Lady Cultivator

Ye Zhenji was very depressed, indescribably depressed.

He felt cheated. But after thinking about it, I can't figure out where I was deceived. I just feel so wronged that I can't find the energy to do anything.

"Hey, what are you doing? Why are you so dazed during the fight?"

The young man opposite was about the same age and cultivation level as him, and he shouted dissatisfiedly.

Ye Zhenji frowned tightly, feeling impatient. He simply abandoned the magic weapon and sat down on the stone next to him, lowering his head and getting angry.

Hua Ling came over and asked in confusion: "What's wrong with you? Are you in a bad mood?"

Ye Zhenji frowned and said dullly: "It's very annoying."

bother? Hua Ling thought for a moment and said, "Because of your aunt? Didn't Master say it's okay? What are you worried about?"

"That's not it." Although his aunt hasn't woken up yet, Master said it was fine, so he wasn't too worried. However, seeing his master just out of seclusion, busy doing this and that, he felt depressed.

Why do you feel uncomfortable? Whether it’s master or aunt. They are all people he respects and loves. Wouldn't it be better if Master treats his aunt well? Although he told himself this rationally, he was still unhappy.

Maybe he thought he was the closest person to them, but ended up completely keeping him in the dark? In fact, thinking back carefully, whether they were following his aunt, when his aunt mentioned his master, or later when his master mentioned his aunt, their expressions were a little strange, but at that time he did not expect that there would be any relationship between them.

"What's bothering you? Is there something you can't tell me?"

Ye Zhenji glanced at Hua Ling, thought for a moment, and said, "Then I'm telling you, you can't tell anyone."

Hua Ling raised his eyebrows and said, "Of course, what's our relationship?"

Ye Zhenji thought about it in his mind and said slowly: "I suspect that there is something between my aunt and my master."

"Oh... your aunt and your master... ah!" Hua Ling nodded, thought about it halfway and felt something was wrong, so he shouted out. After thinking for a while, he leaned closer and asked in a low voice: "It's impossible, right? Don't they rarely see each other?"

"I thought so." Ye Zhenji sat with a frown on his face, "But when something happened to my aunt in the Ten Thousand Methods Natural Formation, the first person who sensed it was actually the master..."

Hua Ling was a little dazed, "No way?"

"Otherwise, why would I be depressed?" Ye Zhenji said listlessly.

"Moreover, after my aunt's accident, Master was so nervous, and Master said some strange things..."

Hua Ling thought for a while. Said: "Even if it is true, why are you so depressed? Your master and your aunt are both people close to you. Isn't it nice for them to be together?"

"That's what I said..." In fact, Ye Zhenji didn't know what he was depressed about. He just felt irritated and agitated, especially when he saw his master helping his aunt nourish her body with exercises every day, and looking for elixirs to make elixirs everywhere... When he saw it, he felt very irritated and disliked his master.

After telling Hua Ling this, Hua Ling found it funny: "Do you feel that you have been left out?"

Ye Zhenji was startled.

Hua Ling continued: "Since you were found by your aunt, whether you are following your aunt or your master, you are the only disciple around them, and they treat you very well, so you have always felt very happy, because The person they value most is you. But now you find that they, who you thought valued you the most, kept such an important thing from you, which makes you feel that you are not that important."

Ye Zhenji frowned tightly, but couldn't say that Hua Ling was wrong: "I don't know, anyway, I feel disgusted when I see Master now, and I don't want to go back."

Look at him like this. Hua Ling was a little funny: "Actually, you are just jealous, right?"

"..." Ye Zhenji said nothing, lowered his head and said nothing.

Hua Ling sat down next to him and said, "You think your master took your aunt away?"

Ye Zhenji was silent for a while and answered honestly: "A little bit."

Hua Ling laughed: "Because you have always respected your master, so when you found out that your master was going behind your back...that...he never asked you from the beginning to the end, so you suddenly felt that he was annoying, right?"

"..."

No need for Ye Zhenji to answer, Hua Ling already had the answer in his heart. He patted Ye Zhenji on the shoulder and said, "Be open-minded. We can't do much about the elders' affairs. Besides, your master is so good to you. To be fair, has he ever felt sorry for you?"

After thinking for a while, Ye Zhenji answered honestly: "No." He immediately added, "But, I still feel uncomfortable."

Hua Ling shook his head: "Then let me ask you this, if you hadn't found out about this, would you have wanted your master and your aunt to be together?"

This time Ye Zhenji thought for a longer time. After a while, he said: "I originally thought that I wanted to follow both my aunt and my master. It would be great if they lived together. But, these are two different things. !”

Hua Ling found it funny: "You want them to live together, but you don't want them to have a special relationship, because you think you are the person they care about the most, even if they can't take your place away from each other, right?"

