Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

"Yes, your dad should also marry, have children, and have a family of his own. He should be reunited with his family."

I left him and showed him ten steps away, hoping that he would find his own happiness, marry a wife who loves him, have a lovely child, and live a happy life with Meimei. At that time, I would naturally be able to take away children and interact with them as a friend without any embarrassment or taboo.

just……

He did not come to me again, even Gu Ping, and no one advised me to go back. I thought he would slowly figure it out, slowly let go of me, and slowly try to accept The feelings of others.

But tonight, the thin and lonely figure in the night, but clearly these days, his persistence, his thoughts, are clearly written.

He is still thinking about me ...

Thinking of this, I just felt heavy, and looked down. It turned out that Lier was lying on my chest again, and he stared at me with a big wink: "Mother, Dad will really marry someone, have children, and have oneself Home? "

I nodded gently: "He ... should be like this, right ..."

"Then, will he still hurt?"

I smiled: "If Lier is a good boy, everyone will like you, so why is Dad not willing to hurt you?"

She listened, and then smiled contentedly.

I laughed too, and reached out and stroked her hair: "Sleep."

However, Lier did not sleep late, and those big flickering eyes still looked at me. It seemed that there was still something unsolved. I asked, "Why not sleep?"

"Mother, what about father?"

My breath sank and I looked down at her.

Lier looked at me and asked seriously, "Why don't we reunite with father?"

The room was dark, with only the bright eyes in front of me, but I was confused by those clean eyes.

It ’s not that I ’ll ask you sooner or later. Maybe when I was with Pei Yuanxiu, it did n’t feel so obvious, but now I only have her and me at home. The children who play with her also have fathers Mother, compared with the two, her feelings will be deeper.

I started to say something, but my throat was a little cyanotic, and I was silent for a while before I said gently, "Do you miss dad?"

"Think, yes. But I don't know what he looks like. Mother, why don't we reunite with father?"

I thought about it and said, "Because your father is too far away from us, and you are too young. If you want to see him, wait for you to grow up."

"How old will it be?"

"Wait until you are sensible, you will distinguish between good and evil, and distinguish right from wrong."

"Lier ... already sensible."

I looked down at her with a pitiful look, a sour heart, and kissed her softly: "Yes, my mother's liar is sensible, more sensible than many children. But, it's worse than that. As long as you grow up , Just be more sensible. "

Lier did not speak for a while, but just looked at me silently.

How long this silence lasted, so long that I almost thought she would fall asleep, but when she saw her eyes were still so bright, her voice seemed a little timid: "Mother."

"Ok?"

"Dad, can't-there are other family members?"

My heart moved a little, but her face did not change, and she still looked at her with a smile: "Why do you think so?"

"Because, my mother said that Dad would have his own family, wouldn't he be?"

"..."

"We have been away from him for so long, so far, will he have other family members?"

"..."

"Mother? Why don't you answer Lier?"

"..."

I didn't speak for a while, and I couldn't.

A dignified and graceful face appeared in front of me, a gentle and majestic smile, was Chang Qing, the queen of the mother's world was the object of envy of the most women in the world, but only I knew that she also had the deepest and bitter An ordinary woman in love. When I left, she was pregnant. I wonder how she is now?

Has she given birth to a child?

I do n’t know if it ’s a man or a woman. Will it be like Pei Yuanzhang? Or is it more like this gentle and kind mother?

But no matter what, that's the real thing, the Emperor's House.

Thinking of this, I looked down at Li'er, and she still looked at me eagerly. I thought for a moment, and said gently, "Li'er, because of this, mother, I have to wait for you to grow up and be more sensible a little."

She looked at me blankly, apparently did not understand me, but I just smiled, kissed her forehead, stroked her hair, and closed her eyes slowly.

After a while, I heard Lier falling asleep and breathing evenly.

But I haven't been able to fall asleep again. Even if I close my eyes, the eyes are dark, but it seems that I have seen the magnificent imperial city again. In the sparkling light, a white figure stood, not far or near, not in a hurry, but refused to leave, then looked at me ...

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After the Mid-Autumn Festival, the weather started to cool.

As the daughter of the owner of the embroidery workshop, Lier will naturally wear less. I made her a few bitches, and the satin used was still a business partner. The bosses of those large silk satin villages in Yangzhou City gave her exquisite and delicate clothes, which were expensive and cute.

