Indulgent Husband and Sweet Wife

301: I don’t understand your deep love

Such a movement naturally alarmed everyone. Ai Changhuan's attending doctor, Qin Zhan's attending doctor and various experts all crowded into the ward because Qin Zhan refused to leave and always insisted that he was Lu Zhanke.

Then Ai Changhuan learned that Qin Zhan had also been shot and fell into the sea, not long after she fell, because the body armor she was wearing was the latest model and had a positioning function that could locate the user after he was shot. Her position was so that the search and rescue team could rescue them in the shortest time.

But the wind and waves were too strong that day, and she and Qin Zhan were washed far away by the waves. It took a lot of effort for the search and rescue team to find them. Because they stayed in the water for too long, they all fell into a deep coma after the operation.

Moreover, because Qin Zhan did not wear a bulletproof vest, his injuries were much more serious than Ai Changhuan's. During the operation, he almost couldn't survive several times, but he survived for some reason. Even after the operation, the doctor said He didn't have high expectations for his recovery, he just said he would take it one step at a time.

Their wards were next to each other. Qin Zhan didn't know when he woke up, and no one told him that Ai Changhuan was next door, but he ran over and lay with Ai Changhuan. What's incredible is that he obviously doesn't remember who he is, but he still remembers Ai Changhuan.

The reason why he so firmly believed that he was Lu Zhanke was because he heard Ai Changhuan call Lu Zhanke's name in his dream. She called it many, many times, and each time it was more affectionate and painful, so he felt that he It's Lu Zhanke. He loves Ai Changhuan so much. How could Ai Changhuan not love him? He clearly remembered that the two of them were in love, so he was Lu Zhanke, and Lu Zhanke was him.

After hearing the doctor's explanation, Ai Changhuan bit her lower lip hard and endured it again and again. In the end, she couldn't hold it back anymore and burst into tears.

She didn't understand the depth of Qin Zhan's love. In the past, she even doubted whether Qin Zhan really loved her. Otherwise, how could he have the heart to leave her alone and hurt her like that? She thought that the only one who sacrificed for his infatuation was herself, and Qin Zhan Zhan had never been sincere, but now, she realized that it was not the case at all. He must have expected that something would happen to him, but he didn't say anything. He pretended not to know anything, and then gave him the body armor She, told her to live well, no wonder he said such strange words on the deck that day, saying I love you, and never regretted it, because he had a premonition that he was going to die soon, and if he didn't say it, he would never have a chance again.

He had said all the good things, but still refused to explain, why he didn't come to take her away, why he didn't let her wait for him.

Ai Changhuan was really going to be mad at him. After understanding all this, he could only use pain to express his heartache. What should she do? She had no way to look back, but she also had no way to forget. Why should she know this? , she would rather not know for the rest of her life.

Seeing her crying so sadly, Qin Zhan touched her head lovingly, then reached out and took her into his arms, saying: "Hey, look at you, why are you so crying? How old are you? Look at me, I never cry."

Inexplicably, Ai Changhuan remembered the tears she saw in Qin Zhan's eyes last time, and she collapsed even more. She lay in his arms and cried loudly, yelling: "Qin Zhan, you bastard, you Why are you pretending to be affectionate, pretending to be a saintly lover, you should have told me earlier, you should have told me earlier, do you know?"

"If I told you earlier, would you love me?" He gently stroked her hair and asked cautiously and tentatively.

"I don't know, I don't know..." Ai Changhuan shook his head in pain, "Qin Zhan, I don't know, you shouldn't..."

If you really love her, you should tell her early that she can wait for one year, two years, three years, ten years, even a lifetime.

But he didn't. Instead, he pushed her away again and again. She couldn't see hope, so she gradually despaired. She was so miserable that she could only turn around and leave.

If she hadn't met Lu Zhanke, she might never fall in love with anyone else in her life.

But Lu Zhanke was so good that she almost thought that she had used up the best luck in her life to marry such a good guy, so she couldn't look back, even if she failed Qin Zhan again.

"I'm sorry...Qin Zhan, I need to calm down..." She looked at him, because she had just cried, her eyes were red, and her nose was slightly twitching, like a pitiful little rabbit, "Let me think about it, What should I do..."

Qin Zhan stretched out his hand to help her straighten the hair stuck to her face, and wiped her tears, with doting affection in his eyes: "Hey, you know, I have never been willing to refuse you, I have always wanted to give you the best."

When he said this, Ai Changhuan couldn't help crying again. He couldn't bear to refuse her, so when she asked him to take her away, did it take a lot of effort for him to restrain himself and come to see her?

