Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

I have always loved you.

When he said this, his eyes seemed to be restored to the glory of the past, looking at me with certainty, as if to burn my soul, even my shadow, into his eyes, In his heart, he never let go of his life.

And I can't speak.

I have known for a long time that his feelings for me had heard his mind before the battle of robbers, but this was the first time he had heard such a straightforward confession.

Every word fell heavily on my heart, almost making me breathless.

I never even dared to think that I would get the affection of this man.

Thinking of this, a sadness and guilt came to my heart, because of his free love over the years, and for my ignorance over the years, I choked and said, "Pei Yuanxiu, don't you say ... I, I am not worthy ,I do not deserve."

As I said, I gently pulled my wrist out of his hand, but immediately felt that he exerted a force and grabbed me again.

It was easy to break free of his hand, but now I dare not, for fear that I break free of him, in case he tries to hold me hard again, if he hurts his chest, it will be incurable. In this way, I can no longer move, I heard him slowly say: "I don't want to hear you say it's worthy, I just want to hear you say, yes or no."

I froze and looked at him with hazy tears.

Do you want to?

What would you like?

His eyes fixed on me, saying: "Green baby, I never want to force you, but I also know that if you do not force you, you will not be willing to come to any of us princes. So now, I Want to make a bet with you. "

"Bet? What bet?"

"If I can't survive today, it is natural that people die like a lamp. What is happening in this world, how Jiangnan is, and even-how you are, I can no longer see and care about it."

"..."

"If I can survive, Green Baby," he held on to my wrist with a little more effort. "Will you marry me, okay?"

Suddenly, my eyes widened, as if a thunder exploded above my head, and I was shocked.

what did he say?

He wants me, marry him? !!

No, no!

I subconsciously wanted to shake my head, but those eyes were paired. Although his whole body was cold because of blood loss, his eyes were as hot as a flame.

For a while, all the words of refusal were pinched in the throat, and he tried to shake his head and froze.

I ... can't bear it.

Because I know, those eyes have been staring at me. I have n’t given up for more than ten years. Even when I married a woman, lost memory, completely forgotten him, and maybe even hurt him because of amnesia, he never gave up. .

How does this persistence allow me to refuse?

What's more, he is my daughter's benefactor after all!

However, I am even clearer that I cannot promise to marry him because of these things!

I was silent for a long time and said gently, "But I, I—"

"I know," he snatched my words, and said, "you don't want to be sorry for me."

"..."

"You don't want to enjoy the privileges I have given you, and to cheat me after I have loved you for so long."

"..."

"Because you don't love me."

Although he was calm when he said this sentence, I clearly saw that bit of cold light on his chest vibrated a few times, and his breathing became cramped, his eyebrows tightened, as if trying to endure the great pain. .

Seeing him like this, my heart seemed to be severely stabbed by a red needle, which caused an almost choking pain.

And guilt.

Yes, no matter how much he loves me, how many years he suffered for me, no matter how he rescued Lier, how many hardships he experienced, and raised him, but after all, I do n’t love him, I I ca n’t promise myself to marry a person I do n’t love, and my sensibility wo n’t allow me to use my marriage to repay.

So, doomed to disappoint him.

At this moment, I even hate myself a little, why did n’t I fall in love with him, why should I stick to those **** principles, why can't I lie to him and marry him? Even if he promised in Jiangnan to protect him from these pains, even now, if he promised him, it would be a deception in good faith!

However, no matter how I blame myself, I still have no way to say those words.

I thank him for saving Lier and moved him over the years, but as he knows-I don't love him.

I had no choice but to marry someone I didn't love at all, even if he was kind to me, even if he loved me again.

Seeing how painful I was about to bite the tip of my tongue, he smiled softly, and reached out to pinch my chin carefully, letting my teeth loose, and I couldn't help facing the twisted ones , Eyes full of tender smiles.

"Green baby, don't do this, I never blame you."

"..."

"Human feelings can't lie to themselves, maybe even to others. Even if you really lie to me, I can feel it, and the Yue Qingying I love is not a woman who will deceive people who love her."

"..."

"I just want to tell you one thing."

"……what's up?"

"I'm not born, I love you."

I froze, wondering what he meant by this sentence, and for a moment did not speak, I heard him calmly said: "No one has been in love with someone, or should fall in love with someone; love must be a day One day, accumulating little by little, slowly becoming the promise of life and death, instead of just a look, a smile, you can do it overnight. "

"..."

"Even if it ’s because of a look, a smile fell in love, that was promoted by Qi Miao. That kind of love is not stable. If the other person is not worth it, the love will be reduced day by day, little by little. Subside until the heart is cold, until you do not love. "

"..."

"I think love is alive, like a seed, you give it land, water it, let it bask in the sun, and it will grow. Because you are willing to let yourself love someone, you are willing to feed This seed. "

"..."

"The seed that belongs to you has been raised and raised; but the seed that belongs to me may have been kept because you feed other people's seeds, so you don't need it."

"..."

"Green baby, I don't ask if you will fall in love with me, I ask you, would you like to take out the seed that belongs to me and raise it well?"

"..."

"Green baby, would you like to, try to fall in love with me?"

At this time, I was speechless.

It was shocked and moved. I didn't expect that his views on love were so thorough and so open-minded. He saw through the feelings of people from nothing to nothing, and from there to nothing, he could accept all these things. He did n’t even Seek a relationship, just a chance.

Would you like to try to fall in love with him?

Can I fall in love with him?

When my heart was struggling and entangled, and my heart was in a mess, there was a loud noise outside, as if someone was rushing in.

