Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

The room was so quiet that I could hear the sound of the wind, the child's cry sounded suddenly, the kind of tranquility was like throwing stones like water, shocked me for a moment, and I suddenly felt completely helpless and stiffened for a while. Gently reached out and caressed her back, "Leave away, don't cry, mother is here."

This simple sentence was obviously not enough to coax her. When my voice fell, she cried louder.

"I don't, I don't, I want Aya, I want Aya!"

"Lier ..."

"I want Dad!"

Her voice was very loud, and the whole little face turned red, as if when I suddenly knew that I was her mother, thinking that I was an ugly monster, but this time, she cried even more, even in my arms. Struggling to stop, I could hardly hold her with all my strength.

"Lier, don't cry," I hugged her tightly, and panicked myself, only softly: "We live here, the father is in the same place, but it is not far away, you If you think of Dad, we can go to him as a guest in a short boat ride. "

"I don't! I don't--!"

She couldn't hear anything at all, and I cried exhaustedly: "I want a dad, I don't want it here, I don't want it!"

She was so struggling that I couldn't hold her anymore, so I could only put her down carefully. When she stood still, she immediately turned and ran out of the house. I could only chase it out, chasing her in the yard and holding her hand, trying my best to be gentle The explanation: "Lier, good to listen to your mother. There is nothing wrong here. Haven't you said that? As long as you are with your mother, you are willing to live in a bad place."

Now thinking about it, this is my first time as a mother, I have no experience at all, and actually take the words of the children seriously. They said yes, maybe they did n’t want them to be dissatisfied at the time, they would, they liked it because there was no I do n’t like it, so I like it, but once there is a change, all the words before me are taken seriously and they are all overthrown.

She couldn't listen at all. I grabbed her hands and tried to restrain her, but the child waved his arms and beat them up. I hit her several times on my chest and shoulders. Although she was a child, she was so strong Beating people is also very painful. When I was still trying to persuade her with a smile, she suddenly slaped me on the face.

With a "snap", the hot pain made me froze.

My face sank suddenly.

I never knew that my lovely daughter had such a bad temper, and even when she lost her temper, she ignored everything and didn't listen to anything.

There was a rush of anger, and I suddenly felt the whole head was swollen. Holding her wrist firmly, she pulled her over, grasping her two small arms and shouting, "Lier, what are you doing?"

She froze.

Maybe I've never seen me angry. She cried for a moment, stared at me with wide and horrified eyes, and I said sharply, "Who taught you, who taught you, even dare to fight ?! "

She was frightened, looked at me shyly, didn't dare to speak, and her lips were choking.

I was also trembling myself, I don't know if it was because I had lost my temper just like that, or because of something else, holding her hand and shaking all the time, and finally I could n’t even hold her.

Lier suddenly said, "You are not my mother!"

"...!"

She pushed me away at once, and I was shoved, and almost fell to the ground, only to reach out and support the ground.

Gu Ping, who had been standing next to her, dropped her baggage and hurried up: "Aunt Qing!"

I was pale and speechless for a moment.

Lier's face still had tears on her face, and he looked at me angrily: "I don't want a mother like you!"

After that, she pushed me hard again, this time I didn't hold it, and some fell into the ground in a daunting manner.

Gu Ping, who was beside him, also exasperated, said loudly, "What are you doing ?!"

Look at me away, look at him again, and suddenly wow cry.

She cried, tears rolled down like a broken bead, turned around and walked out, opened the courtyard door, and cried while walking, stumbled, "I don't ... I don't, I don't ... I I want a father, I don't want a mother! "

"Lier ..."

I wanted to call her, but my voice was completely dumb.

Gu Ping hurriedly reached out to pull me, but saw that I had completely lost my mind, the whole person was as cold as an ice cube, and he saw that the distance was farther and farther away from him. He simply dropped me and chased after him.

And I fell down on the ground, watching the quiet courtyard, but there was only my sobbing courtyard left, and tears poured wildly for a while.

