COS Dazai Osamu’s I Got Into the Conan Crew

"I didn't expect that we were the last ones to arrive, Xiaoqian~" The door of the laboratory opened again, and a girl wearing a black and pink sailor uniform and a braid on one side stepped into the laboratory with a sweet voice.

"Mr. Bourbon, Scotch, Vodka, and Gin are actually here too." She looked around the laboratory with a sweet smile.

"It must be because of Kaa," she said, looking at the boy sitting on the experimental table playing games.

"After all, interesting things should be shared with everyone." Shuji Tsushima smiled.

"So are all the people you called here?" Peino asked, standing in front of the training cabin.

"Well, we're all here, we can start." Shuji Tsushima jumped off the experimental platform.

He pressed a few buttons on the console next to him with ease.

The green nutrient solution in the culture cabin gradually disappeared, the hatch opened, and the red-haired figure stood quietly in the cabin with his eyes closed.

The tube connected to his body was slowly retracted, and the collar restraining him was also untied.

"Wake up, Laphroague." Tsujima Shuji snapped his fingers and shouted a slogan grandly.

Suddenly, all the solemn and serious atmosphere disappeared.

Gin looked at the red-haired figure, as if he didn't hear or see what the boy said or did.

Vodka looked at Gin's performance, so he also looked indifferent, and even tried hard to make a ferocious expression in order not to laugh.

Bourbon showed a blank expression and covered his face with his hands.

Scotland is mature and accustomed.

Tiamali and Peno laughed unbridled.

But the red-haired figure really opened his blue eyes after a moment.

Sharp and violent emotions surged instantly, and were suppressed back under the blue sea.

"Hey, Laphroague, you're finally awake." The young man raised his hand casually and said hello.

"Kaa? Why am I here? I'm not..." The red-haired young man frowned, with lingering anger exuding from his brows.

"Think carefully about what happened before you fell into coma. I don't want the rescued members to become defective products that have lost their memory." reminded the black-haired boy.

So the young man on the red side fell into memories.

He was obviously... supposed to be on a mission.

He silently went through his memories in his mind.

From childhood to adulthood, nothing is left out.

The way his parents looked happy when he opened his eyes, the memory of body modifications he had as a child, and the way his parents drew tattoos on his body with their own hands.

After Lai Yin defected, his parents died tragically while lying in a pool of blood, and they were pushed into the cremation cabinet.

as well as……

He received the document with Haneda Hideyoshi's name written on it.

The appearance of killing Haneda Hideyoshi with his own hands.

Suddenly there was a gunshot from behind, and the familiar girlfriend turned into a stranger.

"Where's Mero? Is he dead?" the red-haired young man suddenly asked.

"He's dead. I killed him with my own hands." The black-haired boy said with a sweet smile.

"Really?" The red-haired young man murmured with unknown meaning.

"I also want to kill the traitor who shot me in the back with my own hands." He couldn't help but clicked his tongue in annoyance.

He looked down at the scars left on his body.

There was a penetrating wound to the abdomen from a bullet fired from behind.

There are also traces of whipping left during torture and...

Imprint marks.

As he observes himself, the rest of the group observes him.

Watching...

Was this experiment successful?

"Why haven't these scars been removed?" he asked with a frown.

"Hey~ Because everyone thought you would want to keep these traces~" Tsushima Shuji spread his hands and explained.

"Why keep such an ugly thing?" The red-haired young man looked incomprehensible.

"Where's Chablis? Give me the scar removal medicine." He looked for Chablis.

"Do you really want to remove such a memorable trace?" The middle-aged man who came late after taking a shower looked very unreliable.

As a researcher, Chablis doesn't mind giving respect and special treatment to seemingly inhuman beings.

Anyway, in Chablis' mind, Kaa could be anything, but definitely not a human being.

"Teacher, have you experienced this too?" Bourbon asked curiously.

"No, but I have felt the sense of dependence you mentioned, but unlike you, I have never thought about resisting." The decadent middle-aged man responded, half-slumped on the sofa.

"...You are as good as ever..." Bourbon tugged at the corner of his mouth and complained.

As unreliable as ever.

"I really want to try it. Maybe it's something that even Gin can't do." The blond man's eyes were filled with challenge.

"Let's go, teacher." Bourbon and Scotland stood up and left.

"Young man..." After they left, Chablis sighed deeply.

Young people always insist on thinking that they are special.

…

"Brother, what is the sense of dependence that Bourbon and the others are talking about? Why do they want to leave Kao?" Vodka asked doubtfully while driving.

Feeling dependent on Kaa or something...

Bourbon and Scotland are too embarrassing for adults.

But from what they said, the eldest brother seemed to have been dependent on Kaa?

Um……

Doesn't the eldest brother have the mentality of an old father towards Kaa?

"Dependence...ha." The silver-haired man smiled sarcastically and sinisterly.

"That can't be explained by a simple sense of dependence." He closed his eyes, looking like he didn't want to say more.

Vodka saw this and didn't ask any more questions.

Gin closed his eyes, recalling the time when he sent Tsushima Shuji to that person when he was a child.

"It was really hard to take care of Xiu Zhi for me for two years." The voice was elegant and gentle.

"It's just that if I had appeared in front of Xiuzhi from the beginning, he might have remembered everything and chosen to die when he saw me..." Only when the kid was mentioned, there was a little melancholy and helplessness.

