King of Stage

"It's not in my blood to give up."

The clear voice touched the two-octave treble lightly, instantly piercing through layers of restraints and opening up the whole world.

Then……

Close your eyes and open your arms, it seems that you can feel the strong wind raging through your arms and fingers, the narrow space spreads endlessly like this, and the vast and empty sea of ​​stars spreads out wantonly in front of you, that feeling is like It seems... standing on the edge of a steep cliff, precarious, and may fall at any time and be smashed to pieces.

Use your body to feel the gusts and huge waves rushing in from all directions, the roar above your ears stirs up turbulent waves, open your chest to embrace the vast ocean, immerse yourself in the boundless dark blue, gradually melt into it, and then gradually become like this It becomes insignificant, and finally turns into a speck of dust in the dark blue, escaping into nothingness in the vast universe.

"It's not what I was born with!"

Once again!

Ronan's singing easily surpassed the roaring melody of the audience, and truly released all the suppressed and suppressed emotions. The tearing high notes brightened the entire stage, and the majestic power was like a meteor shower. Swooping violently and recklessly toward the ground——

He, can't give up.

He knows he understands he understands he understands he understands, everything is clear. But...he refuses to give up, he doesn't want to give up, he can't give up, he resists giving up, because it's not what he was born with, there is no gene of giving up in his blood, even though he knows giving up is the right choice, But he still wanted to hold on a little longer, so he just took another shot.

Stupidly, hold on a little longer.

Sillyly, run for a while.

He, really...will not and cannot give up.

Could anyone hear his cry for help?

"Continuously flipping through the messages on my phone, endless anxiety struck, and the fear of being drowned in loneliness again, I hated it. I tried to find a way to relax, but I still couldn't breathe."

"Can anyone hear me?"

The drumbeats are getting faster and faster; the blood is getting faster and faster, and the heartbeat is also getting faster and faster. The frenzied impact makes the whole chest unbearably painful, as if the heart is about to burst, and there is a burst of thumping above the eardrums There was a thumping beating, and the blood vessels pulling at the temples continued to twitch.

Obviously in the crowd, but the fear surrounded by loneliness and loneliness rushed from the soles of the feet to the top of the head, shivering one after another, unable to stop, the tossing and turning anxiety was tearing the soul, and there was no one to find the feeling of anxiety. I couldn't find a place to vent.

so familiar.

Every audience present is so familiar. Anxiety seems to have become a part of life. Everyone can find in the melody the emotions that they experience countless times every day, and then in the rhythm of the bloody melody Climb slowly, like adrenaline.

"It was as if the surrounding walls collapsed and surrounded me. How many times I wanted to give up. No medicine could cure me."

"Someone help me, the anxiety is overwhelming, how many times I want to give up, but I can't."

Every word is so real, the lyrics of "I-am-crawling-in-my-skin (literally, I'm crawling under the skin)" are so apt, really outline the emotions under the skin The tingling pain of rolling and struggling, the slightly hot pain was like standing barefoot in the midsummer desert.

Every word and every sentence is crying blood, the pain hidden in the piano keys is entangled in the drums and vented down, just like vines wrapping their calves with sharp thorns, the bloody, bloody pain has torn the skin Protection, but still tightening up little by little.

However, still can not give up.

"It's not in my blood to give up; I was born that way,

Refuse to give up. "

Duncan's eye sockets became slightly hot, and even his body also became slightly hot. The hot tears blurred his vision, but he couldn't move, and he just froze in place with stiff muscles—maybe it was because of the five o'clock in the morning. Fatigue made him lose control of his body, maybe it was because his slack spirit was completely disintegrated, or maybe it was a combination of both, and he couldn't make a judgment at this time.

Can't give up.

Refuse to give up!

The same goes for Duncan. He wants to give up his dreams, he wants to give up his persistence, he just bows his head to compromise, agrees with the guidance of fate, returns to ordinary daily life in a regular manner, and admits that he has achieved nothing, and thus becomes the only one among thousands of ordinary people. a member.

But...he couldn't.

He really can't do it!

Deep down in his heart, he still longs to chase his dreams, he still longs to have a corner of his heart, he still longs for the baptism of the soul and the awakening of the spirit, he still longs for the real living, burning life and releasing energy, because Love lives because of passion and joy.

There was no giving up in his blood.

Hot tears just broke free from the shackles of the eye sockets, completely blurring the vision, staring at the figure in the colorful lights in the center of the stage, the heart also burned hot.

Ronan grabbed the microphone with both hands, his slightly hoarse voice revealed a trace of fragility, and the blue veins emerging from his arms revealed the fact that all the muscles in his body were exerting force, and his emotions were fully released following the melody, without concealing or hiding , show yourself truly.

"Who will save me, who will save me? Someone will save me? Someone will save me."

The slightly trembling voice vented in the treble, as if standing on the edge of a cliff and shouting to the vast ocean, but there was no response to the repeated echoes, and the loneliness and desperation bounced back again, surrounding myself again, ending The voice is slightly out of control, and the emotional surge makes the singing no longer perfect, but it is precisely this imperfection that can really touch the softest part of the audience's heart.

In the gorgeous spotlight, Ronan's closed eyes can be vaguely seen, the long eyelashes are trembling slightly, and a dappled halo burst out in the light, gently falling on the cheek , Those fragility, those pains, those struggles from the heart are unreserved.

The darkest moment at dawn, it is at this moment that it really touches the deepest part of the soul.

Then, the melody slowed down like this, only the drumbeat was like the sound of diving under the lake, intertwined with Ronan's singing and slowly moving forward.

They seem to have returned to the starting point.

"Help me, as if the surrounding walls collapsed and surrounded me, how many times I wanted to give up, but I couldn't."

Bass and guitar joined, the lights suddenly turned on, and the stars were overflowing.

"Giving up isn't in my blood, it's not in my blood."

The piano was added again, and the thickness and level of the melody reached its peak again. In just three lines of lyrics, it reached the climax step by step.

Ronan, whose voice had just reached the first high pitch, released his emotions effortlessly, continued to raise an octave, and sang loudly into the microphone.

"It's not in my blood to give up!"

"Born this way, refuse to give up!"

Treble, one after another, the soul was bathed in the baptism of shock, all the goosebumps popped up in an instant, and began to tremble involuntarily, unable to stop at all.

Note 1: In-My-Blood——Shawn-Mendes