Cold Palace’s Abandoned Consort

I closed my mouth and saw that he sat slowly across from me, with the back panel against the car. It was obviously not too big, but there was a big empty space between them. space.

However, although he had something to say, he didn't speak immediately after sitting down, instead he looked at me.

That look was like looking for something.

I didn't say anything either, but the two were so silent, but the outside was different. Those people were still busy going back and forth. I could hear their voices walking around. After a while, I finally heard Xie Yiqing Slightly said-"departure."

Then, the carriage's curtain shook slightly, and Zhou Chengyin and Mrs. Zhou stood outside.

"My son."

Pei Yuanxiu lifted the curtain with one hand, and saw Zhou Chengyin said respectfully: "This time the son is here, in order to protect the whole, it is a crime to die."

Pei Yuanxiu said lightly, "You have done a good job."

"..."

"Keep Huai'an, I will not treat you in the future."

"Thank you son!"

Just this sentence seems to have hinted at him and their bright future in the Zhou family. The expression on Zhou Chengyin's face is still calm, but the smile in his eyes has almost spread out, raising his hand to Pei Yuanxiu deeply A moment.

The curtain was lowered, and the sound of a car and horse starting came from outside. Our carriage shook and started to move forward.

I was still a little hesitant. I didn't expect to leave Huai'an like this. I subconsciously wanted to tilt my head and lift the curtain to look outside, but before I could move, I saw the person in front of me move slightly.

I was alert and turned to look at him immediately.

He looked at me and said, "I have something to tell you."

"……You said."

He was silent again, looking at my flat belly, and said, "I want this child."

"..."

I didn't expect him to say this to me, first a moment, and then suddenly laughed.

I laughed, "Do you still need to discuss this with me?"

You want this child, you certainly want this child.

When I first knew that I was pregnant, it was you who was holding me on the second floor of the medical hall, and let me look at the whole life of Yangzhou City outside the window, telling me that if this child could not keep it, everyone in Yangzhou would do it for him Funeral, at that time, I collapsed with much pain and despair.

But now, come and tell me that you want this child.

If it weren't for the lack of energy, I'm afraid I would have laughed out loud.

Seeing me sneer, listening to my almost stingy words, the expression on his face was a little heavier, his eyes were dark and dull, he just stared at me, and repeated: "I, I want this child. "

"..."

My smile slowly narrowed and looked at him.

"I know, you never wanted this child, I know, you hate me."

"..."

"I can use the people of Yangzhou, the people of Jingcheng, or even the lives of everyone in the world to beat you. But—" He said that he also felt a little bit painful, and his throat was slightly stunned, I said coldly, "Do you think this is not enough?"

He looked at me and said, "I'm still afraid-I can't keep him."

"..."

"I'm afraid, too. I can't keep you."

"..."

My eyebrows frowned slightly, and I looked up at him.

After so many years, the time following him is not short. I have seen him wield a sword against the enemy on the tower of Dongzhou. I also know that he occupied the six provinces of Jiangnan and became a party hegemony under the most difficult circumstances. No less than the bumpy fate of anyone, but I have never heard a word of fear in his mouth.

Now, he was afraid.

Afraid of not retaining this child, afraid of not retaining me.

He had never had such fear before, was it because Han Ruoshi was pregnant, that he thought all this could happen?

But what changed was clearly not me, and I accepted all of it safely.

Thinking of this, when I looked into his eyes, I found that there was actually a faint light spot in the dark eyes, but it was trembling all the time, as if he said it was, afraid.

Han Ruoshi was pregnant, and it was me who accepted me indifferently, but it was him who was scared.

My throat was also a little froze, and I was silent for a long while, and said, "What do you want me to do?"

He slowly said: "I will never use anyone's life again-to kill you, whether it is Yangzhou or anyone around you, I, I will not use killing methods to ask you to leave this child."

My eyebrows lifted slightly.

"But, I hope you can give me a promise."

"……committed to?"

"Yes. Everything will be said after entering Beijing."

"After entering Beijing." Although these words are a point in time, they suddenly made my mind confusing.

After entering Beijing.

This will never be an ordinary operation. It is impossible for this army led by him to enter the capital without going through an earth-shattering war.

