Detective Training Manual

　　 Why did I get rheumatism when I was only 17 years old?

　　 Maybe only the old guy across the hall would get this stuff.

　　 Although the woodchuck told me that I am not rheumatism, but my bone marrow sensitivity or something... Hey, I don't understand it either.

　　 Anyway, if it rains on a cloudy day, my bones hurt. What is this not rheumatism?

　　 I wanted to take the elevator to the cafeteria secretly today, but I was caught.

　　 The groundhog is really scary when it swears.

　　......

　　【May 5th】

　　【Sunny】

　　In other words, how long have I not seen my parents?

　　 Three years? Or four years?

　　 Actually, sometimes I have forgotten their existence.

　　 But yesterday, I dreamed of them again.

　　 They opened the door of the ward and said, "Son, we are back."

　　 also said, I haven't come to see me for so long, I'm just busy, and forgot to tell me when I left.

　　 Isn't this nonsense? I can't walk away for several years.

　　 But in my dream, I didn't even scold them for being inconsistent.

　　 I forgave them.

　　 Okay, just a dream...

　　 But if they do come back, I won’t be embarrassed and will forgive them too.

　　 I miss them a bit.

　　 When I woke up, the pillow was wet. I turned it over and was not found by the nurse.

　　 Hey, I’m so smart.

　　......

　　【October 20th】

　　【? 】

　　Since yesterday, the curtains have been closed because the sun hurts my eyes.

　　 The groundhog said, my condition is serious, but I don't care too much, it's just that the sun is dazzling.

　　 At most, when I write my diary, I don’t add the weather.

　　No one will see these diaries anyway. I wrote them page by page, and then they hid them under the closet.

　　 It's shameful to see these things.

　　 When the nurse left, the door was not closed.

　　 So I seem to hear that the groundhog is divorced.

　　 He stays in the hospital 4 days a week and does not go home at night. His son was hit by a battery car when he was after school.

　　 Actually, I heard a few days ago that there was a woman arguing in the hallway, probably his wife.

　　 So, women are really troublesome.

　　......

　　......

　　 [November 2]

　　【? 】

I'm crying.

　　 She shed tears as soon as she opened her eyes.

　　 This is not painful, I am quite strong. But my eyes are a little afraid of light, and the groundhog bought me a lamp that is not so bright, and it feels much better.

　　 His hair has been messed up recently, and he has become more and more like a prairie dog. At first glance, he has not been home for a few days.

　　 Uh, he may not have a home anymore, just like me.

　　 My back started to hurt, but it didn’t always hurt, so it’s okay.

　　 The groundhog said, I have three injections of painkillers every day, which is pretty good.

　　 The old lady next door has a granddaughter who is very beautiful.

　　 I think I can propose to the groundhog to buy a wig, and next time the girl comes, I will go up and talk to her.

　　 Bald head will scare her.

　　......

　　......

　　【November 22】

　　【Sunny】

　　 That girl is here again today.

　　 But the grandmother next door is gone.

　　 There were crying in the corridor...The girl was crying very sad.

　　 I want to go up to comfort her, but I don’t have a wig yet.

　　 I saw the window of the next ward, the sunlight came through, and I started to cry again.

　　 One day, I will be carried out like this, but at that time, there should be no one crying in the corridor.

　　 is also pretty good, it won't bother others.

　　 Last night, I didn't sleep well, I felt like I was punched in the back, and it hurts all night.

　　 I asked Dr. Zhang if he still had the painkiller.

　　 He just shook his head.

　　......

　　【December 10th】

　　【? 】

　　 hurt

　　 The nurse said, I want to be strong.

I think so too.

　　 But... it hurts.

　　......

　　【December 31】

　　【? 】

　　 hurt

　　 Today is the last day of the year.

　　 I can hear the sound of firecrackers outside.

　　The groundhog is on the night shift again. He opened the curtains to show me the night sky at night.

　　 The fireworks are really beautiful.

　　 He said, starting today, I have four needles a day.

