Confession

This is the first time that Xu Sui and Zhou Jingze have completed the rescue mission together.

This was the first time, accompanied by that G350, and later they had countless firsts.

This process is actually difficult to adapt. The pace of work in bases and hospitals is different, even faster and more intense. You never know when the emergency call will come.

Xu Suizeng was woken up in the middle of the night, hurriedly washed a handful of cold water, and then left for the mission. He also encountered a situation where he was huddled in his seat during 72 hours of high-intensity work and rescued people in an earthquake.

Sometimes she really couldn't hold on, and wanted to let it go, but she raised her eyes and saw a blue figure not far away, with injuries on her body, still fighting on the front line, insisting on saving people.

Her man is really awesome, think about it this way, in fact, she has suffered nothing.

There is a motivation to stick to it again.

In summer, it rains often and the base is backed by mountains. Bugs often fly over after the rain. Xu Sui was bitten by a bug and was allergic. Itchy in the middle of the night, she scratched her neck with scars, itching straight to tears: "What kind of broken place is this?"

Zhou Jingze hugged her in his arms, gently kissed the tears from her eyelashes, and patiently coaxed, "I have wronged my girl."

The life of the base is not as prosperous as the city, but Zhou Jingze is a man with sentimentality. He made a vinyl record player by hand, which he used to listen to music in the room when it rained.

Xu Sui liked to sit on the carpet and play games. Zhou Jingze made a snack rack and placed it next to her, simply for the convenience of her girl.

Zhou Jingze also planted Xu Sui's favorite tomatoes and sweet potatoes in the yard, fearing she would be bored, and took Master Kui and 1017 to the base to accompany her.

Zhou Jingze is like this, and Xu Sui feels that he feels safe at all times.

At the end of July, Zhou Jingze and Xu Sui transferred the fake together, and the two returned to their home in Amber Lane together. They cleaned the house together on the weekend, and took Demu out for a walk in the evening.

Master Kui is an old dog. After walking for less than half an hour, he started to pant. Xu Sui went into the convenience store and bought a bottle of mineral water. When she went out, she unscrewed the bottle cap and poured the water in her palm. Master Kui drank it immediately. water.

Zhou Jingze stood aside and smoked with one hand, the smoke exhaled from his thin lips, his eyes lowered and he didn't know what he was thinking. He took the cigarette from his mouth and lifted his eyelids to look at Xu Sui who was squatting beside him feeding Master Kui.

Spread out in large areas at dusk, like a warm-toned oiled paper, splashing down on the ground. Xu Sui's side face has a better curvature. The light falls on her face, and the small hairs are clearly visible, the eyelashes are thick, and the skin is creamy white, which is gentle and well-behaved as usual.

"One by one." Zhou Jingze called her aloud.

"Huh?" Xu Sui looked up at her.

Zhou Jingze looked at her and paused: "I want to take you to see mom."

"Okay." Xu Sui looked at him and smiled, nodding his head without any hesitation.

Zhou Jingze breathed a sigh of relief, threw the cigarette **** on the ground, crushed it out, raised her hand and grabbed her elbow, picked up the person from the ground, with a low voice:

"Go home, squat down again, you should have low blood sugar."

When I went to worship Zhou Jingze's mother, it happened to be a rainy day. The man was wearing a black suit, holding a black long-handled umbrella, and leading Xu Sui to his mother's tomb.

He stood in front of the tomb for a long time, holding a white rose in his hand.

The rain was heavy, and flowers swirled on the black umbrella cloth, and the water hit the man's brow, and his dark eyes were wet.

"Mom, I came to see you." Zhou Jingze said in silence for a while.

"I'm having a good time now, and there are people who I want to protect," Zhou Jingze smiled, **** Xu Sui's little finger, and said seriously, "She's Xu Sui."

"After meeting her, I don't want to die." Zhou Jingze looked at the woman on the tombstone photo, his tone slowly.

In the once rotten, gloomy, desperate, fallen and gloomy soil, a winter jasmine bloomed suddenly.

Xu Sui looked at the woman on the tombstone photo. She was very beautiful, with a faint smile, elegant and generous temperament, and that smile was permanently fixed on the photo.

"Auntie, hello, my name is Xu Sui, I am Zhou Jingze's girlfriend," Xu Sui's tone was a little nervous, and his thoughts about the lines he had originally thought were blank.

Until the man took her hand tightly, a burst of warm and reassuring power came, Xu Sui relaxed and looked at the photo on the tombstone again, with a serious tone:

"Auntie, don't worry, I will love him well and give him a complete family. We will get married, have children, and he will grow up in a healthy and happy family."

Regardless of men and women, his parents love each other very much, there will be no domestic violence, no quarrels and disagreements, and will give him a lot of love.

Zhou Jingze pressed her thumb on the back of her hand, her eyes locked tightly to the woman beside her, and her heart fluctuated with sourness.

