Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

That night, I had a rare sleep, a long and peaceful dream, and finally there were no sneer, expressionless faces of those people, nor the coldness of snow and wind, but there was a little warmth. When I woke up the next morning, I found out that the sun was flourishing outside, and a ray of sunlight was falling from the dilapidated window lattice, shining on me, bringing a warmth.

I didn't move, blinked and looked at the dust flying in that beam of light. In the sunlight, they had nothing to hide, but as soon as they left the sunlight, they disappeared immediately.

After watching it quietly for a long time, I slowly got up.

As soon as I got out of bed, I saw the figure of a cricket coming to the door.

She usually didn't come so early.

I didn't care when they came, what food they gave, but just turned around and glanced outside the door, but saw that the cautiously took out a bowl of rice from the food box and covered it with a chicken leg Some green vegetables, she glanced at me, her eyes looked a little strange, and said, "Come and eat."

I frowned slightly.

Usually they either hit or scold me, never put down things and never say hello to me, a "lunatic", why today--

I walked slowly in confusion, and the uncle glanced at me again, without saying anything, and turned and left quickly. I stood at the door with a moment of cyanosis and looked down at the bowl on the ground.

If it were n’t for the hungry, I would n’t eat what they sent.

I slowly raised the bowl. The contents inside were still not so good, just the belly. I smelled it and carefully picked up the chicken leg and took a bite. The aroma and fat of the cooked meat suddenly overflowed the whole The taste in the mouth made me a little bit frustrated. It's really been too long.

What surprised me even more was that there was no medicine in it, there was no aconite, no vines, no pomegranates. This is a bowl of non-toxic rice!

what happened? Why did they send me a bowl of unmedicated meals? Before Nangong Li Zhu Mingming had explained to them that they could not go against the meaning of Madam Li Fei.

Recalling that weird look that was just now, was someone asked her to send it?

who is it?

My eyebrows frowned suddenly, and I raised my head nervously. There is still only me in this small courtyard, the courtyard door has been closed, and the outside of the small courtyard is a path that no one else passes by all year round. Here it is It seems that an isolated island in the world is becoming more and more lonely in the cold and lonely cold palace.

A gust of wind blew through, and only the fallen leaves were rolled into the corner to make a rustling sound, which made the place more lonely.

But I felt faintly, this loneliness-it was almost over.

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The days in Lenggong passed quickly. Every morning, I watched the sun's light dripping from the wooden fence. The day passed when I moved to the corner. In the past two years, I almost It didn't seem to be difficult to spend like this.

However, the short five-day period is longer than the past two years.

However, these days have been better than usual. The best thing is that I can finally eat enough, but I also remember Mu Hua once said that people who have been hungry for a long time if they eat a lot will cause their stomachs to burst. And death, so even if the food is no problem, I dare not eat too much, but the spirit is much better than in the past.

Even Xiao Nianshen could see it.

Early in the morning, he sneaked into the cold palace, whispered to the wooden fence and called me: "Apo."

I walked to the door and saw that he was wearing a new cluster of little red tadpoles today, and his face was white and tender. If a jade doll was so cute, I smiled and said, "Why does your Highness come here so early today?"

"Mother said today that she would take me to Yuhua Palace to wish the concubine a longevity. I'll see you first."

"His Royal Highness is ridiculous, what if she is found by the Queen Mother?"

Speaking of which, he lowered his head a bit lonely again: "Not after the mother."

As soon as I heard it, I came to understand: "Don't you put yourself in the studio again?"

Xiao Nian nodded slightly.

In fact, after listening to it for so long, Chang Qing did not do this once or twice, and everyone around him was used to it, but after all, the child is the heart of the child, or he wants to get the most attention and warmth from his mother, no matter how often Chang Qing is used Indifferent, after all, this child will feel cold.

Thinking of this, I gently reached out and stroked his soft heart, smiling softly at him.

Xiaonian looked up at my smile, and seemed to be stunned. After a while, he murmured, "Aunt, your eyes—it looks so nice when you laugh, it looks better than usual."

I bent my eyes and looked at him: "Is it?"

"Um." He nodded earnestly, as if he had suddenly discovered something, and said, "Really, grandma, your eyes are so beautiful, they look better than others I see."

