I Became a Foreigner Loved by Transcendentalists

43 – Episode 43. Please forget me.

Yes, it was hot.

The heat is enough to melt even the chill left behind by the Spirit King’s contractor.

At some point, you can feel something moving between you and him.

“You’re in love with me?”

Love.

An emotion that is stronger and more passionate than any other desire, but requires dedication as a prerequisite.

“Don’t be stupid. Who… ….”

It can never be born to demons who live crazy with selfishness.

If there is such a thing, it is nothing but s*xual desire mistaken for love.

“Do you think that if someone came to me with such a messed up body, they would be bewitched? I’m a demon. Just looking at the corpses scattered around here, they are more damaged than you…….”

The demon race uses even reproduction as a means to achieve their desires, or as an alter ego to achieve what they could not achieve by projecting themselves.

How can you say with confidence that a desire for the opposite s*x exists when you are only interested in it, thinking that it is not helpful to your own goals?

“Even though I did something like that, I didn’t feel any emotion, so there’s no way I’m going to feel that way now…” ….”

Nevertheless, why can’t I regard the words left by the person who left this place as a trivial joke?

Why is my face looking down at this man covered in scars?

Is it not possible to draw the same pretentious smile as usual?

“… But why?”

-Tap, ttuk.

The moment when the water droplets flowing below wipe away the blood from your face.

She felt that her reason was being buried by her emotions to the extent that she was not even aware of it, so she placed her hand on his cheek and whispered her true thoughts.

“Do you think, even if just in the unlikely event, it would be nice for something like that to happen?”

In a heart like a sandbox filled with weathered memories.

The shining pebble she found in her empty and barren world felt so dazzling to her at this moment.

The thought of wanting to hold it in my hand and hold it in my heart must be due to an emotion called desire…

“… Mr. Hyosung.”

Love.

An emotion that is stronger and more passionate than any other desire, but requires dedication as a prerequisite.

“How did you feel when you ran to me?”

Yes.

The devil was in love.

“Are you feeling the same thing as me?”

Because I was driven to the brink of death by unrequited loyalty,

Finally, a love so passionate that one does not hesitate to sacrifice oneself.

***

“… Cough.”

The body stands up reflexively due to the heat covering the entire body.

At the same time, I felt my heavily sunken mind waking up, but even those struggles failed to wake me up due to something restraining my body.

A body that struggles only because its muscles, joints, and something hard are tightened.

Feeling frustrated, I turned my head to the side and saw a man roaming the tent taking care of the person lying on the bed next to him.

He is being cared for with his entire body wrapped in bandages….

I would probably call a patient who looks just like me.

“Ah, are you out of your mind?”

The man, probably the therapist, soon made eye contact with me and began to direct my attention.

“… “Where are we?”

“Oh, this is the duty tent in the garrison area. Rest assured. He administered hemostats and performed emergency surgery. “You lost so much blood that it almost caused a big problem.”

Medical tent in the garrison area… ….

It seems that while I was unconscious, the people in the garrison area who had taken care of the situation took me in and treated me.

The reason there are so many patients is because the invasion of the Demon King’s army is so strong, but the fact that there is less haste than expected may also mean that the fierce battle has come to an end.

The devil’s army retreated, and we survived.

When I vaguely guessed that based on my experience so far, I suddenly realized that my lower body was not putting in enough strength.

“… “I have no feeling down there.”

“Uh… …. Unfortunately, he suffered a serious injury to his lower body. It seems like you’ve found yourself in a not-so-good place…….”

“What do you mean, it’s a bad place?”

“Hmm, I was planning to tell you about this after I fully recovered.”

The therapist sighs deeply and looks bitter.

While I was getting a cold feeling from him, he immediately turned to me and spoke with a serious face.

“Please be aware of this. Ah… The teacher said that in the future, the child… I can’t have it. In other words, you can’t have s*x.”

“What, what?”

I can’t have s*x.

