Death is the Beginning

Called Zhang Heng ...

Born in a hospital in Nanjing, he didn't have any strange smells at the time of birth, no ganoderma lucidum, and no dragons, etc. In short, he was a normal baby ...

His parents were businessmen. They were the group who resigned to the sea in the early days of reform and opening up. After 90 years, they had millions of net worth. They are also rich families. They have many real estate and facades in Nanjing and Hai. And Zhang Heng grew up in such an environment. Although his parents are really not enough to care for him because he is busy with business, Zhang Heng was born with an optimistic personality and a bright and cheerful nature. He did not feel lonely or anything. It is normal to grow up, and it can be regarded as an ordinary person with a normal mind.

But there is a very bad disadvantage in his temperament, which is that he does not have perseverance in doing things ...

Zhang Heng Zhang Heng, the reason his parents gave him the name meant that he would have perseverance in doing things in the future, but who knows that things will not go against him, maybe because of his optimistic temperament, or because his character is bright and sunny, free and easy It ’s casual, so it ’s not as persistent as those who are obsessed. They often do n’t do it for a long time. If they encounter difficulties, they immediately shake their hands. This is contrary to the original intention of his name, but this is what his parents expected. It's too late.

However, Zhang Heng's family has entered the affluent class. In the 1990s, there were millions of families. In that era, they were considered rich and wealthy, and Zhang Heng's parents were not the kind who became rich and became bad. People, with the caution of small citizens, plus the eyes and investment of businessmen, Zhang Heng's family is also getting richer and richer, so his unwilling personality will not cause him much hindrance in the future. Read, it ’s time to get married, or to inherit the family business. Life is like a planned trajectory. He just needs to go all the way ...

Until I met her ...

It was a very unlucky encounter in the university. It was a meal for many schools. Because Zhang Heng's warm and cheerful personality, he has a good popularity in the university, plus a wealthy family, but also a bit of boldness. This kind of dinner usually takes the role of host and planner as the place of contact and school for him.

That contact was for some freshmen who just entered the school. As an "elder" who has been promoted to the sophomore year, Zhang Heng is naturally very enthusiastic about such things. I contacted a buffet place early and I only need to pay 38. Yuan, you can have dinner in this place is not a luxury, so Zhang Heng ran very happily and gathered to dozens of schoolchildren, only to hit a nail in front of a schoolgirl.

"Sorry, I'll see what time it is."

This is a pretty girl. The content is not excellent enough to be described as ordinary. A black satin-like hair looks extremely dazzling, and the complexion is slightly dark and rough. As if it is often sun and rain. No frowns were applied. Lipstick perfume and the like. Although the clothing is frugal. But it was washed clean. This is a girl like a water lily. Does not apply any Dai powder color. Clean. Clear and refreshing.

Although Zhang Heng has an optimistic personality. Gives a bold feeling and carefree appearance. But the mind is actually quite delicate. At the same time I saw this girl. He immediately guessed why the girl refused ... the thirty-eight yuan. for him. Or for most wage earners. It's a small piece of land. 38 yuan for a meal is really not expensive. But for someone like this girl. Thirty-eight yuan is likely to be her meal for a week. Zhang Heng looked at the girl in that clean lichen. But it was washed so many places had been discolored. It seems to be wearing for a long time.

"But I have already paid for it. As many people as I should ask for. I will pay as much as possible. This time I would have welcomed you students and schoolmates to have dinner together. So naturally we invited you. You do n’t go to talk .The shop will not refund our 38 yuan. Instead, it is a waste. So you take a day off without watching. Let's eat and drink together. Take a good rest. After college life, you still have a busy time. Zhang Heng chased behind the girl. He smiled. Inside. Already decided to pay this money for the school girl.

The girl really was a little surprised. As expected by Zhang Heng. Girl so diligently. Nothing is wasted. Although just rejected Zhang Hengdi's proposal. But after a moment of distress. Sure enough, Zhang Heng agreed as expected. That night also decided to go to that dinner together.

Later things seemed to have nothing to do with Zhang Heng. He can do that kind of thing. But Zhang Heng seemed to think more. He is bright and cheerful by nature. Free and easy. Tolerant of his seeming weakness. He has a spirit of boldness. Life is also the worst thing to see. At this moment, though, the young girl has never been injustice. But Zhang Heng thought more.

Judging from the beauty of this girl's face. Eating and drinking on weekdays is definitely very frugal. This time at the buffet party. Although it is only 38 yuan per person. But alcoholic drinks. Big fish and big meat. Basically everything is available. Girls may be restrained elsewhere. But since it has been paid for the buffet. Then she will definitely eat and drink with appetite. There was nothing wrong with it. But ordinary young people in the city. There will be so much fat and fatty fish there. She was eating fish there alone. It is inevitable that others will look at her with different eyes in the future ...

Therefore, in this buffet, Zhang Heng is even more exaggerated than this girl. He released his arms and ate fish, swallowed the whole fat after grilling it, and swallowed it one by one. Instead, most people's eyes were on Sucked in the past, while the girl sat in the corner looking at Zhang Heng, eating her food silently ...

"... I feel like within ten years, I must have vomited when I saw oil flowers."

The next day, when Zhang Heng rubbed his belly and came out of the toilet, he was surprised that the girl was holding a small cloth and standing by the playground. The girl waited until he came out of the toilet. He walked in front of him generously and handed him the small parcel.

