Confession

There was no sound over there, it seemed to be still for a long time.

Xu Sui is always introverted and rarely expresses love. It was a bit embarrassing to not get a response. When she was about to turn away from other topics, Zhou Jingze suddenly spoke in a low and low voice:

"Me too, I think more than you think."

There was a "slap" on the other end of the phone, making the sound of the gears of the lighter rubbing the flint. He took a puff of cigarette and chuckled: "At night, when I have a reaction, I can only rely on your photos to put out the fire, okay?"

Zhou Jingze's tone was haughty and evil, and the low-pitched voice pierced her ears through the unstable electric current.

Itchy and numb, Xu Sui only felt his ears burn badly.

"Rogue." Xu Sui cursed dryly, blushing.

Zhou Jingze chuckled softly, took down the cigarette, and coaxed her: "Go to my house and help water those plants. Good luck, I'll be back when you finish watering them."

"good."

On the weekend, Xu Sui took 1017 and Master Kui back to Zhou Jingze's home in Amber Lane. She opened the door of the yard and looked over.

The plants in the yard were almost dead, the leaves turned yellow, and he stretched out his whole body and lay on the ground softly.

Zhou Jingze clearly lied to her to come over, and the agronomist couldn't save this plant.

After Xu Sui went in and drank two sips of water, he took Master Kui to the flower market and bought several pots of plants. There are cacti, eucalyptus leaves, ficus pumila, and tiger-tail orchids.

These plants were placed together in the yard by her, and then poured with cool, qinqin water, which suddenly made the color of the whole house brighter and lighter.

Xu Sui walked into the house, took out a carton of milk from the refrigerator, pierced the aluminum paper film with a white straw, leaned back on the sofa to drink milk, but not long after resting, she accidentally caught a glimpse of a pile of awkward beer cans on the table , Men’s clothes were thrown messy on the sofa, and aviation magazines were thrown aside.

She couldn't be idle again.

Xu Sui put down the milk, got up and found a white plastic bag, threw the beer can in, wiped the coffee table clean, and smoothly cleaned up other messy places in the house, and finally threw out the garbage.

The whole home looks completely new.

After everything was cleaned up, Xu Sui threw his clothes into the washing machine again, and dropped a blue laundry beads into it. Pressed the button and the washing drum started to rotate slowly, and then she went to do other things.

Today is the hottest day since the beginning of spring, and after she cleaned up all afternoon, Xu Sui was sweating from the heat. She walked into Zhou Jingze's room, found his T-shirt and sweatpants, and immediately went into the bathroom to take a shower.

After taking a shower and putting on clothes, Xu Sui found that Zhou Jingze’s black sweatpants were too big in size, and the two ropes on the bottom of the trousers couldn’t be tied. They fell off directly. She gave up altogether, and finally wore his T-shirt and stepped on it. Come out with a pair of slippers.

She wiped her wet hair casually with a white towel. The hair was half-dry and draped over her shoulders. There was water dripping from her hair, and there was a water stain on her chest.

Xu Sui shook the water in his ears, pulled his slippers, walked to the washing machine and put the washed clothes in the clothes basket. She carried the clothes basket and walked to the second floor to dry the clothes.

It was already dusk, the sky showed a thick honey-like color, and the hot wind was blowing, and the weather was so dull that people thought that summer was approaching.

Xu Sui was about to dry his clothes, and found several pieces of Zhou Jingze's clothes stuck on the top of the guardrail, which was waving in the wind at the moment. Xu Sui stood on tiptoe and tried to reach for the clothes, only to find that he could not reach.

She took a small bench from the room, stepped on it barefoot, and reached for the clothes stuck on the guardrail, but every time her hand just reached the hem, the evening breeze blew her fingertips and swayed elsewhere. went.

Xu Sui had no choice but to stand on tiptoe to reach for the clothes.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Zhou Jingze leaned against the wall and didn't know how long he watched.

