Her Little Dimples

Walking out of the garage a few dozen meters away, Xu You looked up at the sky. The dark clouds are on the top, it is close to the highway intersection, there are not many buildings, and it looks a bit desolate. The branch beside it was slanted by the wind. She took a deep breath, her feet seemed to be filled with lead.

The more I wanted to calm down, but gradually became a little weak.

Xu You took out his mobile phone, lowered his head, and made a call while standing on the side of the road.

Quietly around, the wind whispered secretly. Gradually, raindrops fell from the leaves into the mud. Tick ​​to tick.

Suddenly, a thunderous roar passed by. Her eardrums roared, her head dropped extremely low, and the hair on both sides of her cheeks was even lifted by the wind.

Subconsciously raised his head.

Seeing a car flying past, there was another sharp brake sound. Then he went backwards on the spot until he stopped by her side.

Once there was a beginning, the rain could no longer stop and crackled underground.

It caught people off guard.

A few strands of Xu You's hair stuck to her cheeks. She has a slender frame and stands soaked in the pouring rain.

The car door was opened without warning. Thank you, stepped off the car from the left, circled around, and ran to Xu You's side quickly.

She just stood silently.

But when he was still a few meters away, he stopped and didn't dare to step forward.

The two looked at each other in the rain and fog. No one speaks.

The rain is getting bigger and bigger, until the sight is almost blurred. Xu You asked calmly, "What are you doing?"

Her voice was so small that she was almost submerged in the rain.

Thanks for a pause, and if I don’t know how, I blurted out: "——I want to help you repair the car."

"..."

Xu You stared at him, "My car didn't drive away."

"...Oh." Thanks he hesitated.

"Don't bother you." She thanked you politely, turned around tiredly and left. Go fast, like running away.

With both hands hanging on his side, he slowly clenched his thanks, looking at Xu Youyuan's back as he walked farther and farther. The excited heart slowly sank, but his reason was gradually out of control.

"——Don't go."

Xu You was taken aback, she lowered her head. Look at the sudden extra pair of arms around the waist.

The people behind hugged her tightly, her bones were all strangled with pain. The two clung to each other tightly. With his head buried in her shoulders and neck, the rain slipped from the fever.

She reacted for two seconds, and started to break free, so she pulled his hand.

The disparity in strength was obvious, and he remained unmoved. Xu You was anxious and went to break his finger.

There is a visible scar on the back of his hand, which is undulating. Before she had time to think about it, a cold foreign body slid across her fingertips.

Xu You's body shook, and her feet couldn't help but feel soft. She stared at that place blankly, as if her breathing was stagnant.

——A plain ring on the ring finger of the thank you note.

"Thank you, can you not be so selfish." At that moment, Xu You seemed dazed.

Hearing these words, his body stiffened. His hand loosened a little, and she immediately broke free. Without running two steps, someone grabbed his wrist again.

"...Xu Yo, I'm sorry." His voice was dumb and depressed.

I am sorry?

I'm sorry.

There was a burst of bitterness in Xu You's throat. She took a deep breath and said, "Okay... so be it."

After finishing her emotions, she pulled out a reluctant smile, and said in response: "I will have something to do later, and I will have time for a meal in the future."

Xie diligently looked at her.

He who doesn't speak, looks lonely and silent.

No happiness, no sadness, only fragility.

Two people have been separated for so long, he seems to have not changed at all, and he doesn't know how to control his emotions. Smile when you are happy, frown when you are angry. Even the unhappy look is exactly the same.

But Xu You is no longer the original Xu You. She is no longer the girl who only knew how to study. She has also grown up, contacted the society, and tried to adapt. Even every day, it takes a lot of time to communicate with others.

Time tolerated him, but did not let her go.

Heavy rain around me.

He stared at the small currents that gathered on the ground and asked softly, "You...you have had a good time in the past few years, I know."

Xu You said, "Very good."

Trying to forget him, forget everything about being in that city, and almost disconnected from all the students in high school.

There are not many courses in college, so she fills up her spare time and does not allow herself to rest. Apart from eating and sleeping, she only has to study.

She also had the hardest days. She even planned to accept other people's feelings and saw a psychiatrist. I have tried and tried many times. Until one night, Fu Xueli called her and said she was going abroad, and asked her if she could go back.

Before Fu Xueli hung up the phone, she finally said, thank you.

She had just returned to the dormitory after studying in the library that day, and after hanging up the phone, she sat on the flowerbed next to the building. There was no light, and I stayed for a long time in the darkness, and the lights on the dormitory building in the distance dimmed.

Even the aunt in the dormitory building is reminding that the dormitory is about to be closed.

Xu You only returned to his senses, tears had already flowed all over his face unconsciously.

Then, she suddenly realized.

It turned out that no matter how hard she tried, she still couldn't work. Even if you deceive yourself to have a good life, it won't work.

She felt distressed even when she heard everything about him. She is too stupid. Like in this world, how can it be so simple.

She and her resignation always felt very early. My memory was covered with dust when I arrived early, and I couldn't remember it clearly.

I always thought I had forgotten. But carrying a hot water bottle to the boiling water room, occasionally passing by the basketball court, and even sitting in the breakfast shop, eating quietly alone. Passing by the boy in the white jersey. In these countless unimportant moments, I always remember him.

As long as there is a thought in my mind, it will spread uncontrollably.

In those days that I can't let go, I sometimes think about it. But if I think too much, I feel uncomfortable, and then I force myself to stop thinking.

Until the fourth year that she didn't meet him, Xu You graduated from university, and she stood on the blue sky, white clouds and green grass.

The sun was just right that day.

She only knew that he was like the summer of the third year of high school.

I will never come back again.

Regardless of whether she is doing well, or forgetting him, she will never come back.

From the beginning, she shouldn't have unrealistic thoughts.

She shouldn't, shouldn't have been true to herself for so many years.

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The rain suddenly fell so hard and swept the entire world. It seems that only them are left.

But there is no sudden sadness, in fact, it is always in my heart.

"I'm having a bad time."

As I said thank you, my voice was choked and blurred, "Xu Yo...I'm having a bad time."

Just seeing her is like a fuse, igniting all the feelings that have been suppressed for so many years, and there is no way to restrain it anymore.

Xu You did not speak, pretending not to hear.

"Xu Yo." He shouted again.

"I'm sorry...I'm getting worse and worse." The voice of thanks became smaller and his eyes drooped.

In front of him, he was extremely embarrassed by the damp rain.

From teenagers to men. The contour becomes deeper, the bridge of the nose is clear, and the chin line is thinner.

Xu You held the phone in her hand, not knowing whether it was tears or rain, falling on her face and sliding down.

There was a car parked for a long time in the distance. It's Zhang Lili's.

Xu You watched it for a long time. Then turned his head and told him calmly, "Thank you, don't fall."

After speaking, she bypassed him and left without looking back.

Just leave the words of thanks and stay alone.

Everyone will be tired and sad. But no one can bear the sorrow for you.

So don't fall.

Because whether you are dead or alive.

Poverty or wealth.

Sick or healthy.

Sad or happy.

From then on, it has nothing to do with me.