Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

I murmured in my heart.

It ’s not that I did n’t think about it, just like Lier would know me, she would also know that she has a father, and Pei Yuanxiu is her "a father", of course, different from the real father.

However, I haven't fully figured out how to tell her about her "daddy".

The man who is wealthy and powerful, who gave me endless pain, but also gave birth to such a lovely daughter with me; the man who always stands at the top of power and is destined to drift away from me, In the end, how should I tell Lier, what kind of person is her father?

As soon as I was in a moment of nagging, Lier in my arms said gently, "Mother, my father-is it just the bad guy who locked you up?"

I suddenly woke up with a spirit.

The spring night was still cool, I carefully lifted the quilt and got up, put on a piece of clothes and walked to the center of the room, lit the candlestick on the table, and then held the candlestick back to the bed. Lier was sober, see I suddenly got up, and hurriedly sat up under the quilt. When I saw that I came back with a candlestick, I was a little puzzled: "Mother ...?"

I sat right beside the bed and said, "Lier, who said those words to you just now?"

Since she reunited with me, I have been so kind to her, and I ca n’t wait to give her everything, but I have n’t seen her so solemnly, and she seems to realize something, and said, “I ... …I listen……"

"I don't care who told you anything, but there are some things that I want to tell you clearly."

"..."

"What kind of person your father is, I think different people will have different views, but even if he is really a bad person, everyone in the world can say that, only one can not, this person is you."

"I--" She froze, pouting again, with some grievances: "I have never seen him ..."

"You haven't seen him, it doesn't mean that you are not his daughter. Father and sperm are born of blood, the greatest kindness besides heaven and earth, and you are born of this kindness. Others have raised you, Teach you, it is indeed a great grace, but if you have not given birth to you, everything is empty. "

She never seemed to hear these words, looked at me shyly, I approached her a little, gentle, but also solemnly said: "Mother knows that you are still young, and someone may not teach you to read. It also makes many ancient books obsolete, but people ’s ethics is often not to be abandoned and forgotten at any time. Mother likes your lively, but mother also hopes that you understand that being a grateful child, your future Will be upright. "

"Thank you?" She heard more and more puzzled: "I ... mother, I don't understand."

I reached out and touched the top of her head softly, and said softly, "No matter what life is going on, my mother wants you to keep my kind heart."

Maybe when I said the last few words, my expression and tone were softened, and Lier was a little more at ease. I felt the warmth of the hands above her head, and she seemed to understand me: "Mother, I will."

I smiled softly: "How good."

After speaking, I went to plan to blow out the candlelight, but Lier said, "But mother, why does my father want to lock you up, and why shouldn't he leave?"

My breath was weak. The candlelight was not blown out, but it flickered, reflected in my eyes, and my eyes flickered.

I turned my head to look at Li'er, her big eyes flickered at me with candlelight, still waiting for my answer.

I hesitated, and remained silent for a while, and finally said slowly: "He-locked up the mother, is not allowed to leave him; but he didn't want you, just because of some accidents, lost with you. He, also Looking for you. "

"really?"

I nodded.

"So, what kind of person is my father?"

"What kind of person ..." I muttered this sentence, and I was a little lost.

What kind of person he is, has been troubled for a long time in the past, I want to see clearly, see through, but later, I lost my heart, and never thought about it, only a lot of pain, anger, and even hatred Filled with me and thinking about it carefully, in fact, I have never seen the man who gave birth to a daughter with me. I may not know what he wants, what his dreams are, and what his bottom line is.

I don't know everything about him.

Originally thought that I would not bother to think about it anymore, but my daughter's words made me a little hesitant.

What kind of person is he?

I didn't intend to whitewash the past between me and him, but looking at Lier ’s clear eyes, so black and white, as if it was the last place in the world, looking at such eyes, the original pain, anger and hatred Emotions are swept away at this moment. I thought about it for a long time, and then said gently, "He, like Lier, is a very smart person."

"Really?"

"Also, a serious person."

"serious……"

"To do things, you must do your best, be a person, and be the best person."

"Really?" Lier listened, it seemed a little happy, and threw it into my arms, and said with a smile: "Then my father is not a bad guy!"

