An Unscientific Mechanic

"Mr. Ikari..." Sakura Suzuhara said hesitantly. "Is your mental state okay? It feels like your temperament has changed..."

"...Why are you still here?" Ikari Shinji froze and turned to look at Suzuhara Sakura who was still standing there.

"...I am a staff member of the infirmary, and now I am Mr. Ikari's personal life assistant, not a staff member of the bridge." Suzuhara Sakura frowned and looked at Ikari Shinji. "Sure enough, check your mental state again..."

"Eh? Misato and Ritsuko didn't tell you?"

"say what?"

"EVA pilots, one of the indicators in the selection process is that they have psychological problems~ Besides, I am not completely unconscious during the fourteen years of floating in the sky. I am also thinking about why the situation has become like this .

But it is a pity that the first machine only remembers my 14-year-old body, and the remaining instincts of this body are affecting my thinking, so now I occasionally show immaturity that matches my 14-year-old age, which is normal. It is also normal to exhibit a temperament that does not conform to the characteristics of a 14-year-old. "

"Really..." Sakura Suzuhara asked doubtfully.

"Hey kid, don't cry... You are already fourteen years old. You are really a middle school sophomore. Don't be mislead by this group of people who don't seem to be very mature..." In the outside world, Ikari Shinji and Suzuhara Sakura accompanied Laughing, at the level of consciousness, Ian looked at the consciousness of the crying Q version of Shinji Ikari with a big head.

"It's not your fault that you caused the third impact. It's the technicians' fault not to fully inform the pilot about the performance of the airframe. In addition, shortly after you opened the door of GUF, you were strangled by the No. 6 machine with a fork. On the ground, then the GUF gate will just cover the third new Tokyo, which is completely different from the current state where the world is completely destroyed. After all, your father did it again after the awakening of the first machine. A lot of things have brought the situation to the way it is now, okay, and your mother who was watching the whole time was also pulled out. After my investigation of WILLE is over, can you ask your mother yourself? Why are you here by yourself? Pain comes and goes?

Also, kid, you have to put yourself in the right position. First of all, you have to remember what is the biggest halo on your body. "

"...the second generation of officials?"

"...is the savior."

"Eh?"

"Fourth, fifth, sixth, eighth, ninth, tenth, there are six apostles who died in your hands, so you have saved the world six times. Anyone who is still alive now is older than fourteen Year-old human, if you want to hate you and take revenge on you, you can tell him with confidence. I saved the world six times, if you want to avenge your family, please die six times first, and pay the six lives owed to me Pay it back."

"...is it still possible?"

"Why not?"

"This kind of repayment of kindness..."

"What do you mean by repaying kindness...Repaying kindness is the moral shackles that immoral people place on moral people. I saved you. It is my morality to prevent you from repaying kindness. Not only do you not appreciate me, you also hate me. Me, that is your moral corruption, you are a white-eyed wolf.

What morals can you talk about with Baiyanlang, one life for another, if you want to avenge you who is suspected to be the culprit who caused the three attacks, first return the life owed to you, and the order cannot be messed up.

If he says, he kills you first, then commits suicide. That is suicide rather than atonement. A person who can say such things will not die after killing you. He will find countless excuses to live, and by the way, he will pour countless dirty water on you, a dead person who can't talk back. "

"How can this be..."

"Why not? This is human beings... By the way, have you ever received a salary from NERV?"

"Huh? Salary?"

"Generally speaking, the military rank of "fighter pilot" in the army starts from a second lieutenant, and the salary of a second lieutenant is about 300,000 yen, and there are two bonuses a year, each bonus is equivalent to half a year salary.

If there are particularly high achievements, such as rescuing a reactor that is about to explode, etc., most of the officers' treatment will be adjusted or promoted according to relevant regulations.

Theoretically speaking, for you, a "pilot of the ultimate weapon" who is constantly saving the world, the rank or treatment should be as fast as riding a rocket. "

"...but I never even got paid."

"So this is where NERV's fucked up. There are only a few kids in the world who can drive an EVA. They don't treat a few kids as grandpas, but instead deduct the benefits they should have received. This is not cheating... Well, you were cheated by your dad." Ian spread his hands.

"Then... I heard from my mother that you also play the same role as me in another world..."

"Me, I've got everything I want. Whether it's the treatment, the lover, or the person I want to save..."

"To be honest, I've always been curious about your father's purpose."

"I heard from my mother that according to her observations, her plan has been tampered with from the promotion of human beings to the reunion of father and mother."

"The only plan?"

"The human completion plan was originally proposed by my mother. Whether SEELE or father, they are all executors. But the plan still went astray after it was unearthed from the Dead Sea Documents."

"...Do you think your mother loves you?"

"like."

"So, do you think you are more important than your father in front of your mother?"

"...Emotionally, there should be no distinction between each other, but after seeing my mother again these two days, it feels like it's me."

"Well, then do you think that cloning yourself, letting the cloned version of yourself touch you, made you despair in the face of death several times, killed two daughters-in-law, and finally threw you directly into the universe for 14 years, what do you think? What will your mother think of your father after watching the whole thing in the first machine."

"...hehehehe..."

"It seems that you have figured it out too... Ikyuantang over there will get beaten every time he sees Ling Bowei."

"Lingbo... only?"

"The real name of Wei on my side, after finishing the matter over there, Wei Jun kicked Ikyuantang directly. But it seems that the result here is probably the same. If it reaches the last step, Ikari Wei will cooperate with Ikogendo to complete the last step, self-sacrifice, launch the final impact, and create a world where you can live happily.

However, here we are. "

"Yes, you are here."

"Also, although it's a bit weird to me, your last sentence "give me Limbo back" and those red glowing eyes are just so handsome."

"...Ah, thank you."

WUNDER trembled, and humming sounded from all parts of the hull.

"It's started..." Ikari Shinji looked out the window, only seeing the bottoms of various ships.