I Became the Villain’s Own Daughter

Song Qingwan pursed her lips and smiled:

"And that kid goes out early every day and returns late, and he doesn't know what he's doing. The Lu family is like a haunted house with no one living in it. It's deserted."

"I was thinking at the time that it would be good for Lu Anran to marry, at least she has Yu Zheng to accompany her, and she will have someone she can rely on for the rest of her life, but Lu Junhan doesn't have that kid, he is alone, I How can you rest assured!"

At the door, Lu Anran closed her eyes, tears streaming down her face. She didn't expect that her aunt would actually think so.

Lu Junhan also pursed his thin lips, and his dark eyes sank a little.

Song Qingwan spoke as if she had returned to that time, her eyes were red again, and her hoarse voice was choked up:

"I just thought, he doesn't like women and he doesn't like children, but if he has a child, he won't be alone. If I leave, what will he do by himself, so I start working hard. Urge him to find a woman to have a child, and I also thought at the time that if I could take a look at Lu Junhan or Lu Anran's child before I die, I will die without any regrets."

Lu Qidong raised his head and closed his eyes, but his eyes turned red again.

Song Qingwan took a deep breath and smiled again, "But I'm still very lucky, a few months before I was about to die, I met Lili. Although she wasn't a boy, she was so cute, she was two years older than me. Years ago, the appearance of a child was even more cute, whether it was a boy or not, at that time, I felt that I would die without regrets."

Lu Qidong was stunned.

He originally thought that Song Qingwan's wholeheartedly begging for death was only made because she was suddenly afraid of pain, but he did not expect that Song Qingwan had already had this idea a few months ago!

At that time, she no longer wanted to be cured, and began to slowly wait to die!

In fact, he was the one who understood her best.

At that time, he also thought about giving up, because it was too painful, and that kind of pain is unbearable.

Song Qingwan's illness was at least three or four years old.

In the past few years, due to the weakness and severe pain of chemotherapy, every time I went to the operating table, my body was cut.

And the feeling of being trapped in a hospital bed, not free, and the body seems to be punctured by dense needles, really makes life worse than death!

It can be boiled once or twice, but more often, I am afraid.

Song Qingwan then said again:

"But, brother, look, how good it is now. Brother, you have come back to life, I can see your last side, and I have no regrets. That kid Lu Junhan has already had a child, and he is so cute and sensible. She also knew how to take care of her father, and I have no regrets in my death. Dad also often goes back to Lu's house to fish and eat with us. Just like when we were young, the family is together, and I have no regrets. And In the past few days, Lu Anran has also started to go back to Lu's house, no longer hiding in her room, and my final knot is almost resolved, really... Look how good it is now! In the beginning, there was no one in the Lu family. , Now all the Lu family members have come back slowly. The Lu family in the past was at most an empty house. It's like now, everyone always gets together, you see... no, nothing is better than now. "

Lu Qidong looked at her, gritted his teeth fiercely, not letting himself whimper.

Song Qingwan's eyes filled with tears, she laughed, she said softly:

"So, I really have no regrets now, and even my current life is something I didn't dare to think about two years ago. This is much better than the ending I thought before dying two years ago, really , At that time, I was thinking, if I go, if there is one or two people in front of the hospital bed, I will be thankful."

Outside the door, Lu Anran couldn't hold back and covered her mouth tightly, but tears kept pouring down the corners of her eyes, crying silently.

She regretted it.

In the past three years, she should have come back often.

She shouldn't forget to go home in order to pay off her debts as soon as possible and work hard to make money.

As my aunt told her before, I can paint at any time, but some people, if they don't accompany her now, may not have the chance to accompany them in the future...

My aunt was talking about my father at the time. She said that my father was old and didn't have much time. Let them be children and sometimes come back to accompany him more often. Perhaps, my aunt was not only talking about my father, but...she herself.

Auntie doesn't have much time on her own.

Song Qingwan: "Actually, I have been reflecting on it for the past two years. I feel that I have been a failure in my life. The Lu family has not developed well, so I have to rely on Lu Junhan to do it myself, and I have not protected the Lu family well, resulting in The Lu family was torn apart, and in the blink of an eye, Lu Junhan had grown into such a withdrawn and silent personality, but Lu Anran had not grown up at all, and was still so weak, I sometimes wondered, if I die, when I get to the bottom, you Blame me on what to do..."

Lu Qidong closed his eyes, "You are my sister who hurts the most, how can I blame you."

When Lu Qidong woke up, he saw that Lu Anran and Lu Junhan had both grown up safely, and he had asked for nothing. He only asked for the safety of the children, which Song Qingwan had already done.

Song Qingwan didn't answer, she just smiled, with tears in her eyes:

"Brother, now that you are awake, you must be able to do better than me, not only to develop the Lu family, but also to teach the two children, and I believe you will be very good to Lili, you are so gentle and smart , you can definitely teach Lili to be the best and kind girl in Haicheng, so I really have no regrets."

"But I have!"

Lu Qidong's eyes were red and his voice was hoarse.

"I couldn't sleep last night, so I asked people to check your living materials for more than ten years. After reading it, do you know what I regret the most? An Ran and Xiao Hanhan both brought them into the car, I know this idea is too ruthless and cold-blooded, but I really think so."

Song Qingwan was stunned, and looked at him so firmly, Lu Qidong closed his eyes, took a breath, and continued speaking:

"You are my sister, and I treat you as my own sister! I never felt that you owed me to bring you into the Lu family. I did it voluntarily, and you don't owe me anything, so there is no need for you to pay it back. My kindness, go to raise Xiao Hanhan and Xiao Anran! Even if you throw them away and don't want them, it's ok, this is your right as my sister, their father is me, and it's me who should be responsible for them, it's me I'm sorry for them, it's not you! They are not your responsibility, and you shouldn't be responsible for it alone. I'm so sorry, if I knew this was the result, I..."

Lu Qidong couldn't go on.

He loves Xiao Anran and Xiao Hanhan, but also Song Qingwan.