Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

For a moment, the blood on my face faded, as if the whole body's blood was frozen into ice in a flash, shaking his head: "No, no--"

"Green baby."

She shouted my name, and there was a helpless expression on her face. Both hands stretched out and held my weak hand gently, feeling the kind of trembling that came from the deepest part of my heart, and I raised my head. Helpless and sadly looked at her: "I don't!"

She frowned slightly and said softly, "Green baby ..."

I couldn't hold her hand tightly, because my arms couldn't hold a little strength, my ten fingers could only struggle with her ten fingers, and said, "I'm coming out of Lenggong, not to stay here, no!"

Although I have no way to leave now, I can only stay at Jingren Palace as an expedient, but I know that I cannot always be like this. As long as I have a chance, I will definitely use every means to leave here.

Because I'm going to find my liar!

My daughter, she has been away from her mother for so long, and just thinking about it, almost exhausted my efforts, how can I tolerate myself again-

Thinking of this, my eyes were red: "Mother Queen, I don't want it!"

She listened to my words, and there was a sense of intolerance in her eyes. After a long while, she said softly, "My palace knows."

"I, I dream of leaving ..."

"I know it."

"I don't, I really don't ..."

"I know it."

She didn't seem to know what else to say to comfort me. She could only repeat these words all the time, but there was a kind of sadness that made me want to cry. She looked down at my hand and it was light after a while He said lightly, "However, this palace still wants to ask you something."

I looked up and looked at her: "What?"

"You and the emperor ... really, do you really not look back?"

I looked at her a bit rashly.

There are many people in the harem. They are colorful, beautiful and fragrant in the country. Like flowing water, they slowly prosper in this iron harem, and then quickly fade away. But her queen, like a lifeless peach blossom, has died away. Among the rivers and lakes, there is no intention to fight for love and love, nor does it care about the wealth of the night and night, but just staring at the love and hatred here, so maybe only she will remember what happened between me and that man thing.

Sweet, tender, painful, desperate ...

Only she would have this question.

Me and him, will I go back again?

Thinking of this, I let go of my hand and smiled slightly. I didn't ask myself this question. I used to make a firm decision, but overturned it repeatedly. People are getting old in this kind of torture. But-after I jumped from the dragon boat of Huyuexia, I didn't think about this answer again.

Because, this question, I no longer ask myself.

I looked up at Chang Qing's eyes as clear as autumn water, and thought for a long time, as she said solemnly: "I have one thing to ask you, queen maiden, and I hope you can promise the green baby.

She was a little surprised. I didn't answer her but asked her something.

"You said."

"Green baby, I never want to involve the queen, nor do you want to be harmed in any way, so under this premise-if one day I have one step to leave the palace door, I ask the queen mother to help me with that last step . "

"..."

She had a shocked expression on her face and stared at me with wide eyes.

And I, without any hesitation, looked at her firmly.

"You mean it?"

"Yes."

"..." She was shocked and speechless for a long time. I don't know how long it took to finally return to normal, but when I spoke, the voice was not as calm as she usually was, but with a trace of trembling, slowly said: "OK."

"..."

"This palace promises you!"

I looked at those twinkling eyes and smiled slightly at her: "The baby is here, thank you Queen Mother."

My hand was held by her again, warmth.

Life hastily for decades, such as Bai Jun passing through, passing away, but in such a wandering life, there are always one or two people, no wind and moon, no love / love, no grudge, no hatred, and you Obviously there are no blood relatives, but you can let yourself give him everything you want, as long as a word, a look, even a knowing smile, is worth a thousand words.

Even after many years, I still have a red wall around me, even if I really have to face the last step, I even feel that even if I can't get out of this step, but in my life, there have been such, these People have appeared, stayed, and knew each other, and I have no regrets in this life.

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I don't know how long Chang Qing kept me before I woke up, but looking at her is also a look of burnout, not just physical exhaustion, it seems that there are many heavy burdens in my heart, I repeatedly urged her to go back to rest, she After telling me a few words, I returned to Jingren Palace.

As soon as she left, Wu Yan and Shui Xiu came in immediately.

As soon as they saw me still sitting on the bed, Wu Yan hurried over to help me clean it a little bit, and brought me the soup medicine sent by the Royal Pharmacy for me to drink. I finished drinking and was about to retract my hand into the quilt. Go, Shui Xiu grabbed my wrist: "No."

"Ok?"

I looked at her in confusion, Shui Xiu said: "Master, you have an injury on your arm, it will be itchy. If you put your hand back into the quilt, you will unconsciously scratch the wound and fall apart again. Now. "

"Ah, but it's outside. My hands are cold."

"So, let me warm you up now."