This girl also knows beauty now, although she still goes up and down the river with a group of wild boys in the village, but she must dress up beautifully before going out, making a group of wild boys become her skirt Under worship, she went east and no one went west, just like a mountain king.

When it's winter, the weather will become even colder. I can often hear the sound of leaping outside the window. The light rain is one day. The bluestone slabs under the eaves are washed away by the rain, and there is a coolness when standing up.

The business of the embroidery factory faded in winter.

I took a few small jobs sporadically, and there were not many things. I simply assigned them to take home to do, and waited for the delivery on time and amount. Since the business has been on the right track, and Ruta has become more sophisticated, I do n’t have to worry about that much, and I did make some money. There are several silk satin villages in Yangzhou that have greeted them in advance. The work plan for tomorrow's spring, I For the time being, you don't have to worry about your livelihood, so you have more time to spend with your daughter.

On this day, it was still raining outside. As soon as I packed up and returned from the kitchen, I saw Lier lying on the windowsill and reached out to pick up the dripping water from the eaves.

It's awkward, the water splashed her face. I picked up the papa and walked over to wipe her face carefully: "Don't play anymore, watch out for wet clothes."

"I'm not afraid."

She said, and digged out a little more, the rain hitting her hands. The rain at this time was almost icy rain, cold enough to freeze her little hands and turned white in a moment.

I pulled her back and rubbed with a towel: "You are not obedient!"

Lier smiled at me and suddenly sniffed: "Oh, so good!"

I laughed, turned around and watched the fire in the kitchen, Lier also ran over, saw the steaming steam in the big steamer, and hurriedly asked, "Mother, what do you do?"

I watched the fire was almost there, so I covered it and used a long chopsticks to clip a snack for her.

Lier blowing hot snacks, just took a bite, and immediately wow wow in surprise: "Mother, how delicious!"

I smiled: "Do you like it?"

"Hmm! I like it, so sweet!"

She said, ignoring her hot mouth, she took another big bite, and her eyes narrowed with satisfaction, like a cat: "Oh! Hey! It's delicious! Mother, why didn't you make it for me before?"

I laughed: "Because it will be winter, the sweet-scented osmanthus is collected and dried to make this sweet-scented osmanthus sugar cake."

"Alas, it's so delicious."

She didn't know what she was talking about, with a powder of sugar, her cheeks bulging.

I smiled and wiped the corners of her mouth to see if she could swallow a big mouth. She was still pinching half a hand, and her eyes were staring at the steamer again: "Mother, how much more can you give me?"

"not good."

"Ah? Why mother?"

I laughed: "Stupid girl, it's a few days before the Chinese New Year, and besides, your birthday is coming up. Didn't you tell Xiaozhu them long ago that you want them to come and play with you?"

Lier's eyes lit up suddenly: "Is the mother going to stay that day and treat everyone to eat together?"

"Yeah." I looked at her with a smile: "Otherwise, how can you let them keep calling you-King?"

"Haha, hahahaha." Lier giggled.

I also laughed.

In the small kitchen, the sweet smell of sweet-scented osmanthus, steaming with steam, and the pleasant laughter of our mother and daughter, the sound of knocking on the door came.

who is it?

It's raining, who will come to me at this time?

I asked Lier to eat with his pastry, and hurriedly ran over. As soon as I opened the courtyard door, I saw a beautiful girl standing outside the door, but she was sixteen or seventeen wearing a goose-yellow little bitch. , Fair-skinned, clear-eyed, and fleshy cheeks. There was a small mole under her eyes, with a three-pointed charm, but because she was young, she looked a little cute.

Somehow, I looked at her with some familiarity.

However, it was carefully identified that she was not in this village, nor was she in the vicinity.

The girl was holding an oil-paper umbrella in her hands, and her little boots were clean, there was no mud, and she didn't seem to have come a long way.

I asked, "Who are you?"

She looked at me, bowing respectfully and saluting, "Miss."

Miss? I couldn't help but wonder, looking at her with a smile: "There aren't any ladies here. Who are you, who are you looking for?"

The girl still lowered her head and said respectfully to me: "Miss."

"..."

My smile slowly stagnated.