As soon as I turned around, I saw the door was pushed open and a tall figure appeared at the door.

The candlelight in the room swayed wildly because of a gust of wind that suddenly opened in the door opening, shining the dark face of the dark and unclear, and also lighting the anxiety and surprise in those eyes. When he saw the scene on the bed, he tightened it immediately Frowned.

I have stood up: "Yao Lao!"

The visitor is Pei Yuanxiu's father Yao Yao.

Those who invited him moved very quickly, and it was indeed because of the critical situation now. In case of any accident, Pei Yuanxiu was afraid that they could not escape the fate of being killed. The appearance of Yao Lao also made me let go a little. After a refreshment, he breathed a sigh of relief: "You are finally here."

Yao Lao's medicine had already caught sight of me when he was detoxifying me. Such a wonderful hand appeared, and Pei Yuanxiu should be able to escape this disaster!

He didn't say anything and walked in quickly.

As soon as he approached the bed, Pei Yuanxiu's chest light stabbed into his eyes immediately, Yao Lao narrowed his eyes slightly, and immediately turned around and placed a wooden box on his back on the table. As soon as it was opened, the cold light infiltrated, and the medicine was overflowing. It was full of life-saving elixir, rows of knives, and a pack of silver needles.

He first picked up a vial, poured out three red crimson elixir from it, and handed it to Pei Yuanxiu's mouth: "Eat."

Pei Yuanxiu opened his mouth and swallowed the pill immediately.

After taking the pill, Yao Lao stopped talking, just looking at him, I was standing at the bed, and I did n’t know what I should do for a while, but it was clear that the last thing to do at this time was to ask the West, Because I was absolutely unable to help, I just looked at it, and after a while, I saw that Pei Yuanxiu's face became paler and paler, and the lips had become a piece of paper, which reflected the blood donation at the corner of the mouth, which looked exceptional. Scary.

At this time, Yao Lao picked up a pair of scissors from the medicine box and turned around to see me and said, "You go out first, close the door."

I nodded, and hurriedly went out. When I turned around and closed the door, I saw Pei Yuanxiu still lying on the bed, those eyes staring at me stubbornly. I bit my teeth and closed the door first.

The yard was already dark.

The attendants stood in various corners, one by one, frightened, and when they saw me coming out, they all looked at me in horror but expectantly, as if they wanted to ask, but dare not ask.

I just said gently: "Dying sin and making achievements is what you are doing now."

As soon as this word came out, they all nodded, and they no longer looked at me, but watched around carefully.

I slowly walked to the center of the yard.

Although the time has passed in the middle of the night, the smell of gunpowder and sulfur scattered in the courtyard has not yet disappeared. The faint laughter and liveliness still remain, but at a blink of an eye, everything has changed.

It turns out that things are so impermanent.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help looking back at the dark mountain forest behind the house.

Who is it that hurt Pei Yuanxiu?

This is something I can't understand. Pei Yuanzhang? This is not like his approach. If it was him, I would not be able to stay here well; Yan Qingchen? He didn't dare, at least he couldn't be stabbed when I was so close to Pei Yuanxiu, in other words, he didn't dare offend me; Shen Xiaokun? He is most likely, but he has just established a foothold in Jiujiang and got the help of Wei Ningyuan. With Wei Ningyuan's presence, this person can grasp the overall situation, and he should persuade Shen Xiaokun to focus on the management of his own forces. It is impossible to come here to **** Pei Yuanxiu.

But if not them, who is it?

Who is it that can stay dormant beside me for so long just to hit it tonight.

This person must know my relationship with Pei Yuanxiu very well, so knowing that staying here will one day wait for Pei Yuanxiu to appear; and I also understand why the first time a thief robbed a house, a crossbow will help me, because in these In the human plan, I was a bait. If I was injured or even killed by the thieves, they would not be able to wait for Pei Yuanxiu; and the second time I was robbed by the thieves, they did not appear because of their purpose. It was the assassination of Pei Yuanxiu, not the protection of me. Naturally, they would not travel with me. Therefore, in the crisis, they were not present at all, and naturally they could not talk about rescue.

In other words, these people have a very strong purpose. Only one is to kill Pei Yuanxiu. Tonight, this arrow directly hit Pei Yuanxiu's heart. People's hearts die when they see iron. They must be successful when they see it. Leaving, no trace of muddled water.

just--

Pei Yuanxiu is not dead yet.

Although I don't know why the arrow in his heart didn't die immediately, no matter what, I still thank God.

He is not dead, he is not dead ...

He wasn't dead, but he gave me a problem at the same time.

Would you like to raise the seed that belongs to him? Would you like to try to fall in love with him? Would you like to marry him?

What should I answer and what should I do?

Just as I was struggling, a brilliant light shone from the distance over Yangzhou City, almost half of the sky was illuminated.

Also illuminated my sad eyes.

At this time, I reacted with some shyness, it was the New Year.

There will be a firework show all night in Yangzhou City. I'm afraid everyone cheers and celebrates. It is a sea of ​​joy. But this small yard in front of me is full of coldness and sadness. There is still a person who is now in my At home, life and death are unknown.

This is really, some families are happy and some are sad.

It's been a difficult year ...

I sighed and lowered my head gently. Suddenly, the door behind was opened, and a burst of light spread out from the ground. I was surprised, and turned back in haste, and saw Yao Lao coming out from the inside. He closed first Door, then slowly walked in front of me.

I hurriedly asked, "Yao Lao, how is his injury?"