Difficult

When He Jinmei went out in the morning, she saw a figure on the sofa. She rubbed her eyes, walked over suspiciously, and called out, "Lanlan?"

Jin Shuilan tilted her head to look at her, she didn't rest all night, her eyes were slightly red, and there was a faint smell of alcohol on her body, He Jinmei was a little confused when she saw her sitting on the sofa alone: ​​"Why are you here? When did you come? Why? Why don't you give us a call?"

"It just arrived in the morning." Jin Shuilan said, "I didn't sleep well last night, and I suddenly wanted to come here."

He Jinmei nodded slightly and sat beside her: "What's wrong? Quarrel with Qiuqiu?"

Jin Shuilan laughed: "No."

It was only last night that she knew something, and she was distressed and depressed. After sitting in the study all night yesterday, she took a taxi back in the morning and saw that He Jinmei and Jin Wei had not woken up, nor disturbed them, but just sat on the sofa alone.

Jin Wei heard the movement outside the door and opened the door: "Lan Lan?"

"Why are you here?" Jin Wei was curious: "Why didn't you call me and your mother."

He Jinmei turned her head to look at him and said, "I'm here, I'm here to ask questions, go wash up, I'll cook breakfast, Lanlan, what do you want to eat?"

Jin Shuilan said, "Everything is fine."

He Jinmei nodded: "Then I will make a steamed dumpling."

Jin Wei didn't speak, just went to the bathroom to wash up, He Jinmei entered the kitchen, Jin Shuilan thought about it for a few seconds and followed, sitting on the stool in the dining room, just to see He Jinmei's busy figure.

She grew up in such an environment, warm and comfortable, her parents were harmonious, and they were very kind to her.

The more this is the case, the more distressed Lu Zhenqiu is. They have completely different pasts.

She didn't reply to Lu Zhenqiu immediately last night. She knew that Lu Zhenqiu's knot should not be solved by her. Jin Shuilan looked into the kitchen and called, "Mom, are you all right?"

"It'll be ready soon." He Jinmei said, "Put it in the pot and steam it, and you can eat it in a while. I made polenta for you. You used to like it the most, so why did you come alone, Qiuqiu? "

Jin Shuilan looked at her and asked without answering, "Mom, I have something that I've always been curious about."

He Jinmei put down what was in her hand and walked to her side, sat down, turned her head and asked, "What's the matter?"

Jin Shuilan asked, "Why do you and Dad accept that I like girls so quickly?"

He Jinmei sat next to her, picked up the ends of Jin Shuilan's hair that fell on her shoulders, and brushed it back to reveal her ears. Her fingers were warm, and they were warm against her ears. He Jinmei said, "Why can't you accept it?"

"I'm afraid that others will gossip, I'm afraid that others will look at you differently, and I'm afraid that others will think you have a problem." He Jinmei said: "Lanlan, there are indeed many such people."

Especially among their relatives, it is said that Jin Shuilan actually likes girls, and a good family business will be defeated by her.

The Jin family has no successor.

Jin Shuilan is not filial. Even a homosexual can get married and have a child. How can a good girl like a woman? It must be a psychological problem.

Some did not dare to speak face to face, and there were countless discussions behind their backs, pointing at them.

Some asked directly when they met, and said if they failed to educate their children, so they had a daughter who liked women.

Aren't you angry? anger! What is annoying is not Jin Shuilan's sexual orientation, but those prejudices.

He Jinmei patted her on the shoulder: "But these are all others, not us."

"How can a person live a lifetime for decades? For decades, you have to pay attention to other people's opinions. Are you tired?" He Jinmei said, "When your father was going to be Sanshui, so many people said that you don't care about anything in live broadcasting. I don’t understand, it’s not easy to go online, what are you doing in the live broadcast industry, but you see, your dad is doing it happily, isn’t Sanshui good?”

"Career and relationship, although they can't be compared, but this kind of thing is like drinking water, knowing whether you are cold or warm, if you feel happy, feel good, and spend a long time with the person you like, then that's fine. If you really force you to get married, there will be What's the result?"

She said half-jokingly and half-seriously, "You are stubborn, just like your father. You are so desperate to get rid of you. Where can I find someone to retire for me?"

Jin Shuilan smiled and looked very bright. She said, "Mom, there will be an art exhibition in Nanshi in a while, do you want to go to see it?"

He Jinmei nodded: "Okay."

Jin Shuilan accompanies the two to eat breakfast, during which Jin Wei asked Lu Zhenqiu, she thought about it and said, "Let's come back later."

If Lu Zhenqiu is willing to give her a chance.

Lu Zhenqiu woke up and sat on the bed for a long time. It's been a long time since he felt insomnia. When he broke up with Tang Yingxia for a few days, he was dragged by Jin Shuilan to play games and watch TV shows. It was midnight every time, so he wanted to lose sleep. She didn't have time at all. Last night was rare. She was lying on the bed listening to the movement outside the door. In fact, there was no movement. The sound insulation effect was too good, or Jin Shuilan's movement was too small, so she could hardly hear the sound.

Mao Mao squeezed over, licked her chin, Lu Zhenqiu rubbed her head, and opened the window after getting out of bed. The weather was fine, the sun was shining brightly, and her gloomy mood improved a lot.

Lu Zhenqiu got up to wash up, opened the door and didn't see Jin Shuilan, she was relieved, after saying that last night, she didn't know how to face her this morning.