Xu Sui turned his back to him, completely unaware, and was still fighting with those clothes that were drifting in the wind. She wears Zhou Jingze's white T-shirt, which can cover the white and tender thighs, revealing two smooth and straight legs with a few drops of water on the round calves.

The tall buttocks are looming under the big T-shirt. Every time she stretches out her hand to reach for the clothes, she can see the white jade-like roundness through the loose sleeves.

The hair was wet, and a lot of water dripped on the floor.

She was still that innocent girl, but her every move was charming.

Zhou Jingze squinted his eyes and looked at her, the smoke biting in his mouth exhaled wisps of gray mist, his throat slowly rolled, and a stream of heat surged from his lower abdomen.

Xu Sui's ability is to do nothing, just standing there can make him react.

Zhou Jingze extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and threw it in the flowerpot under his feet. With his hands in his pockets, stepping on his army boots, he walked step by step towards Xu.

Xu Sui stood on tiptoe, struggling to get clothes for the first few times. When the wind blew, he didn't hold it again, and finally became discouraged. Suddenly, a shadow enveloped her, a pair of evenly-strengthened hands with clear cyan blood vessels encircled her two legs, and lifted her into the air.

Xu Sui let out a cry of exclamation, and the other party let out an unexplained grin, and when he looked down, he realized that a man who should have been thousands of miles away was appearing in front of him at the moment.

"Why are you back?" Xu Sui's voice was pleasantly surprised.

Zhou Jingze is also wearing the blue uniform of the air rescue team, with four bars on his left shoulder, a small golden plane on his right shoulder, a circle of bright red five-star red flags around it, overalls, military boots, shoulder widths and long legs. , Chic and handsome, but also revealing a sense of unreservedness.

"When did the Lord fool you? I won't come back after watering the plants." Zhou Jingze smiled.

"Which dress do you want?" Zhou Jingze asked her.

Xu Sui hugged his neck and sat on the side of the man's shoulder. Zhou Jingze supported her and listened willingly to the little girl's instructions. After a while, she moved to the left and then to the right. She finally received the clothes.

Zhou Jingze dragged her buttocks with one hand, rubbed her white legs with rough fingers, and her throat became tight for a while: "Put on my clothes and seduce me?"

Xu Sui was shuddered by him, and she sat high again. She was afraid of falling. The tip of her heart was almost roasted on the fire, and she said dumbly:

"No...no, I don't know you are coming back."

The man's tongue arched his left cheek and smiled, his voice was deep: "But it seduce me."

When Zhou Jingze came back, Xu Sui was very happy and curiously clingy. Where he went, she followed, like a little tail.

In the evening Xu Sui said that he didn't want to eat and wanted to eat a cake. Zhou Jingze didn't even change his clothes. He took out the ingredients from the refrigerator, walked into the kitchen, and resigned himself to bake small cakes for his girl.

No way, a daughter-in-law, he doesn't spoil anyone.

Zhou Jingze beat the eggs and kneaded the flour in the kitchen. After it became a mold, when he was about to take the utensils, Xu Sui didn't know when he came in, hugged him from behind, rubbed his cheeks against his waist.

"Hiss" Zhou Jingze smiled casually, his tone was dangerous and pointed, his voice lowered, "I will provoke you again on the spot."

"Do you want to feel it, huh?" Zhou Jingze gestured to take her hand and wanted to take it over, Xu followed his waist tightly, and he refused to let it go.

"Why is it so clingy all of a sudden?" Zhou Jingze messed up and rubbed the cream against her cheeks and nose.

Xu Sui was not angry, and his voice was muffled: "I want to say sorry to you."

"I know what you have been doing for me, the map, the bear cap, the noodle shop..." Xu Sui hugged him and sniffed. "Because of my mother some time ago, I was not firm enough in this relationship, sorry. ."

