Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

When Pinger woke up, I knew how sad it was at all times, I had expected it.

I never saw a boy cry like this. Compared to babies and children who can cry arbitrarily, sensible people will always be depressed, will control, and will not let their sadness and pain be fully exposed, because people will always protect themselves, afraid of being completely exposed to softness hurt.

But this time, the child had nothing.

I hugged him in my arms desperately, and soon my coat was soaked with tears. I listened to him crying with all his strength, as if even life was coming to an end. I didn't persuade him and knew that I couldn't comfort him. I can only do my best to warm him with my body temperature.

In the end, the child seemed to shed tears all his life, and his eyes were so dark that they were empty.

Actually, I didn't do anything, just held him, but waited until I came out of Ping'er's room, but there was a feeling that the whole person was overwhelmed. He fell on the bench outside the porch, and Pei Yuanxiu walked to I sat across from it, carefully looking at the corners of my tired eyes, and said, "Are you tired?"

I nodded slightly.

"take a break."

"he--"

"No matter what he wants to do in the future, but now he is gone."

Yeah, no matter what the future holds, at least for now, this kid is okay.

But after all, he is still so young, his life has just begun, and there is still a long way to go. I really don't want him to go on with such a tragedy, but what should I do, I have no clue whatsoever.

When I heard what I was worried about, looking at me worried, Pei Yuanxiu frowned slightly: "I am more worried about you. If you don't rest, I will tie you to bed."

He was clearly talking about rest, but as soon as he said this, my face turned red, and I looked up at him with a slight discomfort—how could I speak like that.

But he didn't seem to feel at all, and looked at me: "Not going back yet?"

"..."

I bit my lower lip, turned around with some anger, went back to the room, closed the door, and ignored him.

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After returning to the room for a while, I felt like I had a poisonous hair and I was too tired. As soon as I lay in bed, I lost consciousness and chaos for a long time. Then I managed to break free from the darkness and opened my eyes Only to find out that a thin morning light was already showing through the window.

It was early morning again.

If I saw an early morning the other day, I might feel that I am missing another day, but yesterday I saw Alan outside Gu's house. Although I didn't talk to her, I was relieved. At least she knew where I was. . I believe she will definitely find a chance to detoxify me, otherwise she won't have to appear in front of me at all, so people will relax a bit.

As soon as the attendants saw me, they immediately brought me a hot towel to serve me for washing. I sorted it out a bit and sat in front of the bronze mirror to comb my hair. When I thought about it, I turned back and asked, "What about the son?"

"My son is still resting."

"Oh." I thought that Pei Yuanxiu should be a person who goes to bed early and wakes up early, so how can he lie in bed. He muttered in his heart, the maid behind him whispered, "Mrs. Qingying, do we need to report to you?"

"Ah, no need, let him rest."

I shook my head in a hurry, but saw the maid relieved from the bronze mirror. She looked at me with a careful smile and said, "Actually, the boy kept at the door of Mrs. Qingying last night. Late at night, it was confirmed that his wife had slept soundly, and the son returned to rest, so he slept late. "

I paused in the mirror.

The maid smiled again and said, "And yesterday, the son-in-law sent a team of men out overnight, saying it was looking for something for his wife."

"..."

"Mrs. Qingying, the son is very meticulous to you."

Maybe it's because the wind is cold in the morning, and my fingertips are a bit cool. I gently held my hands to warm myself a bit, and I smiled reluctantly: "Really."

After saying those two words, my smile was barely enough to hold on, and I lowered my head.

It ’s not that he does n’t know his heart, I still remember those words he said to me that night in Beijing; even when I lost my memory, I no longer remember my past, I was moved by his infatuation, and even envy that Someone who makes him crazy. Now that he is the leader of one party, he accompanies me everywhere, and even stays in the middle of the night outside my house. He no longer avoids anyone or any remarks. Although the attendants called me "Mrs. Green Infant", the atmosphere here seemed to have me and him in a pair.

Thinking of this, my brows frowned slightly.

When I combed my hair, the sky was brighter outside. I refused their move to wake up Pei Yuanxiu, and just said that he would take a good rest. I just looked around. These people were very kind to me. I also spoke It really worked. After a few words, they really let me walk around.

