I’m Really Not Targeting the Mages

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Modern City.

Busy traffic.

Outside the French windows, fashionable men and women hurried along.

Inside floor-to-ceiling windows.

The surface of the coffee in the white ceramic cup was slightly surging with fine foam.

The cute little bear garland is sucked out little by little.

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"Well?"

"Don't you drink?"

The man sitting opposite the simple black and white table showed a surprised look.

"Oh, I forgot that you have been in a bad mood recently."

The man's voice and tone were full of apologies.

But there was an uncontrollable joy on his face.

He clasped his hands tightly.

A pair of index fingers are spinning around each other on the table:

"Then let me start today's topic."

"Speaking..."

"Do you know about roguelike games?"

There is still no response from the other side.

The man took a sip of coffee contentedly.

Continued:

"Roguelike.

It was originally a branch of rpg (role playing).

The purpose of the release is to better simulate a single-player turn-based playing game based on similar dnd (Dungeon and Dragon) game rules.

Later, there were more tricks.

No matter how the content changes.

Some of its ubiquitous characteristics always coexist

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1. Randomly generated.

From the beginning of the game.

Everything you encounter is randomly generated.

Maps, treasures, np...

It's all so.

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2. One-way.

The game process is irreversible.

For this kind of game.

Archiving can only protect your real-time progress.

And once you make a mistake.

You can't do it all over again.

This is somewhat similar to life.

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3. Irreversible.

In this type of game.

There is usually only one broad ‘fate’.

Death means the end of the game.

You can't keep playing anymore.

Only one more gear can be opened.

The new file means a whole new life.

Brand new enemies, treasures, loot...

as well as

Ah.

A brand new mark of evil?

…"

Speaking of which.

The man suddenly smiled.

He did not continue to interpret the definition and characteristics of "roguelike games".

Instead, he looked at the other side provocatively:

"Actually you have realized this, haven't you?

You are not a unique protagonist.

You are probably just one of the roguelike games that exist in higher dimensions...

Archive that hasn't been discarded yet?

You won’t be angry if I describe it like that?

To be fair.

Not only has your archive not been discarded, but it is quite good compared to thousands of other ‘Rogers’. I mean, if there are so many Rogers.

after all.

When you start the game, you get "spell resistance" randomly...

And some Roger.

What people might encounter in Tongma Town is "foreskin length" or something?

What do you say? "

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Facing the man's rhetoric.

Roger at the table remained silent.

The coffee bottomed out soon.

The man frowned. The next second, he smiled cheerfully and snapped his fingers.

jingle!

There was a crisp sound.

The brawny man in a suit suddenly became a maid in complicated clothes.

She has a tray in her hand.

It contains hot coffee, black tea and cookies.

"Don't be so autistic."

"I'm not saying you are going to delete files now..."

"Let's do it, I'm a maid to make you cool, how about you tell me something?"

Although a maid costume.

But that face is still a standard man's face.

There was even a savage breath.

…

now.

Roger across the table looked at him in disgust.

Finally spoke.

His voice is very hoarse.

With a sense of exhaustion that has not slept for many days:

"Can you roll roundly?"

"Do not."

The other party decisively rejected Roger's request.

The opposite of.

He actually posted more and more:

"We are one in the first place!"

"Release your desire!"

"Strong Sword himself shouldn't be considered a crime..."

puff!

Roger kicked the man dressed as a maid away.

The color of disgust in the eyes grew stronger.

He glanced at the dazzling words on the man's head.

Almost vomiting.

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"Id: Lolita War"

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"You start to hate yourself?"

"This is not a good sign, it shows that your mental health has a major problem, you have to see a doctor!"

Talking.

Lori Zhan's figure changed again.

He became the barbarian warrior that Roger played in the game in his previous life!

He laughed wildly and said to Roger:

"Or, you should find a woman, the hint from Beja couldn't be more obvious, right?"

"She told you not to suppress yourself, doesn't it mean you should have **** with her?"

"of course."