When Belmode went to the police station to take away the brat, he used the identity of Haruhiko Oba.

He claimed to the police at that time that he was... the younger brother of that family.

"I gave you to Xiu Zhi and asked him if he wanted to keep you. He said it doesn't matter. If you want to keep you, you can stay." The man's voice was soft.

"So I'm here to ask for your opinion. Do you want to stay with Xiuzhi or return to Japan?" He said with a calm and relaxed attitude.

Gin chose to return to Japan.

He enjoys the process of doing tasks more than taking care of that kid.

Smoke, fire, and the smell of blood were the things he was familiar with.

"Okay, but you are welcome to come and play with Xiuzhi at any time." The man said with a chuckle.

So Gin returned to Japan.

In the first week, he found himself suffering from insomnia.

In the days that followed, no matter how tired he was, he could not sleep.

In the second week, after losing sleep, I also lost the desire to eat.

In one week, Gin lost twenty pounds.

At the same time he discovered that he was gradually losing the symbol of living.

Sleep, appetite, even... other desires.

Only emptiness and numbness surrounded him.

Unable to distinguish the boundary between reality and illusion, a feeling of drowsiness and nausea fills the brain.

After that...

Along with this, comes unconscious self-destructive behavior.

With the sound of glass breaking, when Gin came back to his senses, blood was already flowing down his cheek.

He rolled his eyes, his expression numb.

He saw his own image in the broken glass stained with blood.

It looks like a zombie.

He tried taking drugs to combat this hallucinatory behavior, but found...

Drugs had no effect on him.

after that……

It's like sleepwalking.

When Gin opened his eyes, he found that he was already on a plane.

The destination is...

The country where that and Kaa were.

He got off the plane in a rare panic.

Once, twice, three times...

Sleepwalking-like behaviors become more frequent and last longer.

He tied himself up and found himself in a different place the next day.

After returning to the safe house, you can still see the broken rope.

As if self-abuse, Gin tried to break one of his legs.

But he found that even if he became limp, he would still appear in other places.

Even if both legs are broken at the same time, he will still appear somewhere else the next day.

Accompanied by broken nails and coagulated blood scabs.

He even had to crawl out.

These were uncontrollable actions, because when he was awake, he had no idea of ​​looking for Kaa, nor did he have the idea of ​​​​seeing him.

Even when I'm not awake, I don't have these thoughts.

because……

He doesn't remember anything.

When he woke up, all he saw was his own miserable appearance.

Gin hated this feeling of not being in control.

He will be loyal to Kaa simply because the other person has become the object of his allegiance.

If someone else would have such an impact on him, Gin's first choice would definitely be to kill him.

But the person who caused all this was Kaa. He hated the feeling of being out of control and resisted being out of control, but he never thought of killing the other person.

He even knew clearly that Kaa, who had such an impact on him, did not do it intentionally.

Just unconscious influences.

Let him become like this.

So Gin also began to hate his own weakness.

It wasn't until later when I was doing a mission that I was almost influenced and caused the mission to fail.

Sitting in the car, biting the bandage with his mouth and bandaging his wounds with one hand, Gin received a message from the person asking him to play with Kaa.

Only then did I stop this senseless self-abuse behavior.

The more you want to stay away from Kaa and the more you resist, the so-called withdrawal reaction will only become stronger.

Gin had experienced that kind of torture countless times.

From the initial resistance for the sake of resistance, to the later...

In order to train yourself, you deliberately torture yourself in this way.

Hypnosis, drugs, even brainwashing.

These have lost their effect on gin.

The feelings these bring are nothing compared to those I have experienced.

Is this a sense of dependence?

Bourbon and the others actually used simple dependence to describe such a terrible thing?

What a joke.

Gin couldn't help but taunt inwardly.

Why did Moscato suddenly come to Japan from Italy?

It's not because of that brat.

This is obviously...

It is a virus that is extremely contagious and can cause death.

and……

It was obviously a situation that the person was deliberately indulgent and even very happy to see.

The one who is very happy for anyone who comes into contact with Kaa to become the other party's lackey, or... rabid dog.

PS: Blind guessing will cause some people to offend, so... this is not fun. Think about the mental pollution of Cthulhu. In fact, it is the same for everyone. As long as they are alive, they will be affected. The difference is just the degree of impact.

Consider that fanatics may even commit suicide just to see their faith.

It's the same for men and women, it's the same for cats and dogs, no one is special, it's just Kaa's own or even uncontrollable influence.

It would be better to say that he actually deliberately controlled it. He rarely even went to school because the people in the school were too weak to resist.

If you go there a few times, someone will actually commit suicide just to attract his attention.

Kaa doesn't even care who is influenced by him.

After all...it would be hard to notice if you trample on ants while walking.

He just thought those people would cause trouble if they died in front of him, and hoped that they would die somewhere where he couldn't see them, so as not to cause more trouble to him.

He is a humanoid contagion without a heart.

There is no emotional line, no CP, CP baa! ! !

I don't eat rot, and I even want to jump off Kongtong Mountain because I often encounter rotten cancer.

Let me go, let go of Kaa, thank you.

He is only fourteen years old——

Not even my fourteenth birthday yet—! ! !