Blade Online

"Huh...?

Look at me and make a plundering voice that squeezes. The mask that has been covering my face doesn't need to be worn anymore.

He retreats behind him.

I was surprised and couldn't speak up. The moment I checked his face, the surprise too much thought stopped for a moment, and then the words didn't come out of his throat as I thought.

"Heh, stay... eh"

(10) He tried to call me out loud for a moment, but swallowed it before he could say it out, making his expression look rude. I haven't been able to hide the upset yet, but there was already a cold glance at me on that face.

I saw that. My thoughts cooled all at once. Surprised, the thoughts that were getting hot due to the upset cooled down and calmed down. Take a deep breath and gather the thought that was scattered.

"Alive... you were there"

That's what he says as he jams his words. The look on that face isn't just the usual cold, but I can't read what I'm thinking because it feels like something else is mixed up.

I was confused without knowing what to do with the calm stuff. You just have to decide after you meet your feelings for Xu, you'll see them when you see them, I didn't know that, but it's like you can't see them. Rather, the confusion is getting stronger than before.

Still.

"Oh. I can handle it."

Give it back to me like that.

"... I thought you were attracted to Safe Town because it was really about your brother. Well, based on your gear and skills, it looks like you were in the offensive area. And I didn't see it on the front line."

Yeah. Maybe I'd end up stuck in a Safetytown inn if I hadn't been dropped in those woods. You were right.

"Oh, it's kind of like a bug or something. It's like a hidden area. Until recently, I lived in the woods for about a year."

"Huh...? Bug...... not sure, but yes, in that area for a year? Wasn't there another party or something...?

"I was alone. I've lived all this time, all alone. A year ago, I met you in front of Wild Forest, didn't I? Shortly afterwards, the bug suddenly dropped me in a hidden area like Bloody Forest."

"Eh."

Xu opened his mouth and tried to say something but stopped on the way. He is putting his hands on his mouth and looking down, roughing his breathing. What were you trying to say?

Something's wrong with the chin just now. Well, it's a sudden face-to-face, so I can't help it. Well, as for me, who was nervous when I met my sister, I'd be more calm if she confused me.

I don't know how to deal with it. I'm confused and nervous. Something I wanted to say a year ago.

Still.

But first, I have to tell you something.

I thought I was dying many times in that forest. "I want to go back to reality," he said.

And I thought about why I wanted to go back to reality. 'Cause you want to drag me into your room again and have game-threesome days? Because you want to live a self-depraved life without doing anything?

No, it's not.

I wanted to go home because I had regrets about reality.

I want to apologize to my grandmother and grandfather for taking care of me so far. I must sit down and beg forgiveness. Be sweet to their kindness until now. That you didn't listen to what you said to me.

And there are a lot of things I have to say to you. I couldn't keep the promise I made him. About that word I said to his kind words.

I definitely thought about that in the woods.

He wants to change.

I want to change myself. Face your weakness and frontage that you have been turning away. I don't think it's possible to change quickly. Even now that I'm out of that forest, I'm aware that my weakness is still there. But, no, that's why I'm going to have to change.

Little by little, my weakness and orientation.

You have to get stronger and go.

Don't waste that effort when you take that college exam. At that time, I did my best to die. I was desperate and really worked hard to die. But it didn't arrive.

That's where I gave up.

I'm done, I'm desperate, I give up.

Disappointment, disappointment, sympathy, pity around me, just because I'm scared of them. I escaped into my own shell of safety. I tried to make it easier.

We must not waste that effort.

Get up. I made an effort. I did everything I could. All you have to do is squeeze the courage to stand up again after that.

I have to tell you something.

"What,"

That's what I said. I bowed my head.

"Yikes... now! What are you talking about now!? We did it again and again and again and again! What did Grandpa do to you?!? What did Grandma say to you!? Sweet to the kindness of the two of you! Enter the game world all day long! If you two speak to you, you won't listen, okay, okay! Did you see those two crying?!? You must not have seen it! My brother was in his room the whole time! Those two were always laughing in front of you!" Dawn is the hardest. Now do as you please '! And... and what did your brother say to me!? I am, I am... "

He turned to me as if something had broken. I have to accept everything.

He whimpered and took a deep breath to prepare his breath.

"Take that, now, in the game! Please don't be ridiculous!

"... I know it's convenient."

"Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Don't even know how your grandmothers feel... Don't even know how I feel! You're not my favorite brother!

"Huh..."

Brother.

What time has it been since I heard you say that? But I know that's not what you're saying to me right now. One day, me when I could still keep trying. Me when I was desperate to keep my sister's promise. I think that's what he said, brother.

"Eh... but that's enough. There's nothing more to talk about. Let's fight. The battle has begun."

That said, he pulled out a bastard sword, a rare weapon (rare weapon) derived from a single-handed sword that was on his back. The advantage of a one-handed sword is that it can be equipped with speed and a shield in an empty hand. Bastard Swords boast high attack power and speed instead of abandoning the advantage that they can be equipped with shields.

"Oh, yeah"

I can't change all of a sudden.

I can't immediately change my feelings for me. So, little by little. Until you can admit I've changed, let's change things a little bit.

I pulled the knife out of my back.