Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

She said so, and I calmly said nothing about hypocritical faces, and said, "So, before I really catch you to bleed, do you think about it?"

Nangong Lizhu looked at me for a while, then turned and walked inside.

"come in."

"..."

"There is light outside, and I'm not comfortable. Come in if you want to talk."

She took two steps and turned around again, seeing that I was still standing at the door, and said with a smile, "Why, would you still be afraid of me now?"

"..."

I am certainly not afraid of her.

In the past, she was high above her, and she was always on top of me. But now, our identities seem to be completely reversed. I am no longer the young Yue Qingying who was bullied everywhere and who was always in danger.

To be afraid, in fact, she should be afraid of me, afraid that I really caught her back to bleed.

However, looking at her dull tent, there was almost no light, but I didn't really want to walk in, not because I was worried that she would be bad for me, but because of an inexplicable uneasiness.

It seems, what seems to be lost?

I thought a lot in this moment, but Nangong Lizhu just looked at me coldly and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk to me."

"..."

Of course it doesn't matter.

Qing Han's life is certainly not "indifferent".

I took a deep breath and slowly took a step inside. At this step, the person stepped into the tent from the outside and immediately felt the cold atmosphere inside, and the heavy account fell behind him, immediately Light was blocked out.

In some dim light, Nangong Lizhu sat in the dark place just now, her bed, and I slowly walked to the bed opposite her and sat down.

Want to come, this picture is quite dark.

But when I looked up and looked at her, I froze.

Because her red eyes blinked slightly in the dim light, but it was not the kind of eerie cold light, but it was hot-tears.

I frowned: "You--"

"Yan Qingying," she suddenly called my name, but there was an unimaginable void in her voice, as if it did not come from her throat, but from a bottomless deep cave. I was taken by her The voice trembled a little, and she heard her say, "Why are you showing up?"

"..."

"Do you know that your presence, your presence, is a great irony to me."

Great irony ...

Looking at her flushed eyes, I thought for a while and smiled slightly.

She looks familiar now. I thought about it before I thought about it. I used to have this kind of time. Although I ca n’t see myself, I guess that in Yangzhou, Pei Yuanzhang was in front of her. My face looked like that when I fell to the ground with one palm.

At that time, she looked at me like a fairy on a high cloud and looked at the mud on the soles of her feet. She never regarded me as an opponent, even after I had been put in prison and tortured, come see me.

At that time, she was full of thought that she could win me.

And many years later, looking back at us then, and then looking at us now, maybe, it is really a great irony.

I also looked at her for a while, and said lightly, "Why do Nangong concubine say that?"

"Concubine ...?"

When she heard these two words, she shivered slightly, as if she had been pierced into the body by an invisible needle. She smiled, but the salty tears seemed to be in her smile: "The concubine ... What else do I have besides this name? What else do I have? "

"..."

"Yan Qingrui, I have nothing."

"..."

"And you, no matter how you say you don't care, you already have everything, the emperor's heart is you, Yuan Xiu's heart is you, you have a child, a so sensible and such a wonderful daughter."

Speaking of wonderful words, my heart softened.

And her eyes flickered, as if the whole person was also shaking violently: "You still have a Liu Qinghan, a man who can give anything for you."

"..."

"Yan Qingrui, why do you?"

"..."

"Why do you have everything? Why do you have everything I want?"

She grew more and more excited, and even the fisted hand was still working hard, even if the light was dim, I could see the bulging green tendons on the back of her hand.

I thought that these days, she had to figure out, at least for some things, she was able to be relatively calm, but did not expect that she was still so excited.

At this time, I was more calm.

I looked at her for a while and smiled slightly: "Yes? You thought I had everything. But you know what I want?"

She froze slightly.

I said, "I want-I want a happy home, no matter if you are rich or poor, I want both parents, they can be by my side, love me, and protect me; I want to support myself, embroidery, It ’s good for textiles, even if it ’s a small business, at least it ’s my own; I hope to marry a good man, I am willing to follow him, and my husband will sing along; I want a cute child, I will accompany her to talk Toddler, wait for her to grow up, then choose a caring husband for her and send her to marry ... "

The more I said, the more she looked.

And I looked at her red eyes without blinking and said seriously, "Do I want more?"

"..."

She didn't speak, and even if she did, I knew she had only one answer.

This is just an ordinary woman, the most ordinary life in the world.

I smiled: "Unfortunately, God does n’t care for me very much, my mother, my relatives, my father-I have left me long ago; I have lived to this age, and I have no career of my own, Although it looks rich, it is just a rice bug that is supported by people. My daughter, she has left me since she was a child. For so many years, I have spent a handful of time with her, and even-she has dementia I still call you a mother! "

"..."

"As for you, Pei Yuanzhang and Pei Yuanxiu, yes, they have me in their hearts ..."

With that said, a little scalding came up in my eyes: "But what about that?"

"..."

"Both of them are in power, and I played with them, but not even a better body."

"..."

"Nangong Lizhu, you and the emperor put me in the cold palace for more than two years. I have a bad stomach until now. In a month, I only have two or three days to have a good appetite; and Pei Yuanxiu--I In this life, there can only be a daughter of wonderful words. "

She shuddered and looked up at me.

