I think Nan and I discovered something unexpected in common, and the story bounced more than we thought, and we could quite solve it. Well, Teakwood didn't follow the story of the online game, he was slightly infidel...

Unsurprisingly, Nan seems to have been playing that online game since elementary school, and in terms of total years, it was about longer than me retiring at the same time as college.

I just still have a serious personality, it seems like I was a light user who only connects for about an hour a day, and on a level, I seem to be a lot more expensive, reflecting a bit on my ridiculous past self.

I was surprised that online gaming has been around since I was in elementary school, but in fact I've seen and heard players say that even when I played, and I've been with players who were close... I'm starting to miss them when I remember.

A beginner I happened to see, there was a child who became very nostalgic and friendly among all the things I taught. Sometimes I chat with a very polite salute, I remember well and well thought out and had a brilliant impression, so I thought I was close or older, and I remember being seriously surprised when I heard that my age was 11.

You supported me when I retired, even though I spared quite a few goodbyes... what's that kid doing now? Are you still playing that game, or are you retired just like me... even though I said you were close, the only thing I was interested in was dating online, and now there's no way to confirm it, but I hope you're doing well.

Thinking about it all the time, the date was about to change at some point. Sometimes I'm going out to the temple tomorrow, and I decided to switch heads that miss the past and go into betting.

To a privileged family, a privileged environment - I think that's the appreciation of me from the public.

Born as my only daughter in a house that runs a fairly large company called Nan Group, and given various things from an early age, I may have been blessed, but to me the environment of the house was never a relief.

From the moment I found myself in the mood, I learned a number of things that I couldn't count with one hand, and even when the kids of my generation were playing friendly outside, I was terribly cramped every day I just studied at home.

Above all, the eyes around me, the loving laughter that floats... I hated that so much.

Everyone is not looking at me. I see it in the eyes of the Nan family's daughter, not me. I couldn't help but hate that.

There's a lot of stuff, but there's no freedom. Bird cages - that's what I thought I was in.

It was a little breath taking in those days that I started the online game. A short time of just half an hour to an hour before finishing your studies, eating dinner, taking a bath, and going to bed. At a free time that could be said to be precious to me at the time, I chose to play online games... because I was attracted to a catch copy called 'A Place I Can Be the Ideal Myself' in a tangible way.

Being aware of the word "not me", I also created gender in male characters and tried to play... I've never played online games in my life before, and honestly I didn't know what to do before it was not fun.

Looking at the help on the official website was not easy to understand, there were many jargon and in-game chat flies of unexplained stories, and naturally I didn't know anyone who could hear that and I was already in trouble in the city at the starting point.

That's when we met - it was' the guy '.

The guy, who put on a strong looking gear to see, called out to me, who was in trouble, and burned himself to take care of me for the first time in both online games and chat.

Of course, he coached me gently and politely on the slow typing of characters, such as jargon and implicit rules on the Internet, so that I could play the game step by step and enjoy the online game.

I really enjoyed online games when I got used to it. No one there watched me as a Nan family daughter with a filter, look at myself, for a young me it was irresistibly pleasing and only half an hour to an hour of breathing time a day turned out to be the most exciting time.

Especially that guy who taught me a lot at the beginning, he used to hate it when I was like pulling a level up, creating new, low-level characters, matching levels with me and having a fair party and always playing with me.

He picked me up when I connected, he didn't complain to me for not playing well and not knowing, he took me to all sorts of hunting grounds, and he also heard a lot of other loving stories that he said were chatty and stupid.

... I enjoyed being with that person the most. Someone nice and dependable, but relaxing somewhere and able to stay and be hospitable with me. Without my brothers, I wondered if it would be like this if your brother were here.

If you think back now, that was my - first love.

If I confessed, I was in a better position to miss the person and play online games than I was connected to play online games at the time.

That said, I didn't have the feeling that I was in love at the time, but that I wanted to play with my sweet brother...

Love for someone who doesn't know their actual face or their name is probably a weird story if you put it in your mouth, but in the end the ideal image of a paedophile I now imagine is a kind and dependable older man...... I mean, he's like that guy, so I'm probably pretty sure.

Anyway, for me at the time, the time I was talking to that guy was definitely the happiest time.

But such a happy hour came to an abrupt end. When that guy told me I was retiring for real world convenience, I was so shocked that my head turned white.

I told him my utmost words of support that I didn't want to inconvenience and didn't have any obvious, but if I meant it, I didn't want him to quit. I always wanted you to stay with me.

