I am the Father of the Villain

Chapter 230: 230 he must win the prize

Three Zero:

Yu Jiayou instantly felt unspeakable joy, not for anything else, but for the trust and optimism of others.

In fact, his journey on this road was not smooth. His parents didn't understand, his brothers and sisters didn't support him, and his only like-minded friend, Ning Yu, also worked hard with him for three years and chose to leave.

The initial source of inspiration for the script "Return to Jade" was a passage by Ning Yu. Yu Jiayou was touched by his passage, and went back to write "Return to Jade".

But before "Gui Yu" was finished, Ning Yu came to him first and said goodbye to him, saying that he would not be able to make movies with him in the future. Guo Mao took a fancy to him and gave him a chance. He wanted to try , went to Guo Mao's team to write scripts for some commercial films.

Yu Jiayou almost couldn't hold the pen at that moment.

He felt betrayed and abandoned, and he wondered why the friends who had worked hard together would leave him.

Ning Yu seemed to see his helplessness, and explained to him, "I also need life, I don't live in the clouds, I step on the ground under my feet, I hold a pen in my hand, I need bread and water, not just dreams .Dreams are good, but the reality is real, I have to live first, and then talk about dreams.”

"I can help you." Yu Jiayou said, "If you don't have money, I can give you money."

"But we can't live on your current family's pocket money for the rest of our lives. Jiayou, I can't spend your money without making any plans, especially since none of us can see where the future is, so we have to Learn to compromise first, let yourself have capital first, and then talk about your dreams."

Ning Yu left, and he joined Guo Mao's team to write commercial films that he didn't like and found boring, to create a script with other people, to learn to adapt, and to let go of his ideas that were different from everyone else's.

Only Yu Jiayou was still walking alone. Later, the funding chain of "Darkness" broke and the actors ran away. He sat on a rock, thinking about his future and persistence, and suddenly felt that everything was quite boring.

He sent the script of "Return to Jade" to Ning Yu, and told him that I forgive you, and I also gave up.

Ning Yu looked at his script, and every time he turned a page, there was an extra line of tears.

He thought of Yu Jiayou's previous ambitions and pride, he insisted on trying again and again, he seemed to never tire, innocent and pure like a child.

But now, Chizi had lost his promise, and he gave up.

He didn't name the script, and he wouldn't make it anyway, so there was no need to name it.

He made the characters in the script go from insisting and persisting to being unable to hold on again and again, giving up their own thoughts, and drifting with the flow, for the sake of the ordinary people in everyone's eyes.

When he walked forward alone, when he had dreams, thoughts, and thoughts, everyone laughed at him and laughed at him as a fool; When he was the same person, everyone began to say that he had changed, that he had become normal, and that he had become a good person.

It's ironic, it's ridiculous, and it's sad.

Ning Yu didn't want him to give up, he didn't want Yu Jiayou to become Ye Yuyi's lover, so he kept observing suitable actors around him, trying to find someone who could act in this play and give Yu Jiayou a chance, until He saw Lin Luoqing.

At the very beginning, Yu Jiayou didn't actually believe that Lin Luoqing would be willing to act in this play, because he was too unknown and Lin Luoqing was too popular. Later, Lin Luoqing met him and they talked. Lin Luoqing put forward his conditions, One by one, one by one, Yu Jiayou not only didn't give birth, but felt a little more at ease in his heart.

He is negotiating terms with you, which proves that he is serious. What he needs now is such a serious person who is willing to fight with him again.

He just didn't expect that Lin Luoqing would be so optimistic about him, would place such high expectations on this play, and even fantasized about winning an award!

Yu Jiayou was happy in his heart, but he was afraid of disappointing his expectations, so he could only get him a vaccination first, "Winning the award is a dream, don't force it in reality, the award depends not only on strength, but also on luck. I'm lucky, I lost my life, let's take a look."

How can this be seen? !

This was originally your award!

Lin Luoqing became even more worried, "So you really don't consider you to act? I'm under a lot of pressure now."

"You are too concerned about gains and losses." Yu Jiayou persuaded him, "You are so tall, and you still want to win an award for the first time in a literary film? How can it be so easy to get a double harvest of trophies? This is so much Lucky."

After Yu Jiayou finished speaking, he was afraid of hurting him, so he comforted him, "Don't worry, I'll take the film seriously, but we don't have the final say on things other than the film."

"But if I didn't take this role, wouldn't you end up acting by yourself? Would you really give up so easily and quit?" Lin Luoqing said stubbornly.

When Yu Jiayou heard his words, his tone became high, "Lin Luoqing, what do you mean? You said now that you didn't take this show, why, do you regret it? You can't see an unknown director like me, can you? "

Lin Luoqing: "...I didn't."

He just didn't want to rob him of the actor!

Yu Jiayou laughed, of course he also knew that Lin Luoqing didn't mean that, he said that on purpose so that Lin Luoqing would think less about it.

Yu Jiayou thought about it, although he didn't know why Lin Luoqing insisted on wanting to play him, but what he said was not bad. Before Ning Yu told him that Lin Luoqing was willing to play the role, he actually hesitated for a while whether to play Ye Yu by himself. , Finish the filming of this scene by myself, and then completely withdraw from the circle, let myself and Ye Yuyi drift with the tide and go about my life.

This can also be regarded as commemorating the dreamland I once had, and paying homage to my lost pride.