After Shui Xiu said something with a smile, she sat on the edge of the bed, holding my hands in both hands. Wu Yan finished the soup bowl and looked at her sensible, and said nothing, and went out with a smile.

The warm temperature came again from the fingers.

I watched Shui Xiu's intimate move, and my heart warmed up. When I remembered that Chang Qing had always held my hand, I laughed and said, "Is it the queen mother?"

Shui Xiu froze for a moment, lowering her head and not speaking.

I originally asked it smoothly, but looking at her, it seemed that there was something inexplicable, and I suddenly asked, "What's wrong?"

"..."

The child glanced at me again and ducked his head to avoid my gaze.

With more and more doubts in my heart, I stretched out an uninjured hand and grabbed her: "Shuixiu, what's going on? You tell me!"

She bit her lower lip, as if hesitating for a while, before finally turning her face to look at me, and said gently, "Girl ... not queen mother."

"Who is that?"

"Yes--" A look of distress appeared on her face, and she glanced at me again, finally, as if she had made up her mind, looked out the window, and made sure that there was no one around, and she leaned down in my ear and lightly Qingdao: "It's Liu Qinghan, Master Liu."

"what?!"

I suddenly looked up: "Is he ?!"

"Ok."

I couldn't react for a while, and after a long while, I asked, "Is it really him?"

"It's him."

"..."

I just feel that my breathing is disturbed, and even my chest ’s heartbeat is disturbed. There is a feeling that I am still dreaming-just in the dream, he was still standing in a cold white snow, looking at me coldly, Even if I straightened my hand, I could n’t touch it, but when I woke up, it seemed that I had transitioned from cold winter to warm spring in March. Shui Xiu even told me that he explained that they wanted to take good care of me.

This dream-like fall made me feel a little helpless.

"Master, what's wrong with you? Blushing ..."

Shui Xiu reached out and touched, and immediately said, "Yeah, your face is hot, is it a fever?"

"No, nothing."

I gently waved my hand and tried to calm myself down, but found that it was futile at all, and my heart was a little flustered.

It's him, he came to explain to take good care of me ...

Shui Xiu sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me, but for some reason, his eyes looked a little grim.

And I, after the initial rejoicing, calmed down and felt something wrong-he explained how to take care of me? Although this is not the residence of the concubine, in the end it also belongs to the inner palace. Outside men can't come in without a concubine. Why would Qinghan come here?

I looked up and looked at Shui Xiu: "How come Master Liu?"

Shui Xiu said: "After the emperor sent you back, I passed meals in Nuange. I heard that Master Liu was also here to accompany me, but it seemed that they were not just dining, but also talked about some things. The two talked about a meal. Kung Fu, when Master Liu came out, Xiao Fuzi came over to ask the queen's queen, and he wanted to come and greet the queen. The maiden originally wanted to ask the Her Highness how she learned in the Jixian Hall, so he passed him on.

"So, did they say anything?"

"I didn't say anything, that is, Her Royal Highness has learned very well recently, my mother rewarded Master Liu, and later-"

She looked at me with a hesitant tone. I frowned slightly and hurriedly said, "What happened?"

"Later, Lord Liu said that he is half-teacher with you as a court minister. He wanted to visit your injury. The queen mother had hesitated, but he promised him."

"So, what later?"

Shui Xiu said: "When he came, the adult was still asleep and didn't wake up, and I kept following it, but then I went out to give the adult medicine, and when I came back, I saw that the adult kept stretching out, as if he was calling someone, Liu The adult was afraid that the adult would hurt his arm again, so he held your hand. "

"...!"

I just felt the chest getting hot and hot, as if something was bulging, and it was gushing out.

I still remember, I kept calling him in my dreams, always reaching out to try to catch him, but now I know that what I call is really him, and what I catch is really him!

It turned out that it was a dream, but it was not a dream.

No wonder in the dream, I felt that the hand holding my hand was a bit rough, and Chang Qing's pair of delicate and delicate as jade, how could it be rough, I did not expect it to be light cold!

I looked down at my pale, slender fingers. It seemed that the rough touch and warm body temperature left by his palm remained on my fingertips. At this time, I wanted to be self-sustaining, and I couldn't hold back the smile that drew from the corner of my mouth. .

Originally in Jixiang Village, after hurting him in that way, I no longer hope that this life will be able to return to him; and when I met in a museum outside the city, he told me that his heart's fire had been extinguished and he would also be with me His past has been forgotten, so even if there is no resentment in my heart, I ca n’t further my relationship with him, or return to the original time, I can look at him and smile like he did in Jixian Temple, and work closely in the tribute courtyard Conversing in the snow and getting along like ordinary friends, to me, is already a great joy and redemption.

But now--

It's him, this step!

According to his personality, he will not show favor to a woman for no reason, nor will he behave excessively. Will he take this step to show that, in fact, he and I have a chance.