"Boiled water to drink can help digestion and cure bellyache ... and thank you yesterday." The girl smiled at Zhang Hengyan.

Although the appearance of this girl is very ordinary, at best it can be regarded as a handsome man, and Zhang Heng is not a junior or something.

I have had two or three women, and I have also been a woman in college, but I did n’t have the performance of perseverance to break up after a long period of contact, but he was a young man with a lot of money, a good personality, and his appearance was not bad. Women are regarded as beauties and girls, if they look at it from the mentality of women, they really are not in his eyes.

But at this moment, the pure eyes and smile of a young girl gave Zhang Heng a sense of being beaten down by electricity. It was very hazy, but he was so stagnant that the whole girl was wrapped in a strong jam. In his hand, and then slowly walked away, this came back to me, and after opening the package, I saw that there were many herbs in it ...

"This one ... maybe, long, long ago, I was waiting for the master of these eyes ..."

The next step is Zhang Heng's active pursuit, which is inexplicable, as if only for that sweet smile, but the girl seems to be embarrassed and frightened, constantly escaping Zhang Heng's pursuit, so that she even shares the bedroom with her Everyone felt strange, desperately preaching to let her be with Zhang Heng, but this young girl had a tough heart, she evaded Zhang Heng's omnipresent care and pursuit, and in the end, she even ignored her. Willing to take care of Zhang Heng.

At this moment, Zhang Heng's habit of giving up seemed to disappear completely, and he didn't know if it was a gas stop or something. He was so stingy regardless of the coldness of the girl, so he consumed her like this ... Like an enemy, the individual flees for two years until ... the girl is found to have cancer.

"No! Now that the department is so developed, cancer can certainly be treated. You can relax and rest assured that I must cure you!"

Zhang Heng roared loudly in the ward. He had always been free and easy, but at this moment it was unprecedented madness. The expression seemed to be tearing. In the pursuit of these two years, although he had not pursued a girl, but This young girl is more and more familiar, and the original dim love in her heart is deepened. At this moment, when the young girl has cancer, he just feels pain in his heart, as if even the whole soul is shaking. The extreme pain caused this insanity.

And the girl was pale at the moment, but she did n’t know whether it was due to her illness or she was scared, but her movements were still clean and clear, and she did not notice the smell of muddy water. She actually hugged Zhang Heng from the back gently Then he murmured: "Stop, don't do this, it's not like you on weekdays ..."

"Although I don't fake colors for you, it is your hard work, your persistence, and your gentleness. I have all these things in my heart. I have already liked you ... but you know why I want to escape you. Is it because we can never be together, we can never ... "

"I am a child from the mountains, just like the poor mountain children we saw in newspapers and textbooks. I am one of them, and the place where I came out is even poorer than there ... it is the folks together I collected the money for my tuition. It was the folks who laughed and sent me out of the valley. Those folks who did n’t know anything were waiting for me. How can I be nostalgic for the prosperity of this city? I want to go Yes, I must go back, bring this knowledge back to the folks, bring it back to the children, I want to go back to the mountain village to be a teacher, I want to teach them, I want to let more children go out like me Mountain, so, even if I love you no more, how can I stay with you? I ... no ...

The girl cried in a low voice, although she was crying with her back to Zhang Heng, but Zhang Heng could imagine the girl's desperate expression ... she had never cried, no matter how difficult she was in these two years, no matter how hard she suffered, No matter how entangled Zhang Heng was, she never cried. She was as strong as a small wild flower in the mountain, and it bloomed in the cold season ...

But now she is, crying so desperately ...

"I have always insisted, no matter whether I insist on the prosperity of this city, or on your pursuit, I have never given up, always willingly worked hard, always wanted to go back to that mountain village, but this desire It ca n’t be realized, everyone is waiting for me to go back, but I ca n’t go back anymore, Zhang Heng, I ca n’t go back ... ”

Zhang Heng stood silently, and the tears in his clothes around his waist had penetrated there, straight into his skin, his flesh, his soul ...

Holding the girl's ashes, Zhang Heng, regardless of his parents 'desperate opposition, or his parents' warning to sever the inheritance relationship, he resolutely took the same path as the girl ... went to the mountain village where she gave birth to her, and A primary school teacher in a poor mountain village teaches the children in the mountain village where the girl is located and another poorer mountain village. This is more than five years.

Forget about giving up ~ www.novelmtl.com ~ Remember to persist, forget the bustling city, remember the simplicity of the mountain village, forget the beauty of the lead, remember these dark smiles ... Zhang Heng always touches Holding something in her chest clothes pocket, that was a photo, the only picture taken with the girl before he died. After knowing Zhang Heng's decision, the girl laughed so happily, so moving, even then Her hair had fallen out, and the whole person looked as thin as a skull, but that sweet smile made Zhang Heng return to the moment when he handed him herbs in the playground ...

Bright and moving, as if the whole life is to wait for the owner of this eye ...

It's spring, and the snow is melting again. Even the small wooden bridges repaired by the villagers were broken. Zhang Heng was only able to cross the river with the children on his back. After crossing the river once, a sudden rapid came and made him and The child fell into the rushing stream at the same time. At that time, he had no time to push the child to the shore, but he himself was rushed downstream by the stream ...

"Wang Xuelian, the person I love ... this time I will always insist, this time I will never give up, unless it is until I die and meet you again, I will be able to laugh heartily, just as I pursued you before That kind of smile is like that, so that's why I have a clear conscience ... "

"So, I will hold on until I die ..."