But he has not made up his mind for a long time, and he is still unwilling in the final analysis.

"You said it." He Lin Luoqing said, "If you don't agree, maybe in a couple of days, I won't be able to bear myself to act in this movie, and I will completely let go of my obsession with movies after the performance. But if it is really that, then I must have been very sad at that time. I felt pity for Ye Yu and felt that he was very pitiful, but I wanted to play him and accept that I would become him too. At that time, I would feel that I was very sad."

"Then even if you really won the prize like in your dream, I won't be so happy."

"Because that's not what I want, Lin Luoqing, I'm a director, I like to stand behind the camera, to shoot and record, I don't like to stand in front of the camera to act, under what circumstances I will stand in front of the camera to be a filmmaker What about actors? Only when there are no actors available, I have no choice but to be myself, then I will allow myself to be an actor.”

"But at that time, I must have come to an end."

"A person who is full of ambition plays Ye Yu. He will sympathize with Ye Yu and pity him, but he will not feel sad for himself because he is happy. He knows that he is not Ye Yu. But he wants to be disillusioned and has no end. Playing Ye Yu is a kind of cruelty, a kind of cruelty that magnifies one's own circumstances. I hope that I will never have such a day, then maybe I can act well, but the better the acting, I say, the more cruel it will be .”

He didn't want to die after the end of the road, it was too painful, and the pride in his heart didn't want him to face this.

What he hopes more is like now, when he is about to give up, when he is "confused", someone will give him a hand, give him a beam of light, and tell him to move on, I think you are amazing, I believe you can.

Yu Jiayou is not afraid of failure. He has a wealthy family and a smooth life. He has absolute love and pure sincerity. He can move forward regardless of everything. He just hopes that someone will support him, not that he is alone and lonely. Walk forward without hearing the echo.

What he likes is the job of directing, and he also just wants to be a good director.

Lin Luoqing didn't expect him to think like this.

He froze for a moment.

He is an actor, and he cares about the highest honor of being an actor, so he feels that Yu Jiayou must also care about it, so he doesn't want to take away the honor that belongs to him—even before signing the contract, he didn't even know that he was Yu Jiayou. .

But now, listening to Yu Jiayou's words, he thought that in the book Yu Jiayou had indeed reached that step in the end. He played Ye Yu, he won an award, and everyone thought he was brilliant, but at that time, he, But maybe not happy.

He said that he hoped that he would never have such a day, but in the end, he still took that step. He said that the better Ye Yu acted, the more cruel he said, but in the end Ye Yu took that actor and defeated all of them. Hand, what was Yu Jiayou's mood at that time?

Lin Luoqing suddenly didn't want Yu Jiayou to play Ye Yu anymore.

Too cruel.

He is still very light, high-spirited, less frivolous, he shouldn't have experienced so much cruelty.

He's here now, fine.

"Well, since Director Yu said so, then I will work hard and play this role well."

"That's it." Yu Jiayou said with satisfaction, "As an actor, you have to be confident and believe that you can play the role well, so you can play the role well. If you don't believe it yourself, how can the audience believe it?" ?”

Lin Luoqing nodded obediently, "Yeah."

"Okay, read the script carefully, ask me if you don't understand, I'm still in touch with the producer, I should go to pick up the location in a few days."

"Alright, Director Yu, come on!"

"I know, I know."

Yu Jiayou hung up the phone, scratched his hair, and secretly thought that he was so optimistic about him that he even thought of winning a prize, so his expectations were too high.

Alas, it seems that we have to work harder, otherwise, if the nominations for awards are not received by then, wouldn't it be embarrassing?

When Yu Jiayou thought about it, he didn't even dare to take a lunch break, so he quickly contacted his previous producer and asked him to go with him to choose the location.

Lin Luoqing also read the script again.

He now wonders why Yu Jiayou should be able to win the award for this role. At that time, Yu Jiayou was probably similar to Ye Yu. He played Ye Yu and himself. He was very cruel, but he was extremely sincere and emotional. , so he was shortlisted for the first time and won the award directly.

Now, if he wants to replace Yu Jiayou in the role of Ye Yu, he must also win an award, so as to ensure that Yu Jiayou's life will not be damaged by his appearance.

If his appearance will definitely bring something to some people, Lin Luoqing hopes that it will be happiness, positivity, and a better future, not loss and pain.

Only then can he have a clear conscience.

Yu Jiayou contacted the producer, talked to Lin Luoqing, and went to ask for sponsorship to choose a location.

Lin Luoqing also received a WeChat message from Wu Xinyuan, saying that "Light" will be released soon, and he will start preparing for online promotion.

"Okay." Lin Luoqing agreed.

He forwarded the countdown poster of "Light" as requested by the crew.

Three days later, "Light" was aired.

Although Lin Luoqing didn't act, but only played a supporting role, he still sat in front of the TV early, preparing to follow the drama.

With him are Ji Yuxiao, Lin Fei, and Ji Leyu.

"Dad, are you in this TV series?" Ji Leyu leaned against him and asked him.

Lin Luoqing nodded, "Yes."

"Then you are also a policeman?"

"Um."

Ji Leyu was a little curious and wanted to say something when he saw Lin Luoqing at the beginning of the film.

"It's you, Dad." He excitedly pointed at Fu Han on TV.

Lin Luoqing smiled, the opening scene is the scene where Fu Han saw his father and saluted him.