Or is it that he only remembers that they were in love and doesn't remember because they separated later?

Qin Zhan now remembers nothing. He has even forgotten himself, but he still remembers her and that he loves her. At the first moment he woke up, he obeyed the destiny and the call of his heart, came to her side, and held her in his arms. She, waiting for her to wake up, waiting to say to her: "Let's start over."

It’s just that there is nothing I can do anymore, even if I love you again, I can’t do anything. Missing it means missing it, and loving it again is useless.

After the doctor's repeated persuasion, Qin Zhan finally got off Ai Changhuan's bed. He stood beside the bed, smiled at her and said, "You have to be obedient and listen to the doctor. I will come see you later." .”

Ai Changhuan saw that where his heart was, her clothes were stained red by the blood, and a small plum blossom bloomed on his heart. He must have hugged her too hard, and the wound was open and bleeding.

Ai Changhuan looked at the blood stains, and her eyes turned red. She bit her lip and nodded vigorously. She wanted to say that you are fine, but she couldn't open her mouth. Those words of concern were stuck in her throat. , I can’t say I can’t swallow it.

Seeing her nodding in agreement, Qin Zhan finally turned around with satisfaction, and then walked out one step at a time. The doctor wanted to reach out to help him, but he pushed him away.

Ai Changhuan was stunned and stared at him for a while.

This time, she confirmed that she was right. Qin Zhan was indeed walking forward with one foot deep and one shallow. In other words, he was limping forward. For some reason, his right leg seemed to be swollen. I couldn't exert any energy, so I had to drag myself forward with my left leg.

"Ah!" Ai Changhuan suddenly reached out and covered his mouth. Oh my God, Qin Zhan's legs...his legs...

She remembered that while on the ship, Qin Zhan had always been in a wheelchair, and later fell down the stairs. Although she knew that his leg was injured at that time, she never knew that the injury was so serious.

Later, when he came to give her the body armor, he must have endured great pain, but she... never said a word of concern... Why was she so cruel to him.

"Qin Zhan..." She couldn't control it anymore and called out his name, her voice hesitant and uneasy.

Qin Zhan stopped and turned to look at her.

She choked up for a moment, and then said: "You...you also need to be well."

Qin Zhan showed a very happy smile, bright and brilliant. He nodded vigorously and said, "Well, I will do it for you."

His figure finally disappeared from the doorway, staggeringly and slowly...

Ai Changhuan's eyelids moved, and tears flowed down again. Her eyes were hot, and she regretted it like never before.

If time could be repeated, if time could be turned back, which moment would she want to go back to the most? At this moment, she was slightly shaken, and she was not sure.

Love has faced unprecedented pain.

One is a man who dotes on her deeply, and the other is a man who loves her with his life. She can't betray her love, and she doesn't want to live up to her love. How should she choose?

She looked at the curtains blown by the breeze and felt that her heart was swaying like the curtains at the moment.

When she didn't know how to choose, Deputy Commander Ouyang and Jiang Zhongyuan, whom she hadn't seen for a long time, came. Then she got a piece of news that she couldn't accept even more. Qin Zhan was not Qin Zhan. Of course, he was not Lu Zhanke either. Another identity appeared strongly in her life, this identity was Lu Zhanke's good brother Du Yucheng.

When she heard Deputy Commander Ouyang calling out the name Du Yucheng, her whole body felt as if she was struck by lightning. This was even more unacceptable than if the military advisor was Qin Zhan.

Because if Qin Zhan was just a military advisor, then she could understand that he couldn't come to her because of the mission, but he was still Du Yucheng. They had been facing each other day and night. They had lived in the same place for so long, and she had begged him hard. , asked him if he was Qin Zhan, but he didn't say anything, he didn't reveal a word, he just looked at her in pain, drunkenly and dreamily, watching her with great calmness as she fell in love with Lu Zhanke little by little, but he never had any hint.

Because of his identity, he couldn't take her away, but that didn't matter. As long as he admitted that he was Qin Zhan, she would wait, and she would wait forever.

But in the end, he didn't say anything. He really just looked on coldly like a bystander.

At this moment, she seemed to have fallen from heaven to hell. She didn't know what Qin Zhan's definition of love was. If he really had difficulties, why didn't he tell him?

Although this matter has long since passed, and Qin Zhan has used his life to prove to her how much he loves her, there is no point in pursuing those past events now, but she still can't help but ask: "Why?" ?”

Why don't you say anything?

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