I looked down at her with a different tone than before. At this time, her face had a completely determined and happy smile. I thought, "My dad may be a bad person." After all, she is just a child, with the innocence, purity, and kindness of all children, she will miss me, and naturally will also miss her father equally. I smiled and nodded.

Lier said happily: "In this case, Lier would like to meet him, Lier would like to know, what does Dad look like, is it the same as Dad, would it hurt me?"

I didn't speak, just smiled and stroked her face, and then said, "It's late, leave, it's time to sleep."

"Ok."

Her curiosity was also fully satisfied, and she fell on the bed with a quilt, and I looked at her with a funny look again. She put the candlestick back on the table, blew out the candlelight, and returned to the bed. At that time, the girl quickly got into my arms and said vaguely: "Mother, in fact, Lier also misses Dad, just like Missing Mother. Will Lier meet Dad?"

"Will do."

Some empty voices sounded in the empty room, and then there was silence, Lier slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep in my arms, but this time I was awake and opened my eyes to see The black roof.

The child will not lie, she may cover it, but in the end, the true mood is revealed.

Like missing me, she misses her father. Even if someone tells her that her father has closed her mother, even if there are rumors that her father is not a good person, the kind of thoughts flowing in the blood is Everything is chopped.

What about Pei Yuanzhang?

He has been looking for Liar for so many years, will he continue to look for it?

How will I and him, and the way we leave our children?

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In the early morning the next morning, I heard that a maid was standing outside the door, and I didn't dare to come in to wake me up. Lili also woke up, sitting on the bed with a big stretch, and his mouth opened wide.

I was sitting in front of a bronze mirror, just combed my hair, and turned to look at her when she heard her movement.

But when she saw the girl suddenly froze, she opened her eyes and looked at me.

Her expression was as if a thirsty person saw a pool of clear water, so surprised that she couldn't say anything. I got up and walked over and said, "What's wrong?

After a long while, she heard her doubtful cry: "Mother?"

"Ok."

"Really mother! Not a dream!"

All of a sudden she rejoiced, a face seemed to bloom with a smile, and a wow flew into my arms.

I hugged my giggling daughter, but I was a little sad, looking at her just like that, maybe I thought that my recognition of her was just a dream, I do n’t know how many times she had such a dream, and finally waited for this Once a dream come true.

I couldn't help feeling my pain, stroking her soft hair carefully, and after a while said softly, "Where is the mother, don't worry. Come, get up and wash, and breakfast is ready."

Lier was still sticky beside me, but she was very good. I asked her to rinse her mouth with green salt and cleaned her face. The maid wanted to come up and comb her, but she refused to let me comb her. I went to her behind with a smile, and combed her carefully, and found two goose-yellow silk trousers from her dressing box, just like her goose-yellow. The blouse is matched, especially pink and cute.

As soon as I combed my hair, I heard someone coming in. Just as the maid went out and poured hot water, as soon as she walked to the door, she bowed her knees and saluted: "My son."

Lier and I both turned my head and saw Pei Yuanxiu carrying his hands on his back, walking in with a smile.

"A Dad!"

Lier slipped from the stool and ran to him. Pei Yuanxiu immediately leaned over and hugged her, and said, "Lier, stay with your mother for one night, are you happy?"

"Of course I'm happy, Dad. Look, the hair that my mother combed for me looks good?"

As she said, shaking her head, Pei Yuanxiu smiled and said, "Lier is of course the most beautiful."

With his appreciation, Lier blushed with joy and giggled.

Pei Yuanxiu laughed and hugged her to the center of the room. I was still standing next to him. He turned his head and looked at me with a gentle smile on his face: "Early morning."

I also smiled: "Early."

At this time, the maid had brought us early, and various clear porridge, side dishes, and soup soup set up a table. Pei Yuanxiu sat at the table holding Lier, and then said to me, "Come and eat early."

"..."

I had a moment of cyanosis, and until Lier beckoned and called me over, I gently put the wooden comb back on the table, slightly cleaned my hand, and sat down at the table.

As soon as I sat down, Pei Yuanxiu had simmered a bowl of warm porridge and handed it to me.