"Jin is also good... eh? What kind of look do you have, don't you still think about the female warlock Shar? Well, I admit that her hips are indeed in line with my aesthetic..."

boom!

A long flame knife that fell from the sky tore up all the screens.

The first thing that shattered was the barbarian warrior's body.

Next is the sophisticated and stylish coffee shop.

Then there are skyscrapers and busy streets.

finally.

The darkness swallowed everything.

The center of chaos.

Roger closed his eyes.

His mind was still full of messy sounds.

And at the moment before he opened his eyes.

He heard that terrible voice again!

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"You can't kill me, Roger, I will come back."

"You should know."

"You are me, I am you..."

"Is it difficult to admit that you have a split personality?"

"Hahahahaha..."

…

Hum!

A strange force pulled Roger out of the endless pain.

He opened his eyes.

The fragrance of the grass infuse the nose.

The azure ox-eye lake was glowing like silver scales.

Some sneaky shadows haunt the lake.

Roger subconsciously mentioned the fishing rod.

Whoosh!

A plump guy was pulled up!

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"Record: You briefly escaped from the'Nightmare'"

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"Fishing: You got a "white tail fish""

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"It's worthy of being the Sect Master!"

"It's another big white tail!"

"Don't you want to let it go again?"

"Let it go, eh, what a pity..."

"What a pity, Lord Sovereign is obviously here for the legendary "Golden Carp", just like the deputy master of Qin... Don't say it, I'll leave with this shot, or my wife should complain...

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Quietly listening to the whispers in the ear.

Roger calmly took the whitetail off the hook.

Then put it back into the lake.

Then continue fishing.

This is the "Bull Eye Lake" in the northeast corner of the "Frog Claw Basin".

This place is named after its shape like a bull's eye.

The water of Bull's Eye Lake is clear.

There are many fish and shrimps.

All the people who live in the "Lynx Town", one of the "Three Towns of Frog Claw", often come to fish.

It also includes many disciples who live on Qingquan Mountain.

of course.

Put aside ordinary people who want to improve their meals.

Most people come from a recent legend about the "golden carp"

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It was a day a month ago.

Someone claimed to have found a golden carp in Niuyan Lake.

The carp also had a conversation with him.

Ask him what era and year it is now.

Who is presiding over the overall situation of the dense star.

That person was not a disciple of the Qingquan School.

Just an ordinary person following southbound.

Encountered this strange situation.

Naturally, he couldn't answer anything.

The golden carp didn't embarrass him.

Just spit out a few bubbles boringly and got into the lake.

Wait until the person recovers.

Then reported the matter.

For a time.

Zongmen made a small sensation.

original.

It was mentioned in the only surviving classic of the Qingquan School

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"Golden Carp" is a kind of spirit that was active in the Talun era.

If you can catch the golden carp and collect it as a servant.

Then that person will have good luck in his life.

The sect to which it belongs will also be blessed by the golden carp.

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Ever since.

Qingquanzong went to the Niuyan Lake to fish when they were free.

Everyone was very low-key at the beginning.

After all, Deputy Chief Ji is strict.

It was the occasion of the revival of the Qingquan School.

There are many tasks for everyone to complete.

It didn't take long.

Then came the news that "Sovereign Lord is also fishing by the lake."

This time.

Everyone is not so restrained.

Many people picked two out of three and ran towards Bull's Eye Lake.

When there are most people.

There are people on the lakeside and in the lake.

Almost scared the fish and shrimps in the lake.

It's just in such a stimulating situation.

The legendary golden carp is still missing.

With the passage of time.

The enthusiasm of the people gradually faded.

Some people suspect that this matter is purely fabricated.

The other part is to retreat in the face of difficulties.

Only a handful of people are left and still insist on fishing every day.

among them.

This includes Roger, who has recently started to spare.

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"Roger!"

The splash of water splashed on Roger.

By the lake.

A big bear fluttered ashore.

She stared wide-eyed:

"Roger, do you think that golden carp can really bring good luck to people?"

Silently wiped his wet cheeks.

Roger replied feebly:

"Yes, maybe."