That night, there were no tears, after all, at this moment, the dyke.

Hot tears ran across my cheeks as if they were cut with a knife. When dripping on my hands, each one shook me.

I don't know what I'm crying, but the tears can't stop, I lost all my strength, I can't even cry when I cry, only the tears are constantly flowing outward.

I wanted to dry my tears so that I didn't cry so embarrassed, but when I raised my hand, I saw a red blood on my palm, which had just been pushed to the ground by Lier, and my palm was supported by the rough sand. There was a pain like acupuncture, and her daughter's hot pain was on her face, and the pain stabbed to her heart.

I reached out and covered my eyes, more and more hot tears dripped down, and the pain in my palm became more and more intense, and also made me cry more and more. The tears mixed with blood flowing from my fingers, my depression The whimper sounded extremely depressed, mournful and euphemistic, as if there was no end.

.

I don't know how long, I finally stopped crying, but my eyes were crying almost invisible, I could feel my eyes swollen, and my palm was still hurting, but I couldn't care so much at this time. The ground slowly stood up.

Away ...

Gu Ping just chased after it, she should not be lost, but—

I endured the pain in my heart and the weakness of my legs and feet, and stumbled out.

Lie ... Lie ...

It's not far from the river. I didn't walk far enough to see the riverbank in front of me. My eyes were still very vague, and I saw two large and one small figures sitting on the riverbank, Gu Pinghe Lier.

However, Lier didn't seem to have cried. The two were quiet and didn't know how long they had been sitting. Gu Ping turned his head from time to time to look at her, and seemed to be talking to her from afar. Seeing Gu Flat eye circles also seem to be red.

I stopped for a while.

After a while, Lier nodded a little head, I saw a smile on Gu Ping's face, then stood up and picked up Lier, turned and walked back.

As soon as I turned around, I saw I stood behind them.

Lier's face still had tears on her face. When she saw me fiercely, her eyes became red again. Gu Ping whispered something in her ear. The girl lowered her head and finally nodded for a while, Gu Ping will She put it down.

Step by step, she came to me.

I hurriedly squatted down, looking at her with a bit of atrophy, like a frightened expression, but when she looked up at me and looked at the small swelling on my face, she gently reached out and stroked A moment, said: "Mother ... I'm sorry."

"..."

"You shouldn't hit your mother, you're wrong."

"..."

The eyes that had already dried up immediately burst into tears, and I hugged her into my arms: "Live."

"mother……"

"Li'er, it's not good to be a mother, it's not good to be a mother." I clenched her small body tightly and choked, "I shouldn't murder you, it's bad."

"Woohoo ..." She didn't speak, just whining and crying. I also knew her grievance, tears flowed silently, dripped onto her clothes, and fainted a lot. I said gently: " Do n’t leave your mother, okay? ”

She also cried, but this time she cried extremely wronged, but she was also very supple, and her little hand was around my neck: "Mother ..."

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When Lier and I finally cleared up their emotions and returned home calmly, it was already noon.

I was so hungry that I was hungry. Fortunately, I brought some snacks when I came, and the house was cleaned so cleanly. I took Lier directly and sat on a stool. I set the snacks out for her to eat and I boiled water.

Taking advantage of this time, Gu Ping has almost sorted out the things we brought about. He entered the military camp. It seemed that he was very skilled in organizing housework. The things were well organized, and then he went to the yard to help me. After a lot of firewood, by the time I burned the tea and brewed it, he was tired and sweaty.

I poured a cup of tea for Lier, let her eat slowly, and then went out to Gu Ping with another cup of tea and some snacks.

He took the tea cup and said respectfully, "Thank Aunt Qing."

"I want to thank you."

"..." He looked at me, grinned, and said nothing.

I also laughed. I really want to thank him, although I didn't ask him how to persuade Lier to change her mind, but I think that he, who has lost his mother and had such a painful experience, can infect any one with his heart. Human.

I turned to look at the yard, and then looked at the open door. Something was added, and it seemed to have added some popularity. It was not as empty as it was just now, and people felt empty when they looked at it.

