Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

Chapter 774: The happiest bride in the world

"Mother, did Dad sleep with you last night?"

I just felt a sore throat. Actually yesterday, except Pei Yuanxiu kissed me all night, he just hugged me, and the two did nothing, but suddenly I couldn't lift my head in the face of my daughter's clean and doubtful eyes.

I do n’t know what to say, how can I say it?

Seeing that I was still stunned but did not speak, Lier gently pulled me again: "Mother, did Dad live here last night?"

"..."

After all, I couldn't cheat my child, and nodded gently: "Well."

Lier looked at me for a while, and asked more and more carefully: "Then, mother is sleeping with Ayi?"

"……Ok."

Lier's face immediately showed a stunned expression.

Although she is only a child, she is so old that she knows a lot about San Gang Wu Chang. When she said that, she looked at me anxiously: "But, mother, shouldn't you sleep with your dad?"

It's getting harder and harder for me to speak.

I never told her what happened between me and her father, and where I am now, but as for her, father and mother should be together, and between me and Pei Yuanxiu, It is right to have such a relationship, so she is in a hurry.

The mind of a child, especially a girl, is sensitive and fragile. Looking at her anxious eyes, I tried to make myself not sadder than her, calmed my heart, and said gently, "Yes, the mother was originally Should be sleeping with your dad, but-Lie, there are things you should know. "

"What is it?"

"Your dad-she's already scrapped."

"Disused? What is it?"

"That's it, Hugh. Mother is no longer his wife."

Lili's eyes widened, as if he couldn't believe it. He stared at me for a while, and held me more and more urgently: "Why **** mother? Why should my father be wasteful and leave you?"

"Because of some ... misunderstanding."

Just misunderstanding the two words, of course, it is not enough to make everything clear between me and Pei Yuanzhang, and it is not enough to let Lier understand why her father wanted to rest her mother, she thought for a long time, He looked up at me again and said sadly, "Mother, does Dad dislike you?"

Dislike me?

When I heard this sentence, I was a little surprised.

Actually, from the moment I met Pei Yuanzhang, I have rarely, or at all, thought about it. For people in his capacity, whether he likes it or not doesn't really matter, whether he wants it or not, is the most important thing.

Of course, this situation may be except for some special people.

but……

Looking at Li Er's clean eyes, I still said gently, "No."

"that--"

"Just, your father has someone he likes better."

"what?"

I held Lier gently in my arms, stroking her heart, and said softly: "Your father and he have given a lot of happiness to the mother, so now he is going to give happiness to other people. "

Lier looked at me stupidly: "What happiness did he give his mother?"

I laughed and said, "It's just leaving."

"..."

"With a child, that's the greatest happiness in your life."

Li Er's ignorant little face was originally full of anxiety and sadness. When he heard this sentence, he seemed to have blossomed a flower and laughed.

However, her smile lasted only for a moment, and then suddenly anxious expression looked at me: "What about mother and father?"

This time, I was hesitant.

I know she likes her dad, but she likes dad, and it's two different things to know that dad and her mother sleep together.

Children, especially girls, should let her have the most correct understanding of ethics. I will grow up in order to esteem and love myself. I did not do well enough, and I could n’t do better. Pei Yuanxiu and I were totally wrong last night. Of course, I don't want to let Lie Er's heart cast such a shadow.

So, I said seriously: "Lier, there's one more thing I want to tell you."

"what?"

"you--"

I froze, looked at her clean and clear eyes, and gritted her teeth, and said, "If your mother and your father are married, would you?"

Lier's eyes opened, and then there was no sound.

I lowered my head and looked at her carefully, looking at her face with a stubborn face, and the blinking light of her big eyes, for a while, I could not tell whether it was like or angry.

I held my breath and waited for a long time, but she still didn't respond, but just felt that this small body in her arms was stiff.

I said softly, "Get out of here?"

When she heard my voice, she just moved a moment, and still didn't speak.

"Lier, tell your mother whatever you think."

"..."

"Mother wants to know what Lier thinks."

She still didn't speak immediately, but after lowering her head and silent for a while, she raised her eyes and looked at me, but did not answer my question, but asked me: "Mother, during the Mid-Autumn Festival, you said, A Da There will be his own family in the future. He wants to marry a relative and have children, but why is it you? "

I didn't expect her to remember what I had told her that night.

