Indulgent Husband and Sweet Wife

373: Falling in love with someone you shouldn’t love

"Fortunately, it's not too late, you still have a chance to make corrections." Ai Changhuan said.

"I...are we friends?" Han Ji looked at Ai Changhuan with bright eyes, full of expectation.

Ai Changhuan pondered for a moment, and then said: "I don't want to lie to you, I can only say that I can consider forgiving you, but I am not old enough to forget all about the harm you did to me in the blink of an eye, and then Pretend that nothing happened and be friends with you, forgive me for not being able to do that."

"I see," Han Ji said with a sad face, then forced a smile, "You are actually a very kind person, at least you didn't say you were going to sue me and put me in jail."

"Didn't you sue me?" Ai Changhuan pointed at Han Ji's head and said, "I am the culprit who beat you up like this."

As soon as Ai Changhuan finished speaking, Han Ji felt even more embarrassed. Hey, how could he do such an obscene and shameless thing? No wonder Ai Changhuan said she would not forgive him so easily.

Xia Zisu always felt a little uneasy, so she packed her things at home in the afternoon, planning to leave Ai Changhuan to Yu Shiwei and then escape further away. When she heard that something happened to Ai Changhuan, her eyelids jumped suddenly. Twice, and then hurried to the village chief's house, thinking as he ran, it's over, it's over, if something happens to Ai Changhuan, Yu Shiwei will definitely pull out her skin, why don't she just die now? Forget about running away? Although she was thinking this in her heart, she rushed to the village chief's house as quickly as possible, but because there were so many people surrounding the village chief's house, she couldn't squeeze in and couldn't get any news. She was so anxious. Almost climbing a tree.

Fortunately, the meeting ended quickly, and the crowd gradually dispersed, and that crazy Cuihua was also escorted to the ancestral hall. Then Xia Zisu saw an extremely horrifying scene. She actually saw Ai Changhuan supporting Han Ji. , and looked very concerned, she followed them a few steps, wanting to hear what they were talking about.

At this time, Ai Changhuan accidentally turned around and saw Xia Zisu. She quickly called her out: "Miss Xia."

Xia Zisu looked at Ai Changhuan and then at Han Ji and said, "What are you..."

Ai Changhuan said: "Han Ji is injured. I am sending him to the clinic now. You can go with me. I will explain to you slowly later."

"Oh." Xia Zisu responded vaguely, and then followed Ai Changhuan to the clinic.

After arriving at the clinic, Han Ji was pushed into the operating room. His wound needed to be sutured. Ai Changhuan and Xia Zisu sat outside waiting for him. Then Ai Changhuan told Xia Zisu the cause and effect of the incident.

"So, it was he who saved you in the end?" Xia Zisu looked at Ai Changhuan in disbelief. Things developed too fast, completely beyond her expectations.

Ai Changhuan nodded and said: "Yes, although what he did was not right at the beginning, he has changed his ways now. Let him let the past matter go. He has promised me that he will deliver it tomorrow." I go home."

"I hope so." Xia Zisu said, "If this is really the case, then I can rest assured. Chang Huan, I am leaving and will leave tomorrow morning. Don't worry, I will write you a letter and then Make it clear in the letter and ask Xiaowei to take you back regardless of whether you are the person she is looking for and help you find your family. Then you just need to show this letter to Xiaowei."

"Why did you suddenly decide to leave again? Aren't you here to research the data? Did you do the research so quickly?" Ai Changhuan looked at Xia Zisu in surprise, "Aren't you going back with me?"

Xia Zisu's eyes flashed and he said, "I can't go back yet. I...I can't face that person yet."

"Who?" Ai Changhuan thought for a moment and then asked, "Did you come here to avoid someone?"

Xia Zisu nodded and said: "I just have some free time now, so I will tell you my story. This secret has been hidden in my heart for a long time. I have never told it to anyone. I am almost going crazy. Well, let’s talk about it.”

"Why have you never told anyone?" Ai Changhuan was puzzled, "Don't even your friends know? Don't you tell your best friend if you are in love?"

Xia Zisu shook his head and looked a little sad: "No, because in my subconscious, I feel that this relationship is shameful, which makes me unable to express it. Do you know? The person I love loves me. My best friend, I dare not show it or tell anyone, so I can only hide this feeling shamefully and pitifully by myself."