I looked at her and said calmly, "How do you think I can be better than you?"

"..."

"I said so much. Actually, I didn't want to say these things, because they have already passed and I was too lazy to think about them. I just want to tell you what you call-I have everything, but that is what I don't want need."

"..."

"The man I want, his life is in your hands!"

"..."

"Can you save him?"

Nangong Lizhu slowly calmed down. She looked into my eyes for a long time and suddenly said, "I'm getting along with Princess Miaoyan these days, she told me a lot, and I heard a lot, she really Is a good boy. You taught her very well. "

It seems that an outsider should not say this to my mother.

But I think she seems to have something in it, so she doesn't say anything, just looks at her.

"I only know that this child has had such a bitter love." She chuckled and looked up at me: "You mother and daughter, you will like the same man."

My face slowly sank: "Do you feel funny?"

She only smiled slightly, but there was no smile in her eyes. Instead, she lowered her head and covered her long eyelashes with a little sadness. "I just think that the child is poor."

"..."

"Probably, this is my retribution. At that time, I wanted to hurt your child, and now--"

Speaking of which, she couldn't say any more.

My eyes are also red.

This is indeed the heaviest knot between me and her, not Pei Yuanzhang, not Pei Yuanxiu, but my daughter, and the deepest injury in her life is probably impossible to be a mother no matter how expected. .

She had a deep nose and sobbed for a while, then looked up at me again and said, "Do you know your daughter, but still like Liu Qinghan?"

"..."

My breath suffocated and looked up at her.

She tilted her head and looked at me for a moment, then said, "You know."

I was silent for a while, and then said, "Heartbeat on someone, sometimes it ’s just a momentary collision, sometimes it is a kind of long-lasting tacit understanding. In fact, the same is true for a person's heart. Sometimes, it may be difficult for a lifetime Forget someone, but if he does something that will make you give up, it will be an instant. "

"..."

"Lightly chill him, at least he did nothing to disappoint him."

"..."

"So it's normal for Wonderful Word to forget him. But she's calm and I'm assured. I know, and I also hope that time can slowly dissolve this relationship."

"..."

"My daughter, she will have a better life than me."

Nangong Lizhu tilted her head and looked at me again. After a while, she said, "But she may not think so."

I frowned, "What do you mean?"

"These days, she's here to convince me to stay in Wuwei these days. Do you know what she said to me?"

"what?"

"She said it was hard to forget her third uncle in her life, and she might remember this man forever."

"..."

"But she also knows that she cannot be with him, because Liu Qinghan loves you, her mother."

"..."

"She also said that she still wants you to be together, because you two are her favorite people in this world."

"..."

"She even said that if the two of you can't stay together because of her, she would rather never see you, and hope that her mother and her beloved third uncle will be happy."

I just feel that at this moment, all thoughts are broken.

I did not expect that Miao Yan would have such an idea where I could not see it, and even told Nangong Lizhu about her idea.

Indeed, Pei Yuanzhang had this condition when he first opened it to Qing Han. Even Qing Han himself understood that if the words were not acceptable, he and I would not be together for the time being.

Coincidentally, she had such an idea.

She even preferred to never see us!

When my breathing became short, and it was even difficult to control my heartbeat, Nangong Lizhu slowly stood up and walked towards me step by step. As she walked, she said, "There is a way to love someone in this world. It is fulfillment. I have such a pity that I have a child to tell me the truth."

"..."

"She can do it, but I've been vying for something--something that no longer belongs to me."

I felt a sudden palpitation, just like the anxiety when I first walked into this tent, which made my palms sweat coldly. I subconsciously pinched the mattress on the bed under me, and soon, the mattress was cold sweat from my palm Wet.

At this time, she came to me.

The light in the tent was originally very dim, and a thick shadow was cast on me, which made me have the illusion of falling into the night and seeing the light hardly.

I took a deep breath, looked up at her, and said, "I never thought that my daughter would think so."

"..."

"It seems that my mother is not doing well enough. The more sensible her daughter is, the less qualified her mother is."

"..."

"These, I will compensate her in the future. Now I just want to know, Nangong Lizhu, can you save the light cold?"

"..."

"Right now, this is the most important thing for me."

Nangong Lizhu looked down at me. Although she was so close, I felt that she didn't listen to what I said. She was only trapped in her thoughts. The red eyes were so deep that I felt terrible.

She said, "Your daughter taught me to love someone, and you don't necessarily have to get him. It is the best way to love him to fulfill him and watch him happy."

"..."

"I want to fulfill him now."

I just felt it was difficult to continue breathing. When I looked at her, my body was twitching slightly.

She also felt my tightness, stretched out a fair-skinned hand and stroked my shoulder, and said with a softly almost unreal voice: "He once loved me, and I knew he loved someone What it looks like. So I know that the person he loves now is you. "

"..."

"He really loves you."

"..."

"Yan Qingrui, go back to him."

"..."

"As long as you look back, I will use my blood to save Liu Qinghan."