Only now, this sounds to me, only makes me feel bitter. I used to look forward to it, and now it's all empty, my departure, and finally a joke, how to escape, as if I couldn't escape.

I smiled bitterly in my heart, but my face was still calm, and softly said, "Because your father chose me."

"Does Dad like mother?"

"……Yes."

Lieer was silent again. I thought she wanted to be silent for a long time like before, but after a while, she looked up at me again: "What about that mother?"

I stumbled: "What?"

"Does your mother like Dad?"

"..."

"Like it?"

When I heard her question, I stayed for a while. Only the ears rang back and forth, but I asked a question that made people deaf--

Does your mother like Dad?

Like it?

I suddenly remembered that in my half of my life, but in just a few decades, I have already experienced so many people around me, all kinds of people, even married twice, but no one ever asked me, I Like that person?

All people care about, whether I should marry, whether I can marry, or not deserve to marry; everyone thinks about how I will marry and how I will marry; everyone sees that man How good, how bad, how much it is worth, how bad it is ... All they see is my partner, but no one has ever really cared about me.

No one ever asked me if I like it or not?

The first person to ask this question turned out to be my daughter!

Looking at Lie ’s eyes, I just felt a sadness and a reassurance, and the tears were almost gushing, and I could n’t help hugging her: “Lier ...”

"mother."

She seemed to be a little sluggish in my arms, but she seemed to feel something. A pair of tender hands stretched around me.

At this moment, no matter what happiness or misfortune that Pei Yuanzhen once gave me, but I really appreciate him, and thank him for giving me such a daughter. With her, even if I have experienced all the pains of the past again, I do n’t care. !!

Our mother and daughter didn't know how long it took for me to slowly separate, Lier's hands held my face again, and asked persistently: "Mother, you haven't answered Lier yet. Do you like Adi?"

"..."

After a long silence, I reached out again and took my daughter into my arms.

Some trembling voices rang above her head—

"Mother, maybe you like him."

After knowing that Pei Yuanxiu and I would become married, Lie's mood has been very silent, and she can't say whether she is happy or sad. For such a young girl, her emotions can't be seen clearly.

Sometimes she even gave me the illusion of growing up overnight.

I will even see my daughter sitting in the room and being fascinated. It will take a while to be fascinated.

I also know that such a small child suddenly knew that his mother had been suspended by a father he had never met, and that the mother had to marry an adoptive father who raised and raised herself from an early age. No one can appreciate the taste of this. I know it. It's just-I can feel that she has been hit hard and even has some sensitive injuries.

And these are the only ones she can heal.

Now, Pei Yuanxiu and I can do nothing but be careful and not let anyone or anything hurt her.

After taking my horoscope that day, a few days later, Pei Yuanxiu came to the inner court to tell me that our wedding was set for the second day of March.

I was drinking tea with a tea cup. He heard this day and looked up at him. He smiled and said, "Some things, I have let them go down to prepare."

I smiled, "Why is it set for that day?"

He also smiled: "They've seen it and said the day was right."

"Oh……"

I smiled and asked no more, bowed my head and took a sip of tea, then put down the tea cup and said, "So, what do I have to prepare?"

He smiled and reached out and took my two hands, fumbled gently with my fingertips, and said softly, "You have to be prepared to be the happiest bride in the world."

I don't know if it was because of the lingering fingertips or because of his words. I blushed and lowered my head.

He looked at me with a deeper smile. He leaned over and was about to drop a kiss on my lips, but I already noticed that he stepped back slightly to avoid him.

"do not do that."

"..."

"Don't let Lier see it."

Actually at this time, Lier had been taken to study for the master he invited. He and I are getting close to marriage, and naturally I ca n’t, and I do n’t need to do it myself. He listened to me now, and looked at me with a smile. I just lowered my head and said gently: "Before-before getting married, don't do this."

"..."

"I don't want to let Lier know too much."

"..."

He was silent for a moment, a clear smile on his face, and shook my hand: "I understand."

Speaking, he seemed as though he couldn't control himself. He reached into my ear and said gently, "I can wait."

He said waiting-naturally not just waiting for the marriage period.

I was flushed by him, and he chuckled in my ear, then gently kissed in my ear, and said with a smile, "I'll get them to prepare."

After speaking, he left the inner court.

After he left, I glanced at the yellow calendar.

The second day of March.

Ren Yin Day.

Should be crowned, travel, sacrifices.