Antidote

I am a little ant.

What little ant?

Is it the little ant of the little grasshopper?

Cheng Ke was a little bit confused when he heard this sentence. The place where his elbow was hit by this little ant's face was still hurting, hot and spicy.

But he ignored the feeling on his face.

The phrase "is a puppy" thrown by Jiang Yuduo when he ran past him made his back chill.

If this person was really a puppy with Jiang Yuduo... All the time, illusion or his memories, Jiang Yuduo's fears are hidden in his head, but now it may be because of this little The dog suddenly became real.

This is the evidence that makes all fears come true.

Cheng Ke stared at Jiang Yuduo, and Yu Guangli also noticed the little ant.

He couldn't let go of any small movements and eyes.

"...Little ant?" Jiang Yuduo asked for a long time.

"Yeah," answered the little ant, "I am a little ant."

Jiang Yuduo's hand grasping his collar slowly loosened, and then took a step back, staring at him and looking up and down for a long time: "What are you doing here?"

"I've been looking for you for a long time," said the little ant. "I found a few people, only found you. The little brick said that you might be here before committing suicide. I haven't dared to come over."

"Why dare you now?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

The little ant looked at him and smiled, but did not speak.

Jiang Yuduo was silent for a while before speaking again: "Have you eaten?"

"I haven't eaten it yesterday." The little ant replied.

Jiang Yuduo took a look at Cheng Ke and hesitated for a few seconds: "I will take you to eat something."

"Okay." The little ant lowered his head and tugged at his clothes, and nodded politely.

Cheng Ke wanted to say something, but didn't say it. The style of this little ant was similar to that of Jiang Yuduo, but it was also very different. He couldn't say it.

"You go buy cigarettes." Jiang Yuduo whispered to Cheng Ke.

"No." Cheng Ke simply refused. In this case, he could not let Jiang Yuduo and the little ant, who basically represented Jiang Yuduo's dark childhood, be alone for a second.

Jiang Yuduo glanced at him, and said nothing else.

The little ant should be very hungry. Jiang Yuduo was looking for a small restaurant beside him. He swallowed as soon as he entered.

Jiang Yu grabbed a few dishes and didn't ask for wine.

The little ants probably don't need wine, they filled a large bowl of rice, and after the compaction, they added a spoonful, and then they began to bury their heads and eat without talking.

It is earlier than Cheng Ke’s usual time for dinner. Cheng Ke still hasn’t felt hungry. With the little ants eating, he and Jiang Yuduo didn’t use chopsticks. food.

After eating three large bowls of rice and sweeping a few dishes, the little ant wiped his mouth: "Is it full, is there smoke?"

Jiang Yuduo took the smoke and lighter from his pocket and put it in front of him.

The little ant took a spot and smoked twice, put the cigarette case in his pocket, and looked at Jiang Yuzhuo: "I didn't dare to inquire here, so I kept looking for it. Month, I finally met you."

"Is that you who followed me before?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

"Well," the little ant exhaled a cigarette, "I can't remember exactly what you look like, just remember the scar on your face, so I have to make sure first, when you just chased me, I knew it must be you, Only you can run past me."

Jiang Yuduo didn't speak.

The little ant smoked two more cigarettes and glanced at Cheng Ke: "Is this your friend? You are a good blender."

Cheng Ke just wanted to speak, and Jiang Yuduo had robbed him before answering: "My landlord."

"Well." Cheng Ke immediately followed Jiang Yuduo's remarks.

He estimated that Jiang Yuduo had his own judgment, so he quickly cooperated, although the "landlord" excuse was not as smart as he used to be before his mother.

The little ant smiled.

Jiang Yuduo settled the bill, and the little ants walked out of the hotel with them. They didn't say where to go or what happened to Jiang Yuduo. They just followed them silently and walked back to the intersection.

"Where do you live?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

"Where can I live," said the little ant, "I have no money to eat, can I still live in the store?"

Cheng Ke glanced at him. The little ant was still neat and clean. In this weather, if he didn't take a bath for a few days, he must have a smell on his body, but Cheng Ke didn't smell anything on him.

"Well." Jiang Yuduo responded, turned around, "Then I'll go back first."

"Jiang Yuduo," the little ant stopped him, "I'll go and rest at your place, I'll go later."

Jiang Yu took back his head: "No."

"Why not?" Little Ant didn't seem to be surprised by his answer, and there was no expression on his face. He just turned his head. "We've had hardships together anyway. It's not too much to rest at your place?"

"No," Jiang Yuduo repeated.

When Cheng Ke walked back with him, the little ant didn't follow.

Jiang Yuduo was silent and walked fast, Cheng Ke looked back.

The little ant was still standing at the door of the hotel, lit a cigarette, and stared at them from afar. When Cheng Ke turned his head, he exhaled a cigarette from his mouth.

"Are you going to buy cigarettes?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

"Well," Cheng Keying said, "you can buy it tomorrow, do you still have it there?"

"It's okay to buy now," Jiang Yuduo said.

After buying cigarettes, Jiang Yuduo didn't ask the boss to bring wine to the house, and went back to Cheng Ke with a beer.

