Green Life

In the winter this year, the old man still has no choice but to leave. Ai Ming cried heartbreakingly, and for more than ten days he was sick and without appetite. After all, except for the unmasked sister, Ai Ming has no relatives in this world anymore. This is not something a child who will be twelve years old can bear.

After all, my sister did not rush back in time to see the last meeting. This became the only regret when the old man died. The neighbors helped with the funeral. Except for the photos on the north wall of the master bedroom, this small courtyard looked more lively than before. More deserted.

　　 It wasn't until the night was quiet that Maqin felt that he was alive again. Perhaps the passing of one life could arouse another life, rebirth.

Makqin realized that over the past year or so, he is actually not himself, but just a shell with the habits and soul of another world. Although in the eyes of others, he is smart, sensible, and capable, but Makqin has always felt that I am floating in the air, without roots and foundations, without declining, and incompatible with this world.

　　 Until the moment when the old man closed his eyes, he took Aming's hand and looked at him with hopeful eyes, that Maqin wakes up like an electric shock, feels that he is real, and has taken on another life. He is better than a relative without blood.

　　 At that moment, it was as vivid as the world was repainted with colors.

That night, Makqin did not cry, but hugged Aiming tightly, and kept saying in her ear: "Ming'er, don't be afraid, there is brother, there is also brother..., brother will never leave you !"

　　……

Seeing Aiming who was asleep, Mark Qin helped her tuck the quilt corners. These days, Aiming only fell asleep by holding her brother's hand. She no longer cried but looked haggard. Maqin walked to the yard and tidied. After thinking about it, it was the first time to plan for the future. From then on, the two of them depended on each other.

Her sister-in-law should be able to arrive in a while. According to the father’s instructions, her sister-in-law will adopt them and bring them to the UK. It doesn’t matter where Makqin goes. The world is so big that it makes no difference to him. Bright.

But how specific things develop, Maqin dare not make a guarantee. After all, he is an adult and has a more mature understanding of relatives. What's more, the father has not had contact with her for so many years, so let's look at it later, step back and say, Relying on no one, Maqin can also bring Aming up, nothing more than two children suffer a little bit.

　　 The air is filled~

　　 Faint sadness, like an old song,

　　The hometown there, the scene,

　　 The sunset by the sea, the brick walls of the school,

　　The couple holding hands, happily in the rain...

　　Makqin suddenly missed home.

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　　 Chen Zixuan is also homesick, Beijing Capital Airport, international flight pick-up gate.

Chen Zixuan was walking out with her luggage. She looked around from time to time. She hadn't come back for more than ten years. Everything was a bit familiar and unfamiliar. She was the daughter of Aiming's sister-in-law and grandfather. After receiving a letter from the grandfather, she knew that the older brother and sister-in-law had an accident. The body is no longer good, this is a dying solitary, even if there was a big contradiction with the old man, it has faded after so many years, and only to know that such a big thing has happened at home, it is a thunderbolt!

　　 So she hurriedly finalized the relevant policies and procedures in the UK, and asked someone to find an immigration agent in the country, and hurriedly booked a flight to return home.

　　 In recent years, the domestic economic situation has been getting better and better. It was also the time when the European immigration policy was at its most relaxed.

At the airport entrance, a beautiful woman wearing a yellow long down jacket with short and capable hair was scanning back and forth while holding a sign. Suddenly she saw a beautiful woman with long hair in a red woolen coat and shawl came out and looked carefully. He immediately waved to her excitedly and shouted, "Zixuan, Zixuan, here..."

　　 Chen Zixuan was taken aback when she heard the shouting, and when she saw the beautiful woman in yellow clothes recalling it carefully, she ran to her in surprise and said excitedly: "Ah~, Xiaotong, why are you, why are you here?"

　　 The beauty called Xiaotong smiled and embraced Chen Zixuan's shoulders, jumping and jumping excitedly, "Haha, I didn't expect it, I will give you a surprise!"

　　 "Oh, I haven't seen you for many years. I didn't expect you to recognize me. Hey, what's the matter, the immigration agent Peter is looking for is your company?"

　　 "Yes, when I saw your name, I was from the UK, so I guessed it was mostly you, so I took this case myself, how about it, surprise?"

　　 "Haha, so pleasantly surprised, I have missed you in recent years"

　　 "You have no conscience, there is no news when you go out, I thought you were abducted"

　　 "Where is there..."

　　 "Okay, go, let's talk slowly on the road"

　　……

　　 Coming out of the airport, Xiaotong drove, and Chen Zixuan sat in the co-pilot.

　　 "I have not had a great time with my family these years. I haven't informed my family about graduation, work, or marriage. Now that I think about it, it's very unfilial," Chen Zixuan said leisurely, looking at the busy traffic.

Just in time for the red light, Xiaotong stopped the car and drew out a tissue and handed it to her, persuading her to say: "wipe away your tears, if you were the same at the beginning, then twist, whoever persuaded you not to listen, and wanted to go abroad. The last few years have been chaotic, oh, it’s okay, isn’t this coming back? Go back and admit a mistake to Uncle, and it’s okay."

　　 "My dad is in such a bad health, my mom went early, my brother... I really don't know how he brought Mingming up these years"

　　 "We all know about your elder brother, but it's a pity that no one of us could contact you!"

　　 "...I", Chen Zixuan suddenly became a little bit choked. In her father's letter, her father said that her eldest brother had a car accident in the year he left by himself. Although he didn't say what was the cause, he could think that it must be the elder brother who went out to find himself.

　　 biting her heart with regrets, even her hands trembled a little.

