If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love

Chapter 45

45 – I don’t want you to see me as a child

Episode 45

“I thought I shouldn’t have fallen. “I thought the moment I fell, everything would fall apart.”

Autumn continued to confess to Winter.

“Because there was no one. “Because I was full of things I had to carry.”

her burden.

“So I just gave up as much as I could and tried to become harmless. “Then it felt a little less painful.”

her weakness.

“There was someone who told me that it was okay not to give up and that it was okay to fall.”

And the one person who changed her.

“Of course I didn’t believe it. Because I was confident that I was mature. Because I thought such dream-like stories were deception. “But you showed me that my doubts were just narrow-mindedness.”

“Is that Teacher Taeyang?”

Ga Eul said shyly.

“Yes, that’s Taeyang oppa.”

The words continued like a melody, as if conjuring poetry.

“Oppa Taeyang always becomes a reliable adult. And treat me like a child. When I think of Taeyang oppa like that, I smile without even realizing it. So sweet and warm. … But I feel sick of my blessings and feel that it is not enough.”

It was a pure sincerity that I have not revealed to anyone yet.

“I don’t want you to see me as a child.”

The child who had to pretend to be an adult wanted to become an adult again.

For a completely different reason than before.

“I wish we could run into each other more, even if by chance or by force. I want to know everything you think and what you like. And I hope Taeyang thinks of me this way too.”

Winter thought about autumn like that.

‘Ga-eul is such a lovely person.’

Her innocent yet youthful and warm appearance was also truly overwhelmingly lovely.

But it wasn’t just her appearance that was lovely.

A commitment to thinking of others rather than oneself. The energy that makes you smile even in difficult and painful moments and spreads that smile. An attitude of always thinking and caring for others.

That was the real reason autumn was lovely.

‘Teacher Taeyang is also really cool and really, really reliable.’

Winter imagined the sun and autumn becoming lovers. The image I had in mind fit so well.

To the extent that she thinks it cannot be compared to Winter herself.

Winter’s heart throbbed and ached again. The tip of my nose felt cold and ringing, and the corners of my eyes felt moist.

She carefully suppressed that expression and opened her mouth.

“… I’ll help unnie Autumn’s heart.”

Be as calm and unassuming as possible. As if you are doing what you are supposed to do.

Autumn was startled by the words of winter and said,

“No winter! The reason I’m telling you this isn’t what I wanted… .”

“It will help. There would be a big difference between having one member and not having one. … And I wanted to be Cupid too!”

The autumn snow meets the winter snow.

Winter, unlike the way he always couldn’t make eye contact with his eyes, he didn’t avert his gaze now.

He looked straight and determined.

Autumn said with trembling eyes.

“Are you okay though? Winter is you… ”

Winter hastily cut off Autumn’s next words.

“Yes, of course it’s okay! “That’s what I want.”

Winter wanted the two people she liked to be happy.

And I hoped to be called a friend or colleague by those two people.

Even so, I wanted to remain next to the sun in the winter.

***

There was a girl group called Bubble Shower.

This group, which was the promising group of Dreams Enter, an entertainment company that has produced successful singers and idols in its own right, is reaping poor results despite the agency’s active push.

The agency did not dismiss this failure as solely the fault of the members.

After making an internal judgment that the concept and plan had failed, Bubble Shower was given another chance. Spending money on promotion more aggressively than before.

But they ruin even that.

Two failures, members getting older.

In the end, Dreams Entertainment tentatively concludes that they are failures.

As a result, it leads to passive investment by the agency, and they only carry out lucrative schedules such as events in order to recoup their investment.

It was a common phrase from a failed girl group.

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It seemed clear that they, like many senior girl groups that disappeared without being able to rise, would slowly sink.

That is, until the continued volunteer work of one of the members, Ha-neul Yoon, created a buzz in the community in a positive way.

The incident occurred as controversy over preferential treatment corruption related to the third generation of a chaebol ignited.

When the suspicion of Jinkang Group’s 1,000th grandchild evading military service, which triggered the controversy over preferential treatment, became an established fact, the spark spread to the entire chaebol family. The incident also included the third granddaughter, who was criticized by public opinion due to suspicions of doping when she was young.

In order to create a provocative article title, reporters searched for the third granddaughter, who had been involved in corruption, and soon revealed that she was doing volunteer work at an orphanage.

The news of the third granddaughter, which was released along with a photo of volunteer work that seemed pretentious, received harsh criticism from the public. After the controversy, the argument that he is living while doing volunteer work for self-reliance did not go beyond the evaluation of political shows and catering for show.

The news of the third granddaughter, who came back to the world at the end of reporters’ digging, did not cross the line of gossip or chewing for a while.

But this news spreads in a strange direction.