"..."

"Except—except for the person painted by the mother-in-law, Granny, your eyes are the best I have ever seen."

There was a slight movement in my heart.

The person in Chang Qing's painting has the most beautiful eyes?

Although Nian Shen is a young man with little knowledge, he was born in a beautiful palace, where the beauty is like a cloud, not to mention the glamorous concubines and the beautiful concubines of the country, only the beautiful queen and the concubines. A pair of beautiful autumn eyes, but he said that the eyes of the person in the painting are the best.

So, who is it in the painting Chang Qing painted?

I was still thinking, Xiaonian took a deep look at the sky, and said, "Oh, I've been out for a while, and they'll come to me later, grandma, I'm going back."

"Ok."

I watched him turn around and run away, and suddenly he remembered something and looked back at me and said, "Grandma, you can rest assured, I will help you today."

I sat at the door, looked at him through the wooden fence, and smiled, "Thank Your Highness."

He smiled at me and turned away.

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The next time is to wait.

The stove was burning in the center of the room, but I was sitting at the door far from the stove. The meager heat could not withstand the colder and colder temperature outside. The wind was blowing in sand and leaves, and I quickly put my fingertips It was cold, but I still sat there stubbornly, looking at some haze outside.

Heaven of the Chonghua Palace should not be like this.

The birth of a magnificent concubine must be a feast of jewels and jewels.

I think of the several banquets I once had in the palace, all of which are so, but what impressed me the most was the night when Pei Yuanxiu married Nangong Lizhu.

I remember at that time, the night was so deep, but there were many kinds of lanterns everywhere in the palace to make the evening makeup beautiful, and I just walked on the quietest path behind the cold palace like that.

I don't know why, it's been so many years, but I suddenly remembered that night.

In the past two years, I have rarely thought about the past, because the past is too unbearable, and because of the feeling of remorse, it will make my life more difficult. Somehow, tonight, I have to think about it inevitably-if that One night, I didn't go to Lenggong to see Ning Yan; if that night, I didn't meet the man who was drunk for Nangong Lizhu; if that night, I didn't want to fall into the lake because of his wobbler Used to hold him ... what about me now?

Is it possible to survive the day of leaving the palace quietly and take my little savings to spend a little time; maybe, after I leave the capital, I will really go south to Yangzhou, because it is far away from the capital, also Not Shu land; maybe, I will really live in an inn because I have no time to find a place to stay. Then, I will meet Liu Saner, who is so kind, and will certainly help an unaccompanied me; then ... Then will he just like me like this, and I, without those experiences, will not avoid his feelings because of his own filth, will he like him too? Two people can have no scruples, simply meet each other, get married ...

When I think of it, I just feel my head explode.

"Well--"

I curled up desperately, holding my head firmly and curled up, but I couldn't resist the kind of severe pain that almost burst my body. I could only tell myself, don't think, don't think.

I'm so miserable, I'm so sorry!

I don't know how long I have been suffering in such regret and pain, and when the night is deeper, I hear a faint footsteps coming from outside.

The familiar footsteps made me a little awake, and when I looked up, I saw that the door of the courtyard was pushed open.

Xiao Nianchen took a careful look at the probes and determined that they didn't come. Then he grinned at me and said, "Ah!"

"His Royal Highness."

He quickly ran over, his face was flushed, and his body was stained with a lot of scent of fat powder. Obviously, the concubine in the palace had gone at the dinner tonight. He originally smiled, but approached by the moon. Seeing my face clearly, Se immediately said, "What's wrong with you, grandma? You look so ugly, are you sick?"

I barely shook my head: "No."

"Yeah, your hands are so cool." He reached out and touched my fingers, then looked at me, and suddenly smiled: "Ha, I know, Granny, are you waiting for me, right?"

I looked at him with a smile and nodded.

He was somewhat proud. He was just a child, living in the indifference of Chang Qing and the neglect of Pei Yuanzhang, and was suddenly entrusted with the responsibility by the adults. This made him feel a little more proud. Raised into a fist and reached in front of me, staring at me with wide eyes: "Ama."

"..."

"I did it!"

"..."

"look!"

I lower my head and watch him slowly open his small palm.