This opportunity does not need to be given to us by anyone, nor is it a gift or permission from anyone, but it is he who is willing to open up to me. Is it still possible to return to me?

The fire in his heart may have gone out, but there is still a bit of charcoal red, continuing some things.

When I think of it, I just feel that my whole body is hot, and I can almost hear the sound of my heartbeat in my ears.

"but--"

Just when my cheeks were flushed with excitement, Suixiu hesitated to speak, and I looked at her: "What?"

Shui Xiu took a look and hesitated again before he said, "But Master Liu told the queen maiden, let the maiden don't tell you, he has been here to visit you."

"... What?" I froze instantly.

Shui Xiu said: "He said, I didn't want you to know that the mother could only promise him, and then he left."

"..."

"I happened to pass by the door, I heard."

"..."

"It's just, I don't know what's going on, and it will affect you, adults, so I tell you. Lord, you must not tell others, I told you, lest I have to be punished again."

"..."

"Girl, you say Master Liu is all right?"

"..."

The originally hot chest slowly cooled down. I sat on the bedside and lost my response for a while.

He didn't want to let me know ... this, in fact, I was not surprised, he was not a person who was too emotional, even when he was in the fishing village, he just did it, and he did n’t know how to say it. Besides, he and I are like this The situation is indeed inappropriate for others to know.

I just suddenly thought, why did Chang Qing just tell me that the emperor wanted to accept my harem again?

Is there any relationship between the two?

This matter was Chang Qing asked by Pei Yuanzhang, or did Chang Qing ask me for other reasons?

If the latter, then-what could be the reason?

My heart is completely chaotic at this moment. After exulting because of the light cold, there are more factors that disturb me. Even if I do n’t think about it, I know that there is a biggest obstacle in my life. Only for my relationship with Qing Han.

What is he going to do? !!

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Once there is something in my heart, the whole person can no longer be calm. I almost want to get up and go to Jixiandian to find him immediately, but Shuixiu and Wu Xun persuaded me to hurt more and move, and the emperor also explained before, let me rest for a few days, There is no need to go to Jixian Temple to do things.

In this way, I can only stay in the palace.

For the next few days, I suddenly entered a confined space, no news came in, and I did n’t know what was happening outside. I could n’t see the light cold, and Chang Qing just sent someone to ask me about my injury every day. Not even the emperor-not even him.

Although I did n’t want to see him, I just knew his temperament and experienced the Yaowu Tower incident. After he said those words to me again, he should continue to press me step by step, but now suddenly It seemed that he had completely forgotten this, which was not his usual style.

Such an anomaly made me feel a breath of wind and rain coming from the building.

It seems that something big is going to happen.

On this day, Wu Yan and Shui Xiu went out to do their own things. I stayed alone in the house. The previous doctor also explained to me that I was injured by iron nails. If I do n’t take good care, I ’m afraid of this My hands will be abolished, so I have to rely on them for things like eating and washing my face these days, and as soon as they leave, I stay in the house alone and have nothing to do, even more boring.

I have nothing to do, I hold my unconscious hand and carefully want to pick up a pen on the table, but my fingertips still have no strength, I just want to hold the pen holder, and I'm sweating Already.

Just then, there was a knock on the door.

As soon as I heard it, I was shocked. I was afraid that Shui Xiu would see me like this, and then he was embarrassed. He hurriedly wiped his sweat and made nothing appear to open the door.

But when he opened the door and saw the person in front of him, he froze.

The one standing outside the door turned out to be a pearl!

The close-fitting maid of Shen Rou!

As soon as I saw her, she froze, and she seemed a little uneasy. She had a pale face and cold sweat on her forehead. When she stood at the door, she looked back carefully, as if there was no one. See her the same.

"you--"

"Master Yue," as soon as she saw me, she immediately made a not-so-smiley smile: "Wu Ye, right?"

"..."

I frowned slightly, Mingzhu, but she was the most intimate maid to Shen Rou. She was brought into the palace from the Shen family at first, and she was the most trusted person in the concubine. Why did she suddenly come to me? Although she hasn't been here before, but every time it is fanfare and high-spirited, and a girl from Jingrengong came to report. This time, she seemed to come to me privately.

And looking at her, she seemed to be terribly scared. What was she afraid of?

I smiled calmly: "Sister Mingzhu, your feet are cheap. I don't know any advice?"

When she saw me standing at the door, she didn't seem to intend to let her in, and she felt a little embarrassed on her face. After thinking about it, she barely smiled at me: "Master Yue, I have something to say to Master Yue alone, I can't let others Hear. Can we go in and talk? "

"..."

I glanced at her again and thought about it, finally taking a step back and turning over, "Come in."