Among the photos taken by the reporter of her granddaughter doing volunteer work, Yoon Ha-neul’s beauty, who volunteered together in the corner, became a hot topic in the community.

It was revealed that Ha-neul Yoon, who stirred up the community with the so-called ‘volunteer girl’, had been volunteering at various orphanages for several years, and was compared to the granddaughter of a chaebol who was evaluated as volunteering for show.

That provocative comparison went beyond the community and even went viral on social media as a meme element on the Internet under the title ‘Voluntarily vs. by order.’

The finale came when it was belatedly revealed that she was a member of an active girl group. Yoon Ha-neul’s previous albums and music videos were belatedly discovered at a time when she had already developed a universally favorable image among people.

People spread the previously buried activities of Bubble Shower on the Internet under titles such as ‘The identity of volunteer women.’

And stories begin to emerge about Bubble Shower doing its best even at a small and poor event venue and the fan service provided thoroughly.

And the bubble shower succeeded in becoming a national favorite.

The result was a crazy turnaround for the bubble shower.

… I was so f*cking jealous.

However, at the point where I returned, I no longer had to feel envious.

Because I remembered exactly where the orphanage was.

As long as there is a little sincerity here, I can take advantage of the opportunity that bubble showers have.

Of course, to get this opportunity, I had to set my sights on it from now on.

The reason for the turning point was essentially Yoon Ha-neul’s sincere volunteer work.

That’s why I had to prepare now.

I said this while holding on to winter and fall as I returned to my dorm after hard training.

“I have bad news.”

Winter asked in surprise.

“four? “What is it like?”

“You have to work overtime with me.”

“With Teacher Taeyang?”

“Yes, with me.”

When Winter seemed to hesitate, I made up my mind and pushed forward.

“I’ll buy you something delicious to eat. Just for today, I won’t allow you to eat fatty food.”

Let’s just take a day off today to control our diet.

Winter heard me and muttered softly.

“… It’s gonna be fun.”

But the voice was so low that I couldn’t hear it.

Gae-Gul looked up to see if he had heard Gyeol-Gyeol’s words, and she was smiling at me like a puppy in the country, welcoming people.

Autumn said with excitement.

“Is this taking a long time? “It would be nice to be able to see Taeyang oppa for a long time.”

Perhaps she was concerned about overtime. However, the good thing about autumn was that I could smile and talk cheerfully like that.

Don’t worry. Autumn. I will protect your rest time.

“are you okay. There is no need for two to go. “One person is enough.”

Considering that Yoon Ha-neul personally moved and led the reverse run, the two of them going and focusing could have created a variable.

There is no need to take risks by dragging winter and fall at the same time. In fact, it’s not something I can do while having a child who worked hard all day in training do volunteer work.

“… .”

Ga Eul didn’t react to my words. Perhaps he was speechless due to his delicate consideration.

Winter was greatly annoyed by the silence of Autumn.

Why is he like this again?

“… “Well, Teacher Taeyang, how about Ga Eul go instead of me?”

“why? busy?”

“… “Yeah, I guess I’m a little busy.”

Why are you busy? I know you only play games and watch animations at your dorm.

Where are you going to run away?

“Yes, I will take you with me.”

Then a chill went down my spine.

Even though it was an enclosed space, it felt like a cold wind was blowing.

Autumn stood at the center of that chill.

“… “Autumn?”

Ga Eul said with a hard face.

“I want to do it too. … “Working overtime with Taeyang oppa.”

“… uh?”

… Wait, did I hear wrong? You want to work overtime?

Has Ga Eul gone crazy? How can a person say something like that?

Winter’s body was shaking as well, as if she was scared by the shocking statement.

Seeing that face made me calm down.

judged logically.

There is no way a normal person would say they want to work overtime. Therefore, Gaeul is not in a normal state right now. The fact that humans are not normal means that they are sick.

Fall was painful!

“Autumn! are you okay?”

After assessing the situation, I immediately walked up to Gaeul, gently grabbed her shoulder, and touched her forehead with the back of my hand to measure her temperature.

“… to?, … “Yes, yes!”

As suspected, my forehead felt warm. My face was so red that I wondered if it was okay.

“Oh my, you have a fever.”

This makes it difficult to make normal judgments.

“No, that’s… I’m too close… .”

Ga Eul stumbled, probably feeling dizzy. I reflexively hugged her and supported her before she fell.

“Hi!”

He looked fine during training, but in fact, he seemed to be so stressed out that he had trouble controlling his body.

It’s good to work hard, but I didn’t want to work hard at the expense of my own body.

I wanted her to rest well.

“Autumn. I feel like I’m not in very good shape. “Let’s get some rest today.”

“that… Still, I want to go too… .”