The rain gradually subsided. At the end of the shower, the sun came out again. Zhou Jingze leaned down and placed a white rose in front of her tomb. He raised his hand to caress the name on the tombstone, and said with a smile:

"Mom, I'm leaving, you want to be happy over there."

I will live well in the future and protect the one I love.

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Unknowingly, August was here in the blink of an eye. Xu Suilao felt that time was flowing silently, like water, and passed away in a blink of an eye. Only after tearing off a page of the calendar did he discover that the next day was Valentine's Day.

Xu Sui is looking forward to this holiday. In my impression, this is the first Valentine's Day since she and Zhou Jingze are back together.

She wants to celebrate with him.

The next day, when Xu Sui used the takeaway software to place an order at home, he paused with his thumb on the outside page full of pink bubbles and hinted:

"Hey, there seems to be a festive holiday for shopping today."

Zhou Jingze nestled on the sofa, and without moving his eyes from the mobile game screen for a second, a magnetic voice sounded:

"Really? Then you buy more, not enough to pay for intimacy."

"..." Xu Sui.

She ordered a bunch of daily necessities and food for a week, and finally added scented candles to the order.

When the time comes, he should know what it means when he sees the candle.

The delivery man delivered the goods in half an hour. After hearing the doorbell, Zhou Jingze went to open the door, and took the two big bags handed over by the other party.

Zhou Jingze carried the things to the dining table, opened the refrigerator door, put the things in one by one, and the white plastic bag made a pattering sound.

Finally, he picked up the scented candle inside, raised his eyebrows, and asked:

"What do you buy candles for?"

Xu Suiwen said, with two white lotus-like arms resting on the top of the sofa, the whole person lay there, emphasizing:

"It's used on special days."

Zhou Jingze looked at the candle in his hand for a while, tugging at the corner of his mouth and commenting:

"It's kind of sentimental."

Gone? Is it gone? Xu Sui slandered.

After Zhou Jingze finished the things, he called his girl:

"Xu Sui, accompany me to the National Astronomical Observatory in the evening to get a document."

"Oh." Xu Sui's voice was dull.

Today is Valentine's Day, he really doesn't know or pretends he doesn't know, even pretending to work in his heart.

In the evening, Zhou Jingze drove out with Xu Sui. He drove to the central area and looked out through the glass windows. The streets were full of Valentine's Day flowers.

There is even a huge sign that says-Valentine's Day limited, send flowers to her.

He can always see it now. Xu Sui thought secretly in his heart.

Zhou Jingze did see it, and he just faintly retracted his gaze, holding the steering wheel with his distinct hands, and turning to the right, the car drove out of the main city and drove towards the suburbs.

It turned out that he knew it was Valentine's Day, but he didn't take it seriously.

Xu Sui felt lost together, but she didn't say anything.

I don’t know where the National Astronomical Observatory mentioned by Zhou Jingze is.

The dusk had long since disappeared, and a long beam of car lights was blazing forward, and unknown insects flew around the floating light.

The road was winding, and the shadows of the trees on both sides retreated all the way. The sky was the blue of the curtain, and there was even the sound of frogs around.

The car drove farther and farther, and finally Xu Sui fell asleep in the co-pilot.

After arriving at the destination, Zhou Jingze called her to wake her, the two got out of the car, and the man led her all the way to the observatory on the mountainside.

When Zhou Jingze took Xu Sui up, someone specially waited at the door and took them up to the top floor in a familiar way.

The National Astronomical Observatory is built on the mountain and the sea. Stepping on the top floor, you can overlook most of the mountains and sea in North Beijing.

Under the ups and downs of the night, both the mountains and the sea present a magnificent beauty.

"Why are you here? Aren't you here to get the documents?"

Zhou Jingze walked over, stood in front of the telescope, adjusted the lens, and the voice came along the wind:

"Get the files later, come and see the stars."

Xu Sui walked over, Zhou Jingze adjusted the angle and let her lean over.

Xu Sui held the lens and looked over. The stars under the astronomical mirror were clearly visible.

The man hugged her from behind, and posted it, warmly in his ears:

"Did you see the brightest star? The one on the southeast side."

Xu Sui looked in the direction he was pointing, and through the telescope, she found the star in the Milky Way.

Because it was very bright, flashing, shining, and the corner on the right was so bright as if there was a diamond embedded in it, eclipsing the stars next to it.

"What a beautiful star!"

"Do you like it?" Zhou Jingze asked her.

"Well, it looks good."

"Yours." Zhou Jingze's voice was filled with a faint smile, as if to say something ordinary.

"Mine?" Xu Sui hadn't reacted yet, and everyone was a little confused.

Zhou Jingze smiled at the girl's memory, he squeezed Xu Sui's cheek:

"Didn't you let me pick a star for you when you were in college?"