I smiled slightly, and heard footsteps from outside.

Looking around, it was Ruta and Gou Er.

When I saw Ruxiang, I was still very happy, but when I saw the probe, it seemed to be jealous. I remembered that he went to Yangzhou to sue me for money, although the misfortune saved my life. But I really hate this person's character, so I frown.

Ruxiang had already reached the gate of the yard, looked at me for a moment, and said softly, "Light?"

"Ruxiang, you are here."

"Well, I heard them say, you have moved back."

I smiled, and as soon as I walked by, Gou had already come forward and smiled with a grimace: "Brother and sister, why did you come back without saying a word in advance, we can help pick it up."

I didn't say anything, but Gu Ping behind stepped forward and said, "It's you, you should go to Yangzhou to file a lawsuit!"

Gou heard it, her face was pale. Although Gu Ping was not very old, the people who entered the barracks naturally had a mighty spirit, so that he did not dare to lift his head. Plus the attitude of Pei Yuanxiu to me that night, I was afraid he also knew that I had "Big back" is no wonder so charming.

"Brother and sister, don't blame me, I was also confused for a moment. You also know that our lives are not easy, and there is such a big bounty ..."

The more he said, the more ugly his face was.

I know, she must be ashamed to marry such a husband, but she is already a family. If this man can't help the wall, she can only confess her fate, and said with a little choke: "Lightness, don't blame him."

I didn't speak.

Gu Ping, who was next to him, saw that I handed him a wink, and took a step forward. Gou Er was so scared and backed away. A grandma almost fell and said, "Give me up!"

Gu Ping said ruthlessly: "I ’m not forgiving, it ’s not me who decides. I tell you, Aunt Qing will live here in the future. People from our army will come to visit her after a period of time. You better be obedient. ! "

I listened, and I turned around and glanced at him.

People from the Southern Army will come to see me after a while?

I don't think he is in the barracks, so free, and free to come with people in the army. Since he can come, naturally someone has greeted him, or --- ordered.

Pei Yuanxiu ...

Does he let the people of the Southern Army come to see me, or-look at me?

Gu Ping, who was secretly obscure in my heart, was completely oblivious, and still fiercely said, "What we can't take care of, she does what you want you to do. If you let me know, you have a bit of a bad mind for Aunt Qing, you try Try! I'll break your neck! "

After speaking, he reached for a piece of wood next to him and squeezed it with a click.

Gou Er was so frightened that he couldn't say anything clearly, and nodded like a pound, "Yes ... Yes, I, I know ..."

At this moment, I stepped forward and patted Gu Ping's shoulder gently: "Okay."

Actually, I don't want him to be too ugly in front of his wife, but when I think about how he actually beat Ruta before, I can't get it out of my heart. I have a rare temper today and I have n’t finished it. Count him The bad luck was scattered on him, and I also planned to live here. Although I was not afraid that people would think bad of me, after all, it was uncomfortable for a mouse to crawl around at his feet. It would be better to let Ping'er just calm down. He also had less trouble in the future and made him afraid to hit his wife casually and bully Ruxiang.

Gou Er was really frightened this time. Wei Wenuo promised not to say anything, and stood looking at us from afar.

At this moment, Lier finished eating, walked out of the room, looked at a few of us, and wondered, "Mother, who is she?"

Ruxiang bowed her head and saw Li'er, and her eyes showed a tenderness: "This is, your daughter?"

"Ok."

"It was the original--"

"Well, she's called Lier."

As I said, I squatted down and said to Lier, "Lier, this is Aunt Ruxiang."

Ruxiang came up with a smile and pulled out a handkerchief from the sleeve, which was actually a more expensive silk embroidery. There was delicate embroidery on the corner of the quilt, and she said softly, "Lier. This is the first time you have met Aunt Ruxiang. meet--"

The word "li" has not been exported yet, Lier looked at her and suddenly said, "She is not my aunt!"