Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"You have been making Pei Yuanxiu's scabbard, as Wei Ningyuan said, right?"

"..."

I looked at him in confusion-why, suddenly talking about it?

"Then all I want you to do is--"

"..."

"Green baby," his voice became heavier and more hoarse, and seemed to shiver with a hint of fragmentation: "If possible, you must fall in love with him."

"...!"

I widened my eyes and staggered.

what did he say? !!

He wants me to fall in love with Pei Yuanxiu?

I just felt that my entire brain was blank, and for a while I lost all consciousness. I did n’t know how long before I came back, I looked at him and smiled gently: "Yeah Huang, why did you suddenly say this? I, I and he are already husband and wife, and the husband and wife sing along. Why? Would say I didn't— "

He interrupted me: "You must love him."

"..."

At this moment, I just felt panicked in my chest, and I used to pretend to be a relaxed smile. The heavy breath weighed on me and his heart. I looked at him for a long time and finally said softly, "Why?"

He looked at me calmly: "Do you know where the most wounded swords are in this world?"

I shook my head: "I don't know. Where is it?"

"It's the inside of an inappropriate scabbard."

"..."

"covered in wounds."

"..."

"More severe than anywhere we can see that it was cut by a knife."

"..."

"Qingying, I don't know if you are in love with him, nor do you know how it feels to marry him now. I just want to tell you a fact."

"..."

"If you haven't fallen in love with him, if you can't fall in love with him, your feeling now is just the beginning."

I just felt a trembling heart.

This feeling ... is it just beginning?

If, I didn't fall in love with him ... If, I couldn't fall in love with him ...?

It seemed as if a black hand gripped my heart tightly, which made me almost choked at this moment. There was a burst of blackness in front of me, and the sound of wind whispering in my ears felt a surging sensation. After a long time, I realized , That's the sound of blood running.

I slowly raised my head to look at Huang Tianba, and gently asked, "Yeah Huang, why did you suddenly tell me this?"

He turned his head to look outside, the wind disturbed his forehead, the hair tangled in the wind and dangled in his gaze, but his gaze was always the same, firm, looking direction, Nothing has changed.

He said longly: "Losh has often said a word to me over the years-if I will, he and I can be happier than any loving couple in the world."

After saying this, he smiled suddenly.

I froze for a while.

The smile was fleeting, so fast I could hardly tell whether it was a sloppy smile or a chilling sneer.

It's just in this smile that I seem to see everything he has gone through these years.

Painful, struggling.

Angry, hopeless.

Life turns out to be the best and the worst.

At this moment, he suddenly turned his head and looked at me: "Sometimes I was thinking, in fact, he was right."

"..."

"If I will."

"..."

"Green baby," he suddenly and solemnly looked at me, the solemn expression made me unable to ignore, hurriedly sat up straight, and heard him say: "I am so over thirty years old, I once responded in Jiangnan, there are I ’ve had a lot of life and death brothers, and I ’ve had a neck-to-neck relationship; from childhood to age, I have been admired by many people, and I—I’ve also had it, I ’ve had my favorite person. After a while, the voice became more hoarse: "But I have never met anyone like him who was so good to me."

"Yellow Lord!"

He looked at me with a smile, and the smile seemed to be light and light: "He is right, if I will, he and I can live happier than any loving couple in the world."

"..."

"If I do."

I looked at his smile, handsome and eye-catching, people could not keep their eyes off, but such a smile made me feel a painful tear.

I choked and said, "But you don't want to."

"Correct."

When he said the word, there was still a smile on his face, but it was kind of frosty.

It seems that this kind of cold frost has frozen his feelings over the years.

"Eight years, I tortured him, and tortured myself."

"Huang Ye."

"So you know why I told you this."

"..."

He slowly extended his hand. The hand was wide and warm. The slender fingers had strength and beauty. But now, I can no longer see the glory of meteor as he was holding a gold dart. He just Gently stroking my hair, I seemed to be able to feel from the temperature of his palm that he has only a few feelings left now, extinguished little by little, and melted away: "Now the person I care about is no longer More, you are one. "

"..."

"What you want to do, I want you to succeed. But I hope that you are on your way to success and not be as painful as I am."

"..."

"I wish you were more selfish."

"..."

"Torture anyone, don't torture yourself any more."

"..."

"You are already in pain."

When he heard this sentence, his heart didn't even have time to feel anything, but his tears had already crackled and dripped.

The fingertips felt a scorching heat, and a little bit of blood stained on it, was quickly diluted by tears, and slowly spread.

And more crystal water droplets fell down, dilute the blood on my fingertips, and **** ed my cheeks. I looked up and saw that it started to rain outside. After a while, it became a pouring rain, the rain was blown by the squall wind, and it messed up and fell on us.

I have also heard them say that Wu Wei rarely has rain, but we have been raining for two days.

Tiangong seems to understand the hearts of people.

He and I didn't talk anymore, just sitting so quietly, listening to the pouring rain falling around, and faintly, there seemed to be thunder rolling through the clouds.

Around, there was a vast ocean again, and this high pavilion seemed to be the last land in the ocean.

But I can't stop here forever.

I don't know how long, Huang Tianba looked up at me.

"Green baby."

"Ok?"

"Is she okay?"