When Zhou Jingze said so, Xu Sui remembered. Xu Sui remembered her birthday one year in college, and Zhou Jingze was going to participate in a flying competition that day, so she missed her birthday.

By the time his plane landed and returned to North Beijing, it was already 12:10, and it was already past his birthday.

After Zhou Jingze got off the plane and returned to school, he sent a message to Xu Sui and asked her to get off immediately.

After Xu Sui received the news, he hurriedly put on a coat and ran down like flying.

After running down the floor, Xu Sui saw Zhou Jingze wearing a black flight jacket from a distance, smoking a cigarette, the flames were bright and extinguished, and his outline was tough and clean.

Xu Sui secretly asked the auntie in charge to let her go out, and after being soft and hard, the aunt finally ordered her to go out for twenty minutes.

As soon as he ran out, Xu Sui flew all the way to Zhou Jingze's arms.

The little girl ran too hard, and when she rushed into his arms, she bumped Zhou Jingze back two steps.

He lost the cigarette in his hand, stretched his hand around her waist, buried her on the neck, and rubbed the soft flesh of her neck, his breath was unstoppable smirk:

"Do you want me?"

"Yes!" Xu Sui obediently punished him.

Zhou Jingze loosened her slightly, pinched her chin, and lowered his head to kiss. He had just drunk wine, and the cold smell of wine was still on the tip of his tongue, which melted into her lips and teeth like snow.

The hem of the clothes was lifted, and he didn't know when he drew his hands in. Xu Sui only felt hot, was taken away from the air in his mouth, and his brain was a little bit hypoxic.

Xu Suibei was so dizzy that she suddenly noticed that the tips of her ears were cold. She subconsciously touched her with her hands. Zhou Jingze didn't know when she wore a pair of small pearl earrings.

"Happy birthday, baby." Zhou Jingze let go of her and said dumbly.

"I missed your birthday, sorry." Zhou Jingze said seriously.

Xu Sui blushed, wrapped his neck, and said, "It's okay, I'm already very happy."

Zhou Jingze was determined to compensate her, and said, "Do you have anything you want? It will be realized for you."

Zhou Jingze came to see her as soon as he got off the plane and compensated for the gift. Xu Sui was already very happy, but he asked her to say something he wanted. Xu Sui said casually:

"Then next time you pick me a star."

After speaking, she hugged Zhou Jingze again, and the man was startled for a moment, as if whispering, laughing:

"Stars, it's a bit difficult, but you can try."

Xu Sui accidentally made a joke that Zhou Jingze had remembered for so many years.

He bought her a star and felt romantic when he thought about it.

The little haze and disappointment in his heart dissipated, and Xu Sui's whole body became clear, and he touched the binoculars lovingly and looked at the star that belonged to her.

At this moment, someone came up, handed a document to Zhou Jingze, and said, "Mr. Zhou, your document."

Zhou Jingze took the pen and signed a dragon and phoenix's name under the document, and finally the staff handed him an envelope.

After the staff left, Zhou Jingze raised his hand and gently pulled her ponytail, and Xu Sui turned to look at him.

"Don't you want to know what its name is?" Zhou Jingze said in a humble tone.

"What's your name?" Xu Sui opened his eyes and asked him.

Zhou Jingze smiled, his intonation was slow, and he paused every word:

"It's called Xu Sui Plan."

With a "bang", Xu Sui's ears exploded with fireworks, and the whole person was a little fluttering, like a layer of honey in his heart.

The star was named after her unexpectedly.

"Open it and take a look." Zhou Jingze handed her the envelope.

Xu Sui took a look. There was a blue astronomical star authorization letter in it. It was given to Zhou Jingze and the recipient Xu Sui. The name of the star was "Xu Sui Project".

She inadvertently scanned down and found that Zhou Jingze bought the star exactly the year she graduated from her fifth year.

An uncertain conjecture formed in his heart, and Xu Sui raised his eyes to look at him: "This is?"

"Graduation gift." Zhou Jingze looked at her and said.

After the breakup, Zhou Jingze still secretly bought a star named after her in the year she graduated, called Xu Sui Jiu.

It was an accident to like her, and it was definitely her plan for a lifetime.

Xu Sui's heart was sore and swollen, as if countless bubbles were full, and some of them couldn't breathe.

Her eyes counted a bit, and she continued to look down and found that a new card had been glued to the back of the authorization letter.

"Happy Valentine's Day, one one." Zhou Jingze said slowly.

That card is Zhou Jingze's reply to her for many years. He is always lazy in talking, so he can use two words without saying a word.

Zhou Jingze is not good at long talks, but he wrote a sentence on the hand-painted red rose in the background, which is his best response to Xu Sui's secret crush for so many years.

He suppressed the sloppy look on his face and repeated the sentence in the letter carefully, eyes locked in her.

"Xu Sui, you are not dim, you are my star."