But in the end, time passed without being able to say anything, and three years ago in the spring, the person was gone from the online gaming world.

On the last day that person connected, I stayed up late for the first time in my life. Because I wanted to talk to that person for a little longer...

That guy spared me a goodbye, too, and I got the expensive gear and lots of items I've been using. At the time it was rare enough to say that I could get it again in my dreams, but I wasn't happy at all, I was just sad.

I wept as I stared at the screen of the game where that guy was gone, finally knowing how big that guy was for me there, and at the same time regretting that I didn't know Locke because he always listened to me all the time about him.

Since then, because I have become a high school student and can understand what I need for the future, or because I have been able to maintain my grades called excellence in bending over, the number of students has decreased and my parents have no longer placed restrictions on Allecore and me, and the amount of free time I have to work hard in the club has increased.

It's good to say that there are a lot of people who can call themselves friends, starting with Yang Nai, and they are really fulfilling every day.

But I still keep that online game connected every day from half an hour to an hour. I know I'm unconcerned myself, but I was wondering if maybe one day that guy would come back with such pale expectations...

Turn off the lights and enter the bet, reflecting the moonlight slipping slightly through the window.

A lot happened today. The same goes for the party at the Royal Palace, but I think it would have been nice to have a lot of words exchanged with Mr. Miyama, who has never had much opportunity to speak before.

To be honest, until now, there was a part of me that grabbed and felt hard about how distant I should be to Mr. Miyama.

Someone who was summoned to this other world, just like me, Yanaka, and Mitsunaga, the oldest of us... If you insist, it was the feeling I've ever had about Miyama that you don't know what you're thinking.

To put it well, is it calm, or to put it badly, pale... it's supposed to be a sudden anomaly, but it looks calm somewhere, and you take the initiative to ask me questions about Lilia and the others. On the other hand, I don't talk about myself at all, and I'm not sure what to say, but I felt like I was building a wall not only against Lilia and Renamaria early, but also against us that I pulled a step as normal, treating them as if they were cold... to be honest, I was a little scared.

But it is good to say that the impression has changed considerably since today. He explained all the information he had obtained to us, told us about Mr. Mitsunaga, and his expression, which had been as calm as ever before, had changed a lot today, and I felt like I was finally seeing someone named Mr. Miyama.

Particularly impressive was the look on his face when he looked at the rice and offered tea to Shagu Yangvegetables - I saw that face smiling calmly like I saw my sister, and felt that the roots were gentle people.

And I remembered that guy when I saw him teach Yang Nai, who was not following the topic of the game and was unfaithful, with a bitter smile like trouble.

Perhaps what seemed to have cooled down before was that Miyama was involved in all sorts of things and confused, so that we wouldn't be anxious to see it. As much as I felt that way, Mr. Miyama looked different today.

At least Mr. Miyama today felt somewhere to rely on like an elderly person... and I felt sorry for being scared by his unsolicited imagination.

Perhaps it's my bad habit to read weirdly allekore deeply and be alert. In fact, I was talking to Mr. Miyama about the game and the conversation played out more than I could imagine, and I found him to be the easier person to talk to. After all, if you don't actually talk about it properly, you don't really know who it is.

I don't know what to say, extreme or simple... I don't know why, but I just talked a little longer today and I think my impression of Mr. Miyama has changed to something quite good.

When I tried to drop my eyelid according to the drowsiness I visited with that in mind, I remembered that guy again.

"... 'Mr. Shell'"

The first person to fall in love who knows no real name, no face, nothing. The time I spent with that guy is still an important memory in my mind, and I keep all the gear and items that that guy left untouched, and I keep them in my warehouse of online games dearly. I don't care when that guy comes back...

Still, three years went by, and I've been remembering a lot less lately... what makes me remember that guy so many times today?

Because we haven't talked about that online game in a long time? Yeah, probably not.

Oh, well... they were alike. I've been teaching Yanagi a lot about the game, because Miyama looked overlapping with that guy I remember somewhere...

With that said, it looks like Mr. Shell was 4 or 5 above me, just like Mr. Miyama... I thought you said you took your handle name from your real name?

Miyama Express - Express - Shellfish - Shell?

"Hehe."

Is that too convenient for a boulder? But I kind of think I'm gonna have a good dream today.

I accidentally laughed zero at myself from my mouth, and my consciousness sank into the mellow as I felt some warmth.

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