I Became a Foreigner Loved by Transcendentalists

50 – Episode 50. The wounds of broken heart

Well, anyway.

Although there was a bit of trouble, the consultation with Tacia ended smoothly.

The weapons were returned, and a promise was received that the materials brought would be used to make new armor.

In addition, to supplement her living expenses, she bought some of her material and even did her a favor by adding more money to it, telling her to use it for her entertainment expenses.

“The armor will be completed tomorrow, so I’m going back and getting some rest today.”

“No, you don’t have to go this far….”

“You brought me to bed when I collapsed yesterday, right?”

“… ….”

“Take it. “I’m also grateful that you completely listened to my request.”

Anyway, since you are in a situation where you don’t have anything, it would be better to take everything you can.

It was for a while that she took the money she gave her and tried to escape from her workshop.

“Oh, wait a minute.”

Afterwards, she entered the workshop, and she quickly held something in her hand and held it out in front of me.

A long spear.

It was the ego weapon she had lent to her earlier.

“Why is this… ….”

“I wanted you to make some additional transactions before I leave.”

Transaction.

Even when we first met her, she obviously brought a spear and made such an offer out of the blue, just like she does now.

There’s something I want to test out with my abilities, so I’ll lend you this spear for a while.

“Can you take this spear if I give it to you?”

But what continues now is not just a rental.

The ownership of this precious window was to be transferred to none other than me.

“… “This to me?”

“Because the abilities you have have the potential to accelerate the growth of Ego Weapon. “I think just receiving reports on that regularly would be beneficial in many ways.”

That weapon certainly recognizes me as its owner, so it responds to my call.

Just because a weapon that had only been used for a few days was so effective, she, as a craftsman, might think it was worth researching.

Since I am the only one in this world who has that ability, I would think that I would not want to easily miss this opportunity.

“… “What are the conditions?”

“Just make one thing I wish come true. However, I will tell you what you want after I accept it……. “You can accept that much as it is a price, right?”

Accept whatever you want and let me know…..

It’s a condition that can easily be hard-pressed, but even so, I didn’t feel particularly wary of the proposal.

I know best how great this weapon’s performance is right now, and considering that it is growing, it has the potential to become even more great.

Being able to get something like that right away, rather than after saving money later, can be said to be an unprecedented proposition in itself.

“What do you think, would you accept?”

“I… ….”

Nevertheless, the reason I couldn’t accept her offer so quickly wasn’t because I was worried about what kind of price she would demand.

She feels her gratitude to me and even treats me to her meal, so I believe she will not maliciously trick me into eating….

The reason I first decided to rent a weapon to her was because I remembered the goodwill I had for her, not the performance of her weapon.

‘Above all, if you have this weapon, you will naturally have a chance to meet Tacia again, right?’

‘…… A chance to meet again?’

‘Yes, I liked Tacia.’

Yes, he may be blunt and crude, but he is not a bad person.

Therefore, I thought that we would be able to build a good relationship in the future, and such expectations could be said to have been met by receiving favors such as receiving a meal this morning.

Unless you do me a favor and bid me farewell before long, like she broke up with me not long ago.

“I’m sorry, but can I think about it a little more?”

“… Was it too burdensome?”

Even though I don’t know the circumstances, there is something that bothers me.

Tacia, who vaguely sensed that, then blew on the end of the cigarette he had taken out, lighting it on fire, and spoke.

“Yes, it would be better to be careful when making promises. “Take your time and think about it until you get the armor tomorrow.”

Still being generous.

I gave a polite bow and turned my back on her workshop.

[Please forget me.]

As if I was thinking over the contents of the letter that still remained in my arms.

Gradually apply strength to your chin.

***

The money received from disposing of some of the materials is a considerable amount, even if it is only a small amount.

I felt grateful in many ways to Tacia for giving me this much money, but in reality, all I did with that money was go to any bar and have drinks and snacks.

Drink, drink again…….

After I’m full, I wander around the streets for a while, then go back to the bar, and repeat.

“Aren’t you drinking too much?”

“Okay, give me one more bottle. “Because I have enough money.”

I have A+ mental strength, but will I get drunk if I drink a little?

Of course, drinking this much would be quite a burden on the body, but even more than that, I felt a sense of urgency to calm down the bitterness in my heart.

The memories I tried to ignore when I was concentrating on work kept coming back to me now that I had some free time.

‘I’m scared because I don’t understand. Yes?’

Vivian Platonis.

A witch who wiped out one of the most notorious criminal organizations in the empire with incomprehensible power.

It was a phenomenon that even I, who had experienced all sorts of things in this world, felt fearful of, but even so, I thought the time I spent with her was not bad.

And it must have been the same for her too.

The fact that he didn’t kill me wasn’t just a whim, he did it because he had great feelings for me.

‘I’ll see you again later when I get a chance.’

But how can we be together if we both have such feelings?

Even in the previous mission, if it weren’t for Airi’s prophecy, Tacia’s weapon, and Marylin’s performance, it wouldn’t have been strange if he had died long ago.

No matter how much you feel attracted to another person, if you don’t have the strength to withstand danger, isn’t it true that you don’t even have the right to stand next to that person?

‘Please forget me.’

Yes, I was not qualified.

Because I don’t have the ability to catch the girls leaving in front of me and protect them from the danger they face.

Even if you know that you won’t see each other again after now, if you can’t grasp it when you face it, this feeling will have no choice but to end in separation.

“I…” ….”

I feel that such thoughts are gradually turning into regret.

Even though I wasn’t brought into this world because I wanted to, I couldn’t help but think about what it would have been like if I had power.

“Why am I not a hero?”

If I had the power, I would have the opportunity to be honest with my heart.

I will be able to stand by my own will next to people who will accept me.

