Engraved in Bone

On a return trip, Xie Zhi'an was in poor health. When he got off the carriage and blew some wind again, the wind chill came too quickly when he returned to Yigu and he fell ill all of a sudden.

He felt drowsy, but he seemed to have dreamed a lot, but he felt nothing at all. The sky's red color can't see human faces, but still can feel the joy from them. He didn't feel like he was when he got married, because there was some secret joy in his heart.

He also seemed to dream about Fu Yuan, who was wearing the same suit, and the other side was smiling at him, and he was sitting with him on the eaves and watching the stars.

What a beautiful dream. When Xie Zhi'an woke up, he only found his sister and his dad who looked embarrassed. Thinking of the dream he had dreamed before waking up, he felt guilty suddenly. He thought about treating his sister well.

He also thought, but the wind cold was like a beginning, his body was getting weaker and weaker, and he often fainted. In the end, he couldn't even get out the door. A little wind would make him sick. As a dying man, watching his father and sister always work for himself, worried and feared, always feel sad.

Originally, he thought that even without Fu Yuan, he could treat ordinary people with his sisters around Yigu, but now it seems that he can't even save himself.

Afraid that he would stay alone in the room, the father didn't know where Huang Chuang fetched was locked in a cage and placed in the room for him to relieve the boredom. However, he felt that Huang Huang was like him, trapped in one place and unable to leave.

The yellow starling will sing at the beginning, but to the end, the singing sound is a little weaker, and it even sounds less crisp than before. The voice faded away, and the bird was sick in the cage, counseling his head.

Xie Zhian couldn't stand it anymore, and while no one saw it, he opened Huang's cage and opened the window to let the birds out.

Seems to have been flying for a long time, some rusty. The yellow cormorant that first fell to the ground fluttered its wings again, flying higher and higher, flying higher, and finally disappeared into a sky blue.

He also imagined that this bird was fleeing the cage.

That night, Xie Zhi'an contracted the wind and cold, and the body's poison followed. As the body became weaker, the pain caused by the toxicity became even greater. Even in the end, he felt that he couldn't stand it, and his sight of the curtain was blurred.

It seemed that at the same time, he was so painful that he almost felt numb, but he felt extra conscious.

He could feel the tears of his sister, his father's anxiety. He heard every word and every word they said clearly.

He wanted to tell his dispensing father to give him up, he didn't want to be a burden on him anymore.

Yes, he saw his father's black hair gradually pinching the silver wire, and his expression became more and more emaciated; and the sister gradually lost weight from a wonderful young girl, and could not see the slightest gesture on the day of marriage.

Everything is because of him.

He was killed by various rare medicinal materials in Yigu, but Xie Zhi'an can't get out of bed now, he can only look at the ceiling and imagine what the starry sky outside the house looks like at this moment.

He didn't know why he wanted to, he just remembered himself, always looking up at the sky, somehow he always looked at the star, and he didn't know who he wanted to see with.

As if passing and passing, Xie Zhi was lying in bed anxiously, listening to those subtle voices day and night, and still people.

Such a day is too terrifying.

He also wanted to get out of bed and walk around, but gradually, his legs started to be weak, and he was completely unconscious in the end. The horrible disappearance of five senses gradually became entangled with him. When Xie Zhian Yi drank the bitter medicine, Su Ri's bitter and unbearable medicine taste completely disappeared. He sighed again and found that he really lost his taste.

Throwing out the medicine bowl in his hand, he laughed in the crisp voice. The laughter grew louder, and in the end he coughed up blood.

He can't even commit suicide now. Since the last time he had the idea of ​​rebirth, his father and sister took turns to look after him every day and night, for fear that he would go in the blink of an eye.

He also wanted to cry and make trouble, but they were unmoved and looked at him tormented by a small wind chill with an unbearable expression.

First taste, slowly touch. When I woke up one day suddenly, Xie Zhi'an groped for a long time. When I wanted to move, I discovered that it was not just my feet, but I didn't feel a whole body up and down. curtain.

How much like the white cloth of the Lingtang, he even thought about it. If Fu Yuan came back and found that he was gone, would there be a trace of sadness in his heart?

He didn't know. He didn't think he could know.

His father and sister searched the medical books and could not get rid of the poison in his body; the toxicity spread, and even the disease gradually settled in him, and his life might be taken away at any time.

Such a day cannibalize his spirit. It didn't take long for Xie Zhi'an to look thinner than the busy two, and his eyes shook indifferently. Lying for a long time made his hands and feet completely shrink. When she got up, her face was pale and her lips were cracked and bloodless.

Where can I see the appearance of Xie Shenyi, who was in the beautiful scenery at that time.

Even if they knew he couldn't get off the ground, they took all the mirrors out of his house.

The drowsy inside of the room with the doors and windows closed, the only thing he could prove to be alive, was to listen to the tiny sounds outside, the cheers of the birds flying low from the eaves, the sound of the wind swaying from the branches, Sister whispered, or the creak of the door being pushed open ... Sister walked next to him holding a bowl of medicine and gently called to him, "Father, it's time to drink medicine."

He couldn't see anything, and could only smile at the sister with a smile in the direction of his voice: "Okay."

I can't feel it, I can't see it, I can't smell it, I can't taste it ... Xie Zhi'an hides in this dark cage, and feels that his five senses are gradually disappearing day by day, and he clearly understands the feeling of slowly losing vitality.

"Sister, I want to see the scenery outside the house. Will you help me open the window?

Although he couldn't see anything, even if he went out for a breath of fresh air.

"Physical matters, you still have a chance."

Does he still have a chance?

Xie Zhian closed her eyes and laughed out a little pear vortex, so that the other party could not see anything wrong with him. He said, "OK."

He knew that he would run out of opportunities.

Nothing can be seen this time. Next time, I can't hear anything.

When he was a healer, he could only let people go back to patients who could not be treated; but now, he realized that this opportunity for death was really uncomfortable.

The author has something to say:

My homework turned me into a buddha, and I was going bald.