Zhou Jingze stopped the movement in his hand, turned around and looked at her,

Xu Sui also raised his eyes to look at him. Zhou Jingze's hair was much shorter and his facial features were sharp. He was looking at her with his eyelids. The thin eyelids looked like two sharp blades.

A pair of eyes fell into the whirlpool controlled by him.

Xu Suixian said: "I will follow you and support you, and I will never be shaken by such feelings in the future. I will only recognize you for the rest of my life."

It was like a pick that pushed the calm and unmarked surface of the lake away from layers of ripples.

Zhou Jingze lowered her neck, pressed her forehead, in a serious tone, and said: "Xu Sui, follow me, I won't make you regret it."

Will bring the best to you and no longer make you sad.

"Good." Xu Sui nodded.

Zhou Jingze was afraid that she was about to cry again, and then changed the subject, hooked the hair on her forehead behind her ears, and laughed: "Did you apologize just now? Then make up for me."

Xu Sui's eyes were ignorant and looked at him: "How to make up for it?"

After she said these words, people didn't react yet, Zhou Jingze grabbed her waist and dragged the person to the front. He lowered his head and licked the cream on Xu Sui's nose and cheeks into his mouth.

Zhou Jingze looked at her, licked slowly, lowered his head, fed it into her mouth, and pushed it between her lips and teeth little by little. Xu Sui passively tasted a bit of cream, which was quite sweet. Then, with a pain in his lips, the man directly bit into it.

Xu Sui was forced to swallow the cream he had brought in, so sweet that his throat became hoarse. She wore a white T-shirt, which was loose and loose, just convenient for him.

Xu Sui only felt cold in the front, rough knuckles, and a bit of a ring, cold and hot. She lowered her head and buried her passively between the man's neck, her voice too dry to say a word.

The butter was toasted and melted, and soon it turned into a puddle of water.

Zhou Jingze moved very hard, pressing the tattoo on her ribs to the critical point, her eyes overflowed with a little red, and sweat dripped from her forehead on the kitchen floor.

"all."

"Um?"

Zhou Jingze looked at her with a hoarse voice: "I want to marry you."

…

Zhou Jingze was on vacation during this period. Xu Sui stayed with him all day. Except for work, she thought everyone was moving in a good direction.

Unexpectedly, a thunderbolt broke down on a sunny day. Life is like this, sometimes good and sometimes bad, sometimes sunny and sometimes rainy, you don't know which wave will hit you.

At three o'clock in the morning on Sunday, Zhou Jingze received a call from the hospital and was told that Hu Qianxi had a heart attack. She was rescued twice. During the second rescue, Sheng Nanzhou saw her in extreme pain. Hu Qianxi was whole. She was thin like a piece of paper, her heart and lungs bulged like a ball, and her breathing was nearly exhausted.

Every time she had a tremor, she was weakly like a soft yellow peach, her body was extremely weak and painful, but her consciousness was very clear.

The more sober the more painful.

She was crying silently.

Like a fragile doll.

The doctor went out and talked with Sheng Nanzhou about Hu Qianxi's situation. Sheng Nanzhou lowered his eyes, clenched his fists unconsciously, and finally nodded.

He chose to give up rescue.

Sheng Nanzhou calmly informed Hu Qianxi that every family member and friend had come to bid her farewell.

Sheng Nanzhou was the last one to go in. He kept holding her hand with a smile on his face. He didn't want his wife to worry about him in the end.

Finally, Hu Qianxi was separated from the world at 4:45 in the morning.

When the doctor announced the time of Hu Xixi's death, Xu Sui passed out. And Sheng Nanzhou always sat in front of the white hospital bed, holding her hand, not moving for a long time, silent like a statue, blending with the dim and white background of the hospital.

It's like a cut body.

In the corner where no one could see, a hot tear dripped on the bed sheet, quickly opened, and then disappeared.

