The Handicapped

After the Rhodes Island incident, Li Lin has been thinking about his own problems.

He didn’t think about the matter of soul piercing at first. After all, there are so many novels, has anyone explained who and how time travel is going on?

Those fantasies are clearly explained, but he is a fandom. Has anyone explained it in the fandom world? Once you have crossed, you will cross it. As soon as the dump truck comes, it will be over immediately. There is no cause and effect.

But Li Lin’s side is different. In the constant inspection and suppression, Li Lin was finally convinced of one point. He is not complete, or he has been split since the time of crossing, and a part of him has a considerable degree of dismemberment.

He never calmed down, never suppressed, the awe and logic of judgment in the original world, his thinking and actions all dissolved into what he is today. At the beginning, Li Lin thought that this was a natural change after he came to another world. After all, changing the environment and changing the way of life, there is no need to continue to live so honestly.

What’s more, the world still looks like this, the anger ignited from the heart makes his actions fall into a strange madness, and the cruel and burning momentum even makes people think that he will destroy the world. this world. But after a series of tests and judgments, he was able to confirm that it wasn’t that there was something wrong with his judgment, but that his safety catch had been pulled out.

The cognition and logic molded in the original world, the polite and tempered camouflage in the original world, have all been divided into two parts in that split.

“So the other part of me, which is my body and a large part of my rational judgment, is indeed the doctor of this world?”

“Well… who knows?”

“what?”

Are you kidding me?

Looking at the god who hiccupped, Li Lin repeated in a daze.

And looking at the young man who didn’t seem to know what was going on, the blue god sneered and shook his finger.

“From my point of view, what is it? From your point of view, what is it? Is it, existence or not, really important to you?”

“What do you mean?”

“I’m the god of dreams. It’s like drinking alcohol. How about the world you see while drunk? Is it true? So what if it’s fake? Will you regret it?”

The turquoise god was holding the jug, looked at the confused god-man beside him, and showed a meaningful smile that a god should have.

“And you asked me this question, do you want to get an answer? Do you feel that your life is not exhausted, and you don’t want to play it? Or do you want to escape your judgment, your life, and the things you have to fear? ”

“What can I have…”

“You want to go back.”

“…”

How could she not want to go back?

Li Lin didn’t even have the slightest thought of refuting the light words of the gods around him.

Bathed in the gray ashes, his time stayed forever on that rainy night.

In the original world, there were his relatives and friends. With his siblings. With his parents and relatives.

After the freshness of crossing at the beginning, all that remains isThe intense flame was burning his heart, and only by taking action again and again, and acting like a great man again and again, imitating the great man of that world, could he calm down a little.

I am dead, but what will happen to my parents? Will it be like the sad pictures I saw at the beginning, asking for warmth in the chat software that no one has responded over and over again? Will they think of themselves? Will friends and brothers who used to laugh and scold at their own funeral cry? Will the girl whom I have a crush on have feelings for her own death?

The things stored in the computer at home have not been deleted, and everyone may be dumbfounded when they see it. Will the novels and manuscripts written by myself in the second period be dug up by my relatives and burned? It would be fine if it burned. There are also those strange dolls I have stored, and those little things I bought when I was traveling with my first love. Although I said that I have never felt that I have been in love, it is not bad for me to think so unilaterally.

Thinking about it carefully, my original life was boring enough, just like all ordinary people, ordinary life, ordinary growth, and then not so ordinary, but also quite ordinary death.

If you really die and don’t think about it, maybe you don’t have to suppress the strong emotions that are rolling in your heart.

But the more he thought about it, the more he lived in this different world, the more this pain devoured his heart.

If you don’t work or do things, how can you numb this feeling?

His eternal flame is not because of hatred, but because of love for the original world.

It is precisely because he loves that kind of world that he is full of indescribable hatred and anger towards today’s world. Because this is never home.

“…I will try it when everything is over.”

Looking at the black-gray sky, Li Lin took a long breath, and then let it out slowly.

“After killing Tracys, I will try to love this world. I will try to blend in here, help them, and survive in this world successfully. I can only say that I will try my best.”

“But after all, I want to take a look at that black coffin.”

“right.”

Regarding this fragment of a god who probably saw himself in a dream, Li Lin simply nodded.

“I’m not used to doing things halfway. I won’t look at them until I kill Tracys. The Valley of Hinnom will be handed over to the people of this world when the time comes, because I hope to leave something for this world.”

“So, now can you tell me who you really like?”

“no.”

“Hey~ You’re so stingy.”

“It’s not a matter of stinginess, but someone is here.”

Li Lin squinted his eyes and looked at the ashes of the sky, a bright spark came from outside the sky, and slowly fell towards Li Lin.

“Recently, the world is really lively. All the ghosts and monsters have started to run here. Is it because I am moving too much, or have you been staring at me from the beginning?”

Looking at the oriental-style device that fell from the sky, Li Lin raised his eyebrows slightly.

A barren world gradually made crackling sounds.

As the fallen creation became clearer, the whole world made crackling sounds, and countless lights and shadows lit up in the ashes of the world.

Once again, countless flames sprang up in this parched and exhausted world, and the flames that seemed to be alive began to crack and spread on Li Lin’s body, causing his burning pupils to stare at the gradually shattered flames. cracked sky.

“Tell me, who are you?”

“Si Suitai Qinglei Bo, Bai Dingshan.”

The dazzling thunder light almost tore through the sky, and the flame-style box instantly disintegrated, revealing a sea of ​​thunder.

“Also invite Sui Xiang to return to the mountain.”



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