King of Stage

forget. give up. turn around.

It seems that as long as he learns to be numb, everything will be fine; it seems that as long as he learns to lie to himself, everything will change; A whole new sky.

But is that really the case?

Is it really that simple? Can he really be willing? Can he really be happy? Can he really find his own future? Can he really give up?

In the past, the life that came to an abrupt end was his shackles. He was unwilling and he had regrets, so he gritted his teeth and ran wildly, just to fight for his breath; but now that he has regained his health, he should choose another path ? Give up music and open up a broader life?

No matter it was or is now, the music dream seems to be a dead end, maybe it is really easier to give up.

"……ah!"

The roar in the depths of the soul erupted from small to large, and the drumbeat in the mind burst out like a thunderbolt, so that the heart was completely curled up, and even the blood vessels could feel the tingling pain, and the whole body curled up , rushed to the peak bit by bit.

ah.

ah!

The roar from the depths of the soul broke through the restraint and burst out from the throat, "Help me, as if the surrounding walls collapsed and surrounded me. How many times I want to give up, no medicine can cure; who will help me, anxiety is overwhelming , how many times I want to give up, but I can't." (Note 1)

Give up, just give up, just turn around, just forget, but...he can't, he can't do it.

It is precisely because you understand what it means to persist to the end and what you need to face. It is precisely because you understand the bumps and thorns in the road ahead. It is precisely because you understand that your persistence is a stupid choice. What kind of situation is he pushing himself into... He understands, he understands everything, but he still can't do it.

he can not.

Emotions were poured out in an instant. Ronan clenched his fists involuntarily, opened his eyes again, and looked up. The starlight reflected in the sky entered the depths of his pupils, capturing the bright and gorgeous starlight clearly and brightly, as if he could Catch a bright red tearing through the night, and...the whole world is burning in sight.

"It's not in my blood to give up! I was born this way, refuse to give up!"

The energy in the melody is pushed to the extreme with the treble, a beautiful pause control, let the emotion bloom at the peak, but the sound is beautifully received, the bubbling of blood is completely suppressed, and the blazing flames surge deep in the pupils, The evaporating water vapor burst into a radiant light.

The singing sound reverberates in the empty dry swimming pool, and the curling echo hits the eardrums, stirring up layers of rippling aftertaste. There is no drop of water in the dry swimming pool, but one can feel the magnificence and majesty of the raging waves. .

Quietly, Alice watched Ronan's silhouette quietly through the camera lens, and suddenly there was a kind of openness and vastness of "above the cliff facing the sea with open arms", as if her chest could embrace him. The blue sky and the sea, the whole blue world is in the arms.

Involuntarily, uncontrollably, tears welled up in my eyes.

Hot tears blurred her vision, and the lingering touch made her whole heart warm. She heard it, she heard Ronan's cry for help, and she also heard Ronan's inner struggle and pain. In the final analysis, Ronan was just An ordinary person, with a dream in his arms, was bumping into walls everywhere. After seven years of persistence, he was running towards a front that would never see the end, and he was not even sure whether he was in the right direction.

He also gets tired, he also wants to give up, and he also understands the right choice,

But...he can't.

He really can't.

He even made a cry for help, hoping that someone could stop him, even tie his hands and feet, and force him to give up those persistence.

but……

But Alice knows that even if someone binds Ronan's hands and feet, he can't bind Ronan's soul. His soul is always free, passionate, and crazy, and his soul always spreads its wings and soars wantonly. The sky is where Ronan's heart is. No one can stop him.

It flows in Ronan's blood, it is branded deep in Ronan's soul, and he is born with it.

Ronan's clean and clear voice swayed in Alice's ears. The high-pitched voice concealed a bit of tenderness and unyielding enthusiasm. It was slowly enveloping in the night, so clear and so warm, it instantly defeated everything. The line of defense made the whole heart warm up.

Through the camera, Alice stared at Ronan's back, as if after all the power had been vented, the shoulders drooped due to deep fatigue, and a large shadow fell on the drooping head, but at this time, the facial features could no longer be seen. Only a trace of loneliness and loneliness can be captured.

Sizzle.

Sizzle.

The sound of the camera film rolling spread in the air, and then there was a crackling sound in my ears. The streetlight next to the swimming pool seemed to be short-circuited, and some sparks burst out inexplicably, but it still did not light up after all. Instead, it was completely extinguished. Then there was a burning smell.

Both Alice and Ronan raised their heads suddenly, and looked at the sacrificed street lamp, with a little blankness in their eyes, and then Ronan noticed Alice's existence.

Turning his head, Ronan saw the camera at a glance. His footsteps and movements were obviously a little stiff, unnatural, and even his voice became more formal, a little artificial, "You... why are you here? When did you show up? where?"

"Puchi", Alice laughed directly, and raised the camera to approach Ronan, "There is no need to be nervous, you just need to ignore the existence of the camera, just be yourself, keep the most real and simple self, then you can It's gone." Then Alice patted her own video camera, "It's my other pair of eyes."

Alice used the camera lens to get close to Ronan's face, seeing Ronan raise his hand in embarrassment to stop, Alice laughed happily, then turned off the camera and put it aside - tonight's shooting time should be Enough is enough, and you need to change the film if you continue to shoot.

But Ronan was still not quite used to it. After confirming that the camera was turned off, he obviously relaxed a little. "The camera is there, how can I ignore it?"

"So you need to get used to it." Alice said with a smile, and after a moment of silence, she continued, "I think you should stick to it."

Ronan cast a puzzled look.

Alice explained, "I mean, the song just now. I can feel the power in the melody, and I can feel the emotion in the lyrics. If this is not the reason for you to continue, then life will not find it." There is a more perfect answer."

Having said that, Alice gently bumped Ronan's shoulder with her shoulder, "Believe me, you belong to the stage, when you sing, you look different, really, I can see Your aura! It-is-in-your-blood."

Note 1: In-My-Blood——Shawn-Mendes