This individual pavilion is not that big, and it will be over. I feel right when I came here yesterday. It really has a taste of the other restaurant on the outskirts of Beijing. It is elegant and fresh. It leaves the gate with lush green bamboo. The morning dew, reflecting the clothes of people, is colorful.

As I walked in the bamboo forest, at each step, I stepped on the thick leaves, making a rustling sound, and the sound of the spring flowing, made the surroundings more quiet.

I remembered that morning.

It is also the fragrance of bamboo leaves that permeates the surroundings, and the colored clothes are reflected in this way. I walked in such a bamboo forest and met a man.

His smile was very indifferent and very alienated, with no sorrow, no joy, no disgust and calmness, telling me that the fire in his heart had gone out.

He then lit a fire for me in Jixian Hall.

He told him that he just felt that he didn't want to stay in that fishing village anymore and wanted to go out for a walk, so he just left.

However, Fu Bazhen told me that when a person leaves his home during such a rainy day, he suffered multiple injuries and suffered multiple pains.

I suddenly realized that I didn't know him at all.

I never knew that man, whether it was Liu Saner or Liu Qinghan, it turned out that he had always been unexpected.

But I understand a little bit now.

I understood the day, the day I told him that I had never loved him, he let me stay in his house and walked into the cold rain by himself. It was like Ping'er had nothing. Regrettably, there is no longer any cry of defense, and all weaknesses are stripped away. I wish I could be knocked down at that moment and fall down completely.

It turned out that I gave him that pain.

But I don't know anything. Even if I knew it, I could not save anything.

Even the silver lock he left for Lier witnessed the happiness we had that year, and I did n’t have the courage to get it back.

Looking back now, when I was in Jixiang Village, when I was planning to marry him with so many children, so many villagers came to stop him and tried all kinds of methods. Some even said that I didn't deserve him at all. It was a moment of confusion, and there must be grass within ten steps, and he could finally find a better one.

At that time, I disagreed, and now I understand.

It turned out that the phrase was cricket.

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"Your days look good."

I don't know how long I stood in the bamboo forest, how long I was in a daze, and even when my fingertips were cold, a sound came from the front, accompanied by the rustling footsteps on the bamboo leaves.

As soon as I heard this voice, I felt a numbness in my back, and hurriedly raised my head. I saw an enchanting figure slowly coming out of the front of the bamboo forest. The crimson clothes looked extraordinarily delicate against the background of a green bamboo leaf. Zhang Yanmei's touching face, her lips were a little pale, and her eyebrows were a little tired, but she still couldn't hide her style.

I was so surprised that I was almost speechless, watching her approaching stupidly, stuttering for a long time: "Ah-Ah-Alan?"

Alan tickled my lips.

Although there were many heavy things in my heart, the sight of her was like a little morning dawn after a long night. I was overjoyed and hurried over: "Alan! You are here, you are all right!"

She tickled her lips again at me: "You know, I'm in trouble."

I nodded: "I met Ye Fei and he told me that you were attacked. Have you been injured? Are you all right now?"

In front of my concerns, Alan seemed to be a little stunned. After looking at me for a while, I was a little tentative to her, and I was a little confused: "Alan, what's wrong with you?"

She was silent for a moment, and then she said, "Do you know who attacked me?"

I froze for a moment and immediately understood why her attitude was a little cold.

The person who attacked her had previously guessed that it was Miss Han Zitong, but since she was under Pei Yuanxiu, the dispatcher naturally belonged to that side, and Alan was attacked by those people, and now I see that I am moving in At the same time, it is inevitable that there will be reservations.

I hurriedly explained to her: "I am indeed with-with those on the south bank of the river, this boy Pei knows me the same. However, the person who attacked you was not him, but one of his subordinates- —This is a misunderstanding. Don't mind. "

Alan has been standing there listening quietly, and after I stuttered, she glanced at me again, and suddenly laughed, the laughter was still as charming as usual, but it was just this charming With a little coldness, she leaned leaning on a bamboo beside her, smiling at me while holding her arms: "You explain to him this way, I look at you as if it's more than just old acquaintance. Right? "

I froze for a moment.

Looking at my somewhat bewildered expression, Alan ticked her lips again: "Before, I felt that the one in Beijing was willing to do everything for you. I already felt that you were incredible. I couldn't think of going south, and there was such a hegemony You care so much. Sister, sister really despise you. "