　　 I really thank him, because I finally got a good night's sleep.

　　......

　　【? 】

　　 hurt

　　......

　　【? 】

　　 hurt

　　......

　　【? 】

　　 hurt

　　......

　　【April 12th】

　　 hurt

　　 I don’t want to lie down, or sit, let alone stand. I don’t know what to do. It hurts no matter what I do.

　　 I never thought about something that can make me feel like this.

　　 I said to the nurse, can you give me a mirror and let me see what's wrong with my back.

　　 But the nurse shook his head.

　　 Now, I have 4 needles a day, and sometimes I have a 5th needle. An old man next door is very noisy, and he says he has less medicine. However, Dr. Zhang seemed to ignore him. Yesterday I heard his mutter, the old man’s response should be drug addiction.

　　 Well, even so, I still can't sleep.

5 days? Still 6 days.

　　 I want to cry, not because of the light, but because I really want to cry.

　　 If I have to go on like this all the time in the future.

　　 Then I... might as well die.

　　 Jump off the building?

　　 But there are guardrails outside the windows!

　　 Why... there are guardrails?

　　 Did someone in this ward have the same idea as me?

　　 However, he succeeded.

　　 really lucky.

　　......

　　 Li Huan flipped through these diaries page by page.

　　 At the beginning, there were still a lot of characters, but fewer and fewer. Sometimes, there was no one in a few months.

　　 In the only text, Li Huan was also optimistic and strong from the beginning, and gradually saw more and more despair.

　　 There are even many times, in the whole article, only one word is written.

　　【Pain】

　　 is just one word.

　　 But Li Huan's heart twitched involuntarily.

　　 It is hard to imagine, in what state of mind a child would write such a word.

　　 In his mind, there should be nothing at that moment, only pain.

　　 Li Huan was stunned.

　　 Just a few hours ago, she was still thinking.

　　 A child’s attitude towards life should be persistence and love. Even when facing illnesses, he should be fearless.

　　 After all, it is written like this in the book.

　　 However... from the words in her hand, she finally realized that the child was actually just an ordinary person.

　　 was abandoned by his parents and tortured by illness, even when he was asking the nurse why he insisted on insisting, the nurse was just silent.

　　 No one can give a reason.

　　 It seems that everyone is asking a patient to cherish their own life, and for those who do not cherish life, most people just criticize it.

　　 Because in the eyes of all people who have never experienced despair, things should be like this.

　　 Finally, Li Huan remembered the words Dr. Zhang said to him in the first place——

　　 "This is a hospital, which is different from the world you are in..."

　　 Li Huan stood up abruptly.

　　 She rushed out.

　　 "Excuse me, where is Doctor Zhang, where are the policemen?"

　　 The nurse hurriedly pointed to the elevator. She didn't know why the girl was so anxious.

　　 Actually...Li Huan didn't know.

　　 She can’t imagine, Doctor Zhang, what kind of person is she?

　　......

　　 Maybe, he is a kind person.

　　 He just watched Wang Xiaoming, who was gradually falling into despair on the hospital bed, and finally made up his mind. He picked up the syringe and injected an excessive amount of painkillers into his blood vessels.

　　 Then watched him finally smile, fell asleep quietly, and then couldn't wake up again.

　　......

　　 Maybe, he is a timid person.

　　 was too timid to allow his wife to come to the hospital to make a big noise, and to finally divorce, he didn't dare to refute anything.

　　 was so timid, seeing the patient in front of him gradually losing his breath, he finally realized what he had done, and then panicked, only to think of disguising the matter as a jump off the building.

　　......

　　 Maybe... he is just a poor man who has obeyed his life in helplessness.

　　 He obeyed the breakdown of his family.

　　 Obeyed year after year, endless ward work.

　　 obeyed one patient after another and passed away.

　　 In the end, he also obeyed Wang Xiaoming.

　　 He carried the child who was already unable to stand up, and took advantage of the two hours of changing the video to the memory, and came to the top of the opposite office building.