　　 Xiaotong also sighed, "That was an accident, don't blame yourself too much", then turned off the subject and said: "I think there is a boy on the adoption list, who owns it?"

　　 "My dad said that Xiaoqin is an orphan, and he can have fun with him, he fell at the door of the house, and was adopted the year before, saying that this child is very sensible, so I must take him away."

　　 "The old man is a good man~ He has been teaching and educating people all his life, hey, how have you been there all these years?"

Chen Zixuan stroked her hair, sighed, and said, "It's okay. I did it in a trading company. Before I went out, I felt that everything was fine. I stayed there all these years. Fortunately, I got used to it. I ate a lot when I first went out. Suffering, I’ve done everything from serving dishes, and now it’s much better. Peter and I both have jobs, so I’m more than better than the others.”

Xiaotong nodded, "It's almost the same everywhere, you have to work hard, but you have a wild heart, you have to look at the outside world, and you have to find a foreign husband. It's a pity that the group of animals that chased you in the class... "

　　 "Fuck you", Chen Zixuan patted Xiaotong with a gesture.

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　　 No matter how long the road is, Chen Zixuan stood at the entrance of the alley, looking at the bare branches of the trees on both sides, the bleak alleys, just like the winter when he left, the feelings of hometown were more timid, and for a while, she was crazy.

　　 Xiaotong gently tugged Chen Zixuan's arm and said, "Let's go."

Mark Qin was cleaning the yard. He heard Dangdang knock on the door, and when he put down the broom to open the yard door, he recognized Chen Zixuan at a glance. Because he had seen the wedding photo she sent back, he said enthusiastically, "You are Zixuan. Aunt, come in quickly."

Chen Zixuan looked at this energetic young man, even though he was only twelve or thirteen, he was already like a little adult. He had not yet opened the Chinese character face, showing a sense of righteousness. The half-length blue down jacket with white travel shoes looked very clean and laughed. He said to him: "Well, it's me, you are Xiaoqin, really good, this is my classmate, you can call Aunt Xiaotong"

　　 "Hello Auntie"

　　 "Hello, handsome boy, really cute"

"..." Maqin is already immune. If you say it feels like, Chen Zixuan feels like Zhang Jingchu in the Tangshan earthquake. It's not the appearance, but the stubborn temperament. My sister's temperament when she was young must be different. The kind of hitting the south wall without looking back.

"Xiaoqin, am I...your grandfather in the house?" After all, Chen Zixuan had not spoken for too many years, and Chen Zixuan was a little cringed and hesitated for a while. Mark Qin secretly sighed, unwilling to stimulate the daughter who had returned from a long distance at the gate, and said: "Grandpa is in the house, come with me, obviously it's not over yet."

The narrow courtyard, with blue bricks and red frames, has not changed much from more than ten years ago. Chen Zixuan especially remembers that in this courtyard, her elder brother pulled her in and out, mother raised chickens for cooking, father played chess and cut vines, and that sentence Decisively "If you dare to take a step out of this family, I will not have this daughter."

　　I'm back. Chen Zixuan has often dreamed of this scene for more than ten years, and it finally came true today. Chen Zixuan trembled in her heart, and she even couldn't help herself until she came in and saw the portrait on the north wall...

　　 Quiet, the bag slips down, and people stand up.

Chen Zixuan seemed to be unable to believe it, and had to believe it. The arrangement God gave her, she slowly moved to the altar table, raised her trembling right hand, tried several times, and finally touched the father’s picture frame gently. The father was kind and kind. He seemed to be smiling at her: "I'm back, girl, okay to be back..."

　　 She trembled her lips and choked her throat, as if there was a kind of fear about to break through, and like a new sound of a baby, she released the emotions that had been suppressed for more than ten years.

　　 "Dad...ah~, UU reading www.uukanshu.com...brother~uuuuuuu", Xiaotong covered her mouth, watching Zixuan's heartbreaking lungs, she couldn't help but burst into tears...

Makqin leaned against the door. He knew that she needed this kind of release, so she didn't bother, and even pulled away. He felt that the things that fate had placed on this family were too heavy. Father, Chen Zixuan, in their lives. I have lost the most precious thing and left a deep regret. It is both a fate and a choice. Chen Zixuan may have left a lifetime regret for her dream. If she comes back, she will go so resolutely? Presumably she has no answer herself.

　　Life is a journey of gain and letting go. The more you gain, the more you lose. Mark Qin couldn't help asking himself, are you ready?

　　 Outside the long pavilion, beside the ancient road, there are green grass and sky.

　　 The evening breeze blows the willow flute, and the setting sun goes beyond the mountains.

　　……

　　 "Dad, why can't I go if others can go?"

　　 "Because you are my daughter!"

　　……

　　 "Dad, sister wants to go, just let her go, it's all open now"

"I am a party member, and the country has nurtured me for decades. How can my daughter not give back to the motherland and worship foreigners and foreigners? My son is not too ugly or too poor. What did she do for the country? Why did she dislike her country? !"

　　 "Dad, I don't have one, I just want to pursue my dream and freedom!"

　　……

　　 "Dad, sister, she ran away from home, this is a letter she left"

　　 "What? Go to the airport and have a look"

　　……

　　 "Old Chen, Old Chen, your son and daughter-in-law had a car accident, hurry up, go to the hospital..."

　　……

　　 The ends of the sky, the corners of the earth, and the close friends are half scattered.

　　Life is rare to be together, only parting...