"Oh!"

Qin gritted his teeth:

"Then I must catch it!"

"wish you success."

Roger sighed slightly:

"However, I suggest you change to aquatic animal transformation... so that the success rate will be higher."

Moon bear's eyes lit up:

"What you said makes sense."

Next second.

After a soft sound.

Yuexiong's figure shrank rapidly.

Not long.

A "coin swallowing toad" covered with golden spots appeared on the shore.

Plop.

She jumped directly into the water.

Disappeared in Roger's field of vision.

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Why are the transformed animals inherited from the "Green Light Druid" so curious? "

Roger couldn't help but complain.

Silently sensed the range of movement of the coin swallowing toad.

Roger is about to change places.

When the time comes, the province will catch the stupid apprentice himself.

Who knows at this time.

There was a whisper in Roger's ear:

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"Eh, have you heard? Sect Master seems to be sick. Recently, I often talk to myself..."

"I don't know, don't talk nonsense!"

"I didn't mean it was true, my aunt worked in the Chamber..."

Just now.

Falling from the sky with a scream

"What are you doing?!"

"The dam to the south hasn't been repaired yet. Are you fishing here one by one?"

"I seem to hear someone criticizing Lord Sovereign?"

"Go back to work for Laozi!"

Jiqiu's scolding is as fierce as the summer sun.

Even after twenty kilometers.

Roger couldn't help but dig his ears.

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"But... Is the Sovereign Lord really okay?"

Someone boldly asked:

"I've ran into him several times these days, all of them are not in good spirits, are they sick..."

"How could something be wrong with Sect Master? You guys think too much!"

Ji Qiu sneered and said:

"You have seen the sword more than a month ago."

"Master Sect Master is a saint comparable to the gods!"

"Anyone can get sick, but he can't. Whoever dares to confuse the crowd anymore, I have to deal with it!"

The words came out.

Those people shrank their heads and put aside.

In season and autumn, it runs rampantly in Niuyan Lake.

The crowd suddenly became thinner.

It's just that I can't avoid screaming

After all, Qingquan Sect is a formal school that has just been revived.

Everyone has come from adversity.

In many cases, favors are greater than rules.

Even if it is the season and autumn that has always been known for its strictness.

There is no arrogance for the disciples at the bottom.

Therefore, the management is extremely loose.

Except for the disciples who are just getting started.

Everyone dared to say a few words to the deputy chief of Ji.

Therefore, the process of supervising the work of fish fishing is always full of jokes and jealous juggling by the doormen and scolding and cursing by Ji Qiu.

It is inevitable to be upset when people hear it.

to this end.

Roger silently lowered his perception to the level of ordinary people.

He just wants to fish quietly.

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In the evening.

The breeze blew across the water.

Dangling rippling circles.

Roger's hand shook the fishing rod tightly.

A fish ran away.

In his vision.

That annoying face appeared again.

This time.

The man wearing the "Lolita Fight" id was wearing a white coat.

Like a doctor.

The surrounding scenes also began to switch.

Roger rubbed his temples with a headache.

"unlucky!"

"Can the **** come back twice a day?"

"I won't really get sicker and sicker, right?"

The whisper he couldn't help but was caught by the noisy wind.

not far away.

A small green dragon the size of a loach flew away quietly from the grass.

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"This patient, I think you have split personality symptoms, and I have strong evidence!

"The proof is... me!"

The barbarian in a white coat smiled and said:

"Of course, this is not a bad thing, I am you, you are me, we don't really need to share so much."

"If we want to solve the problem, I think what we need is reconciliation and communication, instead of resisting me with cold violence like you... This is wrong."

Roger looked around.

Clean white walls.

The department that smells of alcohol.

This scene is a bit like the dental clinic he feared most when he was a child.

Facing a barbarian who seems to have a chattering attribute.

Roger remained silent.

…

"...Seriously, you don't have to resist me so much, we are one."

"Never mind nightmares, split personality, and shadow projections are ok... No matter what label you use to define me, it won’t change a fact.

