King of Stage

Vanity Fair, grotesquely like a mirage, makes people lose themselves. There is no difference between overnight fame and overnight depravity. There are two sides to one body.

In the past, Macaulay Culkin (-Culkin) became popular overnight with "Home Alone" and caused the family torn apart. Later, Britney Spears swept the global market in the millennium and reached the top, but fell into the absurdity of flash marriage and divorce Bizarre with a bald head overnight.

Before there was the Nirvana band that fell apart after Kurt Cobain fell, and then disappeared at the peak, and the memory was frozen forever, and then there was the Joyful band that reached the top in a roller coaster style within a year, and then disappeared at the speed of light in two years, and finally disbanded. No trace.

There are countless similar cases.

Ronan had heard these news more than once, but as a bystander, he just lamented the impermanence of the world and was surprised by the ups and downs of life, but he never really understood the mystery. Because only when you are in the noise and halo, can you feel the loss and embarrassment.

Then, it happened like this.

What happened to Ollie, what happened to Cliff, what happened to Maxim... In the end, One Day King was forever frozen in the bright sunshine of the spring of 2014 and became a memory.

Like a sand castle.

Ronan tried hard, redeemed, and fought, but there was nothing he could do. Until one day, Ronan went to Cliff's house in person, hoping to have a face-to-face conversation, but saw that Cliff was at a party, and it was Trastan who came to open the door. He smiled and said to Ronan, "Welcome", Like the master.

At that moment, Ronan realized that it was not the New Orleans two years ago, and they couldn't get through the same predicament again.

You can share the wind and rain, but there is no way to share the blessings.

Time flies, and they are no longer what they used to be.

On that day, Ronan raised his jaw slightly, showed a bright smile to Trastan, took a step forward, and approached Trastan's ear.

"Happy end of the world, Trastan."

He said.

Although he couldn't hear anything in his ears, he could see the subtle changes in Trastan's expression, a little bit of panic, a little bit of panic, and a little bit of anger vibrating in his pupils. Even though he tried his best to keep calm, he could still feel his emotion. Tension and fear.

Like a paper tiger.

In fact, they all thought about a question, what was the level of the One-Day King before Ronan took over the creative rights of the band.

Was the previous one-day king really just a lack of opportunity? Was there really such a huge deviation in Scooter's judgment? Has Trastan really tried nothing?

So, after leaving Ronan, Cliff and Maxim also flew solo, can they really become the second David Grew?

Don't forget, Trasta's first target was Ronan.

Looking at Ronan with a smile in front of him, there was no anger or madness, nor sadness or out of control, Trastan even suspected that deafness was just a cover, Ronan has always been able to hear, but he deliberately sold his flaws to hide under the water All the conspiracies and tricks of the plot surfaced.

Such thoughts made Trastan shudder.

Then, Ronan walked away.

Although he was calm on the surface, deep down, some parts of his heart still collapsed. After that, Ronan temporarily put aside everything about the band, escaping from reality like an ostrich. Even though he knew deep down that this was wrong, he still couldn't control himself and ran away from it.

Including Ollie's belongings, Ronan has never sorted them out.

In fact, Ronan also knew that he couldn't keep escaping, he would have to face it after all, but he always told himself, wait a little longer, take a rest, just take a while, and then he procrastinated until now.

He hopes that Alena returns to work. On the one hand, he hopes that her life can continue. He also sincerely wants to see Alena shine on the stage again; As he moves forward, he also needs to force himself to move forward.

Now it seems that maybe today is the best opportunity to take another step forward.

Looking at the relic boxes scattered everywhere in front of him, his breath was cut off again in an instant, and the piercing pain reappeared, his ears obviously still couldn't hear the sound, but he seemed to be able to feel the sharp sound of chalk across the blackboard hitting the eardrum , couldn't help but wanted to run away.

But this time Ronan didn't.

Taking a deep breath, taking a deep breath again, Ronan regained his breathing rhythm, then picked up the draft in his hand, scanned it carefully, but stopped involuntarily, and then carefully read line by line, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth Rise up, revealing a touch of bitterness.

"Girl, give me a little attention () Will you die? If I hurt you I'm afraid God will teach me a lesson."

"If I say goodbye now, will you hate me, so fast that you can't even see my back; if I run away, will you hate me, passing away with the wind day and night." (Note 1)

This is, a que lyrics.

On the lyrics, you can also see mottled yellowish tear stains, like sunflowers in full bloom, the bitterness and helplessness hidden between the lines, blooming lightly, a kind of despair that cannot be described in words is gently revealed, Ronan His heartbeat also slowed down.

"When you're crying, you're just wasting time with boys you don't even like."

"Can you make it less... so obvious? Take it easy, take it easy."

"No."

God.

Ronan closed his eyes in a panic, controlling the turbulent and violent emotions, but he still couldn't stop the torment of self-blame and annoyance from hitting his head and face.

It turned out that Ollie did not forget, from beginning to end, Ollie did not forget Ophelia.

He, still watching Ophelia's every move, Ophelia started dating again, Ophelia broke up again, Ophelia was hurt, Ophelia is still trying to be strong, Ophelia Leah has found a new date, and Ophelia is still lonely.

Even though Ollie knew that his relationship with Ophelia was over, he still couldn't control his emotions.

Those struggling, crying, wandering, and hesitating are all hidden in the music—as Ronan said, those melodies can carry the fragments of our souls, and if they can’t be expressed, they can be expressed with notes.

In a trance, Ronan thought of that girl again, the girl who accompanied Ollie to spend the last time of her life, the girl who cried so hard at the funeral that she lost her voice, that... vaguely looks like Ophelia girl.

Everything became clear.

Ronan froze in place as if he had suffered an electric shock. The draft in his hand was about to fall. He had to support the dining table with both hands, and sat down slowly. Only then could he barely control his body, but he was still breathing. not come.

The stomach burns badly.

Note 1: Follow (--Joji)