“hehehe, oppa passing by~”

Feeling such sorrow, I left the bar and entered the alley.

After straightening my body, which had been staggering due to intoxication, my eyes immediately turned to the shadow approaching below the illuminated spot.

“I saw you at the bar earlier, so it seemed like you were drinking alone. If it’s okay, would you like me to join you?”

On a deserted street, a woman is wearing a skimpy outfit that barely covers her chest.

The seductive appearance of exposing most of the upper body was the style of clothing worn by those commonly called ‘dancers.’

“…… “Why are you coming towards me?”

It was an unfamiliar sight to me.

When I first started out as a porter, I put most of my profits into savings, lived off the bare minimum of meals, and never had a chance to see a dancer’s performance.

“Oh my~ It’s because you look lonely~ I can’t leave people like that alone~”

A dancer approaches with a grin and a clicking sound.

She came towards me, shaking her pelvis from side to side as if to tempt me, and soon she grabbed my arms and started to look at me with her smiling face.

“I also happen to be free tonight. hehehe, how did it turn out like this? Treating your loneliness by drinking with me…….”

The moment when her voluptuous breasts were wrapped around her arms.

Because of her drunkenness, the touch wasn’t clear, but as her reason wasn’t buried, her doctor was able to understand right away.

Blatant skinship with a man you meet for the first time means that you have something to aim for.

“Then…” ….”

Of course, it would be appropriate to appease her loneliness by going along with her intentions, but even so, I did not feel much attraction to her.

“Then can you still meet me after today?”

What I need now is not the comfort I once had, but whether I, as weak as I am, deserve to stand by someone’s side.

And because I am aware of the certainty that he will not leave my side…

“Even after today? What does that mean?”

“….No, it’s done.”

If you’re not sure about that, it might be better to keep your distance from the beginning.

Having come to that conclusion subconsciously, I shook off the feeling in my heart that was wrapped around my arms and tried to leave the place.

I had gone about five steps further when I heard a voice from behind.

“What is that guy, is he drunk and talking nonsense? “I asked him to order a lot at a bar, so I asked him if he had a lot of money, but he said something inexplicable.”

“… ….”

“… That’s okay, half of the world is men anyway, so you can just rob someone else.”

A blatantly sharp voice.

When I realized that it was because I had no intention of hiding what I was saying, a wry smile began to form on my lips.

Well, how can a woman approach me, who is just an outsider?

Marilyn and Vivian accepted me regardless, but if it were easy to find people like that, I wouldn’t have had to worry about this.

“Oh, I found it~ There’s a cool oppa~ You look lonely. Do you want to have fun with me~?”

Afterwards, the dancer who had moved away from me started asking another man to do the work, but I stopped paying attention and decided to continue on my way.

No matter who gets ripped off, it’s all good for now.

“Is your b*tch a virgin?”

The footsteps stopped when another voice was heard from behind.

“… What?”

“I asked if I was a virgin.”

It was a familiar voice.

It’s not something I hear often, but it sounds like I’ve heard it once.

“Ah, of course she’s a virgin~ But depending on what my brother does….”

“Then die, you dirty girl!!”

Before I could even remember who the owner was, wow! A resounding roar.

“Ugh…… ?”

The moan that came out of his mouth could not even be a scream, and the fragments of the body that had been slaughtered alive were scattered mercilessly on the floor.

Even so, the vampire who cut her to death was ripping off even the fragments with her sharp claws.

“Who did this filthy, filthy b*tch dare to pollute? Innocent b*tches like you deserve to die a thousand times! No, you must disappear from this world without a trace!”

Cheok, Cheok. The sound of flesh being torn apart rang out one after another, and the body of the flower snake that was finally working on me was crushed to the point where its shape was unrecognizable.

No matter how deserted the alley may be, it is the moment when a person is mercilessly slaughtered within the realm of humanity.

“Wow, I was unusually excited. Anyway, there are so many lost b*tches in the world……. Hmm?”

As I was looking at that in horror, the gaze of the vampire who had just brushed off the blood from her hand began to move towards me.

Yes, he was a vampire.

About a year ago, the vampire whom I killed because the warrior I was helping was a ‘virgin.’

“A young man passing by. “Please come here for a moment.”

“… Ah, yes.”

I realized later that I was f*cked, but if I ran away for no reason, he might have been stimulated and pierced my body from behind.

As I approached him as calmly as possible, a bright smile began to appear on his lips as he stared at me.

“Oh, yes. It’s definitely a memorable face. “Isn’t he the polite young man you saw back then?”

“Ah, yes, it’s been a while. But that… ….”

-Shoo!

Just when I was about to correct him, the vampire suddenly disappeared before my eyes.

Immediately after that, when a cold sensation struck me from behind, he appeared silently in the darkness and began to put his arm around my shoulder.

“hahahaha~ It’s really nice to meet you like this. “Have you gained any experience with women since then?”

“Oh, no. Yet… ….”

“Oh my. I’ve given you sincere advice, but you still have no experience? “There is no other skill like this, hahahaha!”

As he said that, the vampire began to have a wry smile on his lips.

I was very intimidated by the power that could easily slaughter a person, but the hand that guided me was filled with only kindness, not cruelty.

“Well, it would be unreasonable to hope for results based on just that meeting. “My retreat is nearby, so follow me, and I will treat you to some tea there.”

“Yes, yes? Now, wait… ….”

“You don’t have to decline. Maybe it’s because I’m older, but I can’t just pass by young people like you. Now, let’s get going before people come rushing in!”

No, you vampire. Why are you so calm when you just slaughtered someone?

I’m also inexperienced, but being a virgin is okay, but being a virgin is not…

Why on earth does this vampire hate virgins so much?