Antidote

Cheng Ke always felt that he was a habit of being alone.

He can stay in the room all day by himself~www.NovelMTL.com~ Listening to music, playing with sand, watching the sky in the most hidden corner of the home garden.

Even if he goes out with friends, he can stay away from all the sounds and pictures in the lively bar and ktv.

He will have people he likes, people who are interested, and ambiguous temptations, but once the private domain is encroached a little, he will start to avoid it.

Cheng Ke didn't think that one day he would face the loneliness that is so sharp now that he can't ignore it, and he can't bear it.

Right now.

at the moment.

He was sitting alone in Jiang Yuduo's house where Jiang Yuduo was gone.

Sitting on the floor where Jiang Yu seized the bed was often shot with soot.

There was no sound in the room, and the various noises occasionally heard outside after night would make the surroundings even quieter.

A person's strong feeling of loneliness made him suffocate. When Meow walked gently and lay down at his feet, he could hardly catch his breath.

It is quieter because of the sound.

Lonely because of meowing company.

All of this is due to the disappearance of Jiang Yuduo.

He has always been very clear about his feelings about Jiang Yuduo, from the beginning of "having such a little thought", to some interest, to liking, to now.

Every step is taken from the true heart.

He didn't know how Jiang Yuduo was afraid of losing, and the people who were afraid of disappearing disappeared. He only knew that what he was facing now was loss, and what he experienced was disappearance.

Uncomfortable.

Time seemed to stop.

In his mind, he kept thinking, going back and forth from the cigarette paper one by one, one minute and one second, like a movie that could not see the head and was afraid of missing any frame but would end in an instant.

The mobile phone is always in his hand, and Jiang Yuduo's mobile phone has never been turned on.

And his cell phone did not ring again.

Sister Luo and Chen Qing all seemed to have disappeared with Jiang Yuduo, and there was no news.

Cheng Ke admitted that his mood is very complicated now.

In the first second, I missed Jiang Yuduo very much, and he would be angry in the next second. In the first second, he could understand that Jiang Yuduo was a patient. There were many uncontrollable thoughts and behaviors, and he wanted to fall in the next second. Cell phone.

So he fell.

The phone was smashed by him on the ground and bounced to the wall.

Meow frightened into the bed.

The phone rang loudly.

After staring at the illuminated screen of the phone for ten seconds, Cheng Ke realized that there was a phone call in.

When he rushed over to pick up the phone, he hit the wall with his shoulder. It was heavy, but he didn't feel much.

The call on the phone is Xu Ding.

His shoulder started to hurt.

"Hello." He answered the phone.

"Are you in the store tomorrow?" Xu Ding asked.

It has already opened. Today, not only did he not go to the store, he didn't even call Xu Ding on the phone.

"I'm going," Cheng Ke cleared his throat. "Something was delayed today, I'm sorry."

"Xiao Ke," Xu Ding hesitated. "Did you encounter something? Would you like to help?"

"I... nothing," Cheng Ke said.

"Tomorrow there will be a few interviews in the shop. Rice grains will come to help this month. She knows the exact time," Xu Ding said. "If you... I can do it."

"No," Cheng Ke said quickly, "I'm going."

The shop said from the beginning that he was mainly responsible for management, and Xu Ding still had a company to take care of.

"That line," Xu Ding said, and then added another sentence, "Xiao Ke, I don't ask about your private affairs, but if you have any trouble to help you, you have to say that we are friends after all."

"I know," Cheng Ke smiled, "Thank you."

After hanging up the phone, he froze for a long time. When he stood up, he felt that he did not belong to himself below the waist. At first, he could not feel the existence at all, then he felt numb, and after a while he started to feel sour.

He stood against the wall for five minutes before slowly walking out of the bedroom and slowly into the bathroom.

The bathroom is still the same, Jiang Yuduo's towels and toothbrushes are still in the same place, the shower gel and shampoo are also left intact, and I saw Jiang Yuduo's t-shirt thrown on the side and not yet washed.

When he saw these things in front of him, he even heard gasps in the bathroom that day.

Cheng Ke unscrewed the faucet, buried his face in his left hand, and froze cold water on his face.

When he raised his head again, he felt a lot more awake, that is, what he looked like in the mirror, tired with a glance.

He opened the cabinet under the sink and took out a new towel and toothbrush.

Two sets of these things were bought, and Jiang Yuduo took one.

He was a little upset when wiping his face with a towel. Jiang Yuduo wanted to use the same thing with him, so he bought the same and took it away when he left.

He didn't want to cooperate.

His looming anger did not know when it would calm down.

But he still used it.

Before coming out of the bathroom, he put his new toothbrush holder on Jiang Yuduo's old toothbrush.

Think about it again and rushed Jiang Yuduo's brush head down.

"Just use this pose first," he said, "wait to cry, stupid!"

Cheng Ke went out, and it was a little late for dinner, but he still planned to eat something casually.

I slowly turned around on the familiar bar street. I bought a bowl of Kanto and cooked it. I felt more comfortable.

