tea cups in both hands, with cold eyebrows, "I don't have anyone I like, and I can't imagine how I will live with another woman or man in the future. ... Am I a cold?"

In the last sentence, he was a little uncertain.

When he was very young, he also thought about what kind of wife he would marry in the future? He will not be rough with his wife like his father, he will work hard and earn money to support his family?

But now...Thinking of your father, mother, and that painful marriage?

He couldn't imagine what kind of person he would spend the rest of his life with in the future. If he became his parents in the end, it would be better than the beginning.

"Don't talk about me, let's continue discussing your business!" He took a sip of the milk in the glass, and the sweet liquid slipped into his stomach from the roar, making him feel much better, "So you are now Is it that I don’t want him to marry, and I don’t want to be with him?"

Wei Jing bit his lip, like a deflated balloon, "Okay! I know this is impossible, I will think about it again."

"How is he treating you? How is his family background?" Li Fei proceeded from practical problems.

Wei Jing thought for a while, and made an analogy, "It's great! Just like my elder brother treats me well, in terms of family background... it's not bad anyway." He didn't dare to say too much, afraid of losing his horse.

Li Fei has never liked people himself, and he knows nothing about relationship issues. "If you like it, just stay together. As for the issue of offspring? It's better to find a surrogate, but your relationship can't be disclosed! And There is no legal protection, and the risks are great. As far as my own attitude is concerned, I don’t agree."

But... if you just give up like that? What if you regret one day?

Life is like countless forks in the road, a different choice will result in completely different results. He still remembers a short paragraph he saw many years ago.

There was a very fat little girl. Once when she went to the library to read a book, she huddled with a boy, and the other party couldn't cross that road because of her.

The girl was very shy, she said sorry in a panic.

The boys politely said it was okay.

As a result, the two became friends, became lovers, and finally got married and had children, and lived a happy life.

The girl was reborn after death. In order to make herself a good woman worthy of her husband from the previous life, she lost weight, put on makeup, and wore beautiful clothes. On the day I met the man, I smiled and wanted to say hello to him.

But the man just said to her indifferently-I'm sorry, please give in.

The two have since become strangers. 【Remark 1】

"You are right, I will think about it." As soon as the boy's voice fell, the phone kept ringing. He took out a glance. He thought it was the eldest brother, but who knew it was his agent. of.

Wei Jing answered the phone, and he wondered: "What's wrong? What's the matter?" After all...he doesn't have any new works recently! Still the serialized one.

"My little ancestor! How can you talk casually on the flying pigeon?" The agent also broke his heart for him. "Look, what the **** is the painting style on the flying pigeon now? "

"What are you talking about?" Wei Jing puzzled.

The agent over there who was on vacation with his wife rubbed his forehead with a headache. He said, "That’s Xiao Yiyuan from before? Do you remember? Did you chat with him on the flying pigeon yesterday? It fell out, saying that your great **** bullied the young newcomer, with a arrogant tone, and condescending to listen to people uncomfortable."

Wei Jing said with difficulty, "...I only replied, okay, it's okay! This can also be quarreled, to show consideration, I also have a smiley face?" It is the famous little smiley face afterwards. .

"You'll know if you go and see for yourself, but don't speak any more, leave this to me. OK?" People who have to work overtime on National Day can't afford to hurt them!

"OK." Wei Jinglue replied with some guilty conscience.

After hanging up, he secretly logged into Weibo, only to see a lot of scolding below, and occasionally he was scolded immediately when he was speaking for him. There are fans of Xiao Yiyuan, navy, and netizens who follow suit.

Blanket: You don't mind haha! Don't you mind being a hairy? Who gave you such arrogant courage? Liang Jingru?

I am Yiyuan’s wife: It’s not that our Jia Yiyuan has a good temper, and just said a few words on your Weibo, what's wrong? Fei Ge is a public platform that does not allow other people to comment on it. If you have the ability, don't draw it? Grunge painting.

Pink pink: garbage garbage garbage! !

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Wei Jing, who was hacked by the entire network, silently clicked on Xiao Yiyuan's Weibo, and saw that the top one was that he had a private chat with Fat Orange. It's good for him not to be angry, and he was very nervous at first. 【Picture】

Then there were a bunch of people who were distressed about Xiao Yiyuan and scolded him by the way.

Wei Jing: "..." So angry! Don't want to keep smiling anymore.

Remark 1: This is a piece of mosquito coils I forgot to read a long time ago. The plot is similar. Intrusion.

Comforting the sad friends, almost missed the update TAT