Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

After a long time, she said, "But you don't understand."

"..."

"If you really miss someone, nothing is an excuse. As long as you want to see a person, even if you drag a mountain behind you and the river is in front of you, you cannot stop seeing that person's steps."

"..."

"On the way to see him, even if the mountains are high, the war is fierce, even if-even if you are alone, you have to bear all the fear and loneliness, even hunger and exhaustion, but I want to see him, I want to see At that moment, you have unlimited power, and what hindrance is all that? "

"..."

When I heard her muttering, as if the words were completely unconscious, I looked up and saw her eyes darkened, and at this moment it seemed like the soul was out of nowhere, and then she suddenly understood.

She was talking about herself.

Looking at her original glamourous face, the scar, and the tiredness that no matter what kind of fat powder can't hide, I almost knew it in an instant. Since these days, she has experienced some what.

Nangong Lizhu was still trapped in his own world and said softly, "He used to be like this."

"..."

"But, I don't know when, he--he seems to have changed."

"..."

"If he wants to see my heart, it's the same as I want to see him, so no matter how busy he is, he will definitely take the time, even if he looks at me, even if he only looks at it from a distance, but last night I waited all night without waiting for him. "

"..."

Having said that, she looked up at me, her eyes lost as if she had lost her spirituality: "Am I not waiting for him again?"

"..."

I can't speak.

At this moment, I suddenly remembered that after I had read the Ningong Lizhu with the wonderful words for a whole night, Sui Pei told me that he was broken.

He gave up on the same obsession in the past.

In fact, that conversation didn't have much effect on me, because he was persistent or broke, it was all his own aspirations, and it would not change my mind, but now, facing this Nangong Lizhu, facing her weeping eyes, suddenly felt a sense of depression that seemed impossible to breathe.

Pei Yuanzhang broke.

For those who were obsessed when they were young, they could choose to let go and be dismissive when they were young, but Nangong Lizhu became more and more persistent.

Without such persistence, how could a weak woman be left alone, going through almost all kinds of dangers and waiting for the opportunity to meet him today.

My throat was getting drier, as if there were rough grit stalks inside, and it hurt a little.

I can't speak.

How should I tell her-the person you think he has put down, then you, should you also put down with it?

But is it really good?

Looking at her, the days when the first beauty of the heavenly dynasty, Yan Guan Liu Gong won the favor, are still remembered, but now she has only a scar on her face, exhausted from heart, and one can no longer give birth The child's body, and a heart full of flaws.

Is it really good for such a person to be stubborn?

Without this obsession, what else would she have left?

But now, what makes me a little more helpless is why she came to me and said these things to me?

If I did not feel wrong, she said these words, it is almost to show the weakest place in the heart, and I, me and her, there is no such kind of tenderness to help each other to help lick | 舐 wounds, Didn't she think that all her misfortunes could become the laughingstock of others?

However, I was real and couldn't laugh.

Instead, there was a feeling of crying.

She didn't know. She was holding on tightly to the person who was afraid of being lost, but she had let go of her when she didn't know. How could I tell her this fact?

I was silent for a long time, then looked up at her pale and thin face, thought for a while, and slowly said, "Nangong Lizhu, have you ever thought about it, if one day, there is no him in your world, you will What does it look like? "

"..."

"Have you thought about it?"

"..."

The moment she heard me, she shivered a little, her face paled a little more than just now, and shook her head, "I can't think of it."

"But ... if I were you, I would think about it. No matter how much I love this man, I will tie my thoughts to him, but my hope, my life, my beliefs, my Everything belongs to me. "

"..."

"Because ... man, it's too changeable, because the world is impermanent. Don't you think about it, if one day, he is no longer-and he is not in your world, what should you do?

She looked up at me and lowered her head, as if thinking about it for a while.

But I felt her breath and heartbeat messed up at this moment.

I don't know how long, she slowly raised her head again and looked into my eyes, and said, "Then I, I will die!"

"...!"