Is that what it means to hit a bad place?

In other words, does that mean I have become a s*xual impotent?

“What do you mean, eunuch!! “I can’t believe I’m a eunuch!!!”

“Aye, you’re a eunuch!!! I, I am a eunuch!! Ahhh… !”

Oh Deok-hoon, that bastard also has a girlfriend, so I can’t believe I’m a eunuch!!!

This is ridiculous! aaah!!!

“Well, if a priest comes soon and treats you, you will get better.”

“…… Yes?”

“Oh, don’t you know? “If you use divine power, it doesn’t matter whether it’s a fracture or an internal injury, it can be treated without the need for medicine or surgery.”

Oh, indeed. I forgot about it because I kept rolling around all the time, but this was a fantasy, right?

Well, it is a miracle from God that cures everything except hair loss, so how can it cure impotence?

“You were lucky. Those who participate in the defense of the garrison are insured by the guild, so they can receive free treatment without having to pay donations to the church.”

“…… “Please stop talking about something that can be cured.”

“hahahaha, I guess this person is okay because he gets upset when I tell him a joke like this once. “Wouldn’t you be able to confirm that?”

And then what happens if a fire breaks out and your wounds explode? I took a moment to think about my frustration.

As I relaxed from the current joke, I suddenly felt that things I had forgotten were gradually coming to mind.

“… “Marilyn.”

Yeah, I don’t see her around.

The moment I realized that, impatience began to overtake me.

“Where is Marylin? Well, the bard I was with…….”

“If you are talking about someone with short white hair and an impressive smiling face… …. “I brought you here and then left.”

“… “You left?”

“Yes, I told you to give me this note before I leave.”

In response to my question, a note was handed out.

I could vaguely see that the inside of the carefully sealed envelope was filled with quite a bit of content.

“Fortunately, the demon lords have retreated and the restrictions on going out have been lifted, but even though I tried to stop him due to the possible danger, he left right away, saying he had work to do.”

“Things to do…” . What?”

“They said you’ll find out when you see that note. Well, since I’m an outsider, I didn’t bother to open the message, so I’ll just leave. “There are many people who need to be treated before the priests come.”

The therapist examined my condition and left the room, giving me only a note.

I looked away from the spot where he left and looked at the letter in my hand, ignoring the tingling sensation I felt in my lower body.

It was more important to look at the note she delivered after leaving my side than to heal the wounds that would heal on their own when the priests arrived anyway.

Still, the fact that she left me her letter means that she too is safe, and she does and she feels relieved.

To Mr. Hyosung.

–

Such a sense of relief.

Immediately after reading the preface of the letter she left for me, I felt myself getting turned off.

By the time you read this letter, I will already be out of the area.

Not to the empire you will soon return to, but to a faraway land that can be called my home…….

It is not an empire, but a hometown.

This world is a danger zone everywhere except the empire, but isn’t it inevitable that we’ll be worried?

You don’t have to think anything strange.

–

Travels always end, and it is natural that the final destination is my hometown.

Of course, as she said during our first meeting, her travels are something she is familiar with.

Nevertheless, as I was reading her letter, I could not bear to feel relieved by her words.

As the writing continues, I can feel the letters in the letter becoming distorted.

–

But today, as I write this letter, returning home feels special.

–

Just as you considered me special for trying to save me.

Because I too feel drawn to you.

–

The warmth from when I held her for the last time seemed to teach her that she was not mistaken.

Among the increasingly intense letters, traces of something being wet began to appear one by one.

Yes, I definitely think so.

Even though we only met for one day, I am confident that I, who should forget you after a while, will still remember you.

–

I am convinced that meeting such a special person was the greatest blessing of my long journey.

–

And that is why I have no choice but to leave your side.

–

Even if the short time I spent with you was intense, I can’t turn back the time I spent so far.

“… ….”

I am a clown

–

He is a humble body who has been loyal to his lord his entire life.