As soon as I walked out of the store, I heard someone calling him.

"Brother Ke?"

Cheng Ke turned his head and saw that it was Da Bin with a few little brothers.

"How about Ke Ge eating?" Da Bin came over, and several little brothers stopped a few steps away.

"Well, just eat a bit," Cheng Ke glanced at a few of them, "you..."

"Zhang Daqi Bar," Dabin said, "Brother Qing is waiting there."

"Why? Didn't it have been solved?" Cheng Ke asked.

"Yes," Da Bin nodded. "Today, Zhang Daqi made an appointment and said no one will provoke anyone in the future."

"Then... will there be problems?" Cheng Ke was a little worried.

"There shouldn't be any problems," Dabin said. "The appointment is... 3rd Brother, 3rd Brother is not going out, just let us go."

"I'm going." Cheng Ke said.

"Brother Qing said no." Dabin said, "Just talk for a while, we take people with us, really want to fight, we also have people."

"I invested in this matter." Cheng Ke said.

"Vote..." Da Bin froze for a moment, then sighed and took out his mobile phone to call Chen Qing.

Cheng Ke did not have the idea of ​​taking over the third brother and the great cause, nor did he intend to get too close to his little brothers, but he knew that these people were part of Jiang Yuduo's sense of security, a proof of his existence, yes A part of his life for so many years.

If Jiang Yu takes it back, Cheng Ke hopes that it will remain the same.

Chen Qing, Da Bin, those little brothers, the trash cans that Jiang Yu won.

Besides, this solution was also put forward by myself. Since it has already been effective, it should be finished.

...

In fact, maybe he just wanted to do something to distract his attention and calm down his excessive depression, and these people can also make him feel the existence of Jiang Yuduo.

There should be quite a lot of people in the bar at this time, but Zhang Daqi has very few people in this bar. Half of the tables in the hall are empty. It seems that the previous charter has an impact on the bar, and no one If you are willing to go to a bar and worry about it, this business will take at least another month to resume.

Chen Qing was sitting in a deck in the corner, leaning her feet.

When he saw Cheng Ke coming, he quickly stood up: "Brother Ke."

Cheng Ke admired his free conversion to what he called himself and there was never a fixed one.

"Actually, you don't use it," Chen Qing said. "Zhang Daqi just wanted to make sure that he won't trouble each other in the future."

"I'm idle anyway." Cheng Ke sat down.

"He is doing very little business right now," Chen Qing said, "I don't think I want to toss with us anymore."

Cheng Ke has never seen Zhang Daqi, but when this person came over, he was sure that this was Zhang Daqi at a glance.

At the same time, I remembered that he was the one who blocked Jiang Yudou behind this bar when Jiang Yuduo was the most helpless and panicked...

"What about the third son," Zhang Daqi brought two people, and came over, frowning and not sitting, his tone was not polite, "The third son I asked, not you."

"This is our brother," Chen Qing said, "same as he said."

"The third son does not come to talk." Zhang Daqi turned away with a cold face.

"I'm not coming, the third son is fart after finishing talking to you." Cheng Ke said on the sofa.

Zhang Daqi turned his face with a sneer: "I know you, you have mixed with the third son for a while, why, seized power? Niuqi, but after seizing power, I have to admit it, I will recognize the third son."

"My name is Cheng," Cheng Ke looked at him, "Cheng Ke."

Zhang Daqi's expression "I **** cares who you are".

"You rent it here," Cheng Ke took the glass and drank orange juice. "You go back and ask, what's the name of this street."

Zhang Daqi turned around, and although he was still unhappy, he sneered away and said, "What do you mean?"

"If you want to open your bar, no one will control you," Cheng Ke said. "No one will charge you protection money either. You will never end up, and no one will be bothering you with enough food."

A person standing behind Zhang Daqi made a phone call and leaned over to whisper something in his ear. Zhang Daqi narrowed his eyes and looked at Cheng Ke.

"It's over here if you're here. Everyone can stop and talk," Cheng Ke stood up. "This bar just doesn't want to do anything, and boss Zhang wants to try it."

After that, he threw the cup in his hand on the ground: "Go."

"Go!" Chen Qing waved his hand.

Cheng Ke took two steps forward and stood face-to-face with Zhang Daqi. After a few seconds of silence, Zhang Daqi gave way.

Cheng Ke kicked the cup that rolled to his feet and walked out of the deck from him.

After walking out of the bar door, several people were silent, and following Cheng Ke did not mean to leave.

Cheng Ke wanted to speak, and heard Dabin's voice with a smile: "Fuck."

Then came the voice of another little brother: "Enjoy, fuck."

"Civilization." Cheng Ke smiled and felt the smoke from his pocket.

"Brother Ke," Chen Qing took out a lighter and helped him light a cigarette. "You can do it! I pretend to be more authentic than Sange?"

"Not a style." Da Bin said beside him.

"If today is the third brother..." Chen Qing said that half of his eyes suddenly dimmed, and he didn't continue to say any more, just lowered his voice and changed the topic, "But does this work? This street is your dad's Wrong, when people ask, they will know that your **** mother has been swept away..."