Mao Mao was used to going to Jin Shuilan's door and slamming the door twice. Lu Zhenqiu hurriedly brought it back. There was no movement in Jin Shuilan's room. I wonder if he was still sleeping. During a period of time, Jin Shuilan had a very regular schedule, going to bed early and getting up early. Sometimes she could see Jin Shuilan smiling at her as soon as she opened the door: "Morning, Qiuqiu."

Good morning, Mr. Jin.

She looked at the empty living room and bowed her head to make breakfast.

The living room was quiet except for the faint sound of the TV. After breakfast, Lu Zhenqiu received a call from a colleague of the crew, asking her if she had gone to the pet store. Lu Zhenqiu was not free a few days ago, so she said she could go when she was free today. Look, my colleague laughed and asked on the phone, "Will Mr. Jin accompany you?"

She bit her lip: "Nothing."

The colleague heard that her voice was wrong and didn't dare to ask, but just hung up the phone obediently.

Lu Zhenqiu clicked into Weibo, and the private messages were full. There were thousands of them, and she couldn't read them all. There were also people who came to seek cooperation. Lu Zhenqiu replied and saw Ji Zibo's tweet yesterday. Bo.

[The team is built, happy. 】

The background is Zhang Xin's concert, which was filmed at the South Gate. Many people in the crew were standing together, Ji Zibo made a V-sign in front of him, and the others were also smiling.

[Is it said that the crew went together? What about Mr. Jin and Zhenqiu dating. 】

[Sure enough, it was the team building of the crew, I guessed it right! 】

[But you didn't find out that Teacher Jin and Zhenqiu are not in this picture? 】

[It's late, what's the problem. 】

[Alright, alright, don't make random guesses. If there is a real situation, how could Teacher Ji talk about the team building so quickly, which means that neither Teacher Jin nor Qiuqiu have any plans in this regard to clarify. 】

[I heard from the crew that the two have a good relationship. 】

[Dream a teacher Jin in my lifetime is open online! 】

In the hearts of fans, Jin Shuilan is the king of loneliness and widows. There are not ten or eight authors who have confessed to her. She still confessed publicly, but she never responded. Once anonymously, fans asked her why she didn't return, and she said she was afraid to return. The other party will cry.

Straight daughter + widow, everyone's impression of her love.

Even Ji Zibo, who worked with her the most, said that it was hard to imagine what Teacher Jin's love would be like.

Lu Zhenqiu scrolled through the comments in silence. Every time he saw Mr. Jin's three words, he would stop for a few seconds and then swipe over.

Although Jin Shuilan did not appear in the picture, she was mentioned the most. Lu Zhenqiu also saw that the blogger who read yesterday was also bubbling up in the comment area.

[Heartbroken - I cried so loudly, I like Qiuqiu and Teacher Jin so much, they are a perfect match! 】

Does it match?

Lu Zhenqiu sat unknowingly for more than half an hour, her legs were numb when she stood up, she sat on the sofa, rubbing her calf, she suddenly thought of Jin Shuilan rubbing her ankle, she was serious and focused, as if she was doing something very important thing.

Lu Zhenqiu kneaded her legs for a few minutes and slowly recovered. Hua Luo called her in a vague voice: "Qiuqiu, are you free in the morning?"

She asked, "What's wrong?"

"Didn't you say you want to buy a gift for Teacher Jin?" Hua Luo rubbed her eyes and said, "Is it okay this morning?"

Lu Zhenqiu said, "I'm going to the pet store in a moment."

"Okay, I'll go with you, and then we'll go buy gifts together."

Lu Zhenqiu hummed, and Hua Luo said, "I called Xiaoyu? We haven't been together for a long time."

"Understood." Lu Zhenqiu replied, Hua Luo happily called Xiaoyu, the three of them made an appointment to meet at the door of the pet store, Lu Zhenqiu put down the phone, went back to the room to change clothes, and Mao Mao was happy with her legs She jumped around and seemed to know that she could go out. Lu Zhenqiu found a purple fur collar and jeans at random, and put a down jacket over it. Although the sun was good outside, she still wore very thick clothes. Leaning to the side, Lu Zhenqiu led it out.

The window in the corridor was open, and it was cold and air-conditioned as soon as he went out. Lu Zhenqiu walked over and closed the window halfway, waiting for the elevator to come up.

Layer by layer.

The numbers kept changing, jumping from odd to even, Lu Zhenqiu grabbed the rope holding Maomao, his expression was calm, the elevator arrived with a ding and slowly opened, and there was a person standing inside.

Lu Zhenqiu didn't respond for a while.

Mao Mao saw Jin Shuilan's happy barking, and rushed in excitedly, rubbing against Jin Shuilan, the throat made a whimper, but he didn't see him overnight, but he seemed very enthusiastic.

Lu Zhenqiu was dragged and staggered by it, holding the elevator with one hand, barely standing, and looked at Jin Shuilan.

Jin Shuilan was still wearing yesterday's clothes, with long hair and a shawl. She lowered her body and rubbed Maomao's body, raised her head slightly, her eyes were clear under her bangs, and her thin lips opened lightly: "Morning, Qiuqiu."

Or the familiar greeting, the familiar makes people feel unreal.

Lu Zhenqiu clenched the furry rope tightly, her fingers tightened, her joints turned white, her voice was slightly hoarse: "Morning, Teacher Jin."

The author has something to say:

Thirty red packets.

Lu Zhenqiu: Is it a dream?

Jin Shuilan: No.

Lu Zhenqiu: Why not?

Jin Shuilan: I wouldn't be so gentle with you in my dreams.

Lu Zhenqiu: ...

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