After entering the capital, of course, he was able to make a wish, ascend to the throne, order the world, and get everything he had in the past and everything he had hoped for.

By that time--

I tilted my head to the side and said, "Pei Yuanxiu, although Han Ruoshi is pregnant, you don't have to tell me that this child is important."

He said, "He doesn't matter."

"..."

"He is special."

special? I smiled slightly: "Yeah, special."

"..."

"At least for now, everyone can see that this may be your eldest son. After entering Beijing, he is certainly special."

"No, I didn't mean that," he said, looking at me, word by word. "He's special because his mother is Yan Qingying."

"..."

My heart sank and I looked up at him.

He said: "I may have many children in the future, but the mother of this child is you."

"..."

"Lightness, it's not him special, but--"

Seeing that he was about to say the word, I suddenly felt a tingling in the chest, and suddenly interrupted his words: "So, after entering Beijing? Is this a choice for me?"

"..."

"If you enter the capital, it means that from now on, the world will be commanded, and power will fall, and by then, will I have any choice?"

He didn't finish the sentence, and his eyes showed a bit of loneliness, but at this time, his eyes flashed a little bit indescribable.

He looked at me and said seriously: "It is also possible for me, I can't enter the capital."

"...!"

I froze slightly and looked up at him.

I thought that I had already reached this point, and even he himself said that no one can stop his way. He should be determined to the throne of the ninety-five deities in the palace, but now he suddenly said He may not be able to enter the capital.

I frowned and looked at him, but he also looked at me calmly: "You and I all understand that there is no absolute thing in the world. Although I am fully prepared, I do n’t know when that day will come, God will How to me. "

"..."

"So if I can't get in the capital—"

I looked at him: "What are you going to do?"

He said "honestly": "At that time, of course I couldn't force you."

"..."

"Lightness, where you are going and what this child will do is up to you."

"..."

My eyebrows slowly twisted together.

I didn't expect him to talk to me so frankly about his possible "failure". Although his character was never as arrogant as Pei Yuanzhang, but I knew that when he talked about the stability and thoroughness of his work, he failed to win Since then, I have never lost to the current one.

I was silent for a while, instead of answering him, I said, "Well, what if you entered the capital?"

"..."

"What will you do to me?"

"..." He looked for a moment, said in a serious, determined voice, "I will be good to you."

"..."

I don't know why, and smiled.

nice to me? Of course it's good for me.

No matter when it is, this is probably the only thing I can confirm. He is not like Pei Yuanzhang. He scolds when he is angry and even hands when he is angry. Even if he is imprisoned, he will imprison me in a picturesque place, Many people lingered in the cage.

So good to me ...

I can almost imagine what kind of life I will live in the capital, in the magnificent palace, and in the nine-three temples, and what the future will be with this child.

Seeing my faint, almost cold smile, Pei Yuanxiu frowned slightly and then said, "I know you want to go."

"..."

"But I won't let you go."

"..."

"If I can't enter the capital, this world may be your shelter everywhere; but if I enter the capital, this world, only my side, is your shelter."

"..."

This sentence made my heart sink.

I leaned slowly on the board and felt that the carriage continued to shake forward. The board slightly bumped the back. It seemed like there were some invisible hands. For years, I kept pushing me, Toward the fate of this moment.

If he can't enter the capital, my place is everywhere in the world?

of course.

But if he enters the capital, only his side is my place in the world?

I couldn't help but smile a little in my heart.

He is telling me that as long as he becomes king, I can only stay with him. If I dare to leave, he will let me never rest.

This does not seem to surprise me.

Since having this child, I almost no longer expect it, he will really let me go.

but--

I slowly raised my head to look at him and said, "You say, you will be nice to me."

He immediately said, "Yes."

"What about Han Ruoshi?"

"..."

He seemed to be caught off guard by the name, his original calm face was also a little stunned, I looked at him calmly and said, "What would you do to her?"

"..."

His expression was obviously a little embarrassed. Last night, he didn't answer this question. Xie Ai was not a man with much talk and would not force him at this time, but now, I have put this issue to his before.

I looked at him, and raised the corners of my mouth slightly, and said, "Or do you want to know, what would I do to her?"