"Two things," Cheng Ke said, "I was just rushed to the moon, I really bowed my dad to make an interplanetary phone call, and this thing can be done."

Chen Qing laughed: "Cool!"

"Cool!" several people shouted.

"I'm going back, I have to be busy one day tomorrow." Cheng Ke said.

"OK," Chen Qing nodded. "I'll go eat something with them."

When Cheng Ke turned to leave, Chen Qing followed him in two steps: "Jaeger-LeCoultre."

"Huh?" Cheng Ke looked at him.

"Is there any news?" Chen Qing asked.

"Not yet." Cheng Ke said.

Chen Qing didn't speak, he wrote a disappointed face, looking a little uncomfortable.

"I promise to inform you as soon as there is news," Cheng Ke said, thinking about adding, "Tell me if you have news."

"Well." Chen Qing nodded.

Cheng Ke patted his shoulder and turned away.

Jiang Yuduo's first day of escape. Want to **** him.

Cheng Ke sat behind the bar and listened to Mi Jinger telling him the situation of the few people who were coming for an interview today.

"The two who play the piano are students. I don't know much about it. You have to listen to the judgement," Mi Jinger said. "It's about ten o'clock."

"Well." Cheng Ke nodded, "I just pretended to understand."

He wasn't too familiar with Mi Jinger, but Mi Mi'er knew it by himself, and he didn't need to worry about it.

"You don't have to wait for the waiter. I'll pick it. I have many years of experience as a waiter," Mi Jinger said with a smile. "Senior theme restaurant waiter."

Cheng Ke nodded: "Okay."

"Three of the sand painting performances," said Mi Jinger, "about this afternoon, you must get this one."

"Well," Cheng Ke glanced at her, "arranged so tightly."

"You can still see the work situation after you finish it quickly. If you can't, you can change people immediately." Mi Jinger said.

"Thank you," Cheng Ke said. "Without you, I'm really a bit clueless."

"It's okay. I just quit my job and want to take a break. There is nothing wrong with it every day," said Mi Jinger. "But I didn't do anything for another store."

Cheng Ke looked up at her: "Baigan?"

"Well, Brother Xu asked me if I wanted to come and do it. I said I don't want to go to work now, but I can help for free," Mi Jinger said with a smile. "I'm your number one fan."

Cheng Ke grinned at the corner of his mouth without speaking.

"I thought the third son would come with you," Mi Jinger looked out the door. "Don't he always come to help? I saw him on the opening day."

Cheng Ke felt a pain in his heart: "I'm traveling."

"Wow, envy." Miguel said.

The door was knocked.

Jiang Yuduo sitting by the window asked in a calm voice: "Who."

"Boy, I'll bring you dinner," the lady boss's voice sounded outside. "Will you put it on the table at the door?"

Jiang Yuduo didn't speak, got up and walked to the door, opened the door with a slit, and looked out with his feet.

Only the boss lady was outside.

Seeing him open the door, the lady boss smiled: "Hurry and eat, it will be cold for a while."

"Well." Jiang Yuduo opened the door and took the tray handed over by the proprietress. There were two plates of fried dishes, a small bowl of soup, and a large bowl of rice on the small table outside the door.

"I'll help you in." The lady boss picked up the bowl of rice.

Jiang Yuduo hesitated for a few seconds and turned to the table in the house with the tray and walked over.

It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s been three days, and there’s no danger.

No danger.

"You don't go out here either," the lady boss sighed and came over to put the meal on the table. "I don't know what happened to you, young man. Still up, there's nothing to do with Kaner."

Jiang Yuduo did not speak.

"Tomorrow morning, I'll still bring you here early at eight o'clock," said the lady boss.

Jiang Yudou nodded.

After watching the lady boss go out and close the door, he sat down at the table.

The proprietress should be a good person. Jiang Yuduo lived in this small and broken hostel for three days and paid her the food expenses. She would deliver three meals a day to the door on time every day.

Every day I would say a few words to him.

Jiang Yuduo does not want to talk to the boss lady, but he will not stop the boss lady from speaking.

He knew that the boss lady’s voice was the only real sound in his life.

Besides, the last sound he heard was Cheng Ke's soft breathing.

Real, gentle, let him hear the breath of warmth.

He pulled on Cheng Ke's coat.

It's a little bit hot. It has been raining here, but the temperature is still too high for this coat, but he has been wearing it all the time, and he hasn't taken off his sleep.

Before eating, he got up again and looked out of the window. As long as the rainy day did not end, they would always be there...

You can try to give them a deadline and tell yourself that they will leave at a certain time, a few minutes, when it is dawn, when it is dark.

Jiang Yuduo stared at the figure under the tree outside.

At the end of the rainy day, they will leave.

Jiang Yuduo had never tried such a method. He knew that he had rejected various attempts.

This is his first time, he hasn't gotten rid of them for such a long time, and it is also his first time, eager to get rid of them.