"..."

"Moreover. Are you worried that if that happens, your position in their minds will move back? Do you feel that you are redundant?"

"..."

Seeing Ye Zhenji lowering his head, Hua Ling smiled: "Brother, we are already over forty. Although we are monks and have much longer lifespans, we are not children anymore. Why are you still so awkward? "

Ye Zhenji glared at him and said unconvinced: "You made it clear, how did you know it?"

Hua Ling said: "Before I was ten years old, when I was living with my parents, I often thought like this. My parents had a very good relationship, so at that time I often felt that if they were together, I would be redundant." Talking about childhood memories , with a smile on his face, he glanced at Ye Zhenji, "But when I grow up, I feel that I was really childish at that time. My parents have a good relationship. Shouldn't I be happy? The relationship between them is the same as the feeling for me. It's different, no matter how good they are. I'm still their most important person."

"..." Ye Zhenji was still reluctant, although he felt that Hua Ling was right, so he muttered, "But the master didn't even say a word to me..."

"Why are I talking to you about this kind of thing?" Hua Ling looked at him, puzzled, "You are their junior, not their elder, so how can you explain to them?"

Ye Zhenji was speechless and speechless. Rationally speaking, he felt Hua Ling was right. But emotionally, he still felt very unhappy and unhappy...

"Alas!" Hua Ling patted him on the back, "You kid, you are in your forties now, not your teens, okay? Are you becoming stupid by practicing kung fu?"

Ye Zhenji pushed his hand away: "I still feel unhappy anyway."

"Why don't you go and tell your master!" Having said that, Hua Ling had nothing to do. After thinking about it, he came closer and smiled mischievously, "Actually, I think you might as well find one by yourself. My little daughter-in-law, some people are tired of this, so they will definitely have no time to feel happy."

"Go!" Ye Zhenji pushed him away, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

Hua Ling smiled and said: "This is my sincere suggestion. Although our Taoist sect does not advocate it, dual cultivation is a good thing after all. Look at how old your master is..."

"My master is not old! He is only one hundred and seventy-five years old, okay? He is very young for a Danjie monk, not to mention he is about to give birth to a baby!"

Hua Ling was even funnier: "You just said you didn't like your master. Why are you defending him now?"

"I..." Ye Zhenji was speechless.

"Hey, young man!" Hua Ling pretended to be mature, "Why are you so awkward?"

Ye Zhenji lowered his head and did not refute. When Hua Ling said this, he felt a little awkward. He didn't allow others to talk about Master, but he just didn't like Master.

"I guess there's nothing you can say now. In fact, it's not that you don't understand, but you're just unhappy, aren't you?"

Ye Zhenji sighed: "Yes, everything you said is right."

"Actually, I have a sincere suggestion." Hua Ling said seriously.

"Um?"

"You...it's better to find a little wife!"

Ye Zhenji slapped him with a palm: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

Hua Ling couldn't help laughing and said, "Actually, I think the most important thing is that you are angry with your master, but not so angry with your aunt, right?"

"Nonsense, my aunt is still asleep, and she doesn't have much to do with her..."

"But didn't you just say that? Your aunt doesn't seem to have anything wrong at all, does she?"

"..."

Hua Ling observed her words and smiled: "Don't you think? Your feelings for your aunt are extraordinary."

Ye Zhenji heard what he meant. Staring at him, he said seriously: "Don't talk nonsense. My aunt is my aunt. I have always respected her as my master and elder."

"Hey, that's not what I meant." Hua Ling quickly explained, "I mean, since you were a child, your aunt has been your closest female elder, and she treats you well, so you must feel in your heart that women should be like Your aunt is like that. Is it because of this that you find your master annoying?"

Ye Zhenji was stunned. He had never thought about this. But when he thought about it carefully, it seemed like this... If there was any woman, of course it would be best like my aunt.

"Actually, your aunt is just an image in your mind. Before you have a true lover, you will probably substitute your aunt into this image, so you actually regard your master as your love rival..."

"Nonsense!" A love rival or something like that is too much...

Hua Ling looked at his awkward look and smiled: "That's what I mean anyway, as long as you understand. So I think that if you find a little wife yourself, you probably won't be like this..."

"Stop talking!" Ye Zhenji lowered his head and said, "Before forming the elixir, I won't think about these things."

Hua Ling shrugged and expressed helplessness: "I didn't say you must do it, it's just a suggestion. It's actually nothing. Generally speaking, when you grow up, you won't feel this way. You just haven't grown up yet."

"Go!" Ye Zhenji was annoyed, "You haven't grown up!"

Adding updates and stuff... I haven’t had any time these days, so I’ll check it out after I’m busy.) Book friends, please pay attention!