Doomsday Wonderland

[Book title: Doomsday Paradise will be updated tonight, just give me a little more time! Author: Xuweijuquan]

The latest chapter of "Doomsday Paradise" dear ~ The domain name of this website: "1, easy to remember! Highly recommended for good novels: My Loli is a Big Star Super Right Hand Online Game: Plane Cannon Fodder Strategy: Literary Star: The End of the World: Life Winner Time Travels Eight Zero Military Wife Development Plan Shengshi Mouzhuang has not updated for four days. I feel that I am really sorry for delaying the update because of this matter and it is not worth it. Don't worry, I have already written more than half of tonight's chapter. It won't be long before I update it. Because there are still a lot of things that I don't want to say quickly, so I specially wrote a single chapter.

I guess you all know about Weibo, right? I was particularly touched that everyone was willing to protect me, and took the initiative to tell me not to pay attention to such trivial matters, and asked me to uninstall Weibo directly - I almost cried. This kind of mother-in-law reader is not just one or two, but is unified by everyone. Opinions, how can I have readers like you? And during this period, I also saw a lot of very large rewards and comforts. I really found that you have a habit of giving money when I stop updating! And a five-hundred-five-hundred-yuan reward is a little too indulgent of me... I really don't need to report it to the whole site...

I'm in a bit of a state of excitement right now. Why? It's because I was writing an update just now.

There is a saying that many readers may be embarrassed to tell me directly, but I will say it for you: I also feel that the late post-apocalyptic period is a bit dull, and it seems not as good as the early and middle stages, right? Not to mention anything else, there are a lot less dungeons and items (although it is also because of the world) - why? I thought about it carefully, and I think it’s because I’ve been writing about the apocalypse for almost four years. To be honest, I’m a little tired of writing. I think this should be easy to understand. Who doesn’t get tired of doing the same thing every day? (Here Refutations about the frequency of Laozi updates will not be accepted).

However, after this incident happened, although I was very depressed, angry, low and aggrieved at first, the benefits it brought me were also huge! big! of!

I didn't realize it myself, and I was literally depressed for four days until I started writing an update. I wrote eight hundred words before this incident happened, and then four days after it happened, I sat down to write again, and found that my feelings were completely different: the anger in my heart seemed to rekindle me somehow. The state just after I opened the book was like a spark! I think it’s because I’ve been thinking about the end of the world in the past few days, and I’ve thought about my thoughts, experiences, and feelings when I was writing about it… and I’ve reconnected with my past self. You can feel it when you read the new chapter later. I can’t say how well I wrote it, but I think there is a real difference between the first 800 words and the last one. I think the first 800 words are a little flat.

I think the biggest benefit this incident has brought to me is that it has rekindled the excitement and adventure-like feeling of exploring another world when I write articles (anger is so powerful). Human beings are really the children of a couple of conflicts and contradictions. No matter how uncomfortable this kind of struggle is, it can still fully activate people's mental state - maybe we are naturally attracted to suffering and torture.

There is also another aspect of writing, which also helped me survive my depression. I have been boasting for a long time that I want to write English novels; a month or two ago, I sorted out some scattered fragments of what I had written and sent them to a writing workshop on the West Coast (my favorite Mr. Martin was a lecturer!! He also set up a scholarship for the writing workshop! Guess what the criteria for the scholarship are! It is to create a fantasy world! Moreover, the lecturers there are all best-selling authors of English novels!), and asked them if I could get a place for further study. Then I received a reply. They told me that it is only open once a year and that this year's enrollment has ended. However, they think I can write well (I won't say it if I am boasting) and are willing to accept my application next year. Although it was not a direct admission of recruitment, this encouragement was really great for me, and I suddenly came back to life.

Sorry to say so much. It's like this. When I look down, I won't remember that there is a higher, wider and more magnificent starry sky above my head. I must always look higher, knowing how far I still have to go to reach higher places. What I have to do should always be to break through myself and take another step forward. Regardless of whether I have talent or not, and what I can accomplish, I will always be a pioneer, not a follower. 166 novel reading network