Hu Xixi’s funeral was handled by Sheng Nanzhou alone. On the day of condolence, Xu Suizhou Jingze and the others stood on the main seat, as Hu Xixi’s family, greeted and entertained every guest.

Lu Wenbai also came, with a bouquet of winter jasmine flowers, and a faint shadow under his eyelashes, and his face was still sickly white. He stepped forward, patted Sheng Nanzhou on the shoulder, and whispered:

"Sorry."

When she mourned in front of the tomb, Xu Sui stood in the middle of a hundred people in black clothes and held a manuscript written by her. The reading process was not smooth, and she choked up a few times. She said:

"Hu Qianxi, born on July 13, 1993, 28 years old. Also my good friend Hu Qianxi, she is beautiful, with big eyes and white skin. At first glance, she thought she came out of the comics. A young girl with vitality. Like most ordinary girls, she likes to chase stars and worry about losing her weight and having an acne on her face. She likes sushi and hates all irritating things. Her favorite color is pink. ."

"She is our friend, the little princess in the eyes of her parents, an ordinary wife, and a wildlife doctor who has rescued 1,300 small animals all over the world. She watched three thousand sunsets alone, Still... live well. Sometimes crying and sometimes squeamish, but she is kind and lively, smart and strong, brave and warm, like a sunflower all her life."

"Please don't forget her."

After speaking, the audience was unbelievably quiet, with only a slight sob, and then the crying became louder and louder, and everyone seemed to be shrouded in huge black.

After sending off the guests, Xu Sui and the group stood in front of the tomb, where she stood for a long time. Xu Sui stared at the smiling Hu Qian in the photo in front of the tombstone.

Since the last warming up, the whole city has been in the rainy season and was enveloped by a layer of white moisture all day long, but today, Xu Sui looked up at the sky.

Surprisingly sunny.

It's a good weather.

Sisi, are you looking at us? I will never forget you. In the next life, we will also be good friends and give you a quilt cover.

After everyone left, Sheng Nanzhou sat alone beside the tombstone. The sun is gradually sinking, and the burning clouds are spreading under the sky in a **** romance, magnificent and magnificent.

Sheng Nanzhou sat there, thinking about something. When bidding farewell that night, he held Hu Xixi's hand, and she lay there, squeezing a laborious smile, and said:

"Brother Nanzhou, I have never told you a secret. In fact, I have secretly liked you for a long time. But once in high school, I overheard you telling a friend that I just used it as my sister. So I kept this love from my heart. The university chasing the road and hearing the white, it was really silly, not like it, it was purely seduced by the beauty#, and inexplicably persistent. At that time, I thought that life will not last long anyway, so I might as well try to be bold and enthusiastic. How does it feel to like someone very much."

Rumor has no avail as a character experience in her life game and clearance selection.

Later, she and Lu Wenbai made it clear, and the two became friends.

As Hu Qianxi was talking, a tear fell from the corner of her eye. She raised her hand to caress Sheng Nanzhou's temple, her voice was weak and feeble, and she squeezed out word by word from her throat:

"Brother Nanzhou, I'm leaving, don't feel sorry for me. You must live well, take a look at the beautiful things in the world for me, rainbows, sunny days, sunsets, I haven't seen enough, and there are so many delicious things. It’s not too late to eat, so...you have to do it for me, don’t do stupid things."

"If there is a chance in my next life, I will meet you first and come after you."

Sheng Nanzhou sat next to the tombstone. After several days of pretending to be strong and calm, his expression finally broke, his expression sorrowful, leaning down there, he raised his hand and stroked the words on the tombstone:

The tomb of his beloved wife Hu Xixi.

On this day, I will never lose my love.

At the same time, he put a sunflower in front of the tomb and rolled out a sentence from his throat, with a serious tone:

"Sisi, live forever in the sun."

On this day, the sky is very clear, the sky is endless, the evening is beautiful, the flowers are scented, the birds are chirping, and the wind is gentle.