I am the more real you! "

The barbarian squinted his eyes and said eloquently:

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"Don't you think you lived like a saint in the past?

You have no desires, are extremely restrained, and have almost no shortcomings other than overkill...

But you and I know it.

There is no saint in this world.

Nor can you be.

You are just a small-minded guy.

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For revenge.

You are forcing yourself to become an existence that is close to a saint... But now?

Your restraint is meaningless.

You think about it day and night, the target you want to defeat is yourself

Isn't this a ridiculous fact?

…

You lose the motivation to move forward.

You become confused and painful.

You start to question everything...

This is the root of my birth!

I am here to assist you!

I have come to give you the motivation to move forward again!

You have to accept me.

Accept the side that has been abandoned or suppressed by you.

Then become a normal person.

A flesh and blood.

If you become stronger, it's not for a better woman who eats better meat and grass.

Then your efforts are meaningless.

and so.

Stop resisting...

let us.

Together..."

…

The barbarian's voice gradually softened.

The color tone in the clinic also began to be confused.

Can be the next second.

"Ouch!"

After a cry.

It's the sight of a barbarian flying out backwards!

The center of the clinic.

Roger clenched his fists.

His expression was extremely serious:

"I am a little confused."

"But it won't be completely irrational."

"Let selfish desire ride on my head."

The clinic is next door.

There was the strange laughter of a blood-savage barbarian:

"Hahahaha!"

"Self desires?"

"If you really have no selfish desires... Then a month ago, why didn't you lose to me!"

Rumble!

A thunder blasted on the ground.

Roger took a few steps back pale.

The barbarian is still aggressive:

"You don't even need to lose that Wilan clone, you just need to release the water and let me win, so that you may get out of this vicious circle, right?"

"In the end..."

"You still dare not hahahaha!"

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Snapped!

Roger sat limp on the ground.

He covered his head in pain.

But in my mind.

However, what happened a month ago could not be restrained.

That was the first time he realized.

time.

It really seems to be a ring.

But if this is true.

So what is the meaning of all this?

"Eat me!"

The barbarian's rampant cry is still in my ears.

Roger squatted on the ground with his head in his hands.

A pair of claws entangled him in the darkness.

He seems to have fallen into boundless hell.

Unable to look up.

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"Warning: You fell into a'nightmare' for the 32nd time..."

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Quinan.

Between the sea.

Thousand Snake Island.

In a deep and gloomy hall.

"Listen to Cecilia, you want to see me."

The deep voice came from the throne.

The majesty of the immortal is superimposed with the aura of the first person in Quinan, and the martial artist almost can't lift his head.

"Roger didn't seem to mention it."

"So are you sure you want to keep talking?"

The meaning of the sea snake queen is obvious.

As the gatekeeper of the Qingquan School.

Private alliance friends without the master’s knowledge.

After the incident, I'm afraid it will lead to Roger's distrust.

His future status in the Qingquan Sect is probably hard to say.

…

Above the hall.

Ji Qiu resolutely said:

"I am sure!"

"Then tell me, I'll give you 30 seconds."

Her tone is still very cold.

"Sect Master is sick!"

Jiqiu gritted his teeth.

There was silence in the hall.

For a long while.

Beatrix said:

"Cure if you are sick, why are you looking for me?"

Jiqiu Road:

"I'm afraid it's not a minor illness!

Sovereign Lord has been talking to himself recently!

His mental condition is very bad.

Half a month ago.

I gritted my teeth and took a peek at his luck.

It was more than half weaker than before!

…

All signs indicate.

Either someone is harming him!

Either he had a problem himself.

This is actually a precedent.

It's the same as the upgraded mage.

The more powerful martial artist.

The more likely it is to have similar problems.

as far as I know.

Many martial artists in history have been plagued by some strange mental illness..."

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"correct!

Another point!

The time when he became ill and the time when the legend of "Golden Carp" appeared almost completely overlap!

It's not that I haven't tried to treat him secretly.

But it was almost discovered by Lord Sovereign.

…

The current situation is.