In order to not miss the date when passing by the lottery station, Cheng Ke went in and bought a bet.

"You fucking," Jiang Yuduo said, "Chen Qing won't just buy one note."

"Chen Qing refers to getting rich." Cheng Ke said.

"What did you buy?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

"Not fixed, think of what to buy." Cheng Ke smiled.

"Then your chance of winning is lower than Chen Qing's finding a girlfriend within this year." Jiang Yuduo said.

When returning home to enter the corridor, Jiang Yuduo looked at the two sides of the road, and then walked in. After entering the house, he locked the door.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Ke asked.

"Be on guard." Jiang Yu snatched to the window and looked out.

"That little ant," Cheng Ke frowned, "Is it really a puppy? When you were kids... together?"

"Well," Jiang Yu nodded, took the beer into the kitchen, and put a can into the refrigerator. "He was abducted. When he came, he was four years old. He was very young, and he couldn't remember where he came from. , The police did not find his family for a long time."

"Then..." Cheng Ke didn't know what to ask.

He can feel that the encounter between Jiang Yuduo and the little ant is different from the mode of living in the dark and struggling to live together as a child, except for the stunnedness when he heard the words "little ant". He never had any emotions related to "long-term reunion" and "common suffering" because of the emergence of small ants.

The opposite is tension and preparedness.

Cheng Ke’s impression of the little ant is not good. The little ant is slightly thinner than Jiang Yuduo. The force value is comparable to that of Jiang Yuduo. Cheng Ke felt that when he caught the little ant, he counterattacked if he didn’t run. I must be injured.

The value of force is not counted. The key is that his eyes and the aura emitted from his body are different from Jiang Yuduo.

Jiang Yuduo, no matter how big or small, will not be like a little ant, with a murderous look in his eyes, not the kind of me in the third brother, I am the boss of this film, if you want to provoke me, I will **** your kind of murder, and It's the kind of murderousness I really kill.

"Puppies are very dangerous," Jiang Yuduo grabbed an ice pack, wrapped it in a towel, and pressed it gently on Cheng Ke's face. "Every day I shrunk together to hug and warm up, but I could attack any one at any time."

Cheng Ke's face was icy, and he felt a layer of goose bumps on his back.

"Then do you think... this little ant, why did he come to you?" he asked.

"I don't know," Jiang Yu grabbed a frown. "He said he couldn't find another puppy, only found me."

"If this is true, he is looking for a puppy, not specifically for you, right?" Cheng Ke asked.

"Well." Jiang Yu grabbed a can of beer and took a sip.

"What is he doing for the puppy?" Cheng Ke frowned, "It's been so many years."

"Maybe I've been searching for so many years," Jiang Yuduo smiled, shaking his hand, and the beer sprinkled all over his body. "I can't find it...No, he found small bricks."

Cheng Ke stared at his hand for a while, walked over to take the beer can in his hand, and took his hand.

Sure enough, Jiang Yuduo's hand was shaking.

Cheng Ke was nervous, squatted in front of him, and touched his face: "Jiang Yuduo."

"I'm a little... afraid," Jiang Yuduo raised his eyebrows and looked up at him. "He was talking about before the small brick committed suicide."

"Do you think he has something to do with... that puppy's suicide?" Cheng Ke asked.

"I don't know, it's not surprising which puppy wants to commit suicide," Jiang Yuduo said. "It's the hardest to live."

"What do you think now, this little locust... little ant," Cheng Ke said, "how do you deal with it? Do you want your people to stare at him?"

"No," Jiang Yuduo shook his head quickly. "He will find out that he is not an ordinary person. They will be found in less than ten minutes after they stare at him. It's too dangerous... I don't know how he is." Find me and follow me for how long."

Neither of them had eaten the previous supper, but at this moment the little ants might not have been there, nor did they know what they wanted to do, so they did not go out to eat, and Cheng Ke ordered a few dishes to come back and eat at home.

Jiang Yuduo's emotions were fairly stable, and there were no outbreaks or hallucinations, but he was always afraid.

In the past, Jiang Yuduo would also be afraid, but unlike now, when facing fear in the past, Jiang Yuduo would look like he was wearing armor. This armor was like a scar on a wound that was constantly injured. The pain and fear itself Make up, and now that armor has been removed.

Jiang Yuduo in front of him is much more fragile, but also much more real.

Cheng Ke spent the night watching TV with Jiang Yuduo on the sofa. He knew that Jiang Yuduo hadn't watched it seriously. He had been paying attention to the movements outside the window and the backyard.

The state of failure is similar to him, and he is very vigilant.

When sleeping, Jiang Yuduo carried the cat into the bedroom, closed the door and locked it, and placed several beer cans under the window sill and bedroom door, all leaning against it, so even if there was only a trace of movement, the jar would fall.

Jiang Yuduo sat in front of the bedside table and took the medicine.

Cheng Ke knew that he had added a sleeping pill to the medicine he normally needed, and reached out and touched his back: "Are you afraid of falling asleep?"

"Well," Jiang Yuduo lay down, "I don't want to keep my eyes open all night, but if there is movement at night, I can wake up."