"Uh...then is he with your best friend now?" Ai Changhuan looked at Xia Zisu with great sympathy. It's already very sad to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you. What's even more sad is that person's heart But she was deeply in love with another person, but Xia Zisu was even more tragic than this. That man loved her best friend, and she couldn't even rob him.

"No, Xiaowei is married, to Chen Handong," Xia Zisu lowered her head and said, "But even if Xiaowei gets married, his love for her has not changed at all, and he is still guarding her silently as before. She, speaking of her, is even more pitiful than me. He has loved Xiaowei for more than ten years, but it has always been an unrequited love. Xiaowei has never responded to him. I should be luckier than him, at least I have been with the person I love. We have been together, and even though it ended up hurting more, I am still very grateful to him. If he hadn't given me such a past, how could I have given up, how could I have let go and looked for a future of my own?"

After hearing this, Ai Changhuan finally understood what kind of story this was. It turned out that Xia Zisu and Yu Shiwei were very good friends. There was a man who had been in love with Yu Shiwei for more than ten years, but Yu Shiwei never responded. At this time, Xia Zisu, who had been watching them silently, fell in love with that man, but at the same time she also understood how much this man loved her and how deep his love was. She knew that her feelings might never be lost. It was time to respond, so she chose to be like that man, hiding this relationship silently in her heart without telling anyone.

But I don’t know why, after a while, the man approached Xia Zisu and expressed his affection for her, so Xia Zisu, who already liked the man, immediately agreed, feeling at a loss like a fool and feeling confused. She was happy and worried at the same time. What she was happy about was that her relationship for so many years had finally come to light again. What she was worried about was that she didn’t know whether he really liked her or whether he was stimulated because Yu Shiwei got married. So she kept testing and wanted to I know whether he likes me or not.

If you want to ask what it's like to be in love with the man you've had a crush on for many years, Xia Zisu has only one sentence: Tired.

Because she loves her too deeply, sometimes she can't help but want to hold on tighter, and she will constantly doubt, does he still love her? Does he really love me? Compared with her, will I not be good enough, will she hate me after a while?

So she kept trying to find ways to prove her position in his heart. As a result, both of them were exhausted. Until the moment they broke up, Xia Zisu didn't know whether Huo Yinrong had ever loved her.

She couldn't ask, because she was afraid of hearing him say that he had never loved her before, and she was even more afraid of hearing him say that he had loved her. She felt more regret than hatred, and was hurt too much, so she didn't want to look back.

She was overestimating her abilities, thinking that she could shake Yu Shiwei's position in his mind, but in the end, it was just a fly shaking a tree, so she chose to leave.

She told herself, there are so many men in the world, why should they only focus on Huo Yinrong? But as soon as Huo Yinrong appeared in front of her, she couldn't think of anything and could only look at him blankly.

The time she met Huo Yinrong in the hospital, she actually wanted to run away, but her legs felt like they were filled with lead and she couldn't lift them up.

Then he asked: "Zisu, where have you been?"

Hey, we've obviously broken up, why do we still ask this kind of question? What's the point?

Feeling a little embarrassed, she deliberately said: "My boyfriend's mother is in hospital, and I came to see her."

Huo Yinrong also saw that she had obviously dressed up specially. She didn't know what he thought, but he kissed her forcefully, but he still didn't say anything.

Of course, there are many other things going on, which cannot be explained in just one or two sentences.

Xia Zisu smiled bitterly and said: "Maybe I'm not as brave as I thought. I haven't even tried to fight for it, because I have witnessed with my own eyes how he treats Xiaowei, and I know that he really likes someone. It was like that at that time, but when he was with me, he was never like that. He said that he was not good at expressing, but I knew that it was not like that, so I became more and more disappointed and less and less confident."

"But aren't you studying psychology? He should have shown signs of liking you before. Maybe you didn't realize it yourself." Ai Changhuan didn't understand that if a man doesn't like a woman, then he will stay with her ? Will you kiss her? She was not a man, so she couldn't guess, but she understood that if a woman didn't love a man, she wouldn't care about him like this.

"It is difficult for a doctor to heal himself. No matter how smart a woman is, she will become blind and confused in the face of love." I think maybe if you stay away from him, you will gradually forget about him."

Although she avoided Ai Changhuan's sight, Ai Changhuan knew that she was crying.

"Then do you still love him?" Ai Changhuan asked.

"I still love you, but I don't have the persistence to be together." Xia Zisu smiled slightly, and there was unconcealable sadness and bitterness in the smile. Falling in love with someone you shouldn't love turns out to be so painful.

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