My heart twitched violently, as if stung by a sharp knife into my chest, and looking at Nangong Lizhu's firm, almost desperate look, I could not speak any more.

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When she left, the sun outside was flourishing.

The bluestone slabs in the yard in front of the door were permeated with hot heat, and every step on them seemed to dry people, but I looked at her back and left, but felt cold in my heart.

Just at this time, Jade Father came in from the outside.

He saw me with a stunned look, and looked back at the back of Nangong Lizhu, who had traveled far away, as if he felt something, but looked down and didn't talk much, only came over and bowed. Personal gift: "Miss Yan."

"Ah?" I just returned to God and looked at him: "Jade father?"

"Liu Gongzi, he is awake."

"what?!"

I looked at him in surprise: "Light cold, he woke up ?!"

"Yes."

"When did this happen?"

"Wake up, for a while."

"Then why don't you come and tell me ?!"

The Jade Father-in-law was a bit embarrassed, and looked back again. The back of Nangong Lizhu had disappeared at the end of the long pavilion. I realized then that he was worried about Nangong Lizhu, so he didn't come in and disturb me.

I rejoiced and resented him, "You should tell me earlier!"

After speaking, he hurried out.

The father-in-law of Yu also probably knew this moment, how happy and disturbed I was, and naturally I wouldn't care about me, only smiled slightly, and then followed me.

Soon we were in the room yesterday.

There were several guards at the door. When Pei Yuanzhang left yesterday, he was instructed to stay here to prevent anyone from approaching. They saw me coming over and immediately bowed down to salute. Moving forward, but when he came down the steps, a guard said, "Ms. Yan, wait a moment."

"...?"

I staggered for a while, lagging, and turned to look at him—what do you mean?

The guard said, "The emperor is still inside."

"Your Majesty? Is he here?"

"Yes, after Liugong woke up, His Majesty came first."

"..."

I'm not surprised. The people here are naturally managed by Pei Yuanzhang. Anything that happens naturally is the first to report to him. Therefore, I am not surprised that he comes first.

just……

It seemed to me that there was some, and some uneasy.

I thought for a while, and then said, "How long has your emperor been in?"

"It's a moment of work."

"Then, did he confess that he would not let anyone in?"

"Not at all."

"that--"

"But it didn't make anyone immediately invite Miss Yan to come over."

I hesitated for a moment, and then I realized why such a big thing, the father-in-law Jade always waited outside, and told me after Nangong Lizhu left.

He did not count as a disobedient emperor, but also delayed enough time.

But I hesitated instead.

After thinking about it for a while, I said, "Okay, I'll wait a bit and see when your Majesty will come out."

The attendant nodded to me immediately, as if I was a little grateful that I didn't embarrass them.

So, I went to the side house, and some people offered me tea, but at this time, no fragrance of tea would make me calm down, thinking that the light cold has woke up, and I do n’t have that Feeling tea.

Bai Zizi drank a few cups of tea, but there was still no movement in that room.

But I really couldn't sit still, just got up and walked over, the guard didn't mean to force me to stop, just said, "Miss Yan ... no longer wait for a while?"

"I don't want to wait."

He thought about it, and then stepped aside.

I immediately walked up the steps. When I reached the door, I hesitated a little, and then I reached out and pushed open the door.

The room was so quiet that there was no trace of wind.

As soon as I opened the door, there was a sense of coolness leaping out of it. I trembled a little and immediately went in, and through the bead curtain that was as quiet as solidified, I saw the other side of the room, two The men just turned around and looked at me.

Pei Yuanzhang was sitting by the bed, while Qing Han was sitting on the bed, the two were facing each other.

My breath tightened.

He was stunned by the torture of this poisonous hair, his face was pale as ice, and his face was a little stunned.

Maybe I broke in suddenly, both of them were a bit surprised. I didn't know what to say for a while, but I clearly felt that before I broke in, it seemed that the two of them had just agreed on something. .

As if there were some things settled at that moment.