"I know." Cheng Ke smiled and turned to hug him.

The little ants did not come this night, and did not reappear the next day, until Jiang Yu claimed his birthday.

The only thing that is not quiet is Chen Qing.

Call at half an hour starting at 10 am and ask what time it is at noon to come and pick them up.

On the birthday of the third brother after the trip disappeared for several months, the battle must be large. You must eat it from noon, and you must eat it at night.

Cheng Ke didn't think that he could be alone with Jiang Yuduo this birthday, but he didn't expect it to start at noon.

"Fuck, you change your birthday," he sighed on the bed. They fought hard last night. Today, they wanted to sleep until the afternoon, but the general guardian successfully swept away his drowsiness. Give him the rest, "Anyway, your birthday is also arbitrary."

Jiang Yuduo smiled and got up and put on his clothes: "If you want to check the date of the lunar birthday, we will spend the lunar calendar alone."

"Yes," Cheng Ke slapped. "I think this is a good idea."

"What about my present?" Jiang Yuduo stood in front of him. "I thought you would give it to me at zero."

"I want to give you the zero point," Cheng Ke snorted. "Don't you know what we two are doing at zero point?"

"You didn't give it to me after that," Jiang Yuduo said.

"After you finish, you sleep like a pig!" Cheng Ke stared at him, "I'll give a fart!"

"You didn't give fart." Jiang Yuduo said.

"Shut up, I warn you." Cheng Ke said.

"Gift." Jiang Yuduo said.

"Wait!" Cheng Ke got dressed and got out of bed.

"Where are you waiting?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

"Living room, sit up and wait." Cheng Ke said.

Cheng Ke placed the bottle of strawberry wine in the yogurt box and kept the refrigerator in the most prominent place. Jiang Yuduo never found it.

He took the strawberry wine out of the yogurt box and took a gift box that he had already bought in the cupboard, and put the wine carefully in it.

The color of this wine is a little different from before. The clear red is very beautiful. With the black bow tied on the bottle, it looks very advanced. It is not a supermarket to open the goods at a glance.

"Come on! Gift!" Jiang Yuduo shouted in the living room.

"Come!" Cheng Ke roared, picked up the tray and went out.

Jiang Yuduo sat down at the table, and when he saw him coming out of his mind, he hesitated and kept sitting, his eyes kept staring at the gift box in his hand.

"What is it? I rely on it. This box has to be hundreds of pieces at a glance," Jiang Yuduo was a little excited, and kept talking. "Did you give me a box? Is there anything in the box? What is it? Watch?" Is it still a mobile phone? I really want to change my phone for a bit... Isn’t it cat food? Or a belt? Is it handmade?"

"Shut up," Cheng Ke said.

Jiang Yuduo quickly stopped talking.

Cheng Ke put the gift box on the table and pushed it in front of him: "Jiang Yuduo, happy birthday."

"Thank you." Jiang Yu snatched the gift box around with both hands and smiled at him.

"This is the first time we have celebrated your birthday for you," Cheng Ke said, "so I took a little thought, I hope you like it."

"Well, I like it," Jiang Yuduo said with a smile, "Can it be opened?"

"Wait for me to finish," Cheng Ke looked at him, "I hope that you will be with me for every birthday that you will have, and that there will be me on every birthday..."

"Huh." Jiang Yu nodded.

Cheng Ke thought for a long time and didn't figure out what to say in the next sentence, so he had to wave his hand: "Open it."

Without waiting for his words to land, Jiang Yuduo opened the lid with one hand, and then shouted, "I fucking! It's beautiful!"

"It looks good?" Cheng Ke asked with a smile.

"Good-looking!" Jiang Yuduo carefully took out the wine bottle and shook it against the light. "What kind of paint tone is this! Your artist's color..."

"Wait?" Cheng Ke stared at him, "Paint?"

"Ink?" Jiang Yuduo also looked at him.

"Can you stay away from Chen Qing later?" Cheng Ke said.

Jiang Yuduo was stunned, staring at the bottle for a few seconds, and suddenly jumped up: "Strawberry wine? Really! I fucking! Is it strawberry wine?"

"Yes." Cheng Ke replied.

"Did you really make strawberry wine!" Jiang Yuduo shook the bottle again. "Strawberry wine is actually of this color! It's so beautiful! Can you actually make strawberry wine? When did you make strawberry wine?" !I do not know how!"

"You did it after you ran." Cheng Ke snorted.

Jiang Yuduo paused, staring at the wine without speaking. It took a long time to put the bottle back into the gift box carefully, then came over and hugged him: "Cheng Ke."

"Huh?" Cheng Ke responded, rubbing gently on his back.

"Thank you." Jiang Yuduo said.

"Always say thank you is not your style." Cheng Ke smiled.

"I don't dare to think, you actually made strawberry wine," Jiang Yuduo hugged him tightly, "I think you don't remember."

"I promised you." Cheng Ke said.

"Will you promise me another time?" Jiang Yuduo said.

"Well, what did you promise?" Cheng Ke asked.

"Brew some sorghum bars next year." Jiang Yuduo said.

"...Good." Cheng Ke nodded with a helpless smile.