Eternal Love

   Chapter 4: Deja vu (5)

  After returning from the [Prime Minister's Mansion] to the Supreme Master's Mansion, Zi Heng kept thinking about Yinyin, and Yinyin's every move made him so unforgettable!

why? Didn't I swear that I will never accommodate other women in my heart? But why does her every move make me shake, because she behaves like Shu'er? No, it's impossible, it's not. She is not Shu'er, she just has the same behavior as Shu'er, just like Weier, although she is exactly the same as Shu'er, but she is not Shuer...

  Ziheng kept thinking back and forth that the shadow of Ke Yinyin still lingered in his mind, but if he knew that Yinyin was the real Shu'er, would he still blame himself like this? Unable to suppress his emotions, Zi Heng ran to the restaurant and drank a drink, first one after another, then one after another, from the evening until late at night...

  Since Zi Heng returned to the [Taishi Mansion], Wei Er noticed Zi Heng's strangeness, so she followed out, but only saw Zi Heng Zheng drunk herself! I have been with Ziheng for a while, and Weier found that Ziheng is a very dedicated, serious, gentle, and considerate person. What is it that makes him so upset? What happened to Ziheng during the time she didn't know?

  It wasn't until Ziheng was drunk lying on the wine table in a daze that Vier came to Ziheng's side...

No matter how Weier called Ziheng, she didn’t respond, she kept muttering Shu'er’s name, but Weier had to ask someone to send Ziheng back to [Taishi’s Mansion]. It was midnight before returning to [Taishi’s Mansion]. Almost all of them were asleep except for those who watched the night. Wei Er struggled to help Zi Heng back to his room, which deviated from the side room of the crowd. Seeing Zi Heng frustrated, Wei Er could not help but sympathize...

   "Shu Er! Don't go—"

   "It's all my bad, it's all me—"

   "I will protect you, and I will protect you!"

   "Shu Er—"

   "I love you, I really love you, Shuer!"

  Ziheng muttered repeatedly, and Weier was by the side to wipe him with clean water...

  Lonely men and widows live in the same room, which may not be a big deal in modern times, but it is different in ancient times, but Weier still ignores the secular and takes care of Ziheng!

I don’t know how long it took, Zi Heng seemed to be a little awake, opened his eyes and watched Wei Er changing the wet wipes on his head. Looking at Wei Er, Zi Heng suddenly grabbed her hand and called Shu Er. Her name pressed her under her body. Wei Er was anxious, and hurriedly wanted to push Ziheng away, but unexpectedly how could a weak woman be able to beat the strength of a man who practiced martial arts?

   "Shu Er, I love you—"

  Ziheng started kissing Weier while shouting Shu'er's name. The voice was gentle, but his hand movements were very rough. He pressed Weier's hands tightly on both sides, making her unable to move!

  "Stop! Please, don't be like this—"

  No matter how Vier yelled, Ziheng did not stop his movements, buckled Vier's hands on the pillow, and unfastened Vier's belt with one hand...

   "I love you—" tearing off Weier's clothes, saying I love you, and gently kissing Weier's delicate lips, which made Weier's resistance become a little weak!

Kissing Weier’s neck and body, the movements are so gentle, it makes Weier’s scream a little quiet and weak...Let go of Weier’s hands, Ziheng takes off his clothes, it looks not like usual Ziheng, Weier’s tears slipped from her face...

   "Shu Er—"

   called Shu'er's name, touched Weier's skin, kissed Weier's chest, and saw that the last line of defense was about to be broken...

  Weir sobbed and said, "I'm not Shuer—"

   Wei'er's weak, helpless and sad voice made Zi Heng suddenly awake to stop, and looked up at the familiar and unfamiliar Weier. Ziheng seemed to have realized it, and he left Wei'er very soberly...

Weier cried and trembled, seemed so fragile and helpless, her whole body appeared naked in front of Ziheng's eyes, looking at the mess of clothes on the floor, she didn't need to think about what she had just done, even though her pants It's still there, but it's not as good as a beast to do such a thing to a woman, Ziheng knelt in front of the bed in an instant...

"I am sorry-"

  Ziheng’s voice was so self-blame and guilty, he couldn’t find a reason to defend himself, he looked like dead gray!

  Weir did not speak, because her voice was dominated by crying...

  Crying for a long time, Ziheng also knelt for a long time...

  The sky gradually lights up...There is no sound in the room at all?

The morning light was a little dazzling, turning his head to look at the window, and inadvertently saw the saber on the table by the window, Ziheng got up, walked to the window, pulled out the saber, and put the sword on his neck when he thought of his behavior, ready to cross. The knife...