But such a trivial Mission was my foundation, direction, and everything.

That’s the way I’ve been, and no matter how deeply meaningful the day I spent with you was, I couldn’t give it priority.

–

Even if I feel my loyalty to my master cooling off after meeting you, if I don’t end the relationship, my foundation will interfere with the days I dream of with you.＜ /B＞

So, I keep the comfort I got from you in a corner of my heart, and I want to leave your side to finish my unfulfilled mission.

–

To tell my master that I, having discovered the light called you, can no longer swear pure loyalty.

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-Rustling.

You can probably guess how a vassal who betrays his loyalty will be treated.

But please forgive me.

No matter how strongly I feel the desire to feel your heart and connect that heart even at this moment.＜ /I＞

As I have already gone through a lot of time, the priority for me will not be a future with you, but my past when you did not exist…….

– Rustle. Ttuduk.

A letter rustling and crumpling under the force in my hand.

Even so, the barely unfolded letters began to distort again, riding through the cracks engraved earlier.

So, I have a favor to ask of you who have read this entire letter.

I thought she felt the same way as me before I did…….

At this moment, I can clearly feel it being transmitted through my hands.

Please forget about me

Whatever you felt for me, for now I just pass it over like a midsummer night’s dream.

Please burn this endless promise together with this letter and forget it, and live as if you had never faced me.

–

If a reunion were to take place even once, even that reunion would not begin with joy, but with a trivial greeting…….

–

Starting again from such a simple welcome is all we can hope for.

“… ….”

Without words.

I followed the contents of the letter with my eyes over and over again and thought about it in my mind for several minutes.

In the still crowded medical tent, I quickly gathered my thoughts and burst into laughter as I put down the letter in my hand.

Anyway, there is nothing complicated to think about.

Relationships become strained because people choose work over other people, and this is something that can often be found in society.

“…I got kicked again.”

But how can you criticize that?

The time I spent with her was only about a day or two, and for that little time, she sacrificed her whole life to convey her intentions to her loyal person.

Not just for me.

The meeting with me was so precious to me that it would be too greedy to criticize him for going to put my head in the guillotine.

“It was a very good kick, really.”

What happened to the Ego Weapon made of mithril, and what happened to persistence?

In the end, I am just an outsider who was not born with the power of a warrior.

No matter how hard I try, my life will be the only thing I can win in this heartless world.

Unable to muster the courage to navigate her difficult world in search of her, the only thing I can do is to look forward to an unpromising meeting as written in her letter.

“…Damn.”

I suppressed that self-blame with a wry smile, and soon insignificant laments began to flow from my mouth.

“That bastard Oh Deok-hoon also has a girlfriend, when will I ever get a girlfriend?”

It was the same lament as usual.

If this continues to happen again in the future, I think this may be something I need to get used to…….

***

A few days later.

-Kiyaooooo!!

The cry of a flying monster echoes beneath the red-stained sky.

The monster landed on the ground, letting out an ugly cry with its multi-pronged cries, and then carefully lowered the person riding on its back.

“Thank you for bringing me here.”

-Pyu!

A monster flying into the sky with a whistling sound coming from its mouth.

Afterwards, if he escapes my sphere of influence, he will return to the wild and remain faithful to his role as a predator.

After that, it is a good thing whether it will grow beyond a monster and become a monster, or it will end up being eaten by a predator before that.

“Who are you?”

“Why are humans here..?”

Afterwards, she passed through the ruined city and encountered two demons at the entrance of an abandoned castle. Soon, she lifted the magic covering her body and revealed an appearance that they would be familiar with.

Camouflage is the basic thing for a clown.

Changing her appearance in an instant was very easy for her…….

“Please tell the devil.”

She returned to her form as a clown.

She immediately spoke in a low voice to the gatekeepers.

“Your clown is back,” He said.

Four Heavenly Kings – Mephisto Rage.

The Devil’s oldest follower has finally come to end the relationship.