He seems to be very easy-going with everyone.

But in fact, it is very defensive to everyone.

He seemed to suspect that we would be against him.

I have tried all the methods.

I came to you when I was really unable to do so.

…

I know that the "Double Star Alliance" will be signed soon.

As the Deputy Sovereign of Qingquan Sect.

It is very inappropriate for someone Ji to come to you in private...

just.

I am really worried! "

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Said these in one breath.

Jiqiu couldn't help but look up to see the queen's reaction.

Unfortunately.

He only saw a fuzzy figure that was as bright as a star.

Next second.

Beatrix’s cold voice came from the throne:

"It's his blessing to have such a loyal subordinate of you."

"But I'm sorry."

"I can not help you."

Ji Qiu stood up a little gaffe:

"why?"

"No reason."

The queen said indifferently:

"My relationship with him is not as close as you think."

"Even as an ally..."

"Heh, even the "Golden Carp" didn't notify me of such a big incident. It seems that he didn't take me to heart at all. "

Jiqiu's breathing couldn't help but stagnate:

"Do you also know the golden carp?"

"But isn't that a legend from the Tarun era?"

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The queen snorted:

"It's true.

But knowledge often has something in common.

as far as I know.

Once the ghosts disappeared in history appeared in reality.

Usually only means one thing

That is the history that it corresponds to is about to return!

…

That golden carp may be a historical regression coordinate.

all in all.

This is a big deal.

But Roger did not tell me.

So I have reason to think that he is trying to hide it from me.

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"Don't try to use illness as an excuse.

He has my magic badge.

Replying to a message is a breeze for him.

Take ten thousand steps back.

Even if he is really sick or something.

It's not my business?

I am not his wife or anything.

Since he didn't take the initiative to beg me.

Do you want me to look for him with a sullen face? ! "

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Said these in one breath.

The throne was quiet for a while.

What else does Jiqiu want to say.

A white and beautiful priest came from the side of the hall.

Cecilia glanced at him sympathetically:

"Sorry."

"But you should leave here."

Ji Qiu sighed.

Frown deep and left the hall.

After the season is gone.

Cecilia knelt on the floor reverently.

The hymn of the master of the ocean was silently recited.

after awhile.

She finished reading a whole paragraph.

Get up and look at the throne:

"My Queen?"

"Are you still there?"

Her voice echoed in the hall for a long time.

I never got a response.

Upon seeing this.

Cecilia covered her mouth gently.

The eyes have already turned into crescent-shaped smiles.

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The land of nightmares.

Roger looked at the familiar scene around him helplessly.

Looking at the barbarian warrior who fell under his feet time and time again.

The provocative voice of the barbarian warrior echoed in his ears.

he knows.

That is my own voice.

The so-called loli war.

It's just the negative personality that he split after suffering a huge mental shock.

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"why?"

"Why don't you try to lose to him?"

"Put in some water."

"Maybe you can jump out of the infinite loop, right?"

…

"Actually you already have the answer in your heart?"

"You are scared!"

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"Yes it is."

"I am scared. I am afraid that once history is changed, my existence will be'erased' by the power of time!"

"I'm afraid this infinite loop is the foundation of my consciousness that can continue to this day."

"I…"

"Don't dare to violate the memories of previous lives at all!"

…

"So, you still have selfish desires."

"So, you are not a saint."

"So, you should accept me!"

"After we merge, you will find new motivation and new goals..."

"You will no longer be confused, no more painful."

"You will become a better person, a more complete man!"

In the endless darkness.

The barbarian's voice was full of allure.

He approached Roger step by step.

Finally hugged Roger's body.

The latter sat there slumped.

The light eyes of the past dimmed little by little.

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Frog Claw Basin.

Bull's eye lakeside.

The traces of the planetary portal disappeared.

A beautiful woman walks among the haystacks in "secret".

not far away.

It is a young man holding a fishing rod tightly.

His expression is very numb.

"No news for a month."

"I want to see what disease you have!"

Beja gritted her teeth in irritation.

She walked quickly over.

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