   "...what can you do if you die?"

  Vil, lying on the bed, did not know when she sat up, and was putting her clothes back on!

"...What can I do if I am not dead? I actually did something worse than a beast, I'm sorry you, and I'm sorry Shu'er. Without Shu'er's world, living would have no meaning, but now I'm doing this kind of thing again. Why should I try to steal my life!?"

  Ziheng is determined, and he raises the sword without nostalgia!

   "...How much do you love her?"

   "She is everything to me, everything to me, love her can not tolerate any other woman, love her not even her own life, love her is more important than anything—"

  Ziheng's answer was so simple, without any hesitation, it only made Lin Wei sadder.

   "...where is she now?"

  I knew that Zi Hengxin belonged a long time ago, but I didn’t expect the answer to be so straightforward, which made Wei Er a little jealous! ?

   "Where? I don't know, maybe it's still alive, or maybe it's gone—"

  Thinking about not knowing whether Shu'er is alive or dead, Ziheng feels frustrated!

   "Then you shouldn't die, you should live well until you find her~!"

  I have heard Ziheng say that I might not see you again in this life, but the complexity seems unpredictable?

  Ziheng hesitated, should he live? Are you looking for it? But how to find it? Where is she now? How can I find it if I don't know anything? Putting down the sword and sinking into contemplation, seeing that Zi Heng was distressed, Wei Er did not speak any more, but her expression was so sad and disappointed.

  The day passed in the hazy, when did Wei Er leave? When I changed my clothes, I don't even know!

  When Ziheng thought it through, people had come to the door of Weier’s room and knocked on the door. No one answered? Ziheng might be able to understand Wei'er's feelings. She might not forgive herself yet, so she had to break in after saying hello...

  No one can be felt in the deserted room, let alone Vier. Since the person is not there, I will have to come again. When I leave, I can vaguely see people lying in the inner hall through the gauze tent of the room? An illusion? Probably not, first confirm it, walk into the open veil, and an amazing scene appears...

Wei Er fell in a pool of blood, holding the fragments of the cup in her right hand, bleeding from her left wrist, and scattered vase fragments around her... Zi Heng didn't even want to rush in to help Wei Er, shouting desperately, Without any response, he lay on Weier’s chest, hearing that there was still a weak heartbeat, Ziheng hurriedly hugged Weier to the bed, tore his own clothes, gave Weier an emergency bandage, and immediately ran outside after the bandage. Shout people!

  Knowing that Weier had cut her veins and committed suicide, the whole [Taishi Mansion] suddenly panicked and found a bunch of doctors to treat Weier. The emperor heard that he also sent the royal doctors in the palace to order that Weier must be rescued...

  ……

After a long period of rescue, Vier finally saved her life. Fortunately, she found it in time, otherwise the gods would be difficult to save. After being out of danger, people gradually left. Ziheng stayed alone to look at Vier. Both Taishi and Jiang Ruting had been involved. Came to visit, but left after a short while, maybe they both felt that Ziheng and Weier shouldn't be disturbed...

  ……

  One more day, although the blood on Weier’s face has recovered a bit, she just didn’t wake up! Ziheng complained very much...

A good woman, why take a risk from the ghost gate? If it weren’t for him to attach to Zhao Ziheng’s body by mistake, maybe Weier would be in love with the real Zhao Ziheng, if it wasn’t for doing that by herself, maybe Weier is still alive happily...

  Zi Heng thinks a lot, thinks deeply

  Don’t even know that Wei Er wakes up

"…I'm alive?"

  Weir’s weak and desolate voice rang in Ziheng’s ear

   "Uh, are you awake?"

  Vier's voice brings Ziheng back to reality

   "Why don't you let me die?"

  Weir said in pain

   "...You told me not to seek death, why do you seek death by yourself? You are dead, how can I feel at ease in my life?"

   "Then what's the point of being alive? Ziheng is no longer the Ziheng he used to be. Even in front of my eyes, I can't touch the strangeness. Do you know the feeling? It's harder to live than to die—"

  Weir’s tears flowed from the corners of her eyes

  The person you obviously like is right in front of you but you can’t touch it

   Clearly know but strange

  I don’t know how far away this kind of understanding but unfamiliar is. Which one is more painful?

Ziheng was silent for a while

  Weir continued to look at the roof, crying

-Shortly after-

  "Ville—"

  This is the first time Ziheng has called out Weier's name, and she usually calls her Miss Lin!

  Weir was a little shocked, but still can’t change her sadness...

   "Let’s get married—"

  The sentence ‘Let’s get married’, and Weier’s tears stopped instantly! Did you hear me wrong?