　　 There, the two of them said something in their lives that they couldn't tell the other person's heart.

　　 Then... they parted ways with each other, life and death separated forever.

　　......

　　 Or, what the old man in that ward said is true, Dr. Zhang, really is a bastard.

　　......

　　 Well, the most likely thing is that Dr. Zhang is actually an ordinary person.

　　 He killed Wang Xiaoming because of sympathy. He smashed his body because of self-protection. He didn't dare to leave him in the hospital because of a guilty conscience. He fell in love with Li Huan because of fear. He was taken away by the police without struggling because of regret.

　　 And the liquid in the infusion bottle...maybe it really relieves anxiety.

　　People are always complicated, and a person can never be summarized by the same label.

　　Naturally, we cannot use good or bad, good and evil to generalize.

　　 So, what kind of person is Dr. Zhang? Everyone may have their own opinions.

　　......

　　 But these thoughts are indifferent.

　　 At least for Wang Xiaoming, it doesn't matter.

　　Because at the moment before he died, he must feel that Dr. Zhang was a good person.

　　......

　　 Li Huan rushed to an elevator, and the notes in her hand were held tightly in her arms, and she refused to drop a page.

　　 After the elevator reached the first floor, she rushed out with all her strength.

　　 Right outside the hospital, the police car is already ready, and Dr. Zhang is already in one of them.

　　 With a start-up sound, the police car started moving.

　　 "Wait a minute!"

　　 Li Huan pushed open the door of the hospital, yelled, and then chased after the police car!

　　 Zhou Yan watched the police car and heard the shout. He was shocked. At the same time as he turned his head, he saw Li Huan holding something and rushed into the night.

　　 "Hey!" Zhou Yan didn't react for a while, so she had to rush to follow her.

　　 It's hard to imagine what it is that made a little girl drag her weak body and chase after the car so desperately after she just woke up.

　　 Fortunately, Li Huan’s voice was heard by the driver, and the traffic in front of him gradually slowed down and stopped on the side of the road.

　　 In the rearview mirror, the police officers all looked at the little girl running towards them in surprise.

at last......

　　 Panting, she ran to the car window where Detective Liu was.

　　 "These... these are Wang Xiaoming's diaries!"

　　 "What?!" Liu Chen was taken aback, and quickly took the diary over.

　　 "I don't know if Dr. Zhang killed someone, but if he really killed Wang Xiaoming, then these diaries should be able to influence the court's decision."

　　 Having said this...she looked at Dr. Zhang who was sitting behind the car~www.NovelMTL.com~ At this time, Dr. Zhang was just sitting quietly, with her head down, her face could not be seen clearly.

　　 "I believe you are a good person." Li Huan suddenly said: "At least Wang Xiaoming thinks that you are a good person."

　　 She used the word ‘good guy’.

　　 did not say that Dr. Zhang was the murderer, nor did he say that Dr. Zhang was wronged.

　　 just...good people.

　　 But how should a good person and a bad person be defined, and how should a well-intentioned murderer and a malicious accuser be distinguished?

　　 This is not something that Li Huan can think of. She is only examining Doctor Zhang from the perspective of the deceased.

"Haha, thank you, little girl." Doctor Zhang in the back seat smiled and finally raised his head, but in his eyes, there was helplessness: "It is natural to observe the world with kind eyes. It's a good thing.

　　 But don’t have too much hope for this world.

　　 After all, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. "

　　 He said something inexplicable.

　　 Then, Doctor Zhang took out a card from his pocket and handed it to Li Huan.

　　 "This is something that I have spent my life's luck in exchange for. Now, my wish is fulfilled. I will give you this stuff. I hope you won't need it for the rest of your life."

　　 Li Huan was stunned. Compared with the last sentence, this sentence made her even more incomprehensible.

　　 But she still took the card.

　　 That material, like poker, is very tough.

　　 The main color of the entire card is black, both front and back.

　　 just outlines an abstract outline with simple white lines